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>A few days later and I've found myself making good on that promise of a next date. I text Nick letting her know I'm just about there, another block to go. I find her waiting out front as I approach. She's looking nervous again. She's making a real habit of this.
>"Heya."
>She nods at my greeting and leads me in. I find it a bit strange as I follow her inside.
>We go straight to the couch and settle in. I get a bit frustrated as she's still distant.
>"Nick?" she flinches as I address her.
>"Y-Yeah?"
>"You okay?" Nick looks panicked at the question, fretting heavily.
>"I- I uh" I sigh and put my foot down.
>"Nick cmon"
>She looks away and finally speaks.
>"How do we do this?"
>I blink at her, confused.
>"What?"
>She turns back, frowning deeply.
>"Sorry, just forget it." I snap a bit
>"Nick. Please."
>She flinches and looks as if she wants to shrink to nothing before speaking.
>"I don't want to screw everything up."
>I sigh a bit and scoot in.
>"Nick it's okay, relax." I feel a bit of pain watching her clam up and shy away.
>A pain wells up in me. Guess she wasn't kidding when she talked about being a complete beginner at dating. Can't say I'm too much better off myself. I start to pull away but get a clawed hand grasping my shirt.
>Her voice is shaky and weak.
>"Please don't go."
>I sit stock still in her grasp as we sit in silence, her quiet breathing the only noise.
>"I'm so sorry. I'm... I'm scared, Anon." she's wavering, the hint of tears in her voice.
>"Let's talk." I put on my most comforting voice.
>She takes a breath and I feel my shirt return to me from her vice.
>I settle back and she speaks, still barely holding up.
>"I hate having to be vulnerable around people." I nod, she made that clear before.
>"But I promised I'd try with you." she takes another pause
>"I'm so scared. I've been having nightmares." she starts to break, tears down her face.
>"A single wrong turn, a single argument and I'm worse off than ever and alone. Again."
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>A few days later and I've found myself making good on that promise of a next date. I text Nick letting her know I'm just about there, another block to go. I find her waiting out front as I approach. She's looking nervous again. She's making a real habit of this.
>"Heya."
>She nods at my greeting and leads me in. I find it a bit strange as I follow her inside.
>We go straight to the couch and settle in. I get a bit frustrated as she's still distant.
>"Nick?" she flinches as I address her.
>"Y-Yeah?"
>"You okay?" Nick looks panicked at the question, fretting heavily.
>"I- I uh" I sigh and put my foot down.
>"Nick cmon"
>She looks away and finally speaks.
>"How do we do this?"
>I blink at her, confused.
>"What?"
>She turns back, frowning deeply.
>"Sorry, just forget it." I snap a bit
>"Nick. Please."
>She flinches and looks as if she wants to shrink to nothing before speaking.
>"I don't want to screw everything up."
>I sigh a bit and scoot in.
>"Nick it's okay, relax." I feel a bit of pain watching her clam up and shy away.
>A pain wells up in me. Guess she wasn't kidding when she talked about being a complete beginner at dating. Can't say I'm too much better off myself. I start to pull away but get a clawed hand grasping my shirt.
>Her voice is shaky and weak.
>"Please don't go."
>I sit stock still in her grasp as we sit in silence, her quiet breathing the only noise.
>"I'm so sorry. I'm... I'm scared, Anon." she's wavering, the hint of tears in her voice.
>"Let's talk." I put on my most comforting voice.
>She takes a breath and I feel my shirt return to me from her vice.
>I settle back and she speaks, still barely holding up.
>"I hate having to be vulnerable around people." I nod, she made that clear before.
>"But I promised I'd try with you." she takes another pause
>"I'm so scared. I've been having nightmares." she starts to break, tears down her face.
>"A single wrong turn, a single argument and I'm worse off than ever and alone. Again."
cont