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>I find her phone and make sure the alarms set
>tomorrow is saturday but maybe she still plans to go in
>I leave the phone on the charger by her bed and leave the room
>I shuffle back to the living room
>the empty wine bottles stare back at me
>I pick them up to toss them
>one is weightier than the others
>there's still probably a few swigs in there
>a small part of me considers taking a sip
>the rest compels me to toss the bottles into the trash where they belong
>I do a quick sweep of the downstairs
>everything is still tidy
>looks like mom got home and went straight to the wine
>rough day at work i guess
>been a lot of those days recently
>I see the aquarium tank at the far side of the living room
>Mango Two's orange bulk sticks out from under the foliage
>mom probably didn't feed him today
>with a sigh i pour some worm food into his bowl
>i watch him shuffle out and begin feeding
>only for a moment
>I shudder and turn away
>I was never a big fan of M2
>but apparently mom had one for a pet when she was a kid
>who am I to deny her something that brings her happiness?
>insects are one of the few things she gets passionate about these days
>nobody would ever guess the straightlaced professional could ramble for hours spouting cool bug facts
>I plop down on the couch
>my phone buzzes
>its amber
>wanted to see if I got home ok
>I text yeah
>she asks if I want to hang tomorrow
>I tell her maybe and say goodnight
>maybe
>maybe mom will be all sobered up
>maybe she won't be working again
>maybe she'll want to hang out
>I love my mom
>I know she loves me
>but lately all she does is work
>for all the money she spent on this house, she doesn't seem to like being here
>I've never outright asked
>but I can guess
>its just me and her here
>it can get quiet
>lonely
>my thoughts stray to amber
>"You're so lucky, sera. Wish I had a house to myself" amber likes to say
>i scoff
>"no you don't"
>I mumble
>I feel a sense of longing wash over me
>a bit of jealousy too
>I find her phone and make sure the alarms set
>tomorrow is saturday but maybe she still plans to go in
>I leave the phone on the charger by her bed and leave the room
>I shuffle back to the living room
>the empty wine bottles stare back at me
>I pick them up to toss them
>one is weightier than the others
>there's still probably a few swigs in there
>a small part of me considers taking a sip
>the rest compels me to toss the bottles into the trash where they belong
>I do a quick sweep of the downstairs
>everything is still tidy
>looks like mom got home and went straight to the wine
>rough day at work i guess
>been a lot of those days recently
>I see the aquarium tank at the far side of the living room
>Mango Two's orange bulk sticks out from under the foliage
>mom probably didn't feed him today
>with a sigh i pour some worm food into his bowl
>i watch him shuffle out and begin feeding
>only for a moment
>I shudder and turn away
>I was never a big fan of M2
>but apparently mom had one for a pet when she was a kid
>who am I to deny her something that brings her happiness?
>insects are one of the few things she gets passionate about these days
>nobody would ever guess the straightlaced professional could ramble for hours spouting cool bug facts
>I plop down on the couch
>my phone buzzes
>its amber
>wanted to see if I got home ok
>I text yeah
>she asks if I want to hang tomorrow
>I tell her maybe and say goodnight
>maybe
>maybe mom will be all sobered up
>maybe she won't be working again
>maybe she'll want to hang out
>I love my mom
>I know she loves me
>but lately all she does is work
>for all the money she spent on this house, she doesn't seem to like being here
>I've never outright asked
>but I can guess
>its just me and her here
>it can get quiet
>lonely
>my thoughts stray to amber
>"You're so lucky, sera. Wish I had a house to myself" amber likes to say
>i scoff
>"no you don't"
>I mumble
>I feel a sense of longing wash over me
>a bit of jealousy too