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Anonymous Thu 20 Jun 2024 18:15:55 No.66764013 Report
Quoted By: >>66764092 >>66765147 >>66765415
>i check my phone and curse
>its past curfew
>maybe mom will be working late again
>but as my house comes into view I see her car in the driveway
>fuck
>I step up to the front door and inhale
>mentally preparing myself for the parental tongue lashing
>I open the door
>"hey mom, sorry I'm late! Me and amber were working on a project and we lost track of time"
>a partial truth
>we had finished hours ago
>I had just spent the rest of the time hanging out with my friends
>I pause
>silence
>my heart sinks
>there's only one reason my ear holes aren't being blistered by a stern trigga mom
>i round the corner to the living room
>my fear is confirmed
>mom is slumped in the couch
>still wearing her business suit
>next to her are two empty bottles of wine
>shes passed out snoring lightly
>I sigh
>as I get closer the stink of alcohol grows stronger
>I squat, put my arms around her, and lift
>mom snorts and mumbles something
>but shes still out of it
>I drag her to her room without stumbling
>I've had lots of practice
>I drop her on her bed gently as possible
>I take off her suit so she doesn't tear it in her sleep
>I also remove her horn and crest jewelry
>don't need a piercing torn in the night
>I hang up the suit after I finish undressing mom
>it fits right in with all the other female business clothing
>for some reason the sight of it all makes me sick
>its all mom ever does
>go to work
>come home
>sleep
>now she's sandwiched drinking between work and sleep
>obviously that's more important than preparing dinner for her daughter
>last time I had a home cooked meal was months ago
>yeah it sucked but at least mom had tried
>now its just premade salads from dinomart
>I try not to be bitter about it
>mom works extra hard to make sure we want for nothing
>all my hobbies and interests are quickly bankrolled
>no way I would be so into inventing stuff if mom hadn't spent big bucks on all those science project kits
>still...
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Anonymous Thu 20 Jun 2024 18:19:54 No.66764092 Report
Quoted By: >>66764196 >>66764251
>>66764013
>I find her phone and make sure the alarms set
>tomorrow is saturday but maybe she still plans to go in
>I leave the phone on the charger by her bed and leave the room
>I shuffle back to the living room
>the empty wine bottles stare back at me
>I pick them up to toss them
>one is weightier than the others
>there's still probably a few swigs in there
>a small part of me considers taking a sip
>the rest compels me to toss the bottles into the trash where they belong
>I do a quick sweep of the downstairs
>everything is still tidy
>looks like mom got home and went straight to the wine
>rough day at work i guess
>been a lot of those days recently
>I see the aquarium tank at the far side of the living room
>Mango Two's orange bulk sticks out from under the foliage
>mom probably didn't feed him today
>with a sigh i pour some worm food into his bowl
>i watch him shuffle out and begin feeding
>only for a moment
>I shudder and turn away
>I was never a big fan of M2
>but apparently mom had one for a pet when she was a kid
>who am I to deny her something that brings her happiness?
>insects are one of the few things she gets passionate about these days
>nobody would ever guess the straightlaced professional could ramble for hours spouting cool bug facts
>I plop down on the couch
>my phone buzzes
>its amber
>wanted to see if I got home ok
>I text yeah
>she asks if I want to hang tomorrow
>I tell her maybe and say goodnight
>maybe
>maybe mom will be all sobered up
>maybe she won't be working again
>maybe she'll want to hang out
>I love my mom
>I know she loves me
>but lately all she does is work
>for all the money she spent on this house, she doesn't seem to like being here
>I've never outright asked
>but I can guess
>its just me and her here
>it can get quiet
>lonely
>my thoughts stray to amber
>"You're so lucky, sera. Wish I had a house to myself" amber likes to say
>i scoff
>"no you don't"
>I mumble
>I feel a sense of longing wash over me
>a bit of jealousy too
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Anonymous Thu 20 Jun 2024 18:27:34 No.66764251 Report
Quoted By: >>66764304 >>66764392 >>66764542 >>66764806
>>66764092

>I want what amber has
>Lucy can be overbearing and preachy at times
>Greene is a mopey weirdo too obsessed with guns and history
>Anon...
>my heart flutters
>intellectually I understand it's not healthy
>a teen lusting after a married man
>I don't actually want to sleep with anon or make him mine
>I couldn't do that to Amber and her family
>I just...
>I want a dad
>I want someone to tell me good job when I bring home a report card with As
>I want someone to be impressed with the inventions I build
>I want to come home and be grossed out as I see mom cuddling with the love of her life
>I want someone to tell me cringy jokes
>I want someone to embarrass me in front of my friends
>I want someone to tell me how proud he is that I'm his daughter
>I want someone to tell me how much they love me
>I feel something warm run down my cheek
>stop crying you little baby
>you could be like mom when she was growing up
>a ton of siblings trapped in a ghetto apartment
>you've got it made
>nice room
>nice house
>mom gets you what you want
>no annoying siblings getting into your stuff or causing trouble
>this is the life
>I tell myself that but it rings hollow
>why couldn't mom have found a man who loved her?
>didn't she think I deserved a father?
>why didn't my biological dad think I was worth getting to know?
>mom never talked about him
>I don't know who he is
>just a sperm donor
>was he just a deadbeat who jumped ship after knocking up mom?
>was mom still full on "i don't need no man" when I happened?
>was I just an accident she had during a quick lay?
>don't I deserve a dad?
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Anonymous Thu 20 Jun 2024 18:41:05 No.66764542 Report
Quoted By: >>66764720 >>66764761
>>66764251
>maybe that's all I am
>an accident
>my hands clench
>maybe mom never planned on having me at all
>maybe she just spread her legs for some stranger she met at a bar
>then she forgot to take her BC or something
>nine months later out I pop
>I grit my teeth
>yeah mom loves me
>but did she even want me in the first place?
>maybe I should talk to grandma
>or uncle Reily
>see what they know
>I pause
>do I even want to know?
>what if the truth I discover hurts?
>if my biological father is a deadbeat who skipped out when he found mom was pregnant
>do I want to know that?
>someone who just wrote off an entire person because they didn't want to be inconvenienced?
>my thoughts drift to mom
>she always says what a blessing and joy I am
>but she never says why she had me
>she's a driven woman
>its rare for her to pursue things she hasn't planned for
>did she want a kid but not care to find a husband?
>was I just a rebellion against "traditional family norms" or some bullshit
>proof that my mom could raise a kid and have a career without a man's help?
>the more I think about this the sicker I feel
>I lean back and massage my horns and crest
>I doubt any answer I get will be satisfactory
>but
>I have to try
>I have to know
>ignorance is bliss
>but I've always hated being kept in the dark
>I want to know why I'm here
>I shake my head and go to my room
>flopping into bed I make a promise
>first thing tomorrow I'm talking to mom
>good or bad, I want an explanation
>I'm going to find out who my father is

fin for now