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>It's a long while before any words are spoken between the three of us. The absurd weight and pressure on the little friend group I'd called home for the last few years now enough to break it. Or at least chip it.
>The silence is ended as Fang makes plans
>"We're going to approach her tomorrow."
>"Do we have to?" I already know the answer.
>"Reed..." their voice is pleading. I nod.
>"I...want to come." My eyes shoot to Anon, who has now spoken for the first time in quite a while. I stare at him in disbelief.
>"You don't have to."
>"I want to."
>I glance to Fang who merely shakes their head. I relent.
>A few questions are poked my way to quash the incoming awkward silence.
>"Your parents are fine with him staying here?"
>I nod at them. "Sorta. I told them a friend was down on his luck and needed a place to stay until graduation."
>Fang sucks in air through their teeth.
>"Reed..."
>"I know. I'll tell them eventually." I get a squeezed hand as my heart beats slowly and warily.
>"If you need anything you can call." Fang's speaking to Anon, now.
>He nods at them, eyes full of gratitude. The gratitude threatening to breach and run down his face.
>I sigh and hug him. Letting him know that this won't break us. Can't break us.
>Fang stares at the floor.
>The end of the day finds it's way onto us long before it feels like it should have. Emotional strife tends to do that, it seems.
>Fang heads home and I reluctantly make space. I'm not ready for that conversation with my parents yet. Not sure if I'll ever be.
>They return, we have a shared dinner where they more or less grill Anon about his life. It wounds me to not be able to step in and defend him. Tell them off. I swallow the pain and let it sit right on my soul. If I was tougher, maybe.
>He's a trooper and plays along. It sends my heart aflutter. If only we didn't have to shy away.
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>It's a long while before any words are spoken between the three of us. The absurd weight and pressure on the little friend group I'd called home for the last few years now enough to break it. Or at least chip it.
>The silence is ended as Fang makes plans
>"We're going to approach her tomorrow."
>"Do we have to?" I already know the answer.
>"Reed..." their voice is pleading. I nod.
>"I...want to come." My eyes shoot to Anon, who has now spoken for the first time in quite a while. I stare at him in disbelief.
>"You don't have to."
>"I want to."
>I glance to Fang who merely shakes their head. I relent.
>A few questions are poked my way to quash the incoming awkward silence.
>"Your parents are fine with him staying here?"
>I nod at them. "Sorta. I told them a friend was down on his luck and needed a place to stay until graduation."
>Fang sucks in air through their teeth.
>"Reed..."
>"I know. I'll tell them eventually." I get a squeezed hand as my heart beats slowly and warily.
>"If you need anything you can call." Fang's speaking to Anon, now.
>He nods at them, eyes full of gratitude. The gratitude threatening to breach and run down his face.
>I sigh and hug him. Letting him know that this won't break us. Can't break us.
>Fang stares at the floor.
>The end of the day finds it's way onto us long before it feels like it should have. Emotional strife tends to do that, it seems.
>Fang heads home and I reluctantly make space. I'm not ready for that conversation with my parents yet. Not sure if I'll ever be.
>They return, we have a shared dinner where they more or less grill Anon about his life. It wounds me to not be able to step in and defend him. Tell them off. I swallow the pain and let it sit right on my soul. If I was tougher, maybe.
>He's a trooper and plays along. It sends my heart aflutter. If only we didn't have to shy away.
cont.