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Anonymous Sun 16 Jun 2024 04:04:16 No.66641727 Report
Quoted By: >>66642196
writebro's sleep gathers, and so my watch begins
good stuff btw, the reeda snippet was kino
screenie of the duoprompts for those who didnt seem em last thread


>In years past, the idea of meeting a woman by myself, in public, would send me into pasta-filled hysterics.
>And yet, as I wait in the little cafe we chose for our reunion, I can't help but find myself looking forward to it.
>No alarms in my head.
>Just anticipation, and a different kind of nervousness.
>Nervousness, not over the fact that she's a girl, a really beautiful one at that, but rather just because she's a person in general.
>I wasn't much of a people person before.
>I think I'm something closer to a ghost now.
>Edgy introspection, I know, but it's the truth.
>I've managed some pretty gross records for the amount of days I don't leave my apartment anymore.
>Didn't end up doing college or service.
>Disability from the leg keeps me covered.
>Dad thinks I'm a disgrace for "mooching" off of it, but I don't really care anymore.
>I get to do what I always wanted to do.
>Stay inside. Browse. Let the world slip by without me, while I'm safe in my comfortzone.

>But I don't feel safe. And I don't feel comfortable anymore.
>Fang's last gift to me sees to that.
>The bullet wound didn't heal right; turns out, living in a Saurian-predominant city like Volcaldera leaves you with a rather distinct disadvantage as a human. The local doctors often aren't studied on human biology. They assume our systems are as hardy as theirs. They're wrong.
>There's a fist sized cluster of misshapen, scarred-up muscle and sinew in my left leg now.
>I get to look like some faggot out of the early 1900s and walk with a cane.
>Wish the cringe of a guy my age having to lean on a cane in public was the worst part about it though.
>It fucking aches.
>All the time.
>The pain's a gnawing constant. Simmering low sometimes. Flaring up sharp every-so-often.
>Just like it is right now.

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Anonymous Sun 16 Jun 2024 04:25:09 No.66642196 Report
Quoted By: >>66642524
>>66641727
>The spiking is enough to draw me out of my pity party of an internal monologue.
>I've got pills for these things, but they leave me loopy.
>I didn't want to take them today--didn't want her to see me drugged up.
>So instead I just gotta deal with it.
>Maybe looking around the cafe will help a bit--got nothing else to do.
>It's far from ideal. You can tell from a mile away it's only being sustained by a drip feed of Volcadera Uni students, being as close to Skin Row as it is. I would've suggested somewhere better, I wanted to, but I don't have a car and walking isn't as great as it used to be.
>Shitty "live-laugh-love" signs bought off of Snootsy on shelves and windowseals--check.
>Decades old signed photo of a celebrity that came here back in the 90s--check.
>Barista that somehow looks even more sleep deprived than me--somehow, check. That's a fucking record dude.
>At least the tables are clean.

>The chime of the little bell hanging from the front door grabs my attention.
>I snap my eyes over in the direction of the noise.
>And I can feel my breath catch in my throat.
>It's her.
>Maybe it's just because I've become a hermit for the past year.
>Maybe it's just because I have been lonely, despite how much I've tried to trick myself I'm not.
>But goddamnit, Rosa looks -beautiful- today.
>Stunning.
>Her hair's long and luscious. She's wearing a thick sweater with her usual leggings; it's cold out for me, so I know it has to be chilly out for her.
>It almost looks like she's a little taller than before, but I might just be schizzing out. First time I've seen her in over a year.
>She's definitely filled out though. She looks thi--
>Stop.
>Don't be fucking creepy, retard.
>Snuff out how warm your cheeks are too. She's a friend. A friend's meeting your reclusive ass for the first time since it happened.
>Don't be stupid.

>Rosa's glancing around the cafe, trying to spot where I'm seated. Using the table as a balance, I stand up and wave towards her.

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Anonymous Sun 16 Jun 2024 04:39:04 No.66642497 Report
Quoted By: >>66643010
mfw new thread while in the midst of greentext, kms
carrying over from previous thread

>>66642196
>I was smiling when I waved to her, genuinely so. I'd like to believe the smile she gave me in return when she finally saw me was also real.
>But try her damnedest to mask the look in her eyes, I still saw it.
>A flash of absolute shock.
>She must be appalled by how I look now. Despite my best efforts to make myself presentable.
>A cold, heavy and ugly feeling is already beginning to settle in my stomach.
>This may not have been a good idea. But it's too late to back out now.
>Rosa's quick to make her way across the cafe towards me. Shifting and leaning my hip against the side of the table, I stand to greet her. I move to offer her a handshake--
>Which she ignores. Instead, she scoops me up in her arms and squeezes the life out of me.
>There's a moment of hesitation before I allow myself to return the gesture, hugging her far more gently by comparison. I don't want to appear weak by slumping the moment she lets go of me, so I keep my leg pinned to the tableside.
>"Ooh, pobrecita," I can hear her murmur against my shoulder. She rocks me in her arms for a moment, before she pulls away. Her hands remain against the sides of my arms, holding me still as she looks me over.
>She's still trying to be pleasant, but concern is worming its way into her gaze the longer she looks at me.
>But she still smiles.
>"Mucho tiempo, A-non. It's so good to see you again."
>"It's great to see you too, Rosa," I smile at her. I'm not nearly so bold as to leave my hands on a woman, so they've come to awkwardly hang at my sides. "You look great."
>"Thank you. You look..."
>Her voice falters, beak tensing for a moment. She doesn't want to be rude, but she doesn't want to lie either.
>Chuckling softly, I just nod. "I've been better."
>A huff escapes her, her smile turning more apologetic.

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Anonymous Sun 16 Jun 2024 05:00:00 No.66643010 Report
Quoted By: >>66643337
>>66642497
>"I'm going to go get something to drink. Would you like anything?"
>"Just some water, thanks," I wince. "Never liked coffee much, or tea."
>Her eyes half-lid, a look of open judgement now on her face.
>"And yet you chose a cafe to meet at."
>I chuckle sheepishly, giving a little shrug. "It just seemed appropriate? I dunno, man."
>She snorts, a soft laugh escaping her. Her eyes flutter shut, and I can hear her mutter, "Chico estúpido. Todavía tan tonto."
>She gives me a playful bap against the side of my head with a hand.
>"Sit, I'll be back shortly."
>She pulls away from me, walking over to the counter and speaking to the barista who looks positively ready to pass out on the spot.

>Some minutes later she finally returns, carrying a large mug in one hand and a bottle of water in the other.
>She just tosses the bottle to me, snickering as I absolutely fumble it for a few seconds.
>"Thanks. What'd you end up getting?"
>"Tea, something called a strawberry blend. Never had it before, but...You know. Primera vez para todo."
>Going to assume that last part was something positive, so I just nod affirmatively.
>"Sounds fruity. I just got some water."
>She squints.
>"...I know. I'm the one who bought it, amigo."
>Goddamnit this is harder than I remember it being.
>"R-Right, I, uh. I...Forgot."
>She stares into my soul. Nevermind, the spaghetti's surfacing again.
>But she just starts laughing again, looking out towards the window with a sigh.
>"I'm glad you haven't changed, A-non."
>I can't help but feel that was somewhat of an insult, but the humored look on her face is enough to make me look over it.
>Sucking down a quarter of the bottle to quench my suddenly-dry throat, I force myself to speak up.
>"--So, ah, how have things been? What have you been up to since graduation?"
>Her smile only increases. She sits up a little straighter, gesturing to herself as she begins to reply.
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Anonymous Sun 16 Jun 2024 05:12:54 No.66643337 Report
Quoted By: >>66643737
>>66643010
>"I've taken on some higher duties up at Papa's ranch. Me están preparando--mi familia, they're grooming me to take on more responsibility. There's been some discussion of getting higher education if things work out."
>I feel like I should be surprised to learn Rosa's family has a large farm, but it absolutely does make sense.
>"That's great! You mean, like, getting a degree in agriculture?"
>"Si. It's more my idea than anyone else's. Mis padres believe that they know all there is when it comes to growing, but there's value in learning more."
>"I think you should go for it."
>"Thank you for the support, chico," she says with a hum. Then her head tilts. "What about you, A-non? What have you been doing?"
>...Fuck.
>I knew this topic was going to come up. I'm the one who initiated it after all--nice one, dumbass.
>But now that I'm being asked to say it out loud, I just feel ashamed.
>It's one thing to hide yourself away. It's another thing to tell as much to someone else.
>Especially after hearing how well they've done by comparison.
>"Oh, ah...You know. I've looked around for work for a bit, just...Feeling out what I want to do with life."
>At least that's only a partial lie.
>Not that it matters. The look in her eyes tell me she sees through it.
>"So I see," she simply responds. She then glances away, looking out the window again as she takes drink from her tea.
>She doesn't speak further. The silence is enough to make me clench my hands together.
>"--Any good?" I ask, desperate to reignite the conversation.
>"It's nice," she simply replies, still having yet to meet my gaze again.
>Frowning to myself, I look away from her, off into the rest of the cafe.
>This was a bad idea.
>She knows what a fucking loser am I now.
>How I've somehow become lower than I already was before.
>Fang should've--

>Something warm passes over my hands. It makes me freeze, and I look at the contact to find one of her hands has come to rest on top of them.

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Anonymous Sun 16 Jun 2024 05:29:41 No.66643737 Report
Quoted By: >>66644067
>>66643337
>Rosa's not attempting to hide the concern in her eyes anymore. The smile's left her face.
>"A-non, are you doing alright?"
>I can feel myself clamming up immediately. I don't want this. I don't want to tangle someone else up in my bullshit. The last time this happened, it got someone hurt.
>"You're not tangling me in anything, chico. I'm asking you."
>God fucking damnit I hate my mumble.
>"I'm fine, Rosa," I say, knowing well it's not going to be enough. "I'm getting through it. Don't worry about it."
>"You look thin, A-non," she murmurs. Her hand tightens around mine. "You aren't eating. I can tell you're not sleeping. No me mienta."
>"I don't need a lot of food, and..."I try to muster a lie. Think up an excuse, doesn't even have to be a good one. But I can't. "...I just can't sleep well these days."
>She huffs.
>"I know what you're going through, A-non. Yo también lo viví. We all did. You haven't had to be alone."
>My leg's choosing a wonderful time to start spiking again. The pain joins my mounting apprehensions over this conversation, and I can hear the edge in my voice as I do my best to not tard out.
>"None of you guys, including you, owe me support."
>"It's not owed, A-non, we've been here for--"
>Something flares up in me. I can't stop the words from coming out.
>"I treated you guys like shit! Why do you give a fuck?"
>Her look of concern has smoldered over into a glare, but that hand has yet to move from over both of mine. I said that too loud, some people have glanced over at us from their seats.
>"I'm here for you, chico, but don't interrupt me again."
>There's a controlled degree of anger in her voice. It's enough to make me wilt.
>"...I'm sorry."
>She inhales deeply, closing her eyes. "Idiota testarudo," she hisses beneath her breath.
>By the time she's opened her eyes, the glare's gone. "It's okay. You've been through a terrible thing. But that doesn't change the truth I've told you."

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Anonymous Sun 16 Jun 2024 05:43:20 No.66644067 Report
Quoted By: >>66644113 >>66644347
>>66643737
>"I said the truth too, though. The way I snubbed you guys, you and Stella, it wasn't alright. I regret it a lot. It was a shock to me when you reached out in the first place."
>Before she can speak, I quickly add, "--Do you still talk to her? Stella, how is she doing?"
>Rosa paused at the question. A frown passed over her face. "Sí. We still speak. She's been...Working through what happened. Similar to you, unfortunately."
>I knew the shooting had hit Stella hard. She had nearly gotten hit in it, or I was told.
>She was already a bit of weird girl.
>It's no wonder she's taking the event as miserably as I am.
>"She was happy when you agreed to meet me, you know. You should reach out to her. It would make her day."
>The suggestion has a hidden undercurrent to it.
>Stella's reached out to me before, a couple months ago. And I ignored her. Because I thought I didn't want to speak to anyone.
>I wasn't ready to then, at least.
>"I'll shoot her a text later today," I mumble back. This makes the smile return to Rosa, even if only slightly so.
>"Good. As for what I asked to speak with you...It's because I figured this had happened. You vanished, A-non. Levantaste y desapareciste; no one knew what happened to you after the hospital discharged you."
>"You've got no reason to be worried about me--"
>She raised a hand. "Silencio. I don't care what you think on this. Your prior behavior may have been stupid, chico, but I still considered you my friend. You -are- my friend, A-non."
>I smiled, and opened my mouth to speak--but her glare stops me. Her voice hardens.
>"Which is why it makes me angry to see you treating yourself like this. ¡Chico estúpido! You're going to wear yourself away if you don't make a change. You look like you haven't seen the sun in..."
>Her voice trails off. She's eyeing me up in down; I feel self-conscious under her gaze.
>"--I want to make you an offer. Something I think will be good for you."

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Anonymous Sun 16 Jun 2024 05:56:22 No.66644347 Report
Quoted By: >>66644673
>>66644067
>"Like I said before, I've been managing things at the far--el rancho familiar. We always need hands. We could pay you, A-non, get you out of the house. Mucho sol, mucho ejercicio; this would be perfect for you!"
>It's a second start on a silver platter.
>Payment. An excuse to be around others. Motivation to finally start moving on.
>And yet, Fang's touch is there to weigh me back down.
>Rosa's optimistic smile warps into a confused frown as she hears me laugh bitterly.
>"That's really sweet of you, Rosa, but...I can't. I'm sorry."
>She huffs, eyes thinning. "A-non, ¡deja de ser ta--"
>"No, Rosa, I -can't-."
>I can hear an inkling of a growl from her as I cut her off, but it snaps to a stop the moment I lift up the cane. Her eyes widen, first out of surprise, then out of recollection.
>"...Your leg. Lo siento mucho, I forgot. It's still been giving you trouble?"
>"Yeah, you could say that."
>She sighs, fingers tapping along the edge of her cup of tea. "We could still find you responsibilities. It might help it heal."
>I huff. "You don't gotta do that, Rosa. I'm not a charity case, I'm keeping myself afloat."
>"Hiding away in your apartment isn't living, A-non!"
>I just frown at her. She simmers at me for a long moment, before her eyes close. A defeated sigh escapes her.
>The hand over mine squeezes again.
>"...Just, think it over. Please?"

>I want to tell her no.
>I don't want help.
>--I do, but...I don't deserve it. I'm afraid to accept it.
>The last time I let someone get close to me, I fucked them up.
>The therapists I've spoken with since the shooting have all reassured me otherwise. Fang acted of her own accord, so on and so forth, but that doesn't change the fact that I failed them.
>What if the deciding factor was me.
>What if I'm poison.
>Does that make me selfish for squeezing her hand back?
>For answering, "I will. I promise."

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Anonymous Sun 16 Jun 2024 06:10:40 No.66644673 Report
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>>66644347
>It's enough to make her smile.
>I swear I feel her thumb briefly trace a circle over my skin, before it slows.
>"Good," she answers after some silence. Her voice quickly acquires its former volume.
>"Regardless of what you pick, we're having lunch again. Fin de la discusión."
>I loft a brow at her. "That...Sounds nice, but--"
>Her free hand leaves her coffee mug to snap her fingers towards me.
>"¡No discutas! You're not crawling back into your room again. We're going to spend time together, A-non. Accept it."
>"...Couldn't I just not show up?"
>She fixes me with a very hard look. "We both know I can and will rip down the door and drag you outside, chico."
>I chuckle, but I know she's absolutely serious right now.
>"Point taken. Fine, fine, I'm down to meet with you some more."
>She finally smiles again; the sight makes my chest feel warm.
>"Muy buena. There may be hope for you yet, A-non."

>Taking a sip from her tea, she regards me with a critical gaze once more.
>"I know that look. Going to grill me about something else?"
>She snorts softly. "I was going to offer to shop with you once we've finished up here."
>I tilt my head. "I, uh...Not against it, but why?"
>She jams a finger in my direction. "Your clothes? Parecen basura. They've seen better days, A-non."
>My brow furrows. "I tried to dress up a little for this--to look nice, you know."
>"Sí. I know."
> . . .
>She smirks at me.
>I scoff, shaking my head.
>"Asshole," I say, but the mock-outrage can't hide the mirth in my voice.
>She giggles.
>It makes the tips of my ears feel hot.

>I think I'm going to look forward to seeing Rosa more often.
>Even if it's just as friends.

>Even if her hand has yet to slip from mine.

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wasnt my best imo
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