Quoted By: >>66642524
>>66641727
>The spiking is enough to draw me out of my pity party of an internal monologue.
>I've got pills for these things, but they leave me loopy.
>I didn't want to take them today--didn't want her to see me drugged up.
>So instead I just gotta deal with it.
>Maybe looking around the cafe will help a bit--got nothing else to do.
>It's far from ideal. You can tell from a mile away it's only being sustained by a drip feed of Volcadera Uni students, being as close to Skin Row as it is. I would've suggested somewhere better, I wanted to, but I don't have a car and walking isn't as great as it used to be.
>Shitty "live-laugh-love" signs bought off of Snootsy on shelves and windowseals--check.
>Decades old signed photo of a celebrity that came here back in the 90s--check.
>Barista that somehow looks even more sleep deprived than me--somehow, check. That's a fucking record dude.
>At least the tables are clean.
>The chime of the little bell hanging from the front door grabs my attention.
>I snap my eyes over in the direction of the noise.
>And I can feel my breath catch in my throat.
>It's her.
>Maybe it's just because I've become a hermit for the past year.
>Maybe it's just because I have been lonely, despite how much I've tried to trick myself I'm not.
>But goddamnit, Rosa looks -beautiful- today.
>Stunning.
>Her hair's long and luscious. She's wearing a thick sweater with her usual leggings; it's cold out for me, so I know it has to be chilly out for her.
>It almost looks like she's a little taller than before, but I might just be schizzing out. First time I've seen her in over a year.
>She's definitely filled out though. She looks thi--
>Stop.
>Don't be fucking creepy, retard.
>Snuff out how warm your cheeks are too. She's a friend. A friend's meeting your reclusive ass for the first time since it happened.
>Don't be stupid.
>Rosa's glancing around the cafe, trying to spot where I'm seated. Using the table as a balance, I stand up and wave towards her.
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>The spiking is enough to draw me out of my pity party of an internal monologue.
>I've got pills for these things, but they leave me loopy.
>I didn't want to take them today--didn't want her to see me drugged up.
>So instead I just gotta deal with it.
>Maybe looking around the cafe will help a bit--got nothing else to do.
>It's far from ideal. You can tell from a mile away it's only being sustained by a drip feed of Volcadera Uni students, being as close to Skin Row as it is. I would've suggested somewhere better, I wanted to, but I don't have a car and walking isn't as great as it used to be.
>Shitty "live-laugh-love" signs bought off of Snootsy on shelves and windowseals--check.
>Decades old signed photo of a celebrity that came here back in the 90s--check.
>Barista that somehow looks even more sleep deprived than me--somehow, check. That's a fucking record dude.
>At least the tables are clean.
>The chime of the little bell hanging from the front door grabs my attention.
>I snap my eyes over in the direction of the noise.
>And I can feel my breath catch in my throat.
>It's her.
>Maybe it's just because I've become a hermit for the past year.
>Maybe it's just because I have been lonely, despite how much I've tried to trick myself I'm not.
>But goddamnit, Rosa looks -beautiful- today.
>Stunning.
>Her hair's long and luscious. She's wearing a thick sweater with her usual leggings; it's cold out for me, so I know it has to be chilly out for her.
>It almost looks like she's a little taller than before, but I might just be schizzing out. First time I've seen her in over a year.
>She's definitely filled out though. She looks thi--
>Stop.
>Don't be fucking creepy, retard.
>Snuff out how warm your cheeks are too. She's a friend. A friend's meeting your reclusive ass for the first time since it happened.
>Don't be stupid.
>Rosa's glancing around the cafe, trying to spot where I'm seated. Using the table as a balance, I stand up and wave towards her.
cont