Quoted By: >>69241575 >>69242746
>>69240671
>I'm drug back through the crowd, Nick threatening to rip my arm from it's socket. I still can't rip my eyes away from the door she disappeared into. I expect any moment for her to fly out, to come and speak her mind.
>My head rings a sickening tone. Run pulled from under me. I'm shaken, literally.
>I blink as I notice Nick's talking, jostling me to try to get me to focus. I zone in as I hear my name, several times.
>"Anon, Anon please. Come on dude."
>I finally turn an eye off of the door for just a moment. I can only just barely look at her.
>Her face is extremely worried. It's clear she's blaming this on herself, thinking she's done nothing but send me down into a pit again. I try to talk to her, to tell her that this wasn't her fault.
>I have no words to spare right now. They're all locked inside my head, refusing to move through Trish's gaze.
>A second voice, Trent's. "Everything cool?"
>I feel him move to my side. The doorway seems to grow ever darker, ever closer.
>He peeks his head in front of me, face dropping. "Oh shit, Nick?"
>I'm tugged again, more fiercely this time as I'm turned to face Trent. His eyes scanning me up and down.
>"Anon? Shit come on let's get him out of here. You go get Curtis. Anon, dude it's okay."
>I attempt to turn back. I'm stopped. My eyes beg to hold onto the door, to watch for the incoming doom. I'm not allowed and dragged forward, feet stumbling and refusing to be easily moved.
>I'm pulled outside and onto the curb. Distance does me well. I can't shake the need to face the place but I find a touch of control back in me.
>Unfortunately it also means I'm no longer held up by mere adrenaline. Legs start to give and I'm slowly lowered onto the concrete nearby, on the edge of the sidewalk and the parking lot.
>I slowly start to return to control, as I'm patted on the back.
>I take a swallow of air and cough, realizing only now I've been barely taking any in for a few minutes now.
cont.
>I'm drug back through the crowd, Nick threatening to rip my arm from it's socket. I still can't rip my eyes away from the door she disappeared into. I expect any moment for her to fly out, to come and speak her mind.
>My head rings a sickening tone. Run pulled from under me. I'm shaken, literally.
>I blink as I notice Nick's talking, jostling me to try to get me to focus. I zone in as I hear my name, several times.
>"Anon, Anon please. Come on dude."
>I finally turn an eye off of the door for just a moment. I can only just barely look at her.
>Her face is extremely worried. It's clear she's blaming this on herself, thinking she's done nothing but send me down into a pit again. I try to talk to her, to tell her that this wasn't her fault.
>I have no words to spare right now. They're all locked inside my head, refusing to move through Trish's gaze.
>A second voice, Trent's. "Everything cool?"
>I feel him move to my side. The doorway seems to grow ever darker, ever closer.
>He peeks his head in front of me, face dropping. "Oh shit, Nick?"
>I'm tugged again, more fiercely this time as I'm turned to face Trent. His eyes scanning me up and down.
>"Anon? Shit come on let's get him out of here. You go get Curtis. Anon, dude it's okay."
>I attempt to turn back. I'm stopped. My eyes beg to hold onto the door, to watch for the incoming doom. I'm not allowed and dragged forward, feet stumbling and refusing to be easily moved.
>I'm pulled outside and onto the curb. Distance does me well. I can't shake the need to face the place but I find a touch of control back in me.
>Unfortunately it also means I'm no longer held up by mere adrenaline. Legs start to give and I'm slowly lowered onto the concrete nearby, on the edge of the sidewalk and the parking lot.
>I slowly start to return to control, as I'm patted on the back.
>I take a swallow of air and cough, realizing only now I've been barely taking any in for a few minutes now.
cont.