>I lay back, eyes firing up to the ceiling, the fan spinning slowly. A gentle smile caresses my being.
>A twinge of guilt sidles right along, however. Th attention is nice but I really don't want to stomp on any relationships. She was just teasing, anyhow. I stretch and regain some composure, back up to my feet and off into the rest of the house.
>Some quick cleaning and triple checking that indeed, my parents are nowhere to be seen for at least a week forthcoming I sigh quietly. No need for being a downer, I've got friends to hang with. The phrase pings around inside me reminding me of just how lucky I truly am.
>Another few days of class, the routine becoming a gentle blanket of comfort as I'm swathed by the banter of the group. I really start to pick up the game as it's played as well. Listening to all those video essays has armed me for vocal combat, it seems.
>All the while a small reminder in the back of my mind won't leave. An annoying little voice asking me if maybe this is too much. I have to shush it and wave it back. Just nerves refusing to let go.
>Finally, Saturday and it's just starting to get to be time. I go through my photography goods one more time, ensuring I'm good to go. Don't want to screw this, Iadakan wouldn't be too happy. The statement elicits a bit of confusion.
>I don't want to disappoint him but I also am finding it difficult to be the teacher's pet I'm inclined to. Neither option quite sits right. Might as well just coast, no need to shake the boat here.
>I finish packing one last time and head right on out to the tram. I half expect to see the mountain of a man join me again, as he's inclined to do so during a few weekday rides but he's absent. Almost miss him.
>My stop comes up as I'm still fiddling with my phone, Mia's surprisingly chatty today. Must be nerves about this. Can't blame her, I'd be nervous too.
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