gonna do a quick little greentext rq
>you wanted this
>it was the best option
>rather you beating her
>you'd rather have them turn into a monster
>but.....
>little did you know
>that was the most selfish action you could have taken...
>at first the relationship was stable.....
>but as time went on it took a nosedive
>she became more erratic.....
>Cruel
>It was manageable for now
>but it gotta outta hand real fast....
>constant fights.... and injuries inflicted upon you
>It got messy at times
>leading up to you ending up in the hospital
>but through all that
>you still loved her.....
>Even if she wasn't herself anymore
>Even if she was a monster
>you still loved her......
>For a time......
>that was until she started attacking others
>Love ones other than yourself
>you tried to be the mediators but it never worked because now
>your wife....
>she wasn't herself anymore
>she was hurting others and you
>you thought about a lot things before coming to a last resort of sorts....
>you went out.....
>bought a gun
>and came back home
>your wife wasn't pleased with you and initiated an argument
>She grabbed a kitchen knife and threaten you
>you pull out your gun and point it at her
>She's unphased by this
>This is it....
>you have to do this... at least in your mind
>*BANG!*
>She falls limp.....
>blood splatters you....
>and you regret it.....
>you sit on the floor
>Reconsidering your choices
>you think back to that thread and the choice you made
>you didn't want to hurt her but in the end.....
>you hurt her anyways and and a lot others too, including your family....
>Was it worth it?
>Was any of this worth it?
>doesn't matter now because what's done is done
>this your reality now......
>Time to live with it....
>https://youtu.be/c6FaAx3DKvE