Well, this journal's off to an embarrassing start, after finishing the about me page this morning I decided to see what was happening and ended up at Samkin's page. Looking through the page had the usual effects on me, the sight of Sandra making my thing hard.. This time though I dunno, a strange urge came over me that hadn't before. 

	I got out of my chair and locked my door. On the way back to my I slipped my shirt off and tossed it on the ground. I stopped for a moment and grabbed the waist band of my shorts and underwear and pulled them down to the floor. Stepping out of them I continued to my chair and sat down. I've never sat on my chair naked before, it felt really weird. I stared at the picture of Sandra laying on her back with her feet in the air, I found my paw moving toward my thing, my fingers lightly teasing the tip. It felt nice and weird at the same time. 

	I continued to look at the picture and I soon had my paw around my member slowly pumping it. My body shivered and squirmed. I closed my eyes and thought of Sandra, that she was there and who's paw I felt on my boyhood pumping it, making me feel this way. The paw moved faster and I let out a moan, “oh Sandra” left my lips.. it left so good then suddenly I let out a gasp and a louder moan as I started to feel tingly, my member pulsing and the sudden sensation of something warm and wet landing on my belly. I opened my eyes and no longer was Sandra there, just my own paw covered with a milky liquid. I know what it was but I’d never seen it in person before. I looked down and saw it on my belly, slowly running into my pouch.

	Tabbing over to a safer web page with my clean paw I got up went to my door and opened it slowly peeking out making sure no one was awake yet. I had to clean myself off. I rushed into the bathroom and shut the door, panting. I hadn't expecting the sensation I’d got as the air blew across my thing. After taking a quick shower I dried myself off with a towel realizing I probably should have brought some clothes in with me. I let out a sigh and peeked out the door..

	It looked safe so a rushed for my room quickly closing the door behind me.. the first thing I noticed was the picture of Sandra was on the screen again. The second thing I noticed was Zora in my chair, staring at me with her mouth open in surprise.
	“why are you naked? Why do you have a naked girl on your computer..” I heard her say as she continued to stare at me.. at my sheath and balls... I was embarrassed and uncomfortable. I watched as her eyes got wider. I was getting aroused at her staring.. all I could think was “oh my god, my sister staring at me is making me hard..

	“Why is it getting bigger? Are you ok? Does it hurt?” I heard her ask. I didn't know what to say, what to do. So many thoughts ran through my mind and what if she tells mom and dad that I had a naked girl on my screen, that I was naked in front of her and got hard? I was in a panic.

	“...Can I touch it..?” Yes, she said that, my mind snapped. She stared, moving closer to me fascinated at the new discovery. I sighed and said “Sure, as long as you don't tell mom and dad. And.. every week you don't tell I’ve give you five dollars.” what did I just get myself into? Zora moved closer to me, her paw reaching out and touching my member, causing it to jump and me to gasp as her soft velvety paw touched it. Her fingers soon wrapping around it causing me to involuntary thrust into her paw. She giggled “It's so hard and warm” she commented.

	“oh man, what am I doing?!” I thought to myself.. “I’m gonna get in so much trouble..” but those thoughts quickly vanished when I felt her start pumping her paw around my member. Oh man it felt better then when I did it.. I let out a light moan and told her to keep going. She listened, she kept going. It felt so good. I started thrusting into her paw. I didn't think of anything else after that I just kept thrusting as she pawed me off. It wasn't to much longer before I let loose, I moaned, she squealed when my seed splashed against her face..

	I panted and looked at her, she looked a little scared. I told her it was all right.. it was.. just my seed.. I told her to go wash her face and paws before mom and dad got up.. I reminded her not to tell anyone and gave her ten dollars. I sighed and watched her leave, shutting the door behind her.. I sure hope she doesn't decide to blackmail me with this later.. I got out some fresh clothes and put the dirty one in the hamper. And sat down at my desk. What a weird way for my journal to start...