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He wasn’t sure what was taking Finnick so long to answer but waiting was all he did this morning. \n\nAfter waking up in a thoroughly soaked diaper, Nick realized he couldn’t risk having another accident in public. A quick shower and a good wash down there helped. He couldn’t go out and have others notice the scent of stale fox piss on him. He prepped his satchel with two of the diapers he got yesterday and then wore one. This would be a challenge, not only because Nick would be padded among others but because this was a new reality. Nick Wilde, ZPD: Zootopia’s Padded Department. He tried to shake the thought out of his head.\n\nOf course, getting breakfast was no small feat. The drive-thru at the local Buck’s Brew was closed and he had to wait in line inside. Each small shuffle towards the front made Nick hyperaware of the material hidden in his pants. How many of them could see the shape? Did anyone hear it crinkle? It was difficult to control his tail as it was in an alert state and others could clearly see that. He ordered the usual egg and sausage sandwiches with cheese along with a French vanilla latte for Finnick and a caramel cold brew for himself. As he waited to the side for his order, there was a beaver dad and his son. The son could definitely sense that Nick was wearing a diaper and tried getting his dad’s attention to no avail. Nick glared at the boy in order to get him to stop and it shut the kid up. Nick grabbed his order and drove away.\n\nFinnick’s van was essentially a mobile home whenever he and Nick would do a hustle or two. Ever since Nick joined the ZPD, Finnick decided the best place to park would be near the bridge in the abandoned industrial section. He and Nick would rest there from time to time and parking there was a little reminder of those times. Sure, they slept under the same roof and shared a mattress from time to time but they didn’t “sleep together”. Any activity of the sort was done at the bathhouse section of the naturalist club and even then, they went their separate ways to hook up with whomever. Knots, maws, paws, holes; it didn’t matter because pleasure was pleasure.\nNick pulled up next to the van and got out. The last time he was there, Judy tearfully apologized to him for her prejudices toward foxes. It was his turn to be vulnerable. He knocked the door a few times and waited. His ears could detect a low hum coming from inside. Something was up. He knocked again and it stopped. The door swung open and revealed a very grumpy Finnick in the elephant onesie.\n\n“I was in the middle of something, dammit.”\n\n“Seems like I can’t please anyone these days,” said Nick as he climbed in. Finnick closed the door and sat back down on the mattress. Nick gave him his share and sat across from him. Finnick’s ears swiveled as he heard the faint sound of the telltale crinkle.\n\n“Sounds like somebody has some explaining to do,” said Finnick.\n\n“Well, yes, but you make it sound like I’ve got something to hide.”\n\n“Don’t bullshit me. I know what I heard and my ears tell me you’re padded right now.”\n\n“Okay, fine. I’m in a diaper but it’s a medical thing.” Nick proceeded to give Finnick the details about his sudden incontinence, the therapist who gave him the diapers, the meditation, and the dream of him at the park as a kit. All Finnick could do was consume his breakfast and nod accordingly, except he felt that Nick wasn’t telling him everything.\n\n“There has to be more to this. You were fine all those years we worked together but if you’re pissing yourself as a [i]traffic cop[/i], I don’t think you’re the confident fox you say you are.”\n\n“That’s some big talk for a short guy.” Nick knew Finnick’s buttons and had to press them just to maintain an even footing. Size was the easiest target.\n\n“Now that’s a cheap shot and you know it.” Finnick was ready to throw fists at Nick but knew better. After all, Nick had something important he needed to discuss. “Fine, go on.”\n\nNick gulped. “Now, this is only something I’ve told two people as an adult, Judy and the therapist. I didn’t want to tell you because I figured you’d laugh but you see…”\n\nFinnick sat in silence as Nick recalled that fateful night at the scout meeting. As the story progressed, Nick’s voice grew softer. He choked up when he got to the part about how the other scouts forced a mask onto him and no adults were present to intervene. The sheer cruelty of these kids telling him that he isn’t welcome to join a group that was meant for all species was a lot for young Nick to take. This was the moment that defined his life and told him that being vulnerable at any moment was dangerous. With Finnick’s demeanor, Nick couldn’t let his soft side show and it in turn damaged his emotional well-being. He finished, trying to hold back tears. Finnick got up and walked over to him. He gave him a hug and wiped whatever tears were flowing from Nick’s eyes along with a smooch on the forehead.\n\n“I’ve waited so long for you to be open with me about things, I didn’t think it’d happen,” said Finnick. “Because I’ve got some demons of my own. Mom and dad weren’t so great but they tried. Unfortunately, I was placed in foster care after a very nasty fight broke out between them and I haven’t seen them since. I ended up getting teased in school every time there was a parent event because my foster folks weren’t the real deal. With this and my size, I had plenty to be angry about. So, I decided to toughen up.\n\nEven after meeting you, I still felt like I had to walk with a chip on my shoulder. But then we started that pawpsicle racket and everything changed. You had me get in this onesie and bought some diapers kit-sized for good measure. I didn’t think it’d do anything but I felt so calm. Sure, we played the schtick rather well but it was more than that. You acted like the father I didn’t get to have. You carried me from time to time and pushed me in the stroller. You even took me to the playground between hustles so that we had an alibi. I was so engrossed in this role that I kept it up after our work each day. I know you saw me still wear the onesie and diaper and wondered what was going on but you never asked.\n\nSo, you went your way and I was left with a lot more time to discover myself. I found that the diaper’s lining is just as soft as a pillow depending on the brand and, well, it feels good to rub your dick against it. I was in the middle of doing that with a vibrator when you interrupted me. Between that and the post-nut pee, diapers make for easy clean-up and disposal. As for doing this with someone else, I ended up ghosting a golden retriever because he insisted on taking it one step farther with how the diapers were used and that’s not my style. Other than that, I’m just a casual diaper user as a form of therapy. It keeps me grounded and I’m better off with it. It’s a tough and heartless world out there and it’s important to have a little happiness in your life.”\n\nA little happiness. That’s what Nick needed right now more than anything. It wasn’t even noon and these two adult foxes learned more about each other than they have in many years. Both of them were understandably emotionally drained and a bit sleepy despite the coffee.\n\n“I don’t know if you have any plans but do you just wanna nap?” asked Nick.\n\n“That sounds excellent, friend.”\n\nFinnick took off the onesie and Nick decided to do likewise with his clothes. They curled up on the mattress in just their diapers and a small blanket. Nick laid his arm around Finnick and pulled him close, spooning him as best as he could. An intimate embrace between two men in this automotive sanctuary. Nothing but breathing and the occasional crinkle when one of them shifted position. And so, the two of them slept for a few hours. Upon waking, Finnick noticed a new development with Nick’s diaper.\n\n“Nick? Buddy? You pissed yourself.”\n\nNick’s eyes opened wide after hearing that. Finnick put a paw on the front of the now-soaked diaper and gave it a gentle squish. Nick’s ears flopped in shame and he started blushing. At least he was smart enough to pack spares.\n\n“Guess I’ll just clean myself up and be on my way,” said Nick.\n\n“Not so fast. Just lay down and let me take care of this.” Before Nick could argue, the tapes were ripped off and he was completely naked. The smell of ammonia was apparent from his now-soaked nutsack. He shut his eyes to avoid having to look at the ordeal. That didn’t last long as he winced at the sensation of the cold diaper wipe moving around his crotch. At least the antiseptic smell was able to mask it. He couldn’t recall if Finnick ever touched him there but this moment would definitely be in his mind. Finnick then sprinkled some baby powder before threading the tail through the back hole. The diaper was now taped up and Finnick gave the front a little smooch before putting the wet one in a plastic bag and tossing it just outside the van. He took a bottle of air freshener and sprayed the van interior with lavender.\n\n“Now that I’ve got you cleaned up, maybe you could help me with a little something in return.”\n\nNick wasn’t sure what this quid pro quo was since normally selfless acts don’t require reciprocation when directly asked. However, he was fresh and clean down there now thanks to a friend. He really could’ve just done it himself but there was something touching about Finnick going out of his way to do this. It couldn’t hurt to return the favor.\n\n“What is it?” asked Nick.\n\n“I want you to finish what you interrupted. I wasn’t too far off from coming but I could always use an extra set of paws to get me off. Now sit up.”\n\nNick did as he was told and Finnick laid back against Nick’s crotch, guiding one of his paws to the front. Nick could feel the outline of a small growth down there, at least an inch and a half by his estimate. It was at least enough for Finnick to get some pleasure with or without the diaper. Nick wasn’t sure how this would be arousing but then he heard Finnick try and stifle some moans. He was squirming and that motion was enough for Nick’s dick to join the festivities.\n\n“Do you mind if we take it to the mattress?” Nick asked.\n\n“Why? You got that itch as well?” \n\nNick picked up his friend and, as he laid down, he aligned Finnick’s crotch with his.\n\n“Start grinding,” said Nick as he spread his legs and traced over the erect form on his own diaper. Finnick was all too happy to oblige as he gripped Nick’s waist and began thrusting. True, they were only one item away from traditional frotting but there was something more sensual about how they were doing it. The sounds of sexual panting and crinkling filled the air as the van started to rock from their movements. Nick cupped one paw on Finnick’s butt as a way to keep him in place.\n\n“Looks like someone wants to be a good boy,” said Nick, wanting to spice things up. Finnick heard this and shuddered as he felt a few drops of precum leak from his tip and into the padding. It was enough motivation for him to keep going. As for Nick, he was more focused on keeping the rhythm going. He knew this was different than whatever he did with other males. He didn’t mind having the dicks touch every now and then and enjoyed seeing him and whoever else climax at the same time. In fact, it felt quite natural to do stuff with other male acquaintances. But Finnick was a friend. Would he want to have sex with Nick without the diaper or was this just the main way he got off?\n\nFinnick’s breath was getting short now. He was on the verge of orgasm but needed something more to get him there. All Nick heard were the grunts coming from the fennec. Then he had an idea.\n\n“If you’re good and make some stickies, I’ll change you when you’re finished,” said Nick, not sure whether to cringe at using such a juvenile term or just roll with it. Regardless, that was enough to push Finnick over the edge as he bucked his hips into his diaper, feeling his shaft pulse with each rope. Moments later, Finnick calmed down as the erection vanished. He rested on top of Nick, catching his breath. He then let out a contented sigh as the post-sex pee left his bladder and mixed with the fresh seed.\n\n“That’s a good boy. Daddy’s gonna change you right now.” Nick laid his friend down and undid the straps. As he opened the soaked front, he looked at the fresh stains, noting where the cum was. Nick was slightly impressed by the load and wondered if he could see it in action someday. “My, my. Looks like somebody was a busybody,” he said teasingly. Nick reciprocated the diaper change for Finnick, ending with a kiss on the head.\n\n“Did you want to finish what you started down there?” asked Finnick, referring to Nick’s erection.\n\n“I just got in this diaper and I’m not ready for another change.”\n\n“Look, just slip a paw down there and go to town. If anything, you can take care of it later after an accident or whatever. If you need privacy, I’ll be in the front seat.”\n\n“That won’t be necessary,” said Nick as he laid back down on the mattress. He licked his right paw as makeshift lube before it found its way into the diaper and around his cock. Adjusting it so that the tip was directly on the absorbent padding was difficult as there wasn’t much room for that. Still, he was halfway there and needed to imagine something quite lustful.\n\nHe thought about Finnick, erect and ready for sex. Nick thought about tasting what was between his legs. He wasn’t picky about the length; he just wanted to have that in his mouth. As for anal, Nick wasn’t sure if such a small animal could take a cock that was relatively average in size for his species. Maybe with enough practice he would be able to fit the tip inside that fox den. Even the thought of teasing the fennec with what Nick had was enticing. Maybe he could paint that hole and then diaper him. That would be a sexy option. Or maybe cut a slit into the front of Finnick’s diaper so that Nick could penetrate it as well as frot with a little bit of lube. Top or bottom, Nick didn’t care but for now he pictured his friend on the receiving end of things.\n\nSeconds later, Nick came. The ropes landed in a patch of fur just above his sheath but not so far that they escaped the diaper. 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After waking up in a thoroughly soaked diaper, Nick realized he couldn’t risk having another accident in public. A quick shower and a good wash down there helped. He couldn’t go out and have others notice the scent of stale fox piss on him. He prepped his satchel with two of the diapers he got yesterday and then wore one. This would be a challenge, not only because Nick would be padded among others but because this was a new reality. Nick Wilde, ZPD: Zootopia’s Padded Department. He tried to shake the thought out of his head.

Of course, getting breakfast was no small feat. The drive-thru at the local Buck’s Brew was closed and he had to wait in line inside. Each small shuffle towards the front made Nick hyperaware of the material hidden in his pants. How many of them could see the shape? Did anyone hear it crinkle? It was difficult to control his tail as it was in an alert state and others could clearly see that. He ordered the usual egg and sausage sandwiches with cheese along with a French vanilla latte for Finnick and a caramel cold brew for himself. As he waited to the side for his order, there was a beaver dad and his son. The son could definitely sense that Nick was wearing a diaper and tried getting his dad’s attention to no avail. Nick glared at the boy in order to get him to stop and it shut the kid up. Nick grabbed his order and drove away.

Finnick’s van was essentially a mobile home whenever he and Nick would do a hustle or two. Ever since Nick joined the ZPD, Finnick decided the best place to park would be near the bridge in the abandoned industrial section. He and Nick would rest there from time to time and parking there was a little reminder of those times. Sure, they slept under the same roof and shared a mattress from time to time but they didn’t “sleep together”. Any activity of the sort was done at the bathhouse section of the naturalist club and even then, they went their separate ways to hook up with whomever. Knots, maws, paws, holes; it didn’t matter because pleasure was pleasure.
Nick pulled up next to the van and got out. The last time he was there, Judy tearfully apologized to him for her prejudices toward foxes. It was his turn to be vulnerable. He knocked the door a few times and waited. His ears could detect a low hum coming from inside. Something was up. He knocked again and it stopped. The door swung open and revealed a very grumpy Finnick in the elephant onesie.

“I was in the middle of something, dammit.”

“Seems like I can’t please anyone these days,” said Nick as he climbed in. Finnick closed the door and sat back down on the mattress. Nick gave him his share and sat across from him. Finnick’s ears swiveled as he heard the faint sound of the telltale crinkle.

“Sounds like somebody has some explaining to do,” said Finnick.

“Well, yes, but you make it sound like I’ve got something to hide.”

“Don’t bullshit me. I know what I heard and my ears tell me you’re padded right now.”

“Okay, fine. I’m in a diaper but it’s a medical thing.” Nick proceeded to give Finnick the details about his sudden incontinence, the therapist who gave him the diapers, the meditation, and the dream of him at the park as a kit. All Finnick could do was consume his breakfast and nod accordingly, except he felt that Nick wasn’t telling him everything.

“There has to be more to this. You were fine all those years we worked together but if you’re pissing yourself as a traffic cop, I don’t think you’re the confident fox you say you are.”

“That’s some big talk for a short guy.” Nick knew Finnick’s buttons and had to press them just to maintain an even footing. Size was the easiest target.

“Now that’s a cheap shot and you know it.” Finnick was ready to throw fists at Nick but knew better. After all, Nick had something important he needed to discuss. “Fine, go on.”

Nick gulped. “Now, this is only something I’ve told two people as an adult, Judy and the therapist. I didn’t want to tell you because I figured you’d laugh but you see…”

Finnick sat in silence as Nick recalled that fateful night at the scout meeting. As the story progressed, Nick’s voice grew softer. He choked up when he got to the part about how the other scouts forced a mask onto him and no adults were present to intervene. The sheer cruelty of these kids telling him that he isn’t welcome to join a group that was meant for all species was a lot for young Nick to take. This was the moment that defined his life and told him that being vulnerable at any moment was dangerous. With Finnick’s demeanor, Nick couldn’t let his soft side show and it in turn damaged his emotional well-being. He finished, trying to hold back tears. Finnick got up and walked over to him. He gave him a hug and wiped whatever tears were flowing from Nick’s eyes along with a smooch on the forehead.

“I’ve waited so long for you to be open with me about things, I didn’t think it’d happen,” said Finnick. “Because I’ve got some demons of my own. Mom and dad weren’t so great but they tried. Unfortunately, I was placed in foster care after a very nasty fight broke out between them and I haven’t seen them since. I ended up getting teased in school every time there was a parent event because my foster folks weren’t the real deal. With this and my size, I had plenty to be angry about. So, I decided to toughen up.

Even after meeting you, I still felt like I had to walk with a chip on my shoulder. But then we started that pawpsicle racket and everything changed. You had me get in this onesie and bought some diapers kit-sized for good measure. I didn’t think it’d do anything but I felt so calm. Sure, we played the schtick rather well but it was more than that. You acted like the father I didn’t get to have. You carried me from time to time and pushed me in the stroller. You even took me to the playground between hustles so that we had an alibi. I was so engrossed in this role that I kept it up after our work each day. I know you saw me still wear the onesie and diaper and wondered what was going on but you never asked.

So, you went your way and I was left with a lot more time to discover myself. I found that the diaper’s lining is just as soft as a pillow depending on the brand and, well, it feels good to rub your dick against it. I was in the middle of doing that with a vibrator when you interrupted me. Between that and the post-nut pee, diapers make for easy clean-up and disposal. As for doing this with someone else, I ended up ghosting a golden retriever because he insisted on taking it one step farther with how the diapers were used and that’s not my style. Other than that, I’m just a casual diaper user as a form of therapy. It keeps me grounded and I’m better off with it. It’s a tough and heartless world out there and it’s important to have a little happiness in your life.”

A little happiness. That’s what Nick needed right now more than anything. It wasn’t even noon and these two adult foxes learned more about each other than they have in many years. Both of them were understandably emotionally drained and a bit sleepy despite the coffee.

“I don’t know if you have any plans but do you just wanna nap?” asked Nick.

“That sounds excellent, friend.”

Finnick took off the onesie and Nick decided to do likewise with his clothes. They curled up on the mattress in just their diapers and a small blanket. Nick laid his arm around Finnick and pulled him close, spooning him as best as he could. An intimate embrace between two men in this automotive sanctuary. Nothing but breathing and the occasional crinkle when one of them shifted position. And so, the two of them slept for a few hours. Upon waking, Finnick noticed a new development with Nick’s diaper.

“Nick? Buddy? You pissed yourself.”

Nick’s eyes opened wide after hearing that. Finnick put a paw on the front of the now-soaked diaper and gave it a gentle squish. Nick’s ears flopped in shame and he started blushing. At least he was smart enough to pack spares.

“Guess I’ll just clean myself up and be on my way,” said Nick.

“Not so fast. Just lay down and let me take care of this.” Before Nick could argue, the tapes were ripped off and he was completely naked. The smell of ammonia was apparent from his now-soaked nutsack. He shut his eyes to avoid having to look at the ordeal. That didn’t last long as he winced at the sensation of the cold diaper wipe moving around his crotch. At least the antiseptic smell was able to mask it. He couldn’t recall if Finnick ever touched him there but this moment would definitely be in his mind. Finnick then sprinkled some baby powder before threading the tail through the back hole. The diaper was now taped up and Finnick gave the front a little smooch before putting the wet one in a plastic bag and tossing it just outside the van. He took a bottle of air freshener and sprayed the van interior with lavender.

“Now that I’ve got you cleaned up, maybe you could help me with a little something in return.”

Nick wasn’t sure what this quid pro quo was since normally selfless acts don’t require reciprocation when directly asked. However, he was fresh and clean down there now thanks to a friend. He really could’ve just done it himself but there was something touching about Finnick going out of his way to do this. It couldn’t hurt to return the favor.

“What is it?” asked Nick.

“I want you to finish what you interrupted. I wasn’t too far off from coming but I could always use an extra set of paws to get me off. Now sit up.”

Nick did as he was told and Finnick laid back against Nick’s crotch, guiding one of his paws to the front. Nick could feel the outline of a small growth down there, at least an inch and a half by his estimate. It was at least enough for Finnick to get some pleasure with or without the diaper. Nick wasn’t sure how this would be arousing but then he heard Finnick try and stifle some moans. He was squirming and that motion was enough for Nick’s dick to join the festivities.

“Do you mind if we take it to the mattress?” Nick asked.

“Why? You got that itch as well?”

Nick picked up his friend and, as he laid down, he aligned Finnick’s crotch with his.

“Start grinding,” said Nick as he spread his legs and traced over the erect form on his own diaper. Finnick was all too happy to oblige as he gripped Nick’s waist and began thrusting. True, they were only one item away from traditional frotting but there was something more sensual about how they were doing it. The sounds of sexual panting and crinkling filled the air as the van started to rock from their movements. Nick cupped one paw on Finnick’s butt as a way to keep him in place.

“Looks like someone wants to be a good boy,” said Nick, wanting to spice things up. Finnick heard this and shuddered as he felt a few drops of precum leak from his tip and into the padding. It was enough motivation for him to keep going. As for Nick, he was more focused on keeping the rhythm going. He knew this was different than whatever he did with other males. He didn’t mind having the dicks touch every now and then and enjoyed seeing him and whoever else climax at the same time. In fact, it felt quite natural to do stuff with other male acquaintances. But Finnick was a friend. Would he want to have sex with Nick without the diaper or was this just the main way he got off?

Finnick’s breath was getting short now. He was on the verge of orgasm but needed something more to get him there. All Nick heard were the grunts coming from the fennec. Then he had an idea.

“If you’re good and make some stickies, I’ll change you when you’re finished,” said Nick, not sure whether to cringe at using such a juvenile term or just roll with it. Regardless, that was enough to push Finnick over the edge as he bucked his hips into his diaper, feeling his shaft pulse with each rope. Moments later, Finnick calmed down as the erection vanished. He rested on top of Nick, catching his breath. He then let out a contented sigh as the post-sex pee left his bladder and mixed with the fresh seed.

“That’s a good boy. Daddy’s gonna change you right now.” Nick laid his friend down and undid the straps. As he opened the soaked front, he looked at the fresh stains, noting where the cum was. Nick was slightly impressed by the load and wondered if he could see it in action someday. “My, my. Looks like somebody was a busybody,” he said teasingly. Nick reciprocated the diaper change for Finnick, ending with a kiss on the head.

“Did you want to finish what you started down there?” asked Finnick, referring to Nick’s erection.

“I just got in this diaper and I’m not ready for another change.”

“Look, just slip a paw down there and go to town. If anything, you can take care of it later after an accident or whatever. If you need privacy, I’ll be in the front seat.”

“That won’t be necessary,” said Nick as he laid back down on the mattress. He licked his right paw as makeshift lube before it found its way into the diaper and around his cock. Adjusting it so that the tip was directly on the absorbent padding was difficult as there wasn’t much room for that. Still, he was halfway there and needed to imagine something quite lustful.

He thought about Finnick, erect and ready for sex. Nick thought about tasting what was between his legs. He wasn’t picky about the length; he just wanted to have that in his mouth. As for anal, Nick wasn’t sure if such a small animal could take a cock that was relatively average in size for his species. Maybe with enough practice he would be able to fit the tip inside that fox den. Even the thought of teasing the fennec with what Nick had was enticing. Maybe he could paint that hole and then diaper him. That would be a sexy option. Or maybe cut a slit into the front of Finnick’s diaper so that Nick could penetrate it as well as frot with a little bit of lube. Top or bottom, Nick didn’t care but for now he pictured his friend on the receiving end of things.

Seconds later, Nick came. The ropes landed in a patch of fur just above his sheath but not so far that they escaped the diaper. As Finnick saw him climb down from the climax, Nick pulled his paw out with a small strand of seed stuck to it. Nick grabbed a diaper wipe and cleaned his paws.

“I should probably get going now. I have more meditations to work on and a little bit of reading. Therapy and all that,” said Nick.

“Right now?”

“Yeah. I need to get this under control so that it’s somewhat manageable. Can’t be leaving work with wet pants, you know?”

“True. Listen, if you need to come over for some comfort, padded or not, you just let me know. Don’t worry about the garbage; I’ll take care of it.”

Nick got dressed and grabbed his satchel. He stooped down and gave Finnick a hug, if only to express his gratitude for today. The hug turned into a tight one and a kiss on the lips. Nick hopped out of the van and into his car.
On the drive home, he found himself in a traffic jam. He wondered if today revealed something about himself. It wasn’t just the use of the diapers but rather his feelings toward Finnick. Maybe not a committed lover but a friend with benefits? That’s probably the way it would end up. If there was a benefit from today’s meeting, there was someone else who was sympathetic to Nick’s problems. That and he wasn’t thinking about rushing to the bathroom. It was a blessing in disguise as Nick relaxed his thoughts and bladder in the middle of traffic.", "pools_count": 1, "title": "Finnick with Benefits", "deleted": "f", "public": "t", "mimetype": "text/rtf", "pagecount": "1", "rating_id": "2", "rating_name": "Adult", "ratings": [ { "content_tag_id": "4", "name": "Sexual Themes", "description": "Erotic imagery, sexual activity or arousal", "rating_id": "2" } ], "submission_type_id": "12", "type_name": "Writing - Document", "guest_block": "f", "friends_only": "f", "comments_count": "3", "views": "1331" }