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  "description_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>Twins are 9 years old here.<br /><br />Alternate universe story of Tay and Izzy discovering each other as preteens. Stands completely alone from &quot;Into A Tizzy.&quot;<br /><br />Having broken up, Izzy now wonders if life will ever be the same again while also pining to be with her brother again. Sorry for this book, heh.<br /><br />Warnings: <br />-Cub (preteen)<br />-Incest<br /><br />Have fun and enjoy! I hope!</span>",
  "writing": "[center] ~Note: this takes place in it's own universe completely separate from McInTots or Into A Tizzy~\n\nIsabelle Lisa McIntosh and Taylor Ryan McIntosh\n\nin\n\nUnexpecttraction, Vol. 5\n\nChapter 1\n\nA Sound That Makes Me Cry\n\nby the kzx[/center]\n\n        If there was any moment of happiness in the young dingo girl's heart, temporarily forgetting what happened last night, it was far too brief for Izzy to have noticed it. The thoughts which woke her up first were fights with herself. Then thoughts of despair began to sink in.\n        Unlike most recent mornings, this one was bitter. This one stung, causing the little dingo girl an ache that would hardly go away. The light in the room, the warm rays of gold. Nothing might as well had been there. The sun had never been so cold.\n        There wasn't any moment where she had forgotten what happened. The sting from the night before still ached, just waiting for her head to catch up. She cleared her throat and maybe that's all it needed. Her throat then clenched. There it was. The loss. The emptiness. The utter despair. The truth came down like a hammer. The fact that the worst had happened: she had broken up with her brother, Tay.\n        So many what-ifs and could-have-beens surged through her head. 'Maybe we could never have cubs.' She thought, shaking her head immediately and covering her eyes with her paws. 'No, that wasn't the whole reason.'\n        She felt trapped between two walls. She wanted to be in his arms again, to kiss him, to feel his warmth. But there was no future in it. Was she being smart? Was it the right thing to do?\n        There was a noise outside. Was it him? As the dingo girl slithered out of bed to investigate, memories of the night before Valentine's Day (just a few days ago!) flooded her mind. 'Oh, I wish it was like that again.' She thought, coming to a short halt by her door. 'This noise.... is it Tay?'\n        The mere thought of seeing Tay again made her nervous  and terrified. Why was she terrified?  She was terrified cus her heart can only break into so many pieces, right?\n        That series of thoughts caused something to dawn on Izzy: how's life gonna be from now on? 'I mean,' she thought, 'how am I gonna ever function around my own brother again?' Someone approached the door and gently knocked.\n        \"Isabelle, love, are you awake?\" It was Mum.\n        \"Ye-\" Izzy cleared her throat, \"Yeah, Mom, I'm up!\" Izzy tried to sound normal and cheerful.\n        \"Good. I didn't want you kids oversleeping and messing up your sleep schedule for school.\" Her mother said gently. Oh, if she knew how apocalyptic Izzy's situation was. What would Mum do if she found out? What about if she finds her daughter crying? She'd ask questions, right? Izzy felt weird that this conversation was through the door and was sure her mother would feel the same.\n        \"So, Mum,\" Izzy said, trying to quietly get back to her bed and clear her eyes. \"Are we doing stuff like yesterday?\" Wiping her eyes, Izzy thought about it. Hey, she did just wake up, right? No one looks great straight from bed, right?\n        \"Isabelle, may I open the door; this is weird.\" Brenda chuckled. Okay, here we go.\n        \"Sure.\" Izzy responded. Brenda opened the door slowly, peering in and smiling, hanging on the door handle.\n        \"So, 'are we doing anything today?' Hmm...\" Brenda mused, \"Well, probably not because the weather report doesn't look too good. More rain and such, so we thought we'd just have a long lazy day.  How's that sound?\" Sounds terrible, but it'll work, Izzy felt.\n        \"Sounds okay.\" Izzy said, smiling, just about starting to make herself busy. \"Tay might jot like that though.\" She giggled. Inside, alarms went off; what's wrong with you? You said his name out-loud! Izzy scolded herself. ‘You shouldn't play with such sharp knives like that!’ Outside, though, Izzy just smiled, turning on her desk lamp and setting out the items from her backpack. Brenda chuckled, looking at her son's door.\n        \"Well, he'll get over it.\" She said. Izzy scrambled, but came across a saving grace. She saw her backpack right as Brenda turned the light on. Homework! Thank god! Something Tay would never say! Izzy's heart thumped and her throat clenched a little. ‘Stop stabbing yourself!’\n        \"Well, I have homework to do anyway.\" Izzy said, already starting to feel like this was the best cover, probably because it wasn’t a lie. Brenda seemed to smile, or at least was smiling during the small looks Izzy gave her mom. Maybe she was proud. She was always proud of her daughter, not that Izzy ever let that go to her head; she was very humble about it… unless she was thinking she was, herself, humble… ick…\n        “Okay, well, Jason and I are probably gonna binge-watch some show we’ve been meaning to get to.” Brenda said, exiting. A smile crept onto Izzy’s face; she had great parents.\n        “Love ya, Mom!” Izzy said, turning to smile at her mother. Brenda gently closed the door and seemed to drift next door. Izzy’s fur stood on end; would Tay be able to cover being so hurt? Then Izzy went from fear to despair. What if Tay wasn’t so hurt from the break up? Sure, he was crying last she saw him, tearfully leaving the room and going to his room, but… but what if he’s already over it? Was she more in love with him or… was he in love with her at all? Izzy felt her throat clench again, and her face got warm. Was she gonna cry again? Did Tay ever love her? Was he just in it for the sex?!\n        Izzy felt a whimper escape her, but before more could come out, her little brain stepped in. ‘No! Of course not!’ she thought. ‘Don’t let yourself think that! Tay loves you! Probably still loves you!’ Izzy was trembling. Though logic seemed to be winning the debate, she still feared and despaired. In a weird moment, Izzy felt that if Tay wasn’t really in love with her, he would easily not be figured out by Mum as he wouldn’t be emotional. At all.\n        Izzy dragged her legs up to her chest in the chair, bundled up in a ball of fear, despair and confusion. What was gonna happen? Izzy sat there in her worry-bundle, listening hard for what was happening just outside her bedroom door. She of course heard a knock and her mother’s voice calling for Tay.\n        “Taylor? Are you awake?” Brenda said. Silence followed. Maybe the ambient sounds of a body moving on the 2nd floor, right beyond the wall. A door opened. “I guess you are awake. You okay, love?” Brenda’s voice was worried!\n        “Mmmahhh….” Izzy’s heart beat fast at the sound of Tay’s voice, “I… I been up all-” Tay yawned. Oh, god, his voice… “…been up all day…” gonna cry… “My hair is…” maybe not… “…I look great, whatcha talkin’ ‘bout, Mom?” dunno…\n        “Like I was telling your sister, don’t sleep too late. You don’t wanna be awake too late for school tomorrow.” Brenda said, seeming to be less bothered than before by whatever state Tay was in.\n        “Yeah, okay, Mom.” Tay said, sounding bothered a bit. Izzy felt a bit better, but her heartache panged louder with no other distractions of worry and fear. She still despaired, though. ‘Stop that!’ she yelled in her head. ‘Tay loves you!’ Izzy couldn’t hear anymore. His voice was so bittersweet. Would she ever again hear her brother’s voice and not get emotional? Izzy sat at her desk, looking over her homework. It was only then that she came to realize she never did homework with her brother. Do brothers and sisters do homework together? Well, most aren’t in the same grade. Only twins could do that… Twins… \n        “Wait a minute…” Izzy said, out-loud for some reason, but she went with it; no one was listening after all, “Doing homework together…” she started. ‘…doesn’t mean doing the SAME homework…’ he mind finished. What a weird thought.\n        A while later, Izzy came to believe there were no more parents upstairs. Raindrops on the window. The sky was darkening, thus getting darker in the room. Izzy looked at her blue glowing clock to see that it had already been only a few hours since she woke. How long had she been doing homework? How long since she had… thought of Tay? Then, thinking of Tay, it hit her chest hard.\n        “Oh… god…” Izzy mumbled, throat lumping up, face becoming warm. She wasn’t about to cry, was she? “Oh, god…” she felt the need to say out-loud, “…we broke up!” she whined, tears forming. Izzy was a mess; there was no way she could do any homework; it was just a cover anyway, right? Looking down at the pages, everything was blurry. She took off her glasses and wiped her eyes. God, the pain… She thought about the little snippets of his voice, they were like candy, maybe they’d be like medicine.\n        Izzy took a deep breath, swallowed her tears and stood up, looking at her door. That door, the door was the last time she saw him, and he was crying. Thinking of that made a whimper escape the little girl. No, no, I gotta hear him. I gotta hear him!\n        Izzy walked gently to her door, cracking it open. The cold hallway air pushed it’s way in, over her face, across her tears. She was very aware of how wet her eyes were. She wanted to be with Tay. Wanted to be with Tay so bad. So so bad. She saw a glimpse of the edge of his door. Oh, god, Tay’s door… Tay’s bedroom… the last time… ‘That was the last time we were together in bed…’ she thought, holding a paw over her mouth and silently sobbing into it. Oh, god…\n        Ears open, eyes wet, mouth trembling, Izzy listened hard for anything from Tay’s door. Maybe he would be crying, too? That would mean he loves me! The rain got so loud Izzy couldn’t catch much, but she tried. If she could just hear him, she would feel infinitely closer to him. \n        Nothing. Absolute silence. Somehow this lingering silence hurt the little dingo girl more than she would have ever imagined. Nothing. He wasn’t even crying. He wasn’t even sleeping!\n        Crawling back into bed, Izzy's sobs were becoming violent, her breathing shuddered. Why did it hurt so much? Why did it hurt to fight through the thick forest and vicious swamp of her uncertainty just to arrive at her brother's door and hear nothing? Nothing. The homework became cold and abandoned.\n        She thought about the fear, pain and despair from the situation. It felt like it had taken everything she had to open her door, listen for a sound from Tay. Just… anything!\n        Silence. Nothing. Not only did that now heavily signify and represent how their relationship stood, but it was a terrible sound. 'A sound,' she thought, 'that makes me cry.'",
  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'><div class='align_center'> ~Note: this takes place in it&#039;s own universe completely separate from McInTots or Into A Tizzy~<br /><br />Isabelle Lisa McIntosh and Taylor Ryan McIntosh<br /><br />in<br /><br />Unexpecttraction, Vol. 5<br /><br />Chapter 1<br /><br />A Sound That Makes Me Cry<br /><br />by the kzx</div><br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;If there was any moment of happiness in the young dingo girl&#039;s heart, temporarily forgetting what happened last night, it was far too brief for Izzy to have noticed it. The thoughts which woke her up first were fights with herself. Then thoughts of despair began to sink in.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Unlike most recent mornings, this one was bitter. This one stung, causing the little dingo girl an ache that would hardly go away. The light in the room, the warm rays of gold. Nothing might as well had been there. The sun had never been so cold.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;There wasn&#039;t any moment where she had forgotten what happened. The sting from the night before still ached, just waiting for her head to catch up. She cleared her throat and maybe that&#039;s all it needed. Her throat then clenched. There it was. The loss. The emptiness. The utter despair. The truth came down like a hammer. The fact that the worst had happened: she had broken up with her brother, Tay.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;So many what-ifs and could-have-beens surged through her head. &#039;Maybe we could never have cubs.&#039; She thought, shaking her head immediately and covering her eyes with her paws. &#039;No, that wasn&#039;t the whole reason.&#039;<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;She felt trapped between two walls. She wanted to be in his arms again, to kiss him, to feel his warmth. But there was no future in it. Was she being smart? Was it the right thing to do?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;There was a noise outside. Was it him? As the dingo girl slithered out of bed to investigate, memories of the night before Valentine&#039;s Day (just a few days ago!) flooded her mind. &#039;Oh, I wish it was like that again.&#039; She thought, coming to a short halt by her door. &#039;This noise.... is it Tay?&#039;<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;The mere thought of seeing Tay again made her nervous&nbsp;&nbsp;and terrified. Why was she terrified?&nbsp;&nbsp;She was terrified cus her heart can only break into so many pieces, right?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;That series of thoughts caused something to dawn on Izzy: how&#039;s life gonna be from now on? &#039;I mean,&#039; she thought, &#039;how am I gonna ever function around my own brother again?&#039; Someone approached the door and gently knocked.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;Isabelle, love, are you awake?&quot; It was Mum.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;Ye-&quot; Izzy cleared her throat, &quot;Yeah, Mom, I&#039;m up!&quot; Izzy tried to sound normal and cheerful.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;Good. I didn&#039;t want you kids oversleeping and messing up your sleep schedule for school.&quot; Her mother said gently. Oh, if she knew how apocalyptic Izzy&#039;s situation was. What would Mum do if she found out? What about if she finds her daughter crying? She&#039;d ask questions, right? Izzy felt weird that this conversation was through the door and was sure her mother would feel the same.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;So, Mum,&quot; Izzy said, trying to quietly get back to her bed and clear her eyes. &quot;Are we doing stuff like yesterday?&quot; Wiping her eyes, Izzy thought about it. Hey, she did just wake up, right? No one looks great straight from bed, right?<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;Isabelle, may I open the door; this is weird.&quot; Brenda chuckled. Okay, here we go.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;Sure.&quot; Izzy responded. Brenda opened the door slowly, peering in and smiling, hanging on the door handle.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;So, &#039;are we doing anything today?&#039; Hmm...&quot; Brenda mused, &quot;Well, probably not because the weather report doesn&#039;t look too good. More rain and such, so we thought we&#039;d just have a long lazy day.&nbsp;&nbsp;How&#039;s that sound?&quot; Sounds terrible, but it&#039;ll work, Izzy felt.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;Sounds okay.&quot; Izzy said, smiling, just about starting to make herself busy. &quot;Tay might jot like that though.&quot; She giggled. Inside, alarms went off; what&#039;s wrong with you? You said his name out-loud! Izzy scolded herself. &lsquo;You shouldn&#039;t play with such sharp knives like that!&rsquo; Outside, though, Izzy just smiled, turning on her desk lamp and setting out the items from her backpack. Brenda chuckled, looking at her son&#039;s door.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;Well, he&#039;ll get over it.&quot; She said. Izzy scrambled, but came across a saving grace. She saw her backpack right as Brenda turned the light on. Homework! Thank god! Something Tay would never say! Izzy&#039;s heart thumped and her throat clenched a little. &lsquo;Stop stabbing yourself!&rsquo;<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&quot;Well, I have homework to do anyway.&quot; Izzy said, already starting to feel like this was the best cover, probably because it wasn&rsquo;t a lie. Brenda seemed to smile, or at least was smiling during the small looks Izzy gave her mom. Maybe she was proud. She was always proud of her daughter, not that Izzy ever let that go to her head; she was very humble about it&hellip; unless she was thinking she was, herself, humble&hellip; ick&hellip;<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Okay, well, Jason and I are probably gonna binge-watch some show we&rsquo;ve been meaning to get to.&rdquo; Brenda said, exiting. A smile crept onto Izzy&rsquo;s face; she had great parents.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Love ya, Mom!&rdquo; Izzy said, turning to smile at her mother. Brenda gently closed the door and seemed to drift next door. Izzy&rsquo;s fur stood on end; would Tay be able to cover being so hurt? Then Izzy went from fear to despair. What if Tay wasn&rsquo;t so hurt from the break up? Sure, he was crying last she saw him, tearfully leaving the room and going to his room, but&hellip; but what if he&rsquo;s already over it? Was she more in love with him or&hellip; was he in love with her at all? Izzy felt her throat clench again, and her face got warm. Was she gonna cry again? Did Tay ever love her? Was he just in it for the sex?!<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Izzy felt a whimper escape her, but before more could come out, her little brain stepped in. &lsquo;No! Of course not!&rsquo; she thought. &lsquo;Don&rsquo;t let yourself think that! Tay loves you! Probably still loves you!&rsquo; Izzy was trembling. Though logic seemed to be winning the debate, she still feared and despaired. In a weird moment, Izzy felt that if Tay wasn&rsquo;t really in love with her, he would easily not be figured out by Mum as he wouldn&rsquo;t be emotional. At all.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Izzy dragged her legs up to her chest in the chair, bundled up in a ball of fear, despair and confusion. What was gonna happen? Izzy sat there in her worry-bundle, listening hard for what was happening just outside her bedroom door. She of course heard a knock and her mother&rsquo;s voice calling for Tay.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Taylor? Are you awake?&rdquo; Brenda said. Silence followed. Maybe the ambient sounds of a body moving on the 2nd floor, right beyond the wall. A door opened. &ldquo;I guess you are awake. You okay, love?&rdquo; Brenda&rsquo;s voice was worried!<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Mmmahhh&hellip;.&rdquo; Izzy&rsquo;s heart beat fast at the sound of Tay&rsquo;s voice, &ldquo;I&hellip; I been up all-&rdquo; Tay yawned. Oh, god, his voice&hellip; &ldquo;&hellip;been up all day&hellip;&rdquo; gonna cry&hellip; &ldquo;My hair is&hellip;&rdquo; maybe not&hellip; &ldquo;&hellip;I look great, whatcha talkin&rsquo; &lsquo;bout, Mom?&rdquo; dunno&hellip;<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Like I was telling your sister, don&rsquo;t sleep too late. You don&rsquo;t wanna be awake too late for school tomorrow.&rdquo; Brenda said, seeming to be less bothered than before by whatever state Tay was in.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Yeah, okay, Mom.&rdquo; Tay said, sounding bothered a bit. Izzy felt a bit better, but her heartache panged louder with no other distractions of worry and fear. She still despaired, though. &lsquo;Stop that!&rsquo; she yelled in her head. &lsquo;Tay loves you!&rsquo; Izzy couldn&rsquo;t hear anymore. His voice was so bittersweet. Would she ever again hear her brother&rsquo;s voice and not get emotional? Izzy sat at her desk, looking over her homework. It was only then that she came to realize she never did homework with her brother. Do brothers and sisters do homework together? Well, most aren&rsquo;t in the same grade. Only twins could do that&hellip; Twins&hellip; <br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Wait a minute&hellip;&rdquo; Izzy said, out-loud for some reason, but she went with it; no one was listening after all, &ldquo;Doing homework together&hellip;&rdquo; she started. &lsquo;&hellip;doesn&rsquo;t mean doing the SAME homework&hellip;&rsquo; he mind finished. What a weird thought.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;A while later, Izzy came to believe there were no more parents upstairs. Raindrops on the window. The sky was darkening, thus getting darker in the room. Izzy looked at her blue glowing clock to see that it had already been only a few hours since she woke. How long had she been doing homework? How long since she had&hellip; thought of Tay? Then, thinking of Tay, it hit her chest hard.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;Oh&hellip; god&hellip;&rdquo; Izzy mumbled, throat lumping up, face becoming warm. She wasn&rsquo;t about to cry, was she? &ldquo;Oh, god&hellip;&rdquo; she felt the need to say out-loud, &ldquo;&hellip;we broke up!&rdquo; she whined, tears forming. Izzy was a mess; there was no way she could do any homework; it was just a cover anyway, right? Looking down at the pages, everything was blurry. She took off her glasses and wiped her eyes. God, the pain&hellip; She thought about the little snippets of his voice, they were like candy, maybe they&rsquo;d be like medicine.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Izzy took a deep breath, swallowed her tears and stood up, looking at her door. That door, the door was the last time she saw him, and he was crying. Thinking of that made a whimper escape the little girl. No, no, I gotta hear him. I gotta hear him!<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Izzy walked gently to her door, cracking it open. The cold hallway air pushed it&rsquo;s way in, over her face, across her tears. She was very aware of how wet her eyes were. She wanted to be with Tay. Wanted to be with Tay so bad. So so bad. She saw a glimpse of the edge of his door. Oh, god, Tay&rsquo;s door&hellip; Tay&rsquo;s bedroom&hellip; the last time&hellip; &lsquo;That was the last time we were together in bed&hellip;&rsquo; she thought, holding a paw over her mouth and silently sobbing into it. Oh, god&hellip;<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Ears open, eyes wet, mouth trembling, Izzy listened hard for anything from Tay&rsquo;s door. Maybe he would be crying, too? That would mean he loves me! The rain got so loud Izzy couldn&rsquo;t catch much, but she tried. If she could just hear him, she would feel infinitely closer to him. <br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Nothing. Absolute silence. Somehow this lingering silence hurt the little dingo girl more than she would have ever imagined. Nothing. He wasn&rsquo;t even crying. He wasn&rsquo;t even sleeping!<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Crawling back into bed, Izzy&#039;s sobs were becoming violent, her breathing shuddered. Why did it hurt so much? Why did it hurt to fight through the thick forest and vicious swamp of her uncertainty just to arrive at her brother&#039;s door and hear nothing? Nothing. The homework became cold and abandoned.<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;She thought about the fear, pain and despair from the situation. It felt like it had taken everything she had to open her door, listen for a sound from Tay. Just&hellip; anything!<br />&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;Silence. Nothing. Not only did that now heavily signify and represent how their relationship stood, but it was a terrible sound. &#039;A sound,&#039; she thought, &#039;that makes me cry.&#039;</span>",
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