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He heard sonic on the phone and couldn’t help but grunt in anger, noise which sonic heard but chose to ignore until he had finished the call and then just finished feeding little Alice and caressing her until she fell sleep so he could leave her on her cradle. \nThe fox sat down on the kitchen as he drank a water bottle with anger but silently. The hedgehog looked at him as he lowered his ears and walked past him to avoid a conflict, the fox didn’t like to be ignored and soon began moving his tails violently as he broke the plastic bottle on his hands, leaving to his lab again.\nSonic looked at him walk away and stud silently thinking about the situation, he felt hostility but didn’t want to say anything about it, he felt scared but also knew he couldn’t repeat the mistake of just not asking about the problem, he knew he needed to ask and so he walked to the fox’s lab, hiding his fear behind his usual strong attitude.\n\n-\tSonic: it’s…something…wrong?\n-\tTails: ……..\nThe fox stayed quiet as he kept working, sonic looked at him and lowered his ears\n-\tSonic: sorry…I know you said..\n-\tTails: I wanted no one to know…..and first thing you do w-\n-\tSonic: ib won’t tell anyone…\n-\tTails: yeah ¡¿JUST LIKE YOU SAID SHE WOULD NEVER HARM YOU AND THEN SCRATCHED YOUR FACE AND CHEST!?\nThe fox closed his mouth with his hands after saying that, for he knew he had said something cruel and stupid out of anger,\n-\tSonic:….i’ll…leave you alone to…take a breath..\nThe fox wanted to reach up to him but the hedgehog shut the door behind him and simply walked to their bedroom, he had a giant wave of bad memories flood his brain and simply couldn’t talk to Tails correctly on that state, he felt horribly sick as his stomach began hurting him out of pure psychological pain. Sonic looked at Alice’s cradle and felt better, he laid in bed looking at the little one sleep, just like he saw ib to feel better after a fight with Amy when they were together, the fox knocked calmly as he felt regret for being an asshole.\n-\tTails: sonic…I’m sorry…I shouldn’t have said…\n-\tSonic: keep on working…… I don’t want to bother you..\nThe hedgehog said with a calm voice as he looked at his cellphone.\n-\tTails: no..no..nothing is more important than you…please open the door…\nSonic looked at the door and chose to stand up and open it, he looked at the fox’s tired eyes and lowered his ears, the fox hugged him and simply stayed like that.\n-\tTails: forgive me…I’m just…so tired and worried...i don’t want things to…just….\n-\tSonic: we’ll be fine…we’ll manage...\n-\tTails: you are literally using all you’ve saved ..and I barely get enough…\n-\tSonic: relax……\nSonic gently kissed the fox as he began caressing his partner just to be interrupted by little alice who had woken up due to their previous chatting, sonic looked at her and rushed to comfort her, the fox lowered his ears and looked away.\n-\tTails: I’ll..keep working…\nThe fox attempted to leave but sonic, using his speed stood in front of him, carryng alice who was still crying...\n\n-\tSonic: she wants you to carry her...\n-\tTails: I don’t think…she does…\n-\tSonic: she does…please…just carry her...\nThe fox looked at his little one and finally carried her, putting her on his chest, he felt her tiny heartbeat as she felt his, Alice finally cuddled on tails’s fur as he soon smiled with love, feeling how she felt safe and secure on his arms.\n-\tSonic: she need you….you are her father…i…may love her…but I’m not what you are for her…I can’t give her everything she need alone…I know you have love to give her…..just open your heart… please…\nThe fox finally smiled and gave Alice a big kiss on her head, as she couldn’t help but to laugh innocently and happily.\n-\tSonic: why don’t you rest with her? 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He loved lil Alice with all his heart an wished to spend as much time as possible with her, tails on the other hand couldn’t help but be stressed, even after sonic took the sleepless nights like a breeze, the fox was really tired all the time, he wasn’t used to look after a little one, having an intimate time with his partner became pretty much impossible as he barely had the time of even give him a kiss without little Alice beginning to cry again, he was really pissed and angry but at the same time each time he carried her he felt a total warmth on his chest, just a protective and paternal love.
Sonic couldn’t keep her a secret; he had already shown her on video chat to his older daughter a couple times, the fox was really annoyed by it, for he wanted the secret to last at least until cream could see their daughter without feeling sick, but sonic felt so much joy he simply had to let Ib know.
The fox grunted as he was trying to work as his workshop not knowing how he was going to maintain them both now, they had been living on the hedgehog’s savings combined with what he was able to obtain from his inventions, but he truly didn’t know how he was going to keep these situations going, sure he was a recognized scientist and engineer, but he couldn’t help but feeling fear of not being able to provide for his now complete family. He heard sonic on the phone and couldn’t help but grunt in anger, noise which sonic heard but chose to ignore until he had finished the call and then just finished feeding little Alice and caressing her until she fell sleep so he could leave her on her cradle.
The fox sat down on the kitchen as he drank a water bottle with anger but silently. The hedgehog looked at him as he lowered his ears and walked past him to avoid a conflict, the fox didn’t like to be ignored and soon began moving his tails violently as he broke the plastic bottle on his hands, leaving to his lab again.
Sonic looked at him walk away and stud silently thinking about the situation, he felt hostility but didn’t want to say anything about it, he felt scared but also knew he couldn’t repeat the mistake of just not asking about the problem, he knew he needed to ask and so he walked to the fox’s lab, hiding his fear behind his usual strong attitude.
-\tSonic: it’s…something…wrong?
-\tTails: ……..
The fox stayed quiet as he kept working, sonic looked at him and lowered his ears
-\tSonic: sorry…I know you said..
-\tTails: I wanted no one to know…..and first thing you do w-
-\tSonic: ib won’t tell anyone…
-\tTails: yeah ¡¿JUST LIKE YOU SAID SHE WOULD NEVER HARM YOU AND THEN SCRATCHED YOUR FACE AND CHEST!?
The fox closed his mouth with his hands after saying that, for he knew he had said something cruel and stupid out of anger,
-\tSonic:….i’ll…leave you alone to…take a breath..
The fox wanted to reach up to him but the hedgehog shut the door behind him and simply walked to their bedroom, he had a giant wave of bad memories flood his brain and simply couldn’t talk to Tails correctly on that state, he felt horribly sick as his stomach began hurting him out of pure psychological pain. Sonic looked at Alice’s cradle and felt better, he laid in bed looking at the little one sleep, just like he saw ib to feel better after a fight with Amy when they were together, the fox knocked calmly as he felt regret for being an asshole.
-\tTails: sonic…I’m sorry…I shouldn’t have said…
-\tSonic: keep on working…… I don’t want to bother you..
The hedgehog said with a calm voice as he looked at his cellphone.
-\tTails: no..no..nothing is more important than you…please open the door…
Sonic looked at the door and chose to stand up and open it, he looked at the fox’s tired eyes and lowered his ears, the fox hugged him and simply stayed like that.
-\tTails: forgive me…I’m just…so tired and worried...i don’t want things to…just….
-\tSonic: we’ll be fine…we’ll manage...
-\tTails: you are literally using all you’ve saved ..and I barely get enough…
-\tSonic: relax……
Sonic gently kissed the fox as he began caressing his partner just to be interrupted by little alice who had woken up due to their previous chatting, sonic looked at her and rushed to comfort her, the fox lowered his ears and looked away.
-\tTails: I’ll..keep working…
The fox attempted to leave but sonic, using his speed stood in front of him, carryng alice who was still crying...
-\tSonic: she wants you to carry her...
-\tTails: I don’t think…she does…
-\tSonic: she does…please…just carry her...
The fox looked at his little one and finally carried her, putting her on his chest, he felt her tiny heartbeat as she felt his, Alice finally cuddled on tails’s fur as he soon smiled with love, feeling how she felt safe and secure on his arms.
-\tSonic: she need you….you are her father…i…may love her…but I’m not what you are for her…I can’t give her everything she need alone…I know you have love to give her…..just open your heart… please…
The fox finally smiled and gave Alice a big kiss on her head, as she couldn’t help but to laugh innocently and happily.
-\tSonic: why don’t you rest with her? You need a really long nap…
-\tTails: fine….sorry for…
-\tSonic: don’t apologize…I know..
The hedgehog smiled and left to the kitchen, leaving them both resting.
Sonic finally lowered his head, he was feeling strong, he wasn’t shivering and no longer felt all the fear caused by his trauma, he simply stood strong and managed to stay calm during these situations, he had healed the injuries on his heart and was able to act more like himself, he simply smiled to open the door and go out for a run, knowing his little one was being loved and cared for by his mate.
The wind washed all his pain away, but as he ran the memories flooded his mind, his father, the childhood he had to go through, were the memories that tormented him yet another day, he had grown to forgive Amy, to forgive everyone who harmed him afterwards, but he could never forgive his progenitor He stopped and Shaked his head in an attempt of ditching his father’s face from his head, having as only comfort the fact that he was never going to harm his little ones as he was harmed as a kid.
-\tSonic: you…couldn’t just not bother me today huh?
He reached to a tree to sit down to rest on its shadow as the memories flooded his mind, tears dropped from his eyes remembering his mother’s face on that horrible day, remembering all his father did to them. He looked upwards into the blue sky above him, he closed his eyes and stud up to start running again, running to outspeed his pain away.
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