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Was sonic going to know in such a horrible way of his actions? Could he have some room for his forgiveness? The fox knew all answers to that were negative, he knew all he was doing was wrong, he couldn’t work, he couldn’t sleep, he pretended to eat but simply couldn't, he was going insane.\nThe fox left his lab and looked for his mate but at the same time he simply didn’t want to find him, he wanted to stay on the safety of his lies, but couldn’t hold it anymore, he loved him, he needed him, but he had already fucked it up.\n\n-Tails: “ why…why have I done these?...why was I so weak? Why couldn’t I just hold my shit together…?”\n\nThe fox thought to himself as he became more angry and his tears began falling. The blue blur on the other hand was feeling amazingly, he was running as always helping those in need and smashing some badnicks as usual, he found himself feeling young and happy once more, feeling like when he was only 15 again, feeling the wind, feeling the joy and being thanked by the locals that he was saving. He felt that his life was finally happy, but that had to end sometime soon.\n\nSonic came back home late at night and heard the fox braking things at his lab, he hurried over thinking he was injured just to find his mate on the ground cursing silently with his lab being a total mess.\n\n-Sonic: TAILS! ARE YOU OK?!\n\nThe hedgehog rushed to grab his arm but the fox pushed him away\n\n-Sonic: wha- what happened?...Hon-\n-Tails: don’t call me that…\n-Sonic: wh- what?\n-Tails: I don’t deserve it…I don’t…don’t call me that...\n\nThe fox simply looked to the floor bursting with tears as he had his ears lowered and couldn’t stand up due to the horrible pain he felt, not on his body but on his mind and heart.\n\n-Tails: I don’t deserve you…I…I’m a liar, I am..\n-Sonic: what…are you talking about…?\n\nThe hedgehog lowered his ears as he felt like he knew what the fox was going to say.\n\n-Sonic: you…you…..need to talk about something?...sw-\n-Tails: don’t…please don’t…..i……I am just like her……i….i’m weak..i- i….\n\nThe hedgehog opened his eyes like plates as he knew what he was about to say, was he just confessing it to him? Why? Did he regret it? Es he going to say he just cheated out of nowhere?\n\n-Tails: i….i…….i just…..\n\nThe fox couldn’t help his tears as he tried to gasp for air to tell him the truth, he knew he was going to hate him, he expected him to be mad, he expected to lose him, he expected to be punched or kicked out, he knew it, he felt it.\n\n-Tails: I lied…i……I’m…..i’m going to be a father….\n-Sonic: you……. you……..who….who did you…\n\nThe hedgehog stayed by his side as the fox could hear his cracked voice. Sonic was harmed, but more importantly he was surprised that he got to know by the fox himself and not from someone else, he could have hidden these completely, but he didn’t, these fact kept calming him down as he looked at the fox’s eyes filled with sadness and despair.\n\n-Tails: I didn’t..i- I was…I don’t now i- I was an idiot, being drunk it’s not an excuse, it’s not..we- we used to just hang out i- I don’t know I just……I did it….i…..i………\n\nthe fox lowered his body but got grabbed and hugged by his mate, the fox simply cried over the hug for not knowing what it meant for the two of them.\n\n-Sonic: why….why did you tell me…?\n-Tails: I just regret it so much, I just i-I can’t lie to you i- I can’t hide from you such thing, you deserve……… You deserve-\n\nThe hedgehog suddenly silenced him with a gentle kiss, the fox looked at him still lowering his ears for he didn’t really understand what was happening. The hedgehog slowly caressed him as he separated from him, the fox was confused, he expected an angry response, he expected to be punched, to be humiliated or worse, but what the blue blur gifted him, was just a gentle smile and a warm hug as he was consoling him.\n\n-Sonic: you…. couldn’t…deal…with it…..am I wrong….?.......i…..i \n-Tails: you deserved your space…i…I couldn’t control myself…I’m an ass-\n\nThe hedgehog silently putted a finger on the fox mouth as he was going to insult himself.\n\n-Sonic: you holded…..and ruined it…once…..you say….someone is waiting a baby..from you?\n-Tails: y-yes…I’ts… Cream…\n-Sonic: Does she want it?...\n-Tails: I don’t get it…\n-Sonic: the why I am not..mad?\n-Tails: y-yes..\n\nThe hedgehog dried the fox’s tears and continued caressing him.\n\nSonic: you know….i…i….appreciate the fact that…you do…regret it…..and not just regret getting caught like her…when…I found out about her…and shadow…I tried to make things work still….but she simply left, she didn’t explain anything, she simply left me crying at her door, she left me wounded both physically and mentally, I was devastated but she simply tried to make me seem like the villain, I know she wanted to protect her and her now just married couple….i didn’t…blame her…but I was hurt….i was harmed…\n\n-Tails: I’m doing that…I’m harming you…I’m betraying you I’m-\n\n-Sonic: you told me….you harmed yourself in regret…you destroyed yourself in regret….you do feel remorse….you….at least you know…you…don’t want to leave..\n\n-Tails: no..of course I don’t want to leave.. you know i..i love you.. you know how much I do..\n\nThe fox bursted into in tears once more as the hedgehog finally cuddled on his chest gifting a small smile at him.\n\n-Sonic: we….we are not just a couple…you…you loved me…when everyone abandoned me…you loved me, when I needed it the most, you saved me..when I had lost all hope on my life…you…you are my life…miles…\n-Tails: maurice….but I don’t deserve for your forgiveness…i…\n-Sonic: I doesn’t matter…. You have done so much for me…these…these is..something we can..go throught…if you want us..to go throught it…it’s the same I told her…the same I’m telling you….i love you….i love you not only with my heart…but with my soul….so….tell me….miles…..can I forgive you? And can…we..forgive….these?\n\nThe hedgehog finally closed his eyes as the fox smiled not being able to hold his tears, they stalled there for a while and finally switched to the bedroom, still not knowing how they would go through this, but knowing they were going to doit together.\n\n\n\n\n","writing_bbcode_parsed":"-Tails: you are an idiot..you…you….you are the smartest inventor in these world….but you are just such an idiot!
The fox slammed his toolbox to the ground on a moment of self-hate and anxiety, he knew he had to confess, he knew it was wrong to continue hiding something or better said someone like these, was he going to find out in this cruel way? what was he going to do when she gave birth? Was sonic going to know in such a horrible way of his actions? Could he have some room for his forgiveness? The fox knew all answers to that were negative, he knew all he was doing was wrong, he couldn’t work, he couldn’t sleep, he pretended to eat but simply couldn't, he was going insane.
The fox left his lab and looked for his mate but at the same time he simply didn’t want to find him, he wanted to stay on the safety of his lies, but couldn’t hold it anymore, he loved him, he needed him, but he had already fucked it up.
-Tails: “ why…why have I done these?...why was I so weak? Why couldn’t I just hold my shit together…?”
The fox thought to himself as he became more angry and his tears began falling. The blue blur on the other hand was feeling amazingly, he was running as always helping those in need and smashing some badnicks as usual, he found himself feeling young and happy once more, feeling like when he was only 15 again, feeling the wind, feeling the joy and being thanked by the locals that he was saving. He felt that his life was finally happy, but that had to end sometime soon.
Sonic came back home late at night and heard the fox braking things at his lab, he hurried over thinking he was injured just to find his mate on the ground cursing silently with his lab being a total mess.
-Sonic: TAILS! ARE YOU OK?!
The hedgehog rushed to grab his arm but the fox pushed him away
-Sonic: wha- what happened?...Hon-
-Tails: don’t call me that…
-Sonic: wh- what?
-Tails: I don’t deserve it…I don’t…don’t call me that...
The fox simply looked to the floor bursting with tears as he had his ears lowered and couldn’t stand up due to the horrible pain he felt, not on his body but on his mind and heart.
-Tails: I don’t deserve you…I…I’m a liar, I am..
-Sonic: what…are you talking about…?
The hedgehog lowered his ears as he felt like he knew what the fox was going to say.
-Sonic: you…you…..need to talk about something?...sw-
-Tails: don’t…please don’t…..i……I am just like her……i….i’m weak..i- i….
The hedgehog opened his eyes like plates as he knew what he was about to say, was he just confessing it to him? Why? Did he regret it? Es he going to say he just cheated out of nowhere?
-Tails: i….i…….i just…..
The fox couldn’t help his tears as he tried to gasp for air to tell him the truth, he knew he was going to hate him, he expected him to be mad, he expected to lose him, he expected to be punched or kicked out, he knew it, he felt it.
-Tails: I lied…i……I’m…..i’m going to be a father….
-Sonic: you……. you……..who….who did you…
The hedgehog stayed by his side as the fox could hear his cracked voice. Sonic was harmed, but more importantly he was surprised that he got to know by the fox himself and not from someone else, he could have hidden these completely, but he didn’t, these fact kept calming him down as he looked at the fox’s eyes filled with sadness and despair.
-Tails: I didn’t..i- I was…I don’t now i- I was an idiot, being drunk it’s not an excuse, it’s not..we- we used to just hang out i- I don’t know I just……I did it….i…..i………
the fox lowered his body but got grabbed and hugged by his mate, the fox simply cried over the hug for not knowing what it meant for the two of them.
-Sonic: why….why did you tell me…?
-Tails: I just regret it so much, I just i-I can’t lie to you i- I can’t hide from you such thing, you deserve……… You deserve-
The hedgehog suddenly silenced him with a gentle kiss, the fox looked at him still lowering his ears for he didn’t really understand what was happening. The hedgehog slowly caressed him as he separated from him, the fox was confused, he expected an angry response, he expected to be punched, to be humiliated or worse, but what the blue blur gifted him, was just a gentle smile and a warm hug as he was consoling him.
-Sonic: you…. couldn’t…deal…with it…..am I wrong….?.......i…..i
-Tails: you deserved your space…i…I couldn’t control myself…I’m an ass-
The hedgehog silently putted a finger on the fox mouth as he was going to insult himself.
-Sonic: you holded…..and ruined it…once…..you say….someone is waiting a baby..from you?
-Tails: y-yes…I’ts… Cream…
-Sonic: Does she want it?...
-Tails: I don’t get it…
-Sonic: the why I am not..mad?
-Tails: y-yes..
The hedgehog dried the fox’s tears and continued caressing him.
Sonic: you know….i…i….appreciate the fact that…you do…regret it…..and not just regret getting caught like her…when…I found out about her…and shadow…I tried to make things work still….but she simply left, she didn’t explain anything, she simply left me crying at her door, she left me wounded both physically and mentally, I was devastated but she simply tried to make me seem like the villain, I know she wanted to protect her and her now just married couple….i didn’t…blame her…but I was hurt….i was harmed…
-Tails: I’m doing that…I’m harming you…I’m betraying you I’m-
-Sonic: you told me….you harmed yourself in regret…you destroyed yourself in regret….you do feel remorse….you….at least you know…you…don’t want to leave..
-Tails: no..of course I don’t want to leave.. you know i..i love you.. you know how much I do..
The fox bursted into in tears once more as the hedgehog finally cuddled on his chest gifting a small smile at him.
-Sonic: we….we are not just a couple…you…you loved me…when everyone abandoned me…you loved me, when I needed it the most, you saved me..when I had lost all hope on my life…you…you are my life…miles…
-Tails: maurice….but I don’t deserve for your forgiveness…i…
-Sonic: I doesn’t matter…. You have done so much for me…these…these is..something we can..go throught…if you want us..to go throught it…it’s the same I told her…the same I’m telling you….i love you….i love you not only with my heart…but with my soul….so….tell me….miles…..can I forgive you? And can…we..forgive….these?
The hedgehog finally closed his eyes as the fox smiled not being able to hold his tears, they stalled there for a while and finally switched to the bedroom, still not knowing how they would go through this, but knowing they were going to doit together.
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