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“Drinking has become an addiction…
I simply couldn’t help it, I hate the taste, I really do…but it was the only way of allowing him to take me, it’s the only way I can stand pleasing him, it’s not that I don’t enjoy it, I do I guess, but…the memories hurt me so much I need to be drunk, I don’t want him to abandon me like she did; I need him, I love him, if letting him mount me Is what it takes to have him by my side, I’ll do it, I love him so much… but if he leaves like Amy did I simply wouldn’t be able to take it, if he leaves I’ll just kill myself, I’m trapped, I’m lonely, right now he only comes to see me for one thing alone.. they .. they keep making these ugly echo on my head, they tell me he doesn’t love me, but loves what I do when I’m drunk, but I don’t want to believe it, I simply can’t believe it, I’m desperate, I want to die, I want to go back to being just a normal dad with a normal family, but I am just not good enough, never good enough, I’m so lost and feel so empty I simply can’t stand it, I wan to die but I can’t abandon the world, I am just a defense weapon for the world. I´m lost in the hell that lives in my head and I simply want him to love me the way I love him, is it so selfish to ask for someone to love me?...
The way he does it, the aggressively way he likes to do thing to me, its like being back on that cage... maybe…it’s just the only thing I can be good at. Maybe it’s my only usage….I just miss her.. but I want him, I love him... I don’t want him lo abandon me, I’ll do everything I have to do to keep him with me…”
The fox slowly lowered his ears as he didn’t imagine the hedgehog felt like that as the hedgehog exited the shower and lowered his ears seeing him having the diary on his hands.
-Sonic: tails…i…
-Tails: why did you allow me to do these? If it simply hurted you these much…Maurice?..
The fox leaves the diary on the bed as he approaches his couple
-Sonic: its…a need…for normal people...i know it…I simply know you’ll do the same…. And search someone who can actually please you if I can’t, even if you say you wouldn’t, I know you will... just like her...
-Tails: honey...i-
The hedgehog takes his towels off and approaches the fox simply making him lay on the bed.
-Sonic: I want you... and I am drunk…so just take me…take me and do everything you want to me…. I’m yours and I belong to you…I want you….
-Tails: no... Maurice... it’s gonna hurt you later…i don’t want you to feel the need of getting drunk for me… just for doing these… it’s not worth it…
The fox caresses his cheek slowly as the hedgehog closes his eyes dropping a tear.
-Sonic: m-mails…don’t…lie to me…. i simply know…it’s all I’m…good for…being a fking …bottom cumbag…..and…I’m yours…I’m-
-Tails: no…don’t say that...
The fox stands and switches sides with him as he caresses his cheek and kisses him gently
Tails: you are the world to me….and from now on…only you are gonna choose whenever you feel like doing something like these… my dear Maurice….
The fox keeps gently kissing him as the hedgehog simply allows him to go on submissibly letting some tears go and then cuddling with him for the night, it was their first night together on which they simply slept together, the first night he felt he had a choice, the first night he felt that he was finally…loved.
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