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Extremely so, she lets me have lots of pie and snacks and hugs me lots\n\nPlease do not remove the photo, it was extremely difficult to snag some tape from Arts and Crafts, as well as convincing `Mrs Toriel' that I needed the photo for a group project.\n\nIt has taken me a few days to get this diary, at first I thought this life was a surprising blessing, though I find that I've grown quickly tired of such childish activities and desire a swift return to my more adult responsibilities.\n\nRegardless, I hope this copy of my journal has made it through. I've been stuffing them through the sides and using fans to hopefully get some of the pages to the other side - I've made a ton of photocopies it TOOK AGES!!!!!\n\nI guess theres some upsides but like i want to go home too\n\nJournal Entry 2.\n\nWhile out...Discussing and trying to enlist some of the other students to my cause, and perhaps scope out if there were any in a similar position, I was `it' and we played tug for hours and it was lots of fun and i was lasted ages it bore very little fruit.\n\nFar too little, to be honest - I tried to `engage' in some of their games, to perhaps get information, or gather their trust.\n\n...I think something is affecting me mentally, to be honest.\n\nThe only time I really get to write in this journal and make plans is in the bathroom and my bedroom. Mrs Toriel, or `Mother' as she politely asks to be known as, certainly went out of her way to prepare my bedroom.\n\nIn fact, when I arrived originally, something I neglected to fill in as I was panicking is how nice my new `mother' was. She immediately gave me a place to stay, a big hug, and seemed to be acting very similar to the games, if a bit weird at times.\n\nI've tried not to impose, though I gave that up a couple days now, it's been...\n\nA week - I've been putting some notches in the bathroom just to make sure I don't lose track.\n\nThere's computers which are pretty advanced, though Toriel won't let me use them without supervision, and even locked the hole I came through (Which is why I can't leave the way I came) since I was so shocked and distraught.\n\nWhile it was under the guise of ``looking after me'' and my `feelings' it certainly feels like she is filled with various ulterior motives. There is a total absence of any other Asriels, or even Asgore, so I suspect she's clinging onto me.\n\nRegardless, I've decided leaning into it should buy me some more time, and I might as well enjoy it until notices these notes. There's magic lessons at school the learning institution I'm forced to go to, which makes the experience more pleasant, at least.\n\nI've had to go through quite a few magic checkups, health, bodily, and the works - Apparently I'm completely genetically, magically and physically Asriel Dreemurr, which only reinforced Toriel's belief that I'm supposed to be here.\n\nAt the checkup, the doctor kept touching my cock for some reason, as well as fondling my balls, which I reluctantly admit felt really good.\n\nI'm just venting at this point, to be honest, I might just photocopy the first entry and shove it through, at this point I'm starting to doubt if anyone is going to read this.\n\n`Mrs Alphys' is apparently a medical professional, as well as a good teacher - Apparently my cum was needed for some tests. She tickled my cock a few times, I just kept flooding it with shot after shot of white spunk, until the big thingy, uh, vat?\n\n...No, it couldn't have been that big, right?\n\nMy cock's been pretty buzzy ever since. I keep sneaking up here to rub one out now and again, you'd think for someone that is eight that they'd have no libido at all, though it seems Monsters are just built different.\n\nAnyway, signing off for the day, Mrs Toriel's made another milkshake and butterscotch-cinnamon pie with scoops of butterscotch ice cream. It's a surprisingly great combination, I get to eat it quite a few times a day, and since it's magic, it's the same as `eating my greens' - I think once I escape, I'll miss that part of it.\n\nJournal Entry 3\n\nSo, it's been quite a while since the last entry - Turns out I jerk off and moan really loudly when I cum.\n\nAlso, the accidents.\n\nIt's probably something in the pie (it's definitely something in the pie) but I messed the bed last, uh...\n\nWell, I don't actually know - The bathroom's been converted into a playroom.\n\nAll the notches have been scrubbed away and the chart that I've got to rely on now, she only started friday once I got back from school - I'm utterly dreading how everyone's going to react.\n\nI've actually managed to bring Berdly and Noelle around to helping me, though Ralsei seems insistent on giving me tons of hugs and saying `It's okay, you're safe now' - well, I want to go back home!! Stop comforting me!!!!\n\nThe games room is really good, and I admittedly did ask her for one quite a few times, since I want some more privacy and doing it in the living room kept having her barge in...\n\nIt gives me replacement space to jerk off anyway...\n\nIf I didn't have this massive, poofy diaper on, anyway!\n\nAfter I flooded the bed a few times, yellow at first, and then sometimes brown...\n\nWell, mother, I'm not gonna keep putting these things `'''' around her name, it's very annoying and she basically mothers me anyway.\n\nSo, anyway, mother now has a big, poofier diaper on so I can't properly complain about it being unfair and I find any complex argument just really infuriating - Especially since she has been nothing but extremely nice to me.\n\nI'm still putting the first entry through the door and jerking off is...\n\nWell, even with a big, poofy diaper on, it would at least be feasible, had she not figured I'd try throw it away or take it off. So, now I can't remove it at all and it doesn't stop the smell at all, I think mother has started to notice, or noticed quite a bit ago and just isn't saying anything.\n\nIt constantly smells of musk and, well, I can't sneak my hand-paw-thingys in, so I just have to squish the front and thankfully it DOES feel really great, since I don't seem to\n\nhave a refractory I can just cum and cum and cum. It's really sensitive too and doesn't seem to have changed from how often I use it, so that's something.\n\nWhen mother changes it, though, she sometimes tickles my cock and teases me and I have to rub my diaper for hours and hours after so I can think, my diaper is usually white instead of yellow though anyway.\n\nGoing more into school - It's so simple. As in, every lesson is just basic addition maths, apparently this is normal for eight year olds, but the treats make it way better. I've got a big lunch box full of snacks and sweet treats, which I sometimes trade with everyone else.\n\nThere's tons of tag, fun games, food nearly all the time, someone's always snacking on something, though I do it a ton too, and it's not like anyone can get fat or anything from it, monster food makes you as big or small as you want with only a couple food items. It can even make you thin, if you want to be thin, that is!\n\nOut of everything here, I think the monster-biology and magic stuff is the most interesting, I was able to light a campfire the other day. There's tons of extracurriculars, so we do stuff like camping, cooking marshmallows, making traps and pranks. Never will use it really, but it's fun stuff.\n\nI think I'll call it a night here, though. Maybe I'll talk more after tomorrow. Apparently it's Sunday already? Time goes really fast, it only seems to be getting faster.\n\nThat and it'll refresh my memory, like I remember everyone's name, that they're characters and stuff but, c'mon, how am I supposed to remember all the Jockington lore???\n\nJournal Entry 4\n\nStinky! Thinky! Leaky! Peaky!!!\n\nI've got that stuck in my head, and, well, you can guess my left paw's practically glued to my diaper front most of the time. It's really annoying and I am just going to keep doing it tbh.\n\nAnyway, we had an assembly today since so many of the other students were really mad about their new diapers - I was in the same boat so we got along well still.\n\nThat ass\n\nHeh\n\nThat (ass)embly and all the special events after it really helped though! Sure, it was a pretty fun week up until then, but the assembly and after was SO FUN!!!\n\nEverything was fun and everyone learnt tons of stuff, it all started with like, all the teachers on stage in big, poofy pamps, most of them didn't want to up until then but said they'd watched it first so it wouldn't be a problem anymore.\n\nSusie had kicked up a big fit at the start of the assembly and tore her diaper off even with all the magic in protest, but she was way nicer after having detention. She's really lucky that she got to do all the activities afterwards! We weren't really talking much outside of some games before but now I think we're really good friends!\n\nSo, like, what happened first was, they gave everyone a TON of food and drinks and everything, it was so delicious!!! Everytime we ate it, we got EVEN MORE and more options so as you can guess we all just ate and ate and ate.\n\nI'm really energetic though it must be because I've had so much fun!\n\nWe all packed our pamps really quick soon after, like, ridiculously so, Noelle and Berdly were working with Susie but after she got put in detention and our diapers were utterly filled, none of us could really move much - It was like a big thingy! Beanbag!!\n\nAnyways, mum came up on stage, diaper crinkling as she pulled her diaper down, and pulled out a big cocky, picked me up and pulled my diaper down, before putting me on it!! It felt so good, I think I tried to get away at first or something but I felt so happy!!!!\n\nShe said this was the reward for good students and let me suckle on her milkers! I just kept sucking and I don't know how she held me, diaper and all, but I just felt so good! She told me everyone was jealous and that was when everyone's parents came in.\n\nNoelle's mum put her on her big warm cocky and let her suck on her tits, so did Berdly's, everyone's!!!!\n\nLots of everyone squirmed but after a suckle they didn't stop like me!! I only got a good luck because mum let me position myself so I could see them!\n\nMrs Alphys brought Susie back on her cock, I didn't know Mrs Alphys was Susie's mum but mum told us that she's `adopted' or something, as of today! That's really nice of Mrs Alphys, Susie sometimes shook a bit but was just suckling away as well, smiling like everyone!!!\n\nEventually, everyone had had lots of milk and wanted more, but mum made sure everyone knew, they'd get it again for being good! Then, they moved us all around and put the back of our heads in between their breasts, so we'd be really warm and snug, my mum's rod felt so good and I made lots of cums in my diaper front!\n\nIt was really shiny and bright and really cool colours! 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It was my eighth birthday today!!!\n\n...I kinda, rememby it being my eighth long time ago...two long time agos...\n\nI think I only have my eighth, but mummy says that's bad thought and gave me lots of hugs and kisses and snacks and said I'd feel happy thoughts with friends again!\n\nWeekly assembly was fun as always too!!! I love singing and I love my diapee!! Susie gave me a big diaper sticky along with a cool gadget! It plays `I love my diapee!' song which is my favourite!\n\nMummy sometimes teases me about her but I know she is just joking!! No `girl-friend' until I'm oldy, I think being oldy is boring though, I hope I don't become oldy!\n\nAlso!!!! In magic my flame is really strong, Mrs Alphys is really proud of me, so is mummy! I can start many fires at once, mummy says that is because I am growing and she made sure to give me nummies and now I am learnings how to make water!\n\nThe learnings is very easy but mummy knows says its because I'm so smart! 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Mrs Alphys and mummy and their mummy gave them big reward stick and stickies and he stopped talking about bad thoughts!\n\nI love mummy and my friends and stinkies and stinkies and pampies!!!!!!\n\n",
  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>Journal Entry 1.<br /><br />Word to the wise: Do not go through random small corridors in the walls.<br /><br />For all those that get the opportunity to read this, please head to the corridor, move to the end and unlock the small door before promptly leaving for your own safety.<br /><br />Unfortunately, curiosity got the better of me - Going past the door invites risk most profound risk and I find myself more and more...<br /><br />...Scared...<br /><br />I will admit, I have been quite a fan of Undertale, Deltarune and the like for quite some time.<br /><br />The characters are cute, the concept is quite fun and there&#039;s some excellent story there.<br /><br />Unfortunately, that door led me to discovering it was far more real than I had previously imagined.<br /><br />I&#039;ve managed to snag a photo of my current `form&#039; and attach it to this diary journal that should help elaborate on my claims further and provide some clear evidence that this place is dangerous - Please avoid it at all costs, after unlocking the door so I can finally escape.<br /><br />As you can see above, I have been transformed into a small, childish, anthropomorphic goat, with the usual striped green and yellow shirt, as well as black pants fitting that of Asriel Dreemurr, a character present in both Undertale and Deltarune.<br /><br />Quite clearly, I am stuck as a young child once again, with an overbearing, over mothering goat as my mother is...<br /><br />Admittedly quite nice. Extremely so, she lets me have lots of pie and snacks and hugs me lots<br /><br />Please do not remove the photo, it was extremely difficult to snag some tape from Arts and Crafts, as well as convincing `Mrs Toriel&#039; that I needed the photo for a group project.<br /><br />It has taken me a few days to get this diary, at first I thought this life was a surprising blessing, though I find that I&#039;ve grown quickly tired of such childish activities and desire a swift return to my more adult responsibilities.<br /><br />Regardless, I hope this copy of my journal has made it through. I&#039;ve been stuffing them through the sides and using fans to hopefully get some of the pages to the other side - I&#039;ve made a ton of photocopies it TOOK AGES!!!!!<br /><br />I guess theres some upsides but like i want to go home too<br /><br />Journal Entry 2.<br /><br />While out...Discussing and trying to enlist some of the other students to my cause, and perhaps scope out if there were any in a similar position, I was `it&#039; and we played tug for hours and it was lots of fun and i was lasted ages it bore very little fruit.<br /><br />Far too little, to be honest - I tried to `engage&#039; in some of their games, to perhaps get information, or gather their trust.<br /><br />...I think something is affecting me mentally, to be honest.<br /><br />The only time I really get to write in this journal and make plans is in the bathroom and my bedroom. Mrs Toriel, or `Mother&#039; as she politely asks to be known as, certainly went out of her way to prepare my bedroom.<br /><br />In fact, when I arrived originally, something I neglected to fill in as I was panicking is how nice my new `mother&#039; was. She immediately gave me a place to stay, a big hug, and seemed to be acting very similar to the games, if a bit weird at times.<br /><br />I&#039;ve tried not to impose, though I gave that up a couple days now, it&#039;s been...<br /><br />A week - I&#039;ve been putting some notches in the bathroom just to make sure I don&#039;t lose track.<br /><br />There&#039;s computers which are pretty advanced, though Toriel won&#039;t let me use them without supervision, and even locked the hole I came through (Which is why I can&#039;t leave the way I came) since I was so shocked and distraught.<br /><br />While it was under the guise of ``looking after me&#039;&#039; and my `feelings&#039; it certainly feels like she is filled with various ulterior motives. There is a total absence of any other Asriels, or even Asgore, so I suspect she&#039;s clinging onto me.<br /><br />Regardless, I&#039;ve decided leaning into it should buy me some more time, and I might as well enjoy it until notices these notes. There&#039;s magic lessons at school the learning institution I&#039;m forced to go to, which makes the experience more pleasant, at least.<br /><br />I&#039;ve had to go through quite a few magic checkups, health, bodily, and the works - Apparently I&#039;m completely genetically, magically and physically Asriel Dreemurr, which only reinforced Toriel&#039;s belief that I&#039;m supposed to be here.<br /><br />At the checkup, the doctor kept touching my cock for some reason, as well as fondling my balls, which I reluctantly admit felt really good.<br /><br />I&#039;m just venting at this point, to be honest, I might just photocopy the first entry and shove it through, at this point I&#039;m starting to doubt if anyone is going to read this.<br /><br />`Mrs Alphys&#039; is apparently a medical professional, as well as a good teacher - Apparently my cum was needed for some tests. She tickled my cock a few times, I just kept flooding it with shot after shot of white spunk, until the big thingy, uh, vat?<br /><br />...No, it couldn&#039;t have been that big, right?<br /><br />My cock&#039;s been pretty buzzy ever since. I keep sneaking up here to rub one out now and again, you&#039;d think for someone that is eight that they&#039;d have no libido at all, though it seems Monsters are just built different.<br /><br />Anyway, signing off for the day, Mrs Toriel&#039;s made another milkshake and butterscotch-cinnamon pie with scoops of butterscotch ice cream. It&#039;s a surprisingly great combination, I get to eat it quite a few times a day, and since it&#039;s magic, it&#039;s the same as `eating my greens&#039; - I think once I escape, I&#039;ll miss that part of it.<br /><br />Journal Entry 3<br /><br />So, it&#039;s been quite a while since the last entry - Turns out I jerk off and moan really loudly when I cum.<br /><br />Also, the accidents.<br /><br />It&#039;s probably something in the pie (it&#039;s definitely something in the pie) but I messed the bed last, uh...<br /><br />Well, I don&#039;t actually know - The bathroom&#039;s been converted into a playroom.<br /><br />All the notches have been scrubbed away and the chart that I&#039;ve got to rely on now, she only started friday once I got back from school - I&#039;m utterly dreading how everyone&#039;s going to react.<br /><br />I&#039;ve actually managed to bring Berdly and Noelle around to helping me, though Ralsei seems insistent on giving me tons of hugs and saying `It&#039;s okay, you&#039;re safe now&#039; - well, I want to go back home!! Stop comforting me!!!!<br /><br />The games room is really good, and I admittedly did ask her for one quite a few times, since I want some more privacy and doing it in the living room kept having her barge in...<br /><br />It gives me replacement space to jerk off anyway...<br /><br />If I didn&#039;t have this massive, poofy diaper on, anyway!<br /><br />After I flooded the bed a few times, yellow at first, and then sometimes brown...<br /><br />Well, mother, I&#039;m not gonna keep putting these things `&#039;&#039;&#039;&#039; around her name, it&#039;s very annoying and she basically mothers me anyway.<br /><br />So, anyway, mother now has a big, poofier diaper on so I can&#039;t properly complain about it being unfair and I find any complex argument just really infuriating - Especially since she has been nothing but extremely nice to me.<br /><br />I&#039;m still putting the first entry through the door and jerking off is...<br /><br />Well, even with a big, poofy diaper on, it would at least be feasible, had she not figured I&#039;d try throw it away or take it off. So, now I can&#039;t remove it at all and it doesn&#039;t stop the smell at all, I think mother has started to notice, or noticed quite a bit ago and just isn&#039;t saying anything.<br /><br />It constantly smells of musk and, well, I can&#039;t sneak my hand-paw-thingys in, so I just have to squish the front and thankfully it DOES feel really great, since I don&#039;t seem to<br /><br />have a refractory I can just cum and cum and cum. It&#039;s really sensitive too and doesn&#039;t seem to have changed from how often I use it, so that&#039;s something.<br /><br />When mother changes it, though, she sometimes tickles my cock and teases me and I have to rub my diaper for hours and hours after so I can think, my diaper is usually white instead of yellow though anyway.<br /><br />Going more into school - It&#039;s so simple. As in, every lesson is just basic addition maths, apparently this is normal for eight year olds, but the treats make it way better. I&#039;ve got a big lunch box full of snacks and sweet treats, which I sometimes trade with everyone else.<br /><br />There&#039;s tons of tag, fun games, food nearly all the time, someone&#039;s always snacking on something, though I do it a ton too, and it&#039;s not like anyone can get fat or anything from it, monster food makes you as big or small as you want with only a couple food items. It can even make you thin, if you want to be thin, that is!<br /><br />Out of everything here, I think the monster-biology and magic stuff is the most interesting, I was able to light a campfire the other day. There&#039;s tons of extracurriculars, so we do stuff like camping, cooking marshmallows, making traps and pranks. Never will use it really, but it&#039;s fun stuff.<br /><br />I think I&#039;ll call it a night here, though. Maybe I&#039;ll talk more after tomorrow. Apparently it&#039;s Sunday already? Time goes really fast, it only seems to be getting faster.<br /><br />That and it&#039;ll refresh my memory, like I remember everyone&#039;s name, that they&#039;re characters and stuff but, c&#039;mon, how am I supposed to remember all the Jockington lore???<br /><br />Journal Entry 4<br /><br />Stinky! Thinky! Leaky! Peaky!!!<br /><br />I&#039;ve got that stuck in my head, and, well, you can guess my left paw&#039;s practically glued to my diaper front most of the time. It&#039;s really annoying and I am just going to keep doing it tbh.<br /><br />Anyway, we had an assembly today since so many of the other students were really mad about their new diapers - I was in the same boat so we got along well still.<br /><br />That ass<br /><br />Heh<br /><br />That (ass)embly and all the special events after it really helped though! Sure, it was a pretty fun week up until then, but the assembly and after was SO FUN!!!<br /><br />Everything was fun and everyone learnt tons of stuff, it all started with like, all the teachers on stage in big, poofy pamps, most of them didn&#039;t want to up until then but said they&#039;d watched it first so it wouldn&#039;t be a problem anymore.<br /><br />Susie had kicked up a big fit at the start of the assembly and tore her diaper off even with all the magic in protest, but she was way nicer after having detention. She&#039;s really lucky that she got to do all the activities afterwards! We weren&#039;t really talking much outside of some games before but now I think we&#039;re really good friends!<br /><br />So, like, what happened first was, they gave everyone a TON of food and drinks and everything, it was so delicious!!! Everytime we ate it, we got EVEN MORE and more options so as you can guess we all just ate and ate and ate.<br /><br />I&#039;m really energetic though it must be because I&#039;ve had so much fun!<br /><br />We all packed our pamps really quick soon after, like, ridiculously so, Noelle and Berdly were working with Susie but after she got put in detention and our diapers were utterly filled, none of us could really move much - It was like a big thingy! Beanbag!!<br /><br />Anyways, mum came up on stage, diaper crinkling as she pulled her diaper down, and pulled out a big cocky, picked me up and pulled my diaper down, before putting me on it!! It felt so good, I think I tried to get away at first or something but I felt so happy!!!!<br /><br />She said this was the reward for good students and let me suckle on her milkers! I just kept sucking and I don&#039;t know how she held me, diaper and all, but I just felt so good! She told me everyone was jealous and that was when everyone&#039;s parents came in.<br /><br />Noelle&#039;s mum put her on her big warm cocky and let her suck on her tits, so did Berdly&#039;s, everyone&#039;s!!!!<br /><br />Lots of everyone squirmed but after a suckle they didn&#039;t stop like me!! I only got a good luck because mum let me position myself so I could see them!<br /><br />Mrs Alphys brought Susie back on her cock, I didn&#039;t know Mrs Alphys was Susie&#039;s mum but mum told us that she&#039;s `adopted&#039; or something, as of today! That&#039;s really nice of Mrs Alphys, Susie sometimes shook a bit but was just suckling away as well, smiling like everyone!!!<br /><br />Eventually, everyone had had lots of milk and wanted more, but mum made sure everyone knew, they&#039;d get it again for being good! Then, they moved us all around and put the back of our heads in between their breasts, so we&#039;d be really warm and snug, my mum&#039;s rod felt so good and I made lots of cums in my diaper front!<br /><br />It was really shiny and bright and really cool colours! It made my head go really fuzzy for a while, but I was cheering and enjoying all the fun music! Stinky! Thinky! Leaky! Peaky!<br /><br />I don&#039;t remember much of the rest but it was really fun!!<br /><br />Once we all were joining in and said how much we love diapers and our mums, they did the cummies in us too! It really made all those bad feelings go for good, like, I remember all that human stuff but I think they&#039;re icky so I&#039;m going to focus on mum and be happy!!<br /><br />The big cummies in us was the big reward, we have our diapers changed and got taught how to properly cummy ourselves, and I played bouncy castle and that game where you&#039;re on a platform in a big fluffy padded suit and have to knock the other off!!! It was so funn!!!!<br /><br />We had lots of ice cream and chocolates and sweets and there were many vans so nobody had to queue or anything!!<br /><br />Mum says we might be going on holiday soon once spring is over and it&#039;s summer, maybe a beach or something! It seems so far away though!<br /><br />She bought me some plastic blocks to build stuff with, they look cool so I might give them a go after finishing Call of Dookie, I beat them a little bit ago and have been stalling in my room I don&#039;t want to leave any of them waiting, you can&#039;t really pause video games!! I don&#039;t want to lose my high score so bye!!<br /><br />Journal Entry 5<br /><br />I haven&#039;t written in here for so lOOOONG!!!<br /><br />Today I played with my plastic toys and did some gaming with my friends, we had a really fun time, lots of hugs and made big stickies in our pampies! Lots of stinkies too, mummy let me have a ride of her good-boy-stick as a reward for good bee-have-your in class!! I managed to jiggle out some reward stickies it feels really good!!!<br /><br />For food I had a pie and a chocolate and a milkshake and a bunch of cookies and some ice cream and more pie and chicken nuggies and chips and pizza! Mum says I&#039;m eating good!! It was my eighth birthday today!!!<br /><br />...I kinda, rememby it being my eighth long time ago...two long time agos...<br /><br />I think I only have my eighth, but mummy says that&#039;s bad thought and gave me lots of hugs and kisses and snacks and said I&#039;d feel happy thoughts with friends again!<br /><br />Weekly assembly was fun as always too!!! I love singing and I love my diapee!! Susie gave me a big diaper sticky along with a cool gadget! It plays `I love my diapee!&#039; song which is my favourite!<br /><br />Mummy sometimes teases me about her but I know she is just joking!! No `girl-friend&#039; until I&#039;m oldy, I think being oldy is boring though, I hope I don&#039;t become oldy!<br /><br />Also!!!! In magic my flame is really strong, Mrs Alphys is really proud of me, so is mummy! I can start many fires at once, mummy says that is because I am growing and she made sure to give me nummies and now I am learnings how to make water!<br /><br />The learnings is very easy but mummy knows says its because I&#039;m so smart! So I helps others and they give me lots of stickies and thankies! Susie tells me I&#039;m her best friend I told her she&#039;s mine too!!!<br /><br />We played lots of tag and I got caught and caught lots too, also I did really really good in maths that Mrs Alphys gave me a big ride of her reward stick and reward stickies!!! She made me fill out a big test and I remembered some of it and it was so easy!!<br /><br />I got to be inbetween her milkies after drinking lots and lots, and we watched a movie!!! The numbies were a bit hard after, but I know 1+1 is 2 and always do the best out of my friends (which are everyone!!). Mummy says that&#039;s all I need to know and she&#039;s right!!<br /><br />Writeys were very hard after though, so I just use my magic to make my speakies into words and words into speakies like my friends! It felt embarrassing at first but sharing<br /><br />my ideas with others was fun and my paw doesn&#039;t feel numby also I can make stickies with both now!!!<br /><br />Yesterday mummy said she has a special job for me and I will get big reward stick and stickies and lots of fun stuff!!! She says she has given me some magics so I don&#039;t need diapy for a bit!!<br /><br />I went through and saw someone and ran back like mummy said and they followed and I got so many stickies and mummy even gave me plush friendie to hug!!! Also a new friend in class I hug them lots they act silly and smart so I make sure they know I&#039;m just like them!!<br /><br />Mummy taught us how to make a magic milkshake whenever we want and I made my new friend make big stickies! Susie was really red and we all made big stickies together and then my new friend gave me a hug and we all laughed after stinkies! Mrs Alphys and mummy and their mummy gave them big reward stick and stickies and he stopped talking about bad thoughts!<br /><br />I love mummy and my friends and stinkies and stinkies and pampies!!!!!!<br /><br /></span>",
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