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I will talk about dragon, dinosaur, diaper, bird, babyfur, cub ect.", "description_bbcode_parsed": "In this story, I will talk about all my sexual fetish, all the joy it give me and all the guilt it give to me. I will talk about dragon, dinosaur, diaper, bird, babyfur, cub ect.", "writing": "Allo, I am sensitifdiaper. I will not say my name, my age, or even where I live because I don't want my tutor and other authority figure or even my family learn this or discover this place by accident. I am a french Canadian from the province of quebec and cub and babyfur are illegal in the province of quebec. I felt that people will not like this if they discovert I like too cute and egocentricly soft soo baby stuff like teletubbies soo I hide to watch it. It's whay I am not caught yet. I have asperger syndrome. I love pokemon, cute stuff, dinosaur. I even like babyfurs and cubs. However, I don't like picture of adulte that made hardcore sex on very antropomorphique animal that look really like child, with long arm and leg. Sometime I favorite picture because the face, the really plush shape or other part of the picture are cut even if I don't like other part of the picture. However, when it really feel like plush toodler and we feel that the cute creature like it and are not forced, I like it. I don't like truth human and I know that real children are not cringe and pervert like I was when I was young. Since I have 2, 4 or 6 yrars old, I liked to wear diaper. However, I don't remamber if it was sexual or not. I liked care bear. Their belly with the draw stuff fellet soo soft, like diaper. I watched and episode and I had an false memory or dream where the bad guy prick prisonner carebear with a needle on the belly. I watched an episode of winnie the pooh where the rabbit pull an cloud with an vaccum and it made an pull noise. I think I have fixation about this noise since that. I watched an episode of thimon and pumba when Pumba almost explode when inflating and succed by farting the evil bug in his body. Soo, I made link between inflation and butt. I liked the land before time movie. The first movie was dark, sad, almost spiritual, and I felt alon without really knowing it was lonliness I felt. I love the diseing of cera. I had really weird imagination of here without tail and his belly inflating a little bit with an diaper texture. It was where I was in an nursery, I toutched some diaper in batroom when the nursery washed an disable person. It was an nursery for disable people or with bad behaviour. I think it was the time where I really developpe an diaper fetish and dinosaur fetish. I have imagination of triceratops like cera that suckel eash other milk to stop inflating. I imagine also richu with belly inflating because he has an white belly. Iliked soo much imagine that that maybe I felt good on the belly like the sensation when we totch an little bit unthe the belly and above the pubis. Seriously, I think I was too sensitif for an 8 years old boy and maybe it was near of an beggining of sexual pleasur. I am not sur, but I remember this easily when I am excited. Now it's stuff much more insane with extremely cute fakemon wearing diaper with full of color and designe that feel too soft and suggestif to be in an kid show. I like imagine diaper inflating a little bite by little bite with some pull inflation noise and diaper is full of magical energie, not shit. It's not the poo that excite me but the softness. Also, I liked to watch pokemon even if sometime I almost cry of frustration to watch cute creature captured, beaten or lost an battle, but I feeling soo much adrenaline and power trip when I saw pikachu beat an pokemon too strong for him. I had a lot of frustration and misundentanding from my autority figure that I savored, vengence by procuration. It, was on of the must intense kid show, cool animation and one of the must cutest show. All in one and I developpe, fetish about pikachu, raichu, vulpix, eevee and creature that feel like pokemon. I liked soo much digimon too. I watched a lot of this kind of stuff only after having youtube, internet because when I was young, anime stuff was rare and old disney cartoon like duck tail was too old to be able to have schedul to watch this a lot. I hate, people, because it means frustration and violent society and all my love was turned into soft creature that have power to have what they want. I like some hero like jams bond in cinema way. But it was only after I quitte cegep and discover furry web site that my pervert interior child really awake like when I was young. I repressed my deviation because I thought too much softness on bad part (pleasur in sexual way) was too baby and I felt guilty to be baby. Even if, sometimg, I had some erection to some stuff. When I was teen, I heve fetish to inflating bug and spider abdomen. Also, I have good feeling about boo in dragon buster forced soo much to evade of trap with only his force. I liked episode with dinosaur in tarzan. I liked bird too with their feather tail. When I discovered youtube, I watched horse mating or other animal mating and years later, I discovered furry stuff. I am much more on feral that really anthro caracter. Also pokemon ect. However, I feel soo lonely because nobody like what I really like. Often, people that like cute stuff are depressed people that are stressed and scary for antthing or people with no guilt at all that are able to watch really illicite stuff with truth children or want to do stuff with us. People that love for exemple chibi creature in diaper kissing each other and having orgasm in an really childish and almost inoccent, beautiful or melancollic ambiance are extremely rare. People that like babyfur or cub like stuff not soo cute and really hardcore stuff that give me nausea sometime and people that really like flashy coloreful and really cute stuff dosen,t like it in sexual way. Sometimg I cry in my bedroom when I listen sad song that feel nostalgia for me trying to convince myself I am an good guy. I will want soo much to be an immortal cute creature with the sensitif psychological way of an children, but by keeping my hardcore courage from horror stuff and knowledge of science of an adulte. Be with an collection of all cool of cute creature toys ect. But I can't be an truth furry fanboy always in his world that have no questionning and stress about society, the futur, the above after death, the possible or not of univers before or after the knowing univers that have stuff like in tv like anime world, and the need to be more and more strong to overcome the dangerous adult world. I must made effort to like stuff other that furry stuff, that I also liked when I was young and have schedul to discovert stuff to have purpose in live not to become depressed. Fetish stuff like I love is really difficult to found are rarely create. I had depression at college and cegep because of my dependance to imaginary world, video game, tv, internet because I disliked to always studies and not be able to escape the difficulte reality. Only cute stuff and hero in tv are my friend. Maybe I will talk more precisely about my scenario of fetish but I needed to empty my heart. I need that some people in furry community watch it and discusse in commentary to feel less alone. I don't have suicidal thinking and I can be happy all week but I will like to be more happy all the same. Also, If some day I die of old age, I want that my story become know of my family just before I die because it's hard to have secret. I don't want my secret become forget for ever if I die. It's my trace of my person, my identity, for all the humanity. Bye. ", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "Allo, I am sensitifdiaper. I will not say my name, my age, or even where I live because I don't want my tutor and other authority figure or even my family learn this or discover this place by accident. I am a french Canadian from the province of quebec and cub and babyfur are illegal in the province of quebec. I felt that people will not like this if they discovert I like too cute and egocentricly soft soo baby stuff like teletubbies soo I hide to watch it. It's whay I am not caught yet. I have asperger syndrome. I love pokemon, cute stuff, dinosaur. I even like babyfurs and cubs. However, I don't like picture of adulte that made hardcore sex on very antropomorphique animal that look really like child, with  long arm and leg. Sometime I favorite picture because the face, the really plush shape or other part of the picture are cut even if I don't like other part of the picture. However, when it really feel like plush toodler and we feel that the cute creature like it and are not forced, I like it. I don't like truth human and I know that real children are not cringe and pervert like I was when I was young. Since I have 2, 4 or 6 yrars old, I liked to wear diaper. However, I don't remamber if it was sexual or not. I liked care bear. Their belly with the draw stuff fellet soo soft, like diaper. I watched and episode and I had an false memory or dream where the bad guy prick prisonner carebear with a needle on the belly. I watched an episode of winnie the pooh where the rabbit pull an cloud with an vaccum and it made an pull noise. I think I have fixation about this noise since that. I watched an episode of thimon and pumba when Pumba almost explode when inflating and succed by farting the evil bug in his body. Soo, I made link between inflation and butt. I liked the land before time movie. The first movie was dark, sad, almost spiritual, and I felt alon without really knowing it was lonliness I felt. I love the diseing of cera. I had really weird imagination of here without tail and his belly inflating a little bit with an diaper texture. It was where I was in an nursery, I toutched some diaper in batroom when the nursery washed an disable person. It was an nursery for disable people or with bad behaviour. I think it was the time where I really developpe an diaper fetish and dinosaur fetish. I have imagination of triceratops like cera that suckel eash other milk to stop inflating. I imagine also richu with belly inflating because he has an white belly. Iliked soo much imagine that that maybe I felt good on the belly like the sensation when we totch an little bit unthe the belly and above the pubis. Seriously, I think I was too sensitif for an 8 years old boy and maybe it was near of an beggining of sexual pleasur. I am not sur, but I remember this easily when I am excited. Now it's stuff much more insane with extremely cute fakemon wearing diaper with full of color and designe that feel too soft and suggestif to be in an kid show. I like imagine diaper inflating a little bite by little bite with some pull inflation noise and diaper is full of magical energie, not shit. It's not the poo that excite me but the softness. Also, I liked to watch pokemon even if sometime I almost cry of frustration to watch cute creature captured, beaten or lost an battle, but I feeling soo much adrenaline and power trip when I saw pikachu beat an pokemon too strong for him. I had a lot of frustration and misundentanding from my autority figure that I savored, vengence by procuration. It, was on of the must intense kid show, cool animation and one of the must cutest show. All in one and I developpe, fetish about pikachu, raichu, vulpix, eevee and creature that feel like pokemon. I liked soo much digimon too. I watched a lot of this kind of stuff only after having youtube, internet because when I was young, anime stuff was rare and old disney cartoon like duck tail was too old to be able to have schedul to watch this a lot. I hate, people, because it means frustration and violent society and all my love was turned into soft creature that have power to have what they want. I like some hero like jams bond in cinema way. But it was only after I quitte cegep and discover furry web site that my pervert interior child really awake like when I was young. I  repressed my deviation because I thought too much softness on bad part (pleasur in sexual way) was too baby and I felt guilty to be baby. Even if, sometimg, I had some erection to some stuff. When I was teen, I heve fetish to inflating bug and spider abdomen. Also, I have good feeling about boo in dragon buster forced soo much to evade of trap with only his force. I liked episode with dinosaur in tarzan. I liked bird too with their feather tail. When I discovered youtube, I watched horse mating or other animal mating and years later, I discovered furry stuff. I am much more on feral that really anthro caracter. Also pokemon ect. However, I feel soo lonely because nobody like what I really like. Often, people that like cute stuff are depressed people that are stressed and scary for antthing or people with no guilt at all that are able to watch really illicite stuff with truth children or want to do stuff with us. People that love for exemple chibi creature in diaper kissing each other and having orgasm in an really childish and almost inoccent, beautiful or melancollic ambiance are extremely rare. People that like babyfur or cub like stuff not soo cute and really hardcore stuff that give me nausea sometime and people that really like flashy coloreful and really cute stuff dosen,t like it in sexual way. Sometimg I cry in my bedroom when I listen sad song that feel nostalgia for me trying to convince myself I am an good guy. I will want soo much to be an immortal cute creature with the sensitif psychological way of an children, but by keeping my hardcore courage from horror stuff and knowledge of science of an adulte. Be with an collection of all cool of cute creature toys ect. But I can't be an truth furry fanboy always in his world that have no questionning and stress about society, the futur, the above after death, the possible or not of univers before or after the knowing univers that have stuff like in tv like anime world, and the need to be more and more strong to overcome the dangerous adult world. I must made effort to like stuff other that furry stuff, that I also liked when I was young and have schedul to discovert stuff to have purpose in live not to become depressed. Fetish stuff like I love is really difficult to found are rarely create. I had depression at college and cegep because of my dependance to imaginary world, video game, tv, internet because I disliked to always studies and not be able to escape the difficulte reality. Only cute stuff and hero in tv are my friend. Maybe I will talk more precisely about my scenario of fetish but I needed to empty my heart. I need that some people in furry community watch it and discusse in commentary to feel less alone. I don't have suicidal thinking and I can be happy all week but I will like to be more happy all the same. Also, If some day I die of old age, I want that my story become know of my family just before I die because it's hard to have secret. I don't want my secret become forget for ever if I die. It's my trace of my person, my identity, for all the humanity. Bye. ", "pools_count": 0, "title": "The story of all my kinks", "deleted": "f", "public": "t", "mimetype": "image/png", "pagecount": "1", "rating_id": "2", "rating_name": "Adult", "ratings": [ { "content_tag_id": "4", "name": "Sexual Themes", "description": "Erotic imagery, sexual activity or arousal", "rating_id": "2" } ], "submission_type_id": "12", "type_name": "Writing - Document", "guest_block": "f", "friends_only": "f", "comments_count": "5", "views": "572" }