Dear Michael, I write this now knowing it will never be sent because that is what I have promised you, but knowing my heart I can't keep silent. I had a dream last night where the person you are with or will be with left you and you remember me who would have forsaken you even though I was a fool and couldn't let go and was childish which I hope is the reason you left. Even now my mind can't let go of childish whims and jealousy but let it be known that it loves and cares for you. In the dream you were here with me, smiling and laughing as we finally planned for our future together. I wish not to give up on that future because it could be a happy one even though there would be a great amount of work to bring our two souls together. That is why instead of sending this I will impart it upon the four corners of the internet. Let my love be known so that when you are reminded of me you will see that I will never forget you and still hold a place in my heart for you. You were one of my best friends and was looking forward to discovering life's mysteries with you by my side. Your friend always, John