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  "writing": "[t][b]Tuesday February 1, 2020[/b][/t]\n\n\t“Mr. Dawn, Isabella is showing signs of improvement. But one thing, however I’m quite worried about is that she’s very depressed, more so than before her incident. She said she hasn’t seen her cubs for almost a full year, since her birthday back in March when she was in the hospital. She knows they are in good paws and isn’t worried about them but she really misses them.” Mrs. Folweur stated.\n\t“Do you think she’s ready to take care of them again? Do you think she’s stable?” Rocky asked.\n\t“I think she is but she still needs come to her sessions. Six days a week for the full two hours.” Mrs. Folweur stated.\n\t“Thank you Mrs. Folweur. I’ll think about what you’ve said and decide if she’s ready or not at home.” Rocky replied.\n\t“Take her depression into account Mr. Dawn. I’ve prescribed her some different antidepressants. They’re supposed to be better than the one that was prescribed by the hospital. It’s ready for pick up at your main pharmacy. Mr. Dawn, she’s not going to get over the depression with just these pills. She needs love and support from you and others. I know that you love and support her, I’m not implying that you aren’t. Just keep an eye on her and your ears open for her. We don’t want her falling backwards.” Mrs. Folweur stated.\n\t“I will. Thank you.” Rocky said then headed out into the lobby where Izzy was waiting. Rocky walked up to her and smiled. She smiled back then stood up and walked slowly towards the door.\n\n\tLater that day Rocky was in the living room when Izzy walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. She came back with a coke in paw and sat down and started watching the western that her dad was watching. During a commercial break she muted the TV.\n\n\t“Daddy. I really miss Hanna and Drogo. Can we go see them please?” She asked.\n\t“Izzy, sweetheart. I don’t think you’re ready to take care of Hanna and Drogo yet. Maybe in another month.” Rocky said testing her response.\n\t“I just want to see them.” She replied.\n\t“My statement still stands sweetheart.” He replied.\n\t“I miss them so much though dad. I feel like I’m losing not just my mind, but myself too, not being able to see them. But if you think so, then … I guess it’s okay.” Izzy said then sighed as tears started to form. She stood up and walked down the isle between the couch and the coffee table, heading for the stairs. Rocky pulled Izzy into his lap and hugged her. “I was hoping you would say that or something similar. Let’s go get the rugrats. I miss them too.” He said with a smile.\n\t“Really?” Izzy said pushing out of his lap and then looking at his expression to see if he was being serious or not.\n\t“Yup. I think you are ready. But don’t make me regret my decision.” He said. Izzy cheered and hugged him tightly and ran upstairs to get dressed. He pulled out his cell phone and called Willow.\n\n\tRocky pulled into the Wolfe’s driveway and Izzy jumped out before his truck came to a stop. She rushed up to the door, knocked a couple of times then opened the door. She rushed in before anyone answered it. Hanna and Drogo sat in the living room. She ran up and hugged and kissed both of them. “MOMMY!” Both cheered happily. “I missed you both so damn much.” She said. “We missed you to.” Both replied. Rocky walked inside and greeted everyone. Everyone looked at Izzy while she hugged and kissed her cubs. After a few minutes she let them go and walked up to Willow, Fang and Vapor.\n\t“Thank you all for taking care of them.” Izzy said.\n\t“No problem.” They replied. She sat down in a chair and exhaled. Hanna and Drogo climbed into her lap.\n\n\t“I am so sorry Fang and Vapor. I’m sorry for the troubles I’ve caused. I’m sorry for thinking of only myself. I won’t do anything stupid like I did again. I promise.” She said hugging both cubs.\n\t“Izzy. Do not mess up again. I don’t want to hear about these two having to go to the orphanage. Understood?” Willow stated.\n\t“I won’t Willow.” Izzy replied pulling the two into a tighter hug.\n\t“Mommy, you’re hurting me.” Drogo said.\n\t“Sorry.” She said and let them out of the hug and placed her paws in her lap. She turned her wrists up and looked at them. Both had scars from where she had cut herself. The scars wrapped around the front and stopping half way around her wrists on the sides. The fur was finally starting to grow back over them.\n\n\tAfter a couple of hours visiting the Wolfe family Rocky, Izzy and cubs left and headed home.\n\n\t“Izzy. Don’t let your cubs down.” Rocky said looking over at her.\n\t“I won’t daddy. I promise.” She replied and smiled at her two cubs in their car seats as she stroked both of their faces. Both of them smiling back at her.\n\n***\n\n\tA couple of weeks later Izzy was sitting in her Literature classroom listening to the teacher when she looked over to her right. Garrett was sitting near the front of the classroom. They’ve both avoided each other through out this school year. She narrowed her eyes at him for a moment but then inhaled deeply and exhaled slowly, remembering what her therapist taught her to do if she was getting upset, annoying or feeling sad. She closed her eyes and listened to the teacher speak of MacBeth.\n\n\tAfter another hour the bell rung and everyone packed their materials and left the room. Izzy stepped out into the hallway and moved to the side of the door. After a few moments Garrett walked out and she grabbed him and pulled him to the side. He batted her paw off of his wrist and looked at her. A minute passed in silence for the two, the hall was loud with the pitter-patter of paws and shoes and loud chatter of other students.\n\n\t“Garrett… I’m sorry for what I put you through. I blamed you for a lot of my later issues. I blamed you for me trying to kill myself. That was wrong of me. Even though you broke up with me in quite a distressing way. I’m sorry. Everything that happened was my fault, not yours. I’m not looking to get back with you, that’s not what this is about. It’s me trying to overcome my anger and hatred that I have… that I had for you. I’m sorry.” Izzy said. She opened her bag and pulled out the collar. She sighed and handed it back to him.\n\t“I shouldn’t have this. It’s not right for me to have this.” She said. He took it in his paw and looked at it.\n\t“I don’t want this back. I bought it for you. You keep it. Maybe in the future it’ll help you out. If not, just throw it away.” Garrett said. He handed it back and walked away. A few steps later he turned back around.\n\t“I forgive you Izzy. I hope you recover and overcome everything. Good luck Izzy.” He said then headed down the hallway and disappeared around a turn. Izzy breathed in as the one minute warning bell rung. She smiled and pushed the collar back into her bag and rushed off to her next classroom.\n\n\tIzzy had noticed during the next few weeks Garrett wasn’t in the classroom. After class she walked up to the teachers desk.\n\t“Do you know if Garrett is okay?” Izzy asked.\n\t“As far as I know yes.” The teacher replied.\n\t“He hasn’t been here in weeks.” Izzy replied.\n\t“I think that his family moved. I had a credits transfer request for him about a month ago.” The teacher explained.\n\t“Oh. Okay. Thank you Ma’am.” Izzy replied. She headed out of the classroom and headed down the hallway to her next class. She stopped and stared at the spot where they often stood at between classes. She shook her head trying to remove the memory. She pulled out her phone and typed a message on it and sent it to her therapist. A few minutes later her phone buzzed as the class started. “We can talk about it today during your session. Keep happy thoughts and your chin up.” The message read. She slid the phone back into her pocket and went back listening to the math teacher.\n\n\tIzzy walked into the house, her cubs met her smothering her in hugs. She dropped her bag and sat on the ground and returned their hugs and kissed them both. She leaned against the couch and patted her legs. They both rushed up and sat down. One on each leg. She wrapped her arms around them then her tail as they watched the cartoons on the TV. She was soon asleep for a short nap until they had to leave for her therapy session in thirty minutes.\n\n\tIzzy’s sessions were long and arduous. She had to go six times a week for the next two years. She would fall backwards on rare occasions but would recover from them much faster and easier than before. Even though she missed Garrett she let him go. Let her emotions for him go. Cain on the other paw, was much harder to get away from. Drogo looked more and more like him as the years went by. Hanna took after her mother mostly, hard headed and stubborn at time. She tried her best to calm down during times of depression, one thing that cheered her up the easiest was hugs and kisses from her cubs. They learned this fairly fast and used it when they started to notice that she was starting to going down hill, spiraling into depression. Due to her medical bills from the attempted suicide, her therapy and medication, she had burned through over half of what Cain had given her. Even though the near four million dollars was in high interest rate accounts, the 1.58 million dollar hospital bill and $6,000/week therapy sessions would chew through the interest earnings quickly and years later most of the rest of the money. It would be a long, tedious, tough road for Izzy to recover, though she would never fully recover.\n\n\n\n\n\n\n// End of Izzy’s Story",
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She smiled back then stood up and walked slowly towards the door.<br /><br />\tLater that day Rocky was in the living room when Izzy walked down the stairs and into the kitchen. She came back with a coke in paw and sat down and started watching the western that her dad was watching. During a commercial break she muted the TV.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Daddy. I really miss Hanna and Drogo. Can we go see them please?&rdquo; She asked.<br />\t&ldquo;Izzy, sweetheart. I don&rsquo;t think you&rsquo;re ready to take care of Hanna and Drogo yet. Maybe in another month.&rdquo; Rocky said testing her response.<br />\t&ldquo;I just want to see them.&rdquo; She replied.<br />\t&ldquo;My statement still stands sweetheart.&rdquo; He replied.<br />\t&ldquo;I miss them so much though dad. I feel like I&rsquo;m losing not just my mind, but myself too, not being able to see them. But if you think so, then &hellip; I guess it&rsquo;s okay.&rdquo; Izzy said then sighed as tears started to form. She stood up and walked down the isle between the couch and the coffee table, heading for the stairs. Rocky pulled Izzy into his lap and hugged her. &ldquo;I was hoping you would say that or something similar. Let&rsquo;s go get the rugrats. I miss them too.&rdquo; He said with a smile.<br />\t&ldquo;Really?&rdquo; Izzy said pushing out of his lap and then looking at his expression to see if he was being serious or not.<br />\t&ldquo;Yup. I think you are ready. But don&rsquo;t make me regret my decision.&rdquo; He said. Izzy cheered and hugged him tightly and ran upstairs to get dressed. He pulled out his cell phone and called Willow.<br /><br />\tRocky pulled into the Wolfe&rsquo;s driveway and Izzy jumped out before his truck came to a stop. She rushed up to the door, knocked a couple of times then opened the door. She rushed in before anyone answered it. Hanna and Drogo sat in the living room. She ran up and hugged and kissed both of them. &ldquo;MOMMY!&rdquo; Both cheered happily. &ldquo;I missed you both so damn much.&rdquo; She said. &ldquo;We missed you to.&rdquo; Both replied. Rocky walked inside and greeted everyone. Everyone looked at Izzy while she hugged and kissed her cubs. After a few minutes she let them go and walked up to Willow, Fang and Vapor.<br />\t&ldquo;Thank you all for taking care of them.&rdquo; Izzy said.<br />\t&ldquo;No problem.&rdquo; They replied. She sat down in a chair and exhaled. Hanna and Drogo climbed into her lap.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;I am so sorry Fang and Vapor. I&rsquo;m sorry for the troubles I&rsquo;ve caused. I&rsquo;m sorry for thinking of only myself. I won&rsquo;t do anything stupid like I did again. I promise.&rdquo; She said hugging both cubs.<br />\t&ldquo;Izzy. Do not mess up again. I don&rsquo;t want to hear about these two having to go to the orphanage. Understood?&rdquo; Willow stated.<br />\t&ldquo;I won&rsquo;t Willow.&rdquo; Izzy replied pulling the two into a tighter hug.<br />\t&ldquo;Mommy, you&rsquo;re hurting me.&rdquo; Drogo said.<br />\t&ldquo;Sorry.&rdquo; She said and let them out of the hug and placed her paws in her lap. She turned her wrists up and looked at them. Both had scars from where she had cut herself. The scars wrapped around the front and stopping half way around her wrists on the sides. The fur was finally starting to grow back over them.<br /><br />\tAfter a couple of hours visiting the Wolfe family Rocky, Izzy and cubs left and headed home.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Izzy. Don&rsquo;t let your cubs down.&rdquo; Rocky said looking over at her.<br />\t&ldquo;I won&rsquo;t daddy. I promise.&rdquo; She replied and smiled at her two cubs in their car seats as she stroked both of their faces. Both of them smiling back at her.<br /><br />***<br /><br />\tA couple of weeks later Izzy was sitting in her Literature classroom listening to the teacher when she looked over to her right. Garrett was sitting near the front of the classroom. They&rsquo;ve both avoided each other through out this school year. She narrowed her eyes at him for a moment but then inhaled deeply and exhaled slowly, remembering what her therapist taught her to do if she was getting upset, annoying or feeling sad. She closed her eyes and listened to the teacher speak of MacBeth.<br /><br />\tAfter another hour the bell rung and everyone packed their materials and left the room. Izzy stepped out into the hallway and moved to the side of the door. After a few moments Garrett walked out and she grabbed him and pulled him to the side. He batted her paw off of his wrist and looked at her. A minute passed in silence for the two, the hall was loud with the pitter-patter of paws and shoes and loud chatter of other students.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Garrett&hellip; I&rsquo;m sorry for what I put you through. I blamed you for a lot of my later issues. I blamed you for me trying to kill myself. That was wrong of me. Even though you broke up with me in quite a distressing way. I&rsquo;m sorry. Everything that happened was my fault, not yours. I&rsquo;m not looking to get back with you, that&rsquo;s not what this is about. It&rsquo;s me trying to overcome my anger and hatred that I have&hellip; that I had for you. I&rsquo;m sorry.&rdquo; Izzy said. She opened her bag and pulled out the collar. She sighed and handed it back to him.<br />\t&ldquo;I shouldn&rsquo;t have this. It&rsquo;s not right for me to have this.&rdquo; She said. He took it in his paw and looked at it.<br />\t&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t want this back. I bought it for you. You keep it. Maybe in the future it&rsquo;ll help you out. If not, just throw it away.&rdquo; Garrett said. He handed it back and walked away. A few steps later he turned back around.<br />\t&ldquo;I forgive you Izzy. I hope you recover and overcome everything. Good luck Izzy.&rdquo; He said then headed down the hallway and disappeared around a turn. Izzy breathed in as the one minute warning bell rung. She smiled and pushed the collar back into her bag and rushed off to her next classroom.<br /><br />\tIzzy had noticed during the next few weeks Garrett wasn&rsquo;t in the classroom. After class she walked up to the teachers desk.<br />\t&ldquo;Do you know if Garrett is okay?&rdquo; Izzy asked.<br />\t&ldquo;As far as I know yes.&rdquo; The teacher replied.<br />\t&ldquo;He hasn&rsquo;t been here in weeks.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br />\t&ldquo;I think that his family moved. I had a credits transfer request for him about a month ago.&rdquo; The teacher explained.<br />\t&ldquo;Oh. Okay. Thank you Ma&rsquo;am.&rdquo; Izzy replied. She headed out of the classroom and headed down the hallway to her next class. She stopped and stared at the spot where they often stood at between classes. She shook her head trying to remove the memory. She pulled out her phone and typed a message on it and sent it to her therapist. A few minutes later her phone buzzed as the class started. &ldquo;We can talk about it today during your session. Keep happy thoughts and your chin up.&rdquo; The message read. She slid the phone back into her pocket and went back listening to the math teacher.<br /><br />\tIzzy walked into the house, her cubs met her smothering her in hugs. She dropped her bag and sat on the ground and returned their hugs and kissed them both. She leaned against the couch and patted her legs. They both rushed up and sat down. One on each leg. She wrapped her arms around them then her tail as they watched the cartoons on the TV. She was soon asleep for a short nap until they had to leave for her therapy session in thirty minutes.<br /><br />\tIzzy&rsquo;s sessions were long and arduous. She had to go six times a week for the next two years. She would fall backwards on rare occasions but would recover from them much faster and easier than before. Even though she missed Garrett she let him go. Let her emotions for him go. Cain on the other paw, was much harder to get away from. Drogo looked more and more like him as the years went by. Hanna took after her mother mostly, hard headed and stubborn at time. She tried her best to calm down during times of depression, one thing that cheered her up the easiest was hugs and kisses from her cubs. They learned this fairly fast and used it when they started to notice that she was starting to going down hill, spiraling into depression. Due to her medical bills from the attempted suicide, her therapy and medication, she had burned through over half of what Cain had given her. Even though the near four million dollars was in high interest rate accounts, the 1.58 million dollar hospital bill and $6,000/week therapy sessions would chew through the interest earnings quickly and years later most of the rest of the money. It would be a long, tedious, tough road for Izzy to recover, though she would never fully recover.<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />// End of Izzy&rsquo;s Story</span>",
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