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  "writing": "[t][b]Friday March 29, 2019[/b][/t]\n\n\tIzzy laid in the hospital bed when Fang, Vapor and Ekynth walked in. No one, other than immediate family, was able to see her until now due to her condition. Vapor walked up to her and placed her paw over Izzy’s paw. Izzy looked up at her with no expression. Ekynth walked up on the other side with tears flowing down her face.\n\n\t“Thanks for saving me, but I wish you hadn’t.” Izzy said.\n\t“You really do need help Izzy. We’re here for you.” Garrett said walking into the room.\n\n\tIzzy sat up and looked behind Vapor and glared at Garrett. “Leave.” She said as she pushed the nurse call button and demanded them to remove him from the room. A nurse walked in a moment later and Garrett put his paw up and shook his head. “I’ll see myself out ma’am. Get her psychological help, she needs it more than anyone else in this hospital.” He said and tossed a flower bouquet on her bed. “I’m sorry that you did this to yourself. I could have broken up with you in a different way. But you trying this… it, it wasn’t right.” He said then left the room and headed to the elevator. Izzy picked up the flower bouquet and looked at the note. “I love and miss you. Get well soon. Love Garrett” The note read. She scoffed and tossed the flowers towards the trashcan and made it into the can. “Bullshit.” She said scowled. She looked back down at the bed and saw the collar that she had bought him. She picked up it and teared up as she looked at the tag on it, “To Izzy, love Garrett.” It wasn’t the one that she had bought for him, but one that he had bought for her weeks before. “Stupid fucking asshole.” She yelled and threw the collar to the trashcan missing it. The EKG started beeping erratically as her heart rate increased. She laid back down as the nurse gently pushed her back. “Easy. You need to keep your heart rate down Izzy.” The nurse demanded. Izzy looked over at the others with a frown. Anger and hatred in her eyes. She closed her eyes and took in a deep breath then exhaled.\n\n\tAn hour later Ekynth apologized that she had to leave so soon but wished Izzy a happy birthday and to get well soon and left the room. Fang and Vapor stayed for the next couple of hours while Rocky was away.\n\n\t“We’re going to take care of Hanna and Drogo for you while you’re in here. Your dad isn’t able to do everything right now.” Vapor said.\n\t“You’re not going to take my cubs. I won’t let you!” Izzy scowled.\n\t“We’re not taking them. We’re just going to take care of them until you get better.” Fang replied.\n\t“You promise?” Izzy asked.\n\t“Yes we promise.” Vapor replied.\n\t“Why did you do this?” Vapor asked.\n\t“Garrett dumped me of course. I’m sure everyone knows by now.” Izzy replied.\n\t“You know, he’s done nothing but worry about you since you did this. He really does love you.” Fang said.\n\t“Bullshit. He didn’t love me, used me just for sex. If he loved me he wouldn’t have left me. Not like the way that he did. But fuck whatever, doesn’t matter now. Not anymore. I’m done with and over him.” Izzy replied. Vapor went to speak but Izzy put her paw up to hush her. After a few minutes she looked over at them.\n\t“I’m done with relationships. Fuck all males. No offense Fang. I’m tired of getting fucked over by them.” Izzy said.\n\t“You’ll find the right guy for you someday Izzy. I promise you that.” Fang replied.\n\t“Whatever,” Izzy replied and turned onto her side facing away from the door.\n\n\tAlmost an hour later Rocky walked in with Hanna and Drogo holding his paws. Hanna walked up to the bed while Rocky picked Drogo up and then sat him down on the bed. They both looked up at their mom. Rocky lifted Hanna on the bed who quickly moved up and hugged her mom. Izzy started crying while holding them tightly against her.\n\n\t“These are the two that you hurt the most. Not Garrett, not me, not your friends. Think about that while you’re in the hospital for the next two months or how ever long they decided to hold you for due to your attempted suicide.” Rocky said.\n\t“I’m so sorry you two. I love you so much.” Izzy said.\n\t“When you come home mommy?” Hanna asked.\n\t“After I get better Hanna.” She replied as tears rolled off her fur.\n\t“You’re going to start therapy again and you’re going to stick with it. I’ve authorized the hospital to run psychological tests on you. You’re going to do those whether or not you like it. Also Fang, Vapor and Willow agreed to take care Hanna and Drogo until you’re better. I can’t deal with you, the pups, the farm and trying to keep up with everything else. I’m getting older Izzy. I’m 46 and it’s starting to get hard for me to do everything around the farm. I need you to be there for me, to help me when I need it.” Rocky said. Izzy’s eyes widened at his comments. The truth. It pierced her heart deep, like a dagger being plunged into the heart of an enemy. She burst out crying and hugged her two cubs.\n\t“It’ll be okay mommy.” Hanna said at some point. That pierced her heart even more. Shattered it. Her two cubs was just minutes away from not having a mommy or daddy, that thought flashed in her head many times over the next five minutes as she continued crying.\n\t“I’m sorry daddy. I’m so sorry. I wasn’t thinking. I’m sorry everyone.” Izzy replied still hugging her cubs tightly.\n\t“You’re right. You haven’t been thinking ever since you started school again. Start using that brain that I know that you have. You’re a smart cub Izzy, your grades used to show it. Now, you’re barely passing. You’ve made stupid mistakes. The worst mistake you almost made, was that you almost made these two pups orphans.” Rocky said. Izzy stared up at him as tears continued to flow down her face. Rocky exhaled then left the room and returned almost ten minutes later carrying an envelope and box, both with a ribbon and bow, and handed them to Izzy.\n\n\t“I honestly don’t know if you’re mature enough, or ready, for this gift. I know that you’re not mature for it right now, but I can’t take it back and I’d lose a lot of money if you don’t use it.” Rocky said sitting down on the bed and handed her the envelope. \tIzzy opened the envelope and pulled out papers and looked at them. They were papers for a farmers drivers license. She smiled up at her dad and put them back into the envelope. She opened the box and pulled out a set of truck keys and started to cry. Both Hanna and Drogo hugged her.\n\n\t“Thanks daddy. I won’t let you down again.” Izzy replied.\n\t“I hope not. If you stop therapy again or do something stupid like this, you WILL give Hanna and Drogo up for adoption and I’ll have you checked into a mental hospital. Understood?” Rocky said.\n\t“Yes daddy.” Izzy replied.\n\n\t“How can she drive at fifteen?” Vapor asked.\n\t“She works and lives on a farm, so she’s able to get a farmers drivers permit to be able to drive for farm business and also to and from school. But not supposed to use it for anything else.” Rocky explained.\n\t“That’s awesome!” Fang exclaimed.\n\t“Like I said, I don’t know if she’s mature enough for it though, so we’ll see.” He said standing back up, he walked over next to Fang and Vapor and sat down.\n\n\tWillow walked into the room a bit later, she hugged and kissed Izzy.\n\n\t“I tried to bring you cake but they wouldn’t allow it. Something about making hospitals more healthy. Can’t even have a real coke, all they have is that sugar-free, diet crap.” Willow said.\n\t“It’s okay Willow. This is my punishment for doing something so stupid.” Izzy replied.\n\n\tAfter a couple more hours of visiting Willow, Fang and Vapor stood up and hugged Izzy. 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  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'><span class='font_title'><strong>Friday March 29, 2019</strong></span><br /><br />\tIzzy laid in the hospital bed when Fang, Vapor and Ekynth walked in. No one, other than immediate family, was able to see her until now due to her condition. Vapor walked up to her and placed her paw over Izzy&rsquo;s paw. Izzy looked up at her with no expression. Ekynth walked up on the other side with tears flowing down her face.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Thanks for saving me, but I wish you hadn&rsquo;t.&rdquo; Izzy said.<br />\t&ldquo;You really do need help Izzy. We&rsquo;re here for you.&rdquo; Garrett said walking into the room.<br /><br />\tIzzy sat up and looked behind Vapor and glared at Garrett. &ldquo;Leave.&rdquo; She said as she pushed the nurse call button and demanded them to remove him from the room. A nurse walked in a moment later and Garrett put his paw up and shook his head. &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll see myself out ma&rsquo;am. Get her psychological help, she needs it more than anyone else in this hospital.&rdquo; He said and tossed a flower bouquet on her bed. &ldquo;I&rsquo;m sorry that you did this to yourself. I could have broken up with you in a different way. But you trying this&hellip; it, it wasn&rsquo;t right.&rdquo; He said then left the room and headed to the elevator. Izzy picked up the flower bouquet and looked at the note. &ldquo;I love and miss you. Get well soon. Love Garrett&rdquo; The note read. She scoffed and tossed the flowers towards the trashcan and made it into the can. &ldquo;Bullshit.&rdquo; She said scowled. She looked back down at the bed and saw the collar that she had bought him. She picked up it and teared up as she looked at the tag on it, &ldquo;To Izzy, love Garrett.&rdquo; It wasn&rsquo;t the one that she had bought for him, but one that he had bought for her weeks before. &ldquo;Stupid fucking asshole.&rdquo; She yelled and threw the collar to the trashcan missing it. The EKG started beeping erratically as her heart rate increased. She laid back down as the nurse gently pushed her back. &ldquo;Easy. You need to keep your heart rate down Izzy.&rdquo; The nurse demanded. Izzy looked over at the others with a frown. Anger and hatred in her eyes. She closed her eyes and took in a deep breath then exhaled.<br /><br />\tAn hour later Ekynth apologized that she had to leave so soon but wished Izzy a happy birthday and to get well soon and left the room. Fang and Vapor stayed for the next couple of hours while Rocky was away.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;We&rsquo;re going to take care of Hanna and Drogo for you while you&rsquo;re in here. Your dad isn&rsquo;t able to do everything right now.&rdquo; Vapor said.<br />\t&ldquo;You&rsquo;re not going to take my cubs. I won&rsquo;t let you!&rdquo; Izzy scowled.<br />\t&ldquo;We&rsquo;re not taking them. We&rsquo;re just going to take care of them until you get better.&rdquo; Fang replied.<br />\t&ldquo;You promise?&rdquo; Izzy asked.<br />\t&ldquo;Yes we promise.&rdquo; Vapor replied.<br />\t&ldquo;Why did you do this?&rdquo; Vapor asked.<br />\t&ldquo;Garrett dumped me of course. I&rsquo;m sure everyone knows by now.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br />\t&ldquo;You know, he&rsquo;s done nothing but worry about you since you did this. He really does love you.&rdquo; Fang said.<br />\t&ldquo;Bullshit. He didn&rsquo;t love me, used me just for sex. If he loved me he wouldn&rsquo;t have left me. Not like the way that he did. But fuck whatever, doesn&rsquo;t matter now. Not anymore. I&rsquo;m done with and over him.&rdquo; Izzy replied. Vapor went to speak but Izzy put her paw up to hush her. After a few minutes she looked over at them.<br />\t&ldquo;I&rsquo;m done with relationships. Fuck all males. No offense Fang. I&rsquo;m tired of getting fucked over by them.&rdquo; Izzy said.<br />\t&ldquo;You&rsquo;ll find the right guy for you someday Izzy. I promise you that.&rdquo; Fang replied.<br />\t&ldquo;Whatever,&rdquo; Izzy replied and turned onto her side facing away from the door.<br /><br />\tAlmost an hour later Rocky walked in with Hanna and Drogo holding his paws. Hanna walked up to the bed while Rocky picked Drogo up and then sat him down on the bed. They both looked up at their mom. Rocky lifted Hanna on the bed who quickly moved up and hugged her mom. Izzy started crying while holding them tightly against her.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;These are the two that you hurt the most. Not Garrett, not me, not your friends. Think about that while you&rsquo;re in the hospital for the next two months or how ever long they decided to hold you for due to your attempted suicide.&rdquo; Rocky said.<br />\t&ldquo;I&rsquo;m so sorry you two. I love you so much.&rdquo; Izzy said.<br />\t&ldquo;When you come home mommy?&rdquo; Hanna asked.<br />\t&ldquo;After I get better Hanna.&rdquo; She replied as tears rolled off her fur.<br />\t&ldquo;You&rsquo;re going to start therapy again and you&rsquo;re going to stick with it. I&rsquo;ve authorized the hospital to run psychological tests on you. You&rsquo;re going to do those whether or not you like it. Also Fang, Vapor and Willow agreed to take care Hanna and Drogo until you&rsquo;re better. I can&rsquo;t deal with you, the pups, the farm and trying to keep up with everything else. I&rsquo;m getting older Izzy. I&rsquo;m 46 and it&rsquo;s starting to get hard for me to do everything around the farm. I need you to be there for me, to help me when I need it.&rdquo; Rocky said. Izzy&rsquo;s eyes widened at his comments. The truth. It pierced her heart deep, like a dagger being plunged into the heart of an enemy. She burst out crying and hugged her two cubs.<br />\t&ldquo;It&rsquo;ll be okay mommy.&rdquo; Hanna said at some point. That pierced her heart even more. Shattered it. Her two cubs was just minutes away from not having a mommy or daddy, that thought flashed in her head many times over the next five minutes as she continued crying.<br />\t&ldquo;I&rsquo;m sorry daddy. I&rsquo;m so sorry. I wasn&rsquo;t thinking. I&rsquo;m sorry everyone.&rdquo; Izzy replied still hugging her cubs tightly.<br />\t&ldquo;You&rsquo;re right. You haven&rsquo;t been thinking ever since you started school again. Start using that brain that I know that you have. You&rsquo;re a smart cub Izzy, your grades used to show it. Now, you&rsquo;re barely passing. You&rsquo;ve made stupid mistakes. The worst mistake you almost made, was that you almost made these two pups orphans.&rdquo; Rocky said. Izzy stared up at him as tears continued to flow down her face. Rocky exhaled then left the room and returned almost ten minutes later carrying an envelope and box, both with a ribbon and bow, and handed them to Izzy.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;I honestly don&rsquo;t know if you&rsquo;re mature enough, or ready, for this gift. I know that you&rsquo;re not mature for it right now, but I can&rsquo;t take it back and I&rsquo;d lose a lot of money if you don&rsquo;t use it.&rdquo; Rocky said sitting down on the bed and handed her the envelope. \tIzzy opened the envelope and pulled out papers and looked at them. They were papers for a farmers drivers license. She smiled up at her dad and put them back into the envelope. She opened the box and pulled out a set of truck keys and started to cry. Both Hanna and Drogo hugged her.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Thanks daddy. I won&rsquo;t let you down again.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br />\t&ldquo;I hope not. If you stop therapy again or do something stupid like this, you WILL give Hanna and Drogo up for adoption and I&rsquo;ll have you checked into a mental hospital. Understood?&rdquo; Rocky said.<br />\t&ldquo;Yes daddy.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;How can she drive at fifteen?&rdquo; Vapor asked.<br />\t&ldquo;She works and lives on a farm, so she&rsquo;s able to get a farmers drivers permit to be able to drive for farm business and also to and from school. But not supposed to use it for anything else.&rdquo; Rocky explained.<br />\t&ldquo;That&rsquo;s awesome!&rdquo; Fang exclaimed.<br />\t&ldquo;Like I said, I don&rsquo;t know if she&rsquo;s mature enough for it though, so we&rsquo;ll see.&rdquo; He said standing back up, he walked over next to Fang and Vapor and sat down.<br /><br />\tWillow walked into the room a bit later, she hugged and kissed Izzy.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;I tried to bring you cake but they wouldn&rsquo;t allow it. Something about making hospitals more healthy. Can&rsquo;t even have a real coke, all they have is that sugar-free, diet crap.&rdquo; Willow said.<br />\t&ldquo;It&rsquo;s okay Willow. This is my punishment for doing something so stupid.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br /><br />\tAfter a couple more hours of visiting Willow, Fang and Vapor stood up and hugged Izzy. Vapor and Fang each cub by their paw, after they hugged and kissed their mom bye. They all headed out the door. She cried as she watched her cubs walk out of the room looking back at her. Hanna held her arm out and looked at her the entire time until she could no longer see her mom. Izzy started crying and rolled over on her side facing away from the door. She looked at her stitched up wrists and cried herself to sleep.</span>",
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