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  "writing": "[t][b]Monday January 2, 2017[/b][/t]\n\n\n\t[i]“Breaking news: Isabella Dawn, the mouse cub that went missing more than two years ago is back home safe and sound. Speaking to Isabella and her father, they both said that they are glad that she’s back home. She was released at the end of their road where she walked back to her house on Christmas morning. A great Christmas gift, in our opinion. After being checked at the hospital, Isabella is in good health, along with her six month old pup. Both checked out healthy with no issues.\n\n\tSpeaking with the FIB and police, they stated the cubnapper was identified as Cain Schmaltzy. They report that he died from a self inflicted gunshot while sitting in his vehicle, at the spot where he released Isabella at. No other details were given as it’s still an open case at this time. We’ll update when we know more.”[/i]\n\n[t][b]Friday January 27, 2017[/b][/t]\n\n\n\t“Mrs. Loraine, if I need to talk to anyone, we have counselors at school I can talk to after I’m able to get back. I’m just ready to get back to my normal life again. Going to school, hanging out with friends. Be with my daddy and hugging him everyday. That doesn’t include going to therapy three to five times a week.” Izzy stated.\n\t“Isabella, I highly recommend…” Mrs. Loraine was cut off by Izzy again.\n\t“NO! I said that I’m fine. I know what I went through was bad and a traumatic experience. But I’m fine.” Izzy stated placing her paw on the bump on her stomach.\n\t“You lied to us Izzy. You said it had been months since he raped you last and you were on the pill. You’re pregnant with another pup by him.” Rocky stated.\n\t“He didn’t rape me in the past half year like I said. It’s not rape when I ask or beg for it. During the last month I asked him to hold off, that I wanted to save it for one last special time. I asked for sex before I got out of the car Christmas morning. I love him, whether or not you or my dad understand it. [b]I. LOVE. HIM.[/b] My pups are [b]HIS[/b] whether or not my dad likes it. No amount of therapy is going to change my mind. Sure, I’ll eventually find another fur that I’ll fall in love with, but until then, I want the memories of Cain, good and bad.” Izzy stated.\n\t“Izzy…” Rocky said softly.\n\t“Mrs. Loraine, no matter what you or my dad says, I’m not going to do therapy. I’m fine. I promise if I have any bad thoughts or feelings, I’ll go to the schools counselors. Okay?” Izzy said standing up and taking Hanna from her dad.\n\t“Okay Isabella. Please just be careful. It was a traumatic experience you went through for more than two years.” Mrs. Loraine said.\n\t“Thank you.” Izzy stated handing Hanna back to her dad.\n\t“Where are you going?” Rocky asked.\n\t“Outside. I’ll be back, I want some fresh air.” Izzy said as she grabbed her jacket and walked outside.\n\n\tShe walked out to the barn and pulled out a cigarette and lit it up. “Cain would kill me if he caught me smoking right now.” Izzy thought to herself. After just a few puffs, she tossed the cigarette into the snow and watched it go out. She slowly walked back to the house as more snow started falling. Stopping on the porch, she leaned on the railing and looked out over the road at Mr. Glade’s farm. She smiled at seeing the cows in the field huddled together. She listened to Mrs. Loraine and her dad talk.\n\n\t“Will she be held back?” Mrs. Loraine asked.\n\t“I’m not sure yet. They’re going to let her take a test. If she passes they’ll put her in the correct grade with her former classmates, as if nothing happened. If she does fail it, she’ll stay in fifth grade, middle school. She’ll start with the new school year, instead of jumping in it now.” Rocky explained.\n\t“That’s good. It’ll give her seven months to recover.” Mrs. Loraine replied.\n\n\tIzzy walked back into the house and picked Hanna up and headed up stairs.\n\n\t“Izzy.” Rocky said.\n\t“Yes daddy?” Izzy sighed.\n\t“Careful on the stairs sweetie. I love you.” Rocky said.\n\t“I love you too daddy.” Izzy replied smiling then continued up the stairs.\n\n\tA few minutes passed as Mrs. Loraine and Rocky talked while finishing paper work and going over details and instructions. Izzy sat at the end of the upstairs hallway, near the bathroom and listened to them talk.\n\n\t“Did you smell the cigarette smoke on her?” Rocky asked.\n\t“I did.” Mrs. Loraine replied.\n\t“What should I do?” Rocky asked.\n\t“Talk to her about it. Make sure she doesn’t smoke anymore during the pregnancy. Explain the serious health consequences if she does continue smoking after the birth. You may not like it, but if it helps her cope, allow her to do so, as long as her two pups are safe. She might have started smoking to help cope with all of the abuse while she was locked up.” Mrs. Loraine explained.\n\t“I don’t like the idea, but it does seem to help her. I’ll make sure she doesn’t smoke anymore until she gives birth.” Rocky replied.\n\t“Mr. Dawn, be glad it’s only cigarettes. I’ve worked other cases where it’s been drugs. Hardcore drugs. Cocaine, heroin, methamphetamine, strong pain killers and others. I can’t go into details, but two eight year old cub siblings were rescued from one place, her and her brother were forced methamphetamine and cocaine. It was … sad. They still are addicted even after fifteen years of therapy and in and out of drug rehab centers.” Mrs. Loraine explained.\n\t“So sad. I guess Izzy and I should be grateful and happy then.” Rocky replied.\n\n\tAfter going over papers and details of Izzy, Rocky saw Mrs. Loraine out of the door and then headed up stairs. Izzy sat on the edge of the bed with Hanna in her arms. Rocky sat down in a chair and looked up at Izzy and smiled.\n\n\t“Do you like Hanna?” Izzy asked.\n\t“I do, she looks so much like you. But I can see him in her though.” Rocky stated.\n\t“She has his yellow eyes. I loved his eyes.” Izzy replied.\n\t“Oh.” Rocky replied.\n\t“Daddy. I know that you’re mad at me for lying about him and me not having sex. I thought I was still on the pill, or I wouldn’t have asked for sex. I guess this pup in my belly is his Christmas gift to me after all.” Izzy stated lying.\n\t“It’s done. Nothing we can do about it now. Speaking of you being pregnant. You don’t need to be smoking.” Rocky said looking up at her.\n\t“But I don’t smoke.” Izzy stated.\n\t“Don’t lie to me Izzy. I can smell it on you, plus you left the pack in your jacket pocket.” Rocky stated pulling the pack out of his shirt pocket.\n\t“Sorry daddy. I won’t smoke until I give birth. But I’m not going to stop, it helps me calm down.” Izzy replied.\n\t“That’s fine sweetie, just not while you’re pregnant.” Rocky said tossing the pack on her night stand. “I would like for you to stop though, it’s not good for your health, especially since you’re so young.” He added.\n\t“I know daddy.” Izzy replied as she rocked Hanna back and forth in her arms.\n\t“Izzy. Is there anything else you’ve lied about to me?” Rocky asked.\n\tIzzy looked up and thought for a few moments. “I don’t think so daddy.” She replied.\n\t“So what do you plan on doing with the money that he left you and Hanna?” Rocky asked.\n\t“Save it for things that we need and for college for me and my pups.” Izzy replied.\n\t“Good girl. Did he tell you to save it?” Rocky asked.\n\t“Yes. Cain said that I should save it for important things and only use a little for things that I want.” Izzy replied.\n\t“Izzy. Can I ask you something?” Rocky asked.\n\t“You don’t need to ask me to ask a question.” Izzy replied with a laugh.\n\t“Did he… do anything to Hanna?” Rocky asked.\n\t“No. I wouldn’t let him. He said that we wouldn’t rape a pup. I believe him.” Izzy replied.\n\t“I’m happy to hear that. He’s still scum and I’m glad he is dead.” Rocky replied. Izzy looked up at her dad and stared at him emotionless.\n\n\t“Izzy. You don’t love him. It’s called Stockholm syndrome. Your brain only thinks you love him. It’s a way for it to cope.” Rocky stated.\n\t“Get out.” Izzy said as tears welled in her eyes.\n\t“Izzy…” Rocky said as he was interrupted.\n\t“Get the fuck out.” Izzy cried out.\n\t“Izzy!” Rocky said.\n\t“GET OUT!” Izzy screamed loudly causing Hanna to start crying.\n\t“Okay.” Rocky said and left the room.\n\n\tIzzy shushed and rocked Hanna back to sleep and then laid her on the bed. She laid flat on the bed and cried, with Hanna in the cradle of her arm. Around an hour later she fell asleep. She was woken up by Hanna crying a few hours later. Breathing in she instantly knew why. After she cleaned up and changed Hanna’s diaper, she headed downstairs with Hanna in her arms. Rocky stood in the kitchen cooking dinner. She headed into the kitchen and opened the fridge taking a bottle of water. She sat down at the table and fidgeted to open the bottle with Hanna in her arms.\n\n\t“How are you doing Izzy?” Rocky asked stirring stew in a pot.\n\t“I’m okay. Hanna is good too.” Izzy replied.\n\n\tRocky sat the wooden spoon down and pulled a chair up next to Izzy and opened the bottle for her.\n\n\t“I’m sorry Izzy. About before.” Rocky stated.\n\t“It’s okay daddy.” Izzy replied.\n\t“I don’t like seeing you upset. I know that you’re confused about so many things right now. I’m here for you anytime you need it, day or night.” Rocky stated.\n\t“Dad, I know what Stockholm syndrome is. I know what love is. I know what I felt for him when I was with him and even still now. I know that I’ll eventually stop feeling this way about him. But I still love him since I have a pup with him and another on the way.” Izzy explained.\n\t“I understand sweetie.” Rocky replied.\n\t“I wasn’t fully honest with you earlier. I knew that Cain stopped giving me the birth control pill a bit over a month before he brought me home. I couldn’t taste it in the food anymore.” Izzy explained.\n\t“Then why have sex with him one last time?” Rocky asked.\n\t“I don’t know. I guess I just wanted sex with him one last time.” Izzy explained.\n\t“I’m sorry, I still don’t understand.” Rocky replied.\n\t“It’s okay, you don’t have to understand it, only I do. Sorry for cursing and yelling at you daddy. I didn’t mean it. Cain would have said my hormones are going crazy.” Izzy replied with a smile.\n\t“No worries Izzy. He’s right though, your hormones are raging.” Rocky replied.\n\t“Daddy.” Izzy replied with a smile and giggle.\n\t“Izzy, I want you to understand this so just listen please. Whether you do love him or not, I will never forgive him for what he did to you. To us. I am more than happy that he’s dead. I’m sad that we didn’t get to take him to court and see him rot in prison. No matter what, I will support and help you, Hanna and your unborn cub, even if they are his. Do you understand?” Rocky stated.\n\t“I understand daddy.” Izzy replied.\n\t“Good girl.” Rocky replied hugging Izzy.\n\t“How do you think your pup in your belly will look like?” Rocky asked.\n\t“I want a boy cub so that I can raise him not to be like Cain. I really hope it looks like Cain and not me. Last time I wished for something, it came true. I’m wishing so much for my wish to come true. I had wished that Hanna would have his yellow eye’s, his short tail and his fur coloring and they are. I wished that she would look more like me for everything else, her body, ears, head and face.” Izzy replied.\n\t“Just keep wishing for what you want Izzy.” Rocky replied with a smile and caressed her face.\n\t“Thanks daddy.” Izzy replied and smiled. Rocky turned back around and picked up a bowl and poured in stew for Izzy. He sat it on the table and sat back down.\n\t“Hand Hanna to me and eat. You need your strength for that pup in you,” Rocky said. Izzy handed him her pup and placed her paw on her barely extended tummy and smiled then began eating.",
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We&rsquo;ll update when we know more.&rdquo;</em><br /><br /><span class='font_title'><strong>Friday January 27, 2017</strong></span><br /><br /><br />\t&ldquo;Mrs. Loraine, if I need to talk to anyone, we have counselors at school I can talk to after I&rsquo;m able to get back. I&rsquo;m just ready to get back to my normal life again. Going to school, hanging out with friends. Be with my daddy and hugging him everyday. That doesn&rsquo;t include going to therapy three to five times a week.&rdquo; Izzy stated.<br />\t&ldquo;Isabella, I highly recommend&hellip;&rdquo; Mrs. Loraine was cut off by Izzy again.<br />\t&ldquo;NO! I said that I&rsquo;m fine. I know what I went through was bad and a traumatic experience. But I&rsquo;m fine.&rdquo; Izzy stated placing her paw on the bump on her stomach.<br />\t&ldquo;You lied to us Izzy. You said it had been months since he raped you last and you were on the pill. You&rsquo;re pregnant with another pup by him.&rdquo; Rocky stated.<br />\t&ldquo;He didn&rsquo;t rape me in the past half year like I said. It&rsquo;s not rape when I ask or beg for it. During the last month I asked him to hold off, that I wanted to save it for one last special time. I asked for sex before I got out of the car Christmas morning. I love him, whether or not you or my dad understand it. <strong>I. LOVE. HIM.</strong> My pups are <strong>HIS</strong> whether or not my dad likes it. No amount of therapy is going to change my mind. Sure, I&rsquo;ll eventually find another fur that I&rsquo;ll fall in love with, but until then, I want the memories of Cain, good and bad.&rdquo; Izzy stated.<br />\t&ldquo;Izzy&hellip;&rdquo; Rocky said softly.<br />\t&ldquo;Mrs. Loraine, no matter what you or my dad says, I&rsquo;m not going to do therapy. I&rsquo;m fine. I promise if I have any bad thoughts or feelings, I&rsquo;ll go to the schools counselors. Okay?&rdquo; Izzy said standing up and taking Hanna from her dad.<br />\t&ldquo;Okay Isabella. Please just be careful. It was a traumatic experience you went through for more than two years.&rdquo; Mrs. Loraine said.<br />\t&ldquo;Thank you.&rdquo; Izzy stated handing Hanna back to her dad.<br />\t&ldquo;Where are you going?&rdquo; Rocky asked.<br />\t&ldquo;Outside. I&rsquo;ll be back, I want some fresh air.&rdquo; Izzy said as she grabbed her jacket and walked outside.<br /><br />\tShe walked out to the barn and pulled out a cigarette and lit it up. &ldquo;Cain would kill me if he caught me smoking right now.&rdquo; Izzy thought to herself. After just a few puffs, she tossed the cigarette into the snow and watched it go out. She slowly walked back to the house as more snow started falling. Stopping on the porch, she leaned on the railing and looked out over the road at Mr. Glade&rsquo;s farm. She smiled at seeing the cows in the field huddled together. She listened to Mrs. Loraine and her dad talk.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Will she be held back?&rdquo; Mrs. Loraine asked.<br />\t&ldquo;I&rsquo;m not sure yet. They&rsquo;re going to let her take a test. If she passes they&rsquo;ll put her in the correct grade with her former classmates, as if nothing happened. If she does fail it, she&rsquo;ll stay in fifth grade, middle school. She&rsquo;ll start with the new school year, instead of jumping in it now.&rdquo; Rocky explained.<br />\t&ldquo;That&rsquo;s good. It&rsquo;ll give her seven months to recover.&rdquo; Mrs. Loraine replied.<br /><br />\tIzzy walked back into the house and picked Hanna up and headed up stairs.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Izzy.&rdquo; Rocky said.<br />\t&ldquo;Yes daddy?&rdquo; Izzy sighed.<br />\t&ldquo;Careful on the stairs sweetie. I love you.&rdquo; Rocky said.<br />\t&ldquo;I love you too daddy.&rdquo; Izzy replied smiling then continued up the stairs.<br /><br />\tA few minutes passed as Mrs. Loraine and Rocky talked while finishing paper work and going over details and instructions. Izzy sat at the end of the upstairs hallway, near the bathroom and listened to them talk.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Did you smell the cigarette smoke on her?&rdquo; Rocky asked.<br />\t&ldquo;I did.&rdquo; Mrs. Loraine replied.<br />\t&ldquo;What should I do?&rdquo; Rocky asked.<br />\t&ldquo;Talk to her about it. Make sure she doesn&rsquo;t smoke anymore during the pregnancy. Explain the serious health consequences if she does continue smoking after the birth. You may not like it, but if it helps her cope, allow her to do so, as long as her two pups are safe. She might have started smoking to help cope with all of the abuse while she was locked up.&rdquo; Mrs. Loraine explained.<br />\t&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t like the idea, but it does seem to help her. I&rsquo;ll make sure she doesn&rsquo;t smoke anymore until she gives birth.&rdquo; Rocky replied.<br />\t&ldquo;Mr. Dawn, be glad it&rsquo;s only cigarettes. I&rsquo;ve worked other cases where it&rsquo;s been drugs. Hardcore drugs. Cocaine, heroin, methamphetamine, strong pain killers and others. I can&rsquo;t go into details, but two eight year old cub siblings were rescued from one place, her and her brother were forced methamphetamine and cocaine. It was &hellip; sad. They still are addicted even after fifteen years of therapy and in and out of drug rehab centers.&rdquo; Mrs. Loraine explained.<br />\t&ldquo;So sad. I guess Izzy and I should be grateful and happy then.&rdquo; Rocky replied.<br /><br />\tAfter going over papers and details of Izzy, Rocky saw Mrs. Loraine out of the door and then headed up stairs. Izzy sat on the edge of the bed with Hanna in her arms. Rocky sat down in a chair and looked up at Izzy and smiled.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Do you like Hanna?&rdquo; Izzy asked.<br />\t&ldquo;I do, she looks so much like you. But I can see him in her though.&rdquo; Rocky stated.<br />\t&ldquo;She has his yellow eyes. I loved his eyes.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br />\t&ldquo;Oh.&rdquo; Rocky replied.<br />\t&ldquo;Daddy. I know that you&rsquo;re mad at me for lying about him and me not having sex. I thought I was still on the pill, or I wouldn&rsquo;t have asked for sex. I guess this pup in my belly is his Christmas gift to me after all.&rdquo; Izzy stated lying.<br />\t&ldquo;It&rsquo;s done. Nothing we can do about it now. Speaking of you being pregnant. You don&rsquo;t need to be smoking.&rdquo; Rocky said looking up at her.<br />\t&ldquo;But I don&rsquo;t smoke.&rdquo; Izzy stated.<br />\t&ldquo;Don&rsquo;t lie to me Izzy. I can smell it on you, plus you left the pack in your jacket pocket.&rdquo; Rocky stated pulling the pack out of his shirt pocket.<br />\t&ldquo;Sorry daddy. I won&rsquo;t smoke until I give birth. But I&rsquo;m not going to stop, it helps me calm down.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br />\t&ldquo;That&rsquo;s fine sweetie, just not while you&rsquo;re pregnant.&rdquo; Rocky said tossing the pack on her night stand. &ldquo;I would like for you to stop though, it&rsquo;s not good for your health, especially since you&rsquo;re so young.&rdquo; He added.<br />\t&ldquo;I know daddy.&rdquo; Izzy replied as she rocked Hanna back and forth in her arms.<br />\t&ldquo;Izzy. Is there anything else you&rsquo;ve lied about to me?&rdquo; Rocky asked.<br />\tIzzy looked up and thought for a few moments. &ldquo;I don&rsquo;t think so daddy.&rdquo; She replied.<br />\t&ldquo;So what do you plan on doing with the money that he left you and Hanna?&rdquo; Rocky asked.<br />\t&ldquo;Save it for things that we need and for college for me and my pups.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br />\t&ldquo;Good girl. Did he tell you to save it?&rdquo; Rocky asked.<br />\t&ldquo;Yes. Cain said that I should save it for important things and only use a little for things that I want.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br />\t&ldquo;Izzy. Can I ask you something?&rdquo; Rocky asked.<br />\t&ldquo;You don&rsquo;t need to ask me to ask a question.&rdquo; Izzy replied with a laugh.<br />\t&ldquo;Did he&hellip; do anything to Hanna?&rdquo; Rocky asked.<br />\t&ldquo;No. I wouldn&rsquo;t let him. He said that we wouldn&rsquo;t rape a pup. I believe him.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br />\t&ldquo;I&rsquo;m happy to hear that. He&rsquo;s still scum and I&rsquo;m glad he is dead.&rdquo; Rocky replied. Izzy looked up at her dad and stared at him emotionless.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Izzy. You don&rsquo;t love him. It&rsquo;s called Stockholm syndrome. Your brain only thinks you love him. It&rsquo;s a way for it to cope.&rdquo; Rocky stated.<br />\t&ldquo;Get out.&rdquo; Izzy said as tears welled in her eyes.<br />\t&ldquo;Izzy&hellip;&rdquo; Rocky said as he was interrupted.<br />\t&ldquo;Get the fuck out.&rdquo; Izzy cried out.<br />\t&ldquo;Izzy!&rdquo; Rocky said.<br />\t&ldquo;GET OUT!&rdquo; Izzy screamed loudly causing Hanna to start crying.<br />\t&ldquo;Okay.&rdquo; Rocky said and left the room.<br /><br />\tIzzy shushed and rocked Hanna back to sleep and then laid her on the bed. She laid flat on the bed and cried, with Hanna in the cradle of her arm. Around an hour later she fell asleep. She was woken up by Hanna crying a few hours later. Breathing in she instantly knew why. After she cleaned up and changed Hanna&rsquo;s diaper, she headed downstairs with Hanna in her arms. Rocky stood in the kitchen cooking dinner. She headed into the kitchen and opened the fridge taking a bottle of water. She sat down at the table and fidgeted to open the bottle with Hanna in her arms.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;How are you doing Izzy?&rdquo; Rocky asked stirring stew in a pot.<br />\t&ldquo;I&rsquo;m okay. Hanna is good too.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br /><br />\tRocky sat the wooden spoon down and pulled a chair up next to Izzy and opened the bottle for her.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;I&rsquo;m sorry Izzy. About before.&rdquo; Rocky stated.<br />\t&ldquo;It&rsquo;s okay daddy.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br />\t&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t like seeing you upset. I know that you&rsquo;re confused about so many things right now. I&rsquo;m here for you anytime you need it, day or night.&rdquo; Rocky stated.<br />\t&ldquo;Dad, I know what Stockholm syndrome is. I know what love is. I know what I felt for him when I was with him and even still now. I know that I&rsquo;ll eventually stop feeling this way about him. But I still love him since I have a pup with him and another on the way.&rdquo; Izzy explained.<br />\t&ldquo;I understand sweetie.&rdquo; Rocky replied.<br />\t&ldquo;I wasn&rsquo;t fully honest with you earlier. I knew that Cain stopped giving me the birth control pill a bit over a month before he brought me home. I couldn&rsquo;t taste it in the food anymore.&rdquo; Izzy explained.<br />\t&ldquo;Then why have sex with him one last time?&rdquo; Rocky asked.<br />\t&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know. I guess I just wanted sex with him one last time.&rdquo; Izzy explained.<br />\t&ldquo;I&rsquo;m sorry, I still don&rsquo;t understand.&rdquo; Rocky replied.<br />\t&ldquo;It&rsquo;s okay, you don&rsquo;t have to understand it, only I do. Sorry for cursing and yelling at you daddy. I didn&rsquo;t mean it. Cain would have said my hormones are going crazy.&rdquo; Izzy replied with a smile.<br />\t&ldquo;No worries Izzy. He&rsquo;s right though, your hormones are raging.&rdquo; Rocky replied.<br />\t&ldquo;Daddy.&rdquo; Izzy replied with a smile and giggle.<br />\t&ldquo;Izzy, I want you to understand this so just listen please. Whether you do love him or not, I will never forgive him for what he did to you. To us. I am more than happy that he&rsquo;s dead. I&rsquo;m sad that we didn&rsquo;t get to take him to court and see him rot in prison. No matter what, I will support and help you, Hanna and your unborn cub, even if they are his. Do you understand?&rdquo; Rocky stated.<br />\t&ldquo;I understand daddy.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br />\t&ldquo;Good girl.&rdquo; Rocky replied hugging Izzy.<br />\t&ldquo;How do you think your pup in your belly will look like?&rdquo; Rocky asked.<br />\t&ldquo;I want a boy cub so that I can raise him not to be like Cain. I really hope it looks like Cain and not me. Last time I wished for something, it came true. I&rsquo;m wishing so much for my wish to come true. I had wished that Hanna would have his yellow eye&rsquo;s, his short tail and his fur coloring and they are. I wished that she would look more like me for everything else, her body, ears, head and face.&rdquo; Izzy replied.<br />\t&ldquo;Just keep wishing for what you want Izzy.&rdquo; Rocky replied with a smile and caressed her face.<br />\t&ldquo;Thanks daddy.&rdquo; Izzy replied and smiled. Rocky turned back around and picked up a bowl and poured in stew for Izzy. He sat it on the table and sat back down.<br />\t&ldquo;Hand Hanna to me and eat. You need your strength for that pup in you,&rdquo; Rocky said. Izzy handed him her pup and placed her paw on her barely extended tummy and smiled then began eating.</span>",
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