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  "writing": "\t“Hey, Fang, Pepper, Vapor you all have some mail.” Willow shouted at them outside in the backyard.\n\n\tPepper walked up to her mom.\n\t“Do you know a boy named Rocky Fennek?” Willow asked.\n\t“Rocky Fennek is a girl mom and yeah I do. She’s in one of my classes,” Pepper chuckled.\n\t“Oh, I’m sorry. Let’s not tell her that okay?” Willow said then smiled.\n\n\tPepper took the envelope in paw and opened it. She pulled out the sheet of paper and unfolded it and read it silently.\n\t“What’s it say?” Shade asked as he walked up to her.\n\n\t[i]“Pepper, how did you and Shade meet?” Your Friend, ib!RockyFennek[/i] \n\n\tShe turned it to Shade who read it.\n\t“Hmm. Is it okay to say how?” Pepper asked.\n\t“Sure, we have nothing to hide,” Shade replied.\n\t“Well, we had been in the same classes throughout elementary school. He sat on one side of the room and I was on the other side. I’d stare at him during the classes. So one morning when we were in the fourth grade I was in the cafeteria waiting for our homeroom class to start. I saw him walk in, he was kind of hiding out of sight and then made a run for the bathroom. I followed behind and walked in. It was only him in there…” she explained.\n\n\t“PEPPER! You shouldn’t be going into the boy’s bathroom,” Willow scowled.\n\n\t“Yeah yeah. It was worth any trouble I’d get in,” Pepper replied to her mom. “So anyway, I walked up to him and looked at him. He was covering his left eye. I could tell that he had been crying. He said or did nothing as I reached out and moved his paw from his eye. It was badly bruised. I hugged him then kissed his cheek. Then I pulled him into the handicap stall and sat him on the toilet. I dropped my bag and opened it to dig out my makeup kit, that mom didn’t know about … [i]~looks at Willow holding back a smile~[/i] I asked him who did this and that I wouldn’t tell anyone if he didn’t want me to. He told how his parents would hit him and not feed him and all that. I didn’t know what to say, so I kissed him muzzle to muzzle. I pulled out of the kiss and smiled at him. His expression was priceless but his eyes quickly filled with love. It was like he’d never been kissed before. I grabbed my makeup bag and told him to relax, that I wasn’t putting crazy makeup on him, that I was just covering the bruise up. I spent the next fifteen minutes working on him trying to mix colors to his skin and fur color. Multiple furs walked into the bathroom, I wasn’t scared of getting caught but Shade was though. I understand why he was scared. After I covered up the bruise I smiled and kissed his cheek once again and told him I’d see him in class. So for the next couple of weeks I would cover up his bruise in that stall. We hung out all the time after that. I guess official unofficial boyfriend and girlfriend at that point,” she said then smiled over at Shade and took his paw in hers.\n\n\t“Aww that’s sweet of you to do Pepper,” Vapor replied.\n\n\t“So after we were in middle school, around the time that Laika was born, I confessed my love to him. We were sitting outside under the covered entrance walkway. He said that he had fallen in love with me that morning that I cared for him in fourth grade. We both decided  to say that was when became boyfriend and girlfriend in the fourth grade. So Monday December Fourth 2017, I told him that I’d love if he claimed me and explained how to do it. He wasn’t too sure at first but a kiss and ‘I love you’ changed his mind. He said that he felt nothing but love from me. So we headed to a bathroom and he claimed me. I took it a bit further and pulled my shirt off and pulled my pants and panties down to my knees. His expression was once again priceless. His entire face turned bright red. I comforted him and said everything would be okay. I read up on otter mating rituals. Once they mate with a partner they’re mates for life. He quietly said okay and nodded. He pulled his pants down, he wearing tattered underwear. It didn’t matter to me, I loved him no matter what. We didn’t have any experience in sex but we knew of the basics. His penis was already out when he pulled his underwear down. I turned around and held onto the bars on the wall and he pushed in. It hurt really, really bad. He pulled out being scared. Once I calmed down, I asked him to do it again and just to finish. After minutes of us going back and forth he reluctantly agreed. Two minutes of pain he finished in me and then pulled out. I turned around and smiled at him as his seed slowly oozed out of me. I locked him into a kiss, while his penis poked at my vagina again. Sadly the bell rung for our first class. I cleaned up and got his seed to stop leaking out then we rushed to our first class. I asked a friend for a birth control pill during class, not wanting to get pregnant like Vapor did so young,” she explained.\n\n\t“Hey! I wouldn’t change anything!” Vapor huffed.\n\t“No offense Vapor. I’m just not ready for a cub of my own yet,” Pepper replied.\n\t“Good. I don’t want to see any of you pregnant or again, until you’re at least eighteen,” Willow replied.\n\n\tWillow handed Vapor a letter who took it and opened it.\n\n\t[i]\t“Vapor, how does it feel to be a mother with three kids at an early age?” Your Friend ib!BengalKat[/i]\n\n\t“Good question. I wouldn’t change anything that’s happened. I love our three cubs so very much. They are, however, difficult to keep out of trouble. They’re all a pawful. I need like four more arms, two of them being like fifty feet long. [i]~laughs for a few seconds~[/i] Overall it’s not too bad, but Fang and I do have a great teacher and guardian, Willow. We can’t forget about Abby either, our babysitter. It’s so weird, our babysitter babysits our cubs. Babysitter inception? Anyway, other than us not having a full cubhood or able to be teens fulltime, it’s not bad. We’ve sacrificed more than a few things to care of all three of them. We were supposed to have gone with Jaden and his parents this summer to California and hit the beach, but then we had Laika. Laika wasn’t planned. I mean none of them really were. But Laika, we didn’t know that the birth control pills were out of date. But we love her just as much and we’re not ever going to tell her that she was an accident, that would just be mean and probably do more harm than anything. I will be honest though, I knew that knotting would highly increase the likely pregnancy, even on the pill. After Laika was born I asked Willow to take me back to the doctor to get that shot that keeps me from getting pregnant for three months. So I’m currently on a schedule for that shot, four times a year. It sucks. It hurts like a motherfucker even when I don’t tense up. Maybe I should look into a shot for Fang, let him feel what I go through for those shots,” Vapor stated.\n\n\t“No way in hell am I taking a shot like that. I love you and hate to see you in pain, but no way am I doing that,” Fang replied.\n\n\t“Fang, Vapor. Language or I’ll ground you both for two months,” Willow scowled at them. “Also Vapor, you really didn’t answer the question, how has it affected your sleep and schooling?” Willow added.\n\n\t“Ah, yeah, I’m sorry, I got off on tangents. It’s interesting being a parent while being a cub yourself. It hasn’t been easy. Most nights Fang and I are woken up by their cries for food or diaper changes. We’ve lost probably two to four hours of sleep almost every night. Our grades suffered slightly. Maybe a point of two, but we’re still A+ students. We just have to work that much harder to keep our grades up and not fall asleep in class. Our teachers don’t take the excuse ‘our pups kept us wake all night’ which is fair. They did give Fang and I a week or two leeway after Onai and Luna was born but it depended on their mood. I won’t lie, I wasn’t sure if Fang and I could raise Onai and Luna properly. I think Onai and Luna were three weeks old, I was laying in bed awake around two or three AM. I questioned myself if I should talk to Fang and Willow about giving them up for adoption. I was so tired that night, I had just put Onai back to sleep when I had that thought, then just minutes later Luna woke up crying. I cried out and made Fang take care of her. I left the room and slept in Fang’s old bedroom that night. Fang didn’t say anything about it. Willow didn’t even know, until now. I’m glad that I didn’t ask them about giving them up for adoption. I don’t know how I’d be able to live without the two now. It’s been a fun and annoying life experience though. It really opened my eyes about why and how my parents and also Willow took care of us and why they’d punish us for various things. I wouldn’t change anything,” Vapor explained.\n\n\t“Here’s another letter,” Willow said handing it to Fang. He opened the letter and read it silently for a moment.\n\n\t[i]“Hey kids how do you feel if you all where together and play happy together? Do you like to do something together? What about playing in the woods? Your Friend ib!KimbaLion.”[/i] Fang said.\n\t“We play together all the time, when we’re not studying for school or caring for our pups. We’ll play hide and seek, tag, MEGO blocks, board games, video games and other stuff. We’ll swim in the Koi pond sometimes too, but we’re cautious and careful doing that. They Koi fish are kind of sensitive at times and not cheap, plus they’re old like my mom ~giggle~.\n\t“Hey! I’ll show you old!” Willow scowled.\n\t“I’m playing mom!” Fang replied with a smile.\n\t“The woods are off limits. They’re quite dense and apparently easy to get lost in. Vapor, Pepper and I have been told many times not to go into them. I don’t know of any other reason though. I do know it goes for miles in all directions. I have stood at the start of the tree line and the trees are so dense that it becomes almost fully dark even during the middle of the day but it’s not too bad though. I’ll explore them one of these days, they can’t be all that bad,” Fang explained.",
  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>\t&ldquo;Hey, Fang, Pepper, Vapor you all have some mail.&rdquo; Willow shouted at them outside in the backyard.<br /><br />\tPepper walked up to her mom.<br />\t&ldquo;Do you know a boy named Rocky Fennek?&rdquo; Willow asked.<br />\t&ldquo;Rocky Fennek is a girl mom and yeah I do. She&rsquo;s in one of my classes,&rdquo; Pepper chuckled.<br />\t&ldquo;Oh, I&rsquo;m sorry. Let&rsquo;s not tell her that okay?&rdquo; Willow said then smiled.<br /><br />\tPepper took the envelope in paw and opened it. She pulled out the sheet of paper and unfolded it and read it silently.<br />\t&ldquo;What&rsquo;s it say?&rdquo; Shade asked as he walked up to her.<br /><br />\t<em>&ldquo;Pepper, how did you and Shade meet?&rdquo; Your Friend, <span class=\"widget_userNameSmall \"><a class=\"widget_userNameSmall\" href=\"/RockyFennek\">RockyFennek</a></span></em> <br /><br />\tShe turned it to Shade who read it.<br />\t&ldquo;Hmm. Is it okay to say how?&rdquo; Pepper asked.<br />\t&ldquo;Sure, we have nothing to hide,&rdquo; Shade replied.<br />\t&ldquo;Well, we had been in the same classes throughout elementary school. He sat on one side of the room and I was on the other side. I&rsquo;d stare at him during the classes. So one morning when we were in the fourth grade I was in the cafeteria waiting for our homeroom class to start. I saw him walk in, he was kind of hiding out of sight and then made a run for the bathroom. I followed behind and walked in. It was only him in there&hellip;&rdquo; she explained.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;PEPPER! You shouldn&rsquo;t be going into the boy&rsquo;s bathroom,&rdquo; Willow scowled.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Yeah yeah. It was worth any trouble I&rsquo;d get in,&rdquo; Pepper replied to her mom. &ldquo;So anyway, I walked up to him and looked at him. He was covering his left eye. I could tell that he had been crying. He said or did nothing as I reached out and moved his paw from his eye. It was badly bruised. I hugged him then kissed his cheek. Then I pulled him into the handicap stall and sat him on the toilet. I dropped my bag and opened it to dig out my makeup kit, that mom didn&rsquo;t know about &hellip; <em>~looks at Willow holding back a smile~</em> I asked him who did this and that I wouldn&rsquo;t tell anyone if he didn&rsquo;t want me to. He told how his parents would hit him and not feed him and all that. I didn&rsquo;t know what to say, so I kissed him muzzle to muzzle. I pulled out of the kiss and smiled at him. His expression was priceless but his eyes quickly filled with love. It was like he&rsquo;d never been kissed before. I grabbed my makeup bag and told him to relax, that I wasn&rsquo;t putting crazy makeup on him, that I was just covering the bruise up. I spent the next fifteen minutes working on him trying to mix colors to his skin and fur color. Multiple furs walked into the bathroom, I wasn&rsquo;t scared of getting caught but Shade was though. I understand why he was scared. After I covered up the bruise I smiled and kissed his cheek once again and told him I&rsquo;d see him in class. So for the next couple of weeks I would cover up his bruise in that stall. We hung out all the time after that. I guess official unofficial boyfriend and girlfriend at that point,&rdquo; she said then smiled over at Shade and took his paw in hers.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Aww that&rsquo;s sweet of you to do Pepper,&rdquo; Vapor replied.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;So after we were in middle school, around the time that Laika was born, I confessed my love to him. We were sitting outside under the covered entrance walkway. He said that he had fallen in love with me that morning that I cared for him in fourth grade. We both decided&nbsp;&nbsp;to say that was when became boyfriend and girlfriend in the fourth grade. So Monday December Fourth 2017, I told him that I&rsquo;d love if he claimed me and explained how to do it. He wasn&rsquo;t too sure at first but a kiss and &lsquo;I love you&rsquo; changed his mind. He said that he felt nothing but love from me. So we headed to a bathroom and he claimed me. I took it a bit further and pulled my shirt off and pulled my pants and panties down to my knees. His expression was once again priceless. His entire face turned bright red. I comforted him and said everything would be okay. I read up on otter mating rituals. Once they mate with a partner they&rsquo;re mates for life. He quietly said okay and nodded. He pulled his pants down, he wearing tattered underwear. It didn&rsquo;t matter to me, I loved him no matter what. We didn&rsquo;t have any experience in sex but we knew of the basics. His penis was already out when he pulled his underwear down. I turned around and held onto the bars on the wall and he pushed in. It hurt really, really bad. He pulled out being scared. Once I calmed down, I asked him to do it again and just to finish. After minutes of us going back and forth he reluctantly agreed. Two minutes of pain he finished in me and then pulled out. I turned around and smiled at him as his seed slowly oozed out of me. I locked him into a kiss, while his penis poked at my vagina again. Sadly the bell rung for our first class. I cleaned up and got his seed to stop leaking out then we rushed to our first class. I asked a friend for a birth control pill during class, not wanting to get pregnant like Vapor did so young,&rdquo; she explained.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Hey! I wouldn&rsquo;t change anything!&rdquo; Vapor huffed.<br />\t&ldquo;No offense Vapor. I&rsquo;m just not ready for a cub of my own yet,&rdquo; Pepper replied.<br />\t&ldquo;Good. I don&rsquo;t want to see any of you pregnant or again, until you&rsquo;re at least eighteen,&rdquo; Willow replied.<br /><br />\tWillow handed Vapor a letter who took it and opened it.<br /><br />\t<em>\t&ldquo;Vapor, how does it feel to be a mother with three kids at an early age?&rdquo; Your Friend <span class=\"widget_userNameSmall \"><a class=\"widget_userNameSmall\" href=\"/BengalKat\">BengalKat</a></span></em><br /><br />\t&ldquo;Good question. I wouldn&rsquo;t change anything that&rsquo;s happened. I love our three cubs so very much. They are, however, difficult to keep out of trouble. They&rsquo;re all a pawful. I need like four more arms, two of them being like fifty feet long. <em>~laughs for a few seconds~</em> Overall it&rsquo;s not too bad, but Fang and I do have a great teacher and guardian, Willow. We can&rsquo;t forget about Abby either, our babysitter. It&rsquo;s so weird, our babysitter babysits our cubs. Babysitter inception? Anyway, other than us not having a full cubhood or able to be teens fulltime, it&rsquo;s not bad. We&rsquo;ve sacrificed more than a few things to care of all three of them. We were supposed to have gone with Jaden and his parents this summer to California and hit the beach, but then we had Laika. Laika wasn&rsquo;t planned. I mean none of them really were. But Laika, we didn&rsquo;t know that the birth control pills were out of date. But we love her just as much and we&rsquo;re not ever going to tell her that she was an accident, that would just be mean and probably do more harm than anything. I will be honest though, I knew that knotting would highly increase the likely pregnancy, even on the pill. After Laika was born I asked Willow to take me back to the doctor to get that shot that keeps me from getting pregnant for three months. So I&rsquo;m currently on a schedule for that shot, four times a year. It sucks. It hurts like a motherfucker even when I don&rsquo;t tense up. Maybe I should look into a shot for Fang, let him feel what I go through for those shots,&rdquo; Vapor stated.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;No way in hell am I taking a shot like that. I love you and hate to see you in pain, but no way am I doing that,&rdquo; Fang replied.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Fang, Vapor. Language or I&rsquo;ll ground you both for two months,&rdquo; Willow scowled at them. &ldquo;Also Vapor, you really didn&rsquo;t answer the question, how has it affected your sleep and schooling?&rdquo; Willow added.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Ah, yeah, I&rsquo;m sorry, I got off on tangents. It&rsquo;s interesting being a parent while being a cub yourself. It hasn&rsquo;t been easy. Most nights Fang and I are woken up by their cries for food or diaper changes. We&rsquo;ve lost probably two to four hours of sleep almost every night. Our grades suffered slightly. Maybe a point of two, but we&rsquo;re still A+ students. We just have to work that much harder to keep our grades up and not fall asleep in class. Our teachers don&rsquo;t take the excuse &lsquo;our pups kept us wake all night&rsquo; which is fair. They did give Fang and I a week or two leeway after Onai and Luna was born but it depended on their mood. I won&rsquo;t lie, I wasn&rsquo;t sure if Fang and I could raise Onai and Luna properly. I think Onai and Luna were three weeks old, I was laying in bed awake around two or three AM. I questioned myself if I should talk to Fang and Willow about giving them up for adoption. I was so tired that night, I had just put Onai back to sleep when I had that thought, then just minutes later Luna woke up crying. I cried out and made Fang take care of her. I left the room and slept in Fang&rsquo;s old bedroom that night. Fang didn&rsquo;t say anything about it. Willow didn&rsquo;t even know, until now. I&rsquo;m glad that I didn&rsquo;t ask them about giving them up for adoption. I don&rsquo;t know how I&rsquo;d be able to live without the two now. It&rsquo;s been a fun and annoying life experience though. It really opened my eyes about why and how my parents and also Willow took care of us and why they&rsquo;d punish us for various things. I wouldn&rsquo;t change anything,&rdquo; Vapor explained.<br /><br />\t&ldquo;Here&rsquo;s another letter,&rdquo; Willow said handing it to Fang. He opened the letter and read it silently for a moment.<br /><br />\t<em>&ldquo;Hey kids how do you feel if you all where together and play happy together? Do you like to do something together? What about playing in the woods? Your Friend <span class=\"widget_userNameSmall \"><a class=\"widget_userNameSmall\" href=\"/KimbaLion\">KimbaLion</a></span>.&rdquo;</em> Fang said.<br />\t&ldquo;We play together all the time, when we&rsquo;re not studying for school or caring for our pups. We&rsquo;ll play hide and seek, tag, MEGO blocks, board games, video games and other stuff. We&rsquo;ll swim in the Koi pond sometimes too, but we&rsquo;re cautious and careful doing that. They Koi fish are kind of sensitive at times and not cheap, plus they&rsquo;re old like my mom ~giggle~.<br />\t&ldquo;Hey! I&rsquo;ll show you old!&rdquo; Willow scowled.<br />\t&ldquo;I&rsquo;m playing mom!&rdquo; Fang replied with a smile.<br />\t&ldquo;The woods are off limits. They&rsquo;re quite dense and apparently easy to get lost in. Vapor, Pepper and I have been told many times not to go into them. I don&rsquo;t know of any other reason though. I do know it goes for miles in all directions. I have stood at the start of the tree line and the trees are so dense that it becomes almost fully dark even during the middle of the day but it&rsquo;s not too bad though. I&rsquo;ll explore them one of these days, they can&rsquo;t be all that bad,&rdquo; Fang explained.</span>",
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