It's a relief for me that the high school doesn't teach English poetry! Fortunately, the main thing taught in high school is basic science. Otherwise, those studying video game design or cultural media in high school will be in a dilemma.
Do not be deceived by that I posted so much; if you ask me to write the kind of essay required by high school, I will definitely be totally unhappy!
If you split my high school students into two halves, half with video game design as one of the courses and half with entertainment video production as one of the courses, you'll see them only having fun with the other half's stuffs for at least the next 10 years of their lives!
High school education *is* like that. In fact, one of the factors I considered when choosing a college major was not to use too much high school knowledge. If the major uses too much of that, you will definitely not like it. I'm sure most students won't.
once bitten twice shy
I study civil engineering and had to adapt to it when I first went to university. I read a few words from a college math textbook, and then looked around to make sure I was no longer in high school. After doing that a few times, I started to feel that the college math textbook respects me.
The plus sign printed in college math books looks much kinder than the high school books!
The desks and chairs you use in college classes also feel absolutely different from the previous ones. The desks and chairs in college classes are more like the desks and chairs in your home. You should feel that too.
Having to talk to someone before going to the bathroom is definitely different from directly going to the bathroom.
There are so many different places. In high school, after class, you are going to the bathroom, you are in a hurry, but you can't seem too anxious, or the teacher will scold you.
You can't go too fast or the teacher will get angry with you. You also can't walk too slowly or you don't have enough time to go to the bathroom.
In high school, you finish using the bathroom and you get stunned, feel insecure, as if you did something wrong (because you left the classroom), and hurry back.
an inexplicable sense of panic
You'll stare at the tiles on the wall, not knowing where you are and what you're going to do.
ah........
ai...
you're expected to be fearful
and not scaring you is enough reason to fall in love with someone
for me
I'm certainly not like you guys, but I'm actually not like the other students here either. You and they are inherently free.
I am psychologically abnormal, actually.
I would wake up in the middle of the night inexplicably, disturbed that modern people have a better standard of living than the ancients.
but i won't blame myself. it's the schools' fault. and i'll keep being myself.