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you never get out of bed\"\n>said that it was complicated and i didn't wan't to talk about it\n>she persisted\n>\"please anon, i'm very worried about you. i just want you to know that whenever you want to talk, i'm here for you\"\n>didn't talk much for the rest of the trip\n\n>arrive at canada\n>we were visiting my mom's grandparents and my fox cousin-in-law\n>cousin was definately a 11/10\n>her fur, her tail, her face, all perfect\n>she was kinda flirty with me\n>didn't care much tbh\n>been through love and didn't really gained lot of happieness from it\n>ended up sharing a bed with cousin\n>bed was shit, though. like laying on pile of rocks \n>couldn't sleep the whole night\n>she tried to cuddle with me, but that kept me up more\n\n>i went out of bed to go get some fresh air\n>\"where are you going anon?\"\n>\"eh, just going to the bathroom\"\n>\"okay, don't go to long, sweetie ;)\"\n>sat down on the rocking chair in the back porch\n>it was cold and dark, but i needed to be alone\n> mom came out and sat next to me\n>\"what's wrong, anon? talk to me\"\n>i sighed. i knew she wasn't gonna stop pestering me about so i might as well tell her\n>used to have a hot 9/10 cat gf for about 4 months\n>she was so mean to me and everyone alse\n>she was only ever with me for my money\n>broke up with me for some rich chick\n>really rubbed it in my face, saying i wasn't good enough for her\n>thatcutmedeepnigga.jpg\n>my mom actually understood my situation\n>\"some people just aren't whole your time. she wanted nothing to do with you in the first place, she took advantage of you, and she broke your heart\n>\"it may not work, that happens, anon. but its ok to feel hurt, thats the risk we take with love. God will find someone perfect for you in time\"\n>she hugged me, and pet my tail\n>\"i love you, son\"\n>\"i love you too, mom\"\n>i felt alot better, but i was still tired\n>all i wanted to do is go home, hop in MY bed and sleep for a week.\n\n>went back to my cousin's room.\n>\"~hey anon\"\n>she was kinda too excited to see me\n>she cuddled a bit closer to me\n>a this point, i kinda eased up and let her\n>her bed still shit, though\n>it was so uncomfortable\n>after a while my cousin talked to me\n>\"can't sleep?\"\n>\"no\"\n>\"me neither. anon, there's something i've been meaning to ask you...\"\n>i was barely awake and still really lethargic, but i locked with her and noddeds\n>\"your fur is so warm and your tail is so fluffy, and your face...\n>\"your face is perfect...\"\n>we weren't really related, but it still felt wrong.\n>i wasn't ready for love yet, i needed more time\n>and sleep. God i needed so much sleep\n>\"anon, please tell me\"\n>\"yeah, cousin?\"\n\n\n\n\n\n\n>she said \"do you love me?\"\n>i tell her \"only partly\n>\"i only love my bed and my mama\n>\"im sorry\"\n>God's plan, God's plan\n[/color]\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\n\nEaster Fools, Fool!","writing_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>ITT stories about going through a rough time<br />i&#039;ll start<br /><br /><span style=\"color: #4e9a06;\">&gt;be me<br />&gt;dog<br />&gt;super depressed after a rough breakup, been laying in my comfy bed for days<br />&gt;i had no motivation, and i couldn&#039;t sleep<br />&gt;my adoptive fox mom walks in<br />&gt;she tells me to pack up some clothes<br />&gt;we&#039;re going to go on a vacation to canada to visit her catholic family<br />&gt;didn&#039;t wan&#039;t to go but it was really important to her.<br />&gt;a long ass drive<br />&gt;she takes a detour to pick up some sonic on the way<br />&gt;while we were waiting for our order she asked &quot;why are you feeling so down? you never get out of bed&quot;<br />&gt;said that it was complicated and i didn&#039;t wan&#039;t to talk about it<br />&gt;she persisted<br />&gt;&quot;please anon, i&#039;m very worried about you. i just want you to know that whenever you want to talk, i&#039;m here for you&quot;<br />&gt;didn&#039;t talk much for the rest of the trip<br /><br />&gt;arrive at canada<br />&gt;we were visiting my mom&#039;s grandparents and my fox cousin-in-law<br />&gt;cousin was definately a 11/10<br />&gt;her fur, her tail, her face, all perfect<br />&gt;she was kinda flirty with me<br />&gt;didn&#039;t care much tbh<br />&gt;been through love and didn&#039;t really gained lot of happieness from it<br />&gt;ended up sharing a bed with cousin<br />&gt;bed was shit, though. like laying on pile of rocks <br />&gt;couldn&#039;t sleep the whole night<br />&gt;she tried to cuddle with me, but that kept me up more<br /><br />&gt;i went out of bed to go get some fresh air<br />&gt;&quot;where are you going anon?&quot;<br />&gt;&quot;eh, just going to the bathroom&quot;<br />&gt;&quot;okay, don&#039;t go to long, sweetie ;)&quot;<br />&gt;sat down on the rocking chair in the back porch<br />&gt;it was cold and dark, but i needed to be alone<br />&gt; mom came out and sat next to me<br />&gt;&quot;what&#039;s wrong, anon? talk to me&quot;<br />&gt;i sighed. i knew she wasn&#039;t gonna stop pestering me about so i might as well tell her<br />&gt;used to have a hot 9/10 cat gf for about 4 months<br />&gt;she was so mean to me and everyone alse<br />&gt;she was only ever with me for my money<br />&gt;broke up with me for some rich chick<br />&gt;really rubbed it in my face, saying i wasn&#039;t good enough for her<br />&gt;thatcutmedeepnigga.jpg<br />&gt;my mom actually understood my situation<br />&gt;&quot;some people just aren&#039;t whole your time. she wanted nothing to do with you in the first place, she took advantage of you, and she broke your heart<br />&gt;&quot;it may not work, that happens, anon. but its ok to feel hurt, thats the risk we take with love. God will find someone perfect for you in time&quot;<br />&gt;she hugged me, and pet my tail<br />&gt;&quot;i love you, son&quot;<br />&gt;&quot;i love you too, mom&quot;<br />&gt;i felt alot better, but i was still tired<br />&gt;all i wanted to do is go home, hop in MY bed and sleep for a week.<br /><br />&gt;went back to my cousin&#039;s room.<br />&gt;&quot;~hey anon&quot;<br />&gt;she was kinda too excited to see me<br />&gt;she cuddled a bit closer to me<br />&gt;a this point, i kinda eased up and let her<br />&gt;her bed still shit, though<br />&gt;it was so uncomfortable<br />&gt;after a while my cousin talked to me<br />&gt;&quot;can&#039;t sleep?&quot;<br />&gt;&quot;no&quot;<br />&gt;&quot;me neither. anon, there&#039;s something i&#039;ve been meaning to ask you...&quot;<br />&gt;i was barely awake and still really lethargic, but i locked with her and noddeds<br />&gt;&quot;your fur is so warm and your tail is so fluffy, and your face...<br />&gt;&quot;your face is perfect...&quot;<br />&gt;we weren&#039;t really related, but it still felt wrong.<br />&gt;i wasn&#039;t ready for love yet, i needed more time<br />&gt;and sleep. God i needed so much sleep<br />&gt;&quot;anon, please tell me&quot;<br />&gt;&quot;yeah, cousin?&quot;<br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />&gt;she said &quot;do you love me?&quot;<br />&gt;i tell her &quot;only partly<br />&gt;&quot;i only love my bed and my mama<br />&gt;&quot;im sorry&quot;<br />&gt;God&#039;s plan, God&#039;s plan<br /></span><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Easter Fools, Fool!</span>","pools_count":0,"title":"A green text","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"text/plain","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"12","type_name":"Writing - Document","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"0","views":"25","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}