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He's surrounded by everything that ruined him as a child, and even though his aunt is dead, his home still feels like a prison. \n\n\n\nI've had a lot of free time to plan out story, and I wanted to explore my own current feelings of entrapment, so here's a little summary of what I've been thinking about for sinclair. i really can't wait to be able to draw again, so i can better depict all of the ideas i've been having. at least my first surgery is in 2 weeks :)\n\nIs that lipstick on Geraldine, or permanent wine staining? it is a mystery","description_bbcode_parsed":"Sinclair and his brother Gilbert (insists its pronounced the creole way) lived with their aunt after their mother died of an overdose. they never met their father, (or fathers) and aunt Geraldine was an extremely narcissistic guardian, who mentally and sexually abused both boys. she shared the trauma her sister medicated herself to death for, and it turned her into a monster.
she's dead now, having drunk herself to death in a manner mirroring her sister. this left Gil at 18 with custody of Sinclair-- however, being in the trailer Geraldine left them makes him sick, so he leaves groceries and spends time couch surfing elsewhere. Sinclair, not old enough to legally have a job, does cam work to try and save to move out. He's surrounded by everything that ruined him as a child, and even though his aunt is dead, his home still feels like a prison.
I've had a lot of free time to plan out story, and I wanted to explore my own current feelings of entrapment, so here's a little summary of what I've been thinking about for sinclair. i really can't wait to be able to draw again, so i can better depict all of the ideas i've been having. at least my first surgery is in 2 weeks :)
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