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I never really decided exactly what brought on silas' behavior, so I was tossing around the idea that his mother was a sex worker, and one of her clients offered her a shit ton of money to fool around with Silas too, giving her the idea to include him regularly in her services as a "special."
Edit: (I put this in a comment but it concluded my feelings about this image well enough that I'm placing it here.)
It's sort of inspired by my own feelings about my situation, and something I've always kept in mind despite my upbringing. Like, abusers usually had traumatic lives too. It's an uncomfortable dichotomy I deal with a lot, but in the end I don't think it excuses their actions, just explains them.","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"","pools_count":0,"title":"part of the cycle","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"image/png","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"2","rating_name":"Adult","ratings":[{"content_tag_id":"4","name":"Sexual Themes","description":"Erotic imagery, sexual activity or arousal","rating_id":"2"}],"submission_type_id":"1","type_name":"Picture/Pinup","guest_block":"t","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"41","views":"4946","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}