{ "submission_id": "1588160", "keywords": [ { "keyword_id": "303", "keyword_name": "canine", "contributed": "f", "submissions_count": "196532" }, { "keyword_id": "108", "keyword_name": "comic", "contributed": "f", "submissions_count": "90496" }, { "keyword_id": "33", "keyword_name": "fox", "contributed": "f", "submissions_count": "252366" }, { "keyword_id": "5789", "keyword_name": "hugging", "contributed": "f", "submissions_count": "5810" }, { "keyword_id": "165", "keyword_name": "male", "contributed": "f", "submissions_count": "1219141" }, { "keyword_id": "473", "keyword_name": "otter", "contributed": "f", "submissions_count": "36711" }, { "keyword_id": "90", "keyword_name": "ram", "contributed": "f", "submissions_count": "3762" } ], "hidden": "f", "scraps": "f", "favorite": "f", "favorites_count": "116", "create_datetime": "2018-04-18 19:51:09.868744+00", "create_datetime_usertime": "18 Apr 2018 21:51 CEST", "last_file_update_datetime": "2018-04-18 19:38:28.944056+00", "last_file_update_datetime_usertime": "18 Apr 2018 21:38 CEST", "username": "misterpickleman", "user_id": "31521", "user_icon_file_name": "198592_misterpickleman_20201110-redesign_brainstorm.png", "user_icon_url_large": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/usericons/large/198/198592_misterpickleman_20201110-redesign_brainstorm.png", "user_icon_url_medium": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/usericons/medium/198/198592_misterpickleman_20201110-redesign_brainstorm.png", "user_icon_url_small": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/usericons/small/198/198592_misterpickleman_20201110-redesign_brainstorm.png", "file_name": "2258685_misterpickleman_thanks.png", "file_url_full": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/full/2258/2258685_misterpickleman_thanks.png", "file_url_screen": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/screen/2258/2258685_misterpickleman_thanks.png", "file_url_preview": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2258/2258685_misterpickleman_thanks.jpg", "thumbnail_url_huge_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2258/2258685_misterpickleman_thanks.jpg", "thumbnail_url_large_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2258/2258685_misterpickleman_thanks_noncustom.jpg", "thumbnail_url_medium_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2258/2258685_misterpickleman_thanks_noncustom.jpg", "thumb_medium_noncustom_x": "51", "thumb_medium_noncustom_y": "120", "thumb_large_noncustom_x": "86", "thumb_large_noncustom_y": "200", "thumb_huge_noncustom_x": "128", "thumb_huge_noncustom_y": "300", "files": [ { "file_id": "2258685", "file_name": "2258685_misterpickleman_thanks.png", "file_url_full": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/full/2258/2258685_misterpickleman_thanks.png", "file_url_screen": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/screen/2258/2258685_misterpickleman_thanks.png", "file_url_preview": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2258/2258685_misterpickleman_thanks.jpg", "mimetype": "image/png", "submission_id": "1588160", "user_id": "31521", "submission_file_order": "0", "full_size_x": "855", "full_size_y": "2000", "screen_size_x": "787", "screen_size_y": "1840", "preview_size_x": "128", "preview_size_y": "300", "initial_file_md5": "f6b294ad3316b3c978ce61065001af8d", "full_file_md5": "d4c657e2c06bc171c3cba17318e7caa3", "large_file_md5": "665b7164135d173f3c7b81ee1a28e584", "small_file_md5": "19da7cbde2a009bbb914e4f0b4e2608e", "thumbnail_md5": "0ab8f24a1c1f4644a739b1ceb752b575", "deleted": "f", "create_datetime": "2018-04-18 19:38:28.944056+00", "create_datetime_usertime": "18 Apr 2018 21:38 CEST", "thumbnail_url_huge_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2258/2258685_misterpickleman_thanks.jpg", "thumbnail_url_large_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2258/2258685_misterpickleman_thanks_noncustom.jpg", "thumbnail_url_medium_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2258/2258685_misterpickleman_thanks_noncustom.jpg", "thumb_medium_noncustom_x": "51", "thumb_medium_noncustom_y": "120", "thumb_large_noncustom_x": "86", "thumb_large_noncustom_y": "200", "thumb_huge_noncustom_x": "128", "thumb_huge_noncustom_y": "300" } ], "pools": [ { "pool_id": "39803", "name": "Other people's characters", "description": "Stuff drawn for others.", "count": "110", "submission_left_submission_id": "1574279", "submission_left_file_name": "2237229_misterpickleman_ssddff.jpg", "submission_left_thumbnail_url_huge_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2237/2237229_misterpickleman_ssddff.jpg", "submission_left_thumbnail_url_large_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2237/2237229_misterpickleman_ssddff_noncustom.jpg", "submission_left_thumbnail_url_medium_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2237/2237229_misterpickleman_ssddff_noncustom.jpg", "submission_left_thumb_medium_noncustom_x": "55", "submission_left_thumb_medium_noncustom_y": "120", "submission_left_thumb_large_noncustom_x": "92", "submission_left_thumb_large_noncustom_y": "200", "submission_left_thumb_huge_noncustom_x": "139", "submission_left_thumb_huge_noncustom_y": "300", "submission_right_submission_id": "1630701", "submission_right_file_name": "2326592_misterpickleman_belfry.png", "submission_right_thumbnail_url_huge_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2326/2326592_misterpickleman_belfry.jpg", "submission_right_thumbnail_url_large_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2326/2326592_misterpickleman_belfry_noncustom.jpg", "submission_right_thumbnail_url_medium_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2326/2326592_misterpickleman_belfry_noncustom.jpg", "submission_right_thumb_medium_noncustom_x": "82", "submission_right_thumb_medium_noncustom_y": "120", "submission_right_thumb_large_noncustom_x": "137", "submission_right_thumb_large_noncustom_y": "200", "submission_right_thumb_huge_noncustom_x": "206", "submission_right_thumb_huge_noncustom_y": "300" }, { "pool_id": "52854", "name": "Pickles!", "description": "A pool for my otter-sona.", "count": "53", "submission_left_submission_id": "1591709", "submission_left_file_name": "2264263_misterpickleman_meme.png", "submission_left_thumbnail_url_huge_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2264/2264263_misterpickleman_meme.jpg", "submission_left_thumbnail_url_large_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2264/2264263_misterpickleman_meme_noncustom.jpg", "submission_left_thumbnail_url_medium_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2264/2264263_misterpickleman_meme_noncustom.jpg", "submission_left_thumb_medium_noncustom_x": "120", "submission_left_thumb_medium_noncustom_y": "109", "submission_left_thumb_large_noncustom_x": "200", "submission_left_thumb_large_noncustom_y": "182", "submission_left_thumb_huge_noncustom_x": "300", "submission_left_thumb_huge_noncustom_y": "273", "submission_right_submission_id": "1587503", "submission_right_file_name": "2257621_misterpickleman_exploit.png", "submission_right_thumbnail_url_huge_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2257/2257621_misterpickleman_exploit.jpg", "submission_right_thumbnail_url_large_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2257/2257621_misterpickleman_exploit_noncustom.jpg", "submission_right_thumbnail_url_medium_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2257/2257621_misterpickleman_exploit_noncustom.jpg", "submission_right_thumb_medium_noncustom_x": "41", "submission_right_thumb_medium_noncustom_y": "120", "submission_right_thumb_large_noncustom_x": "68", "submission_right_thumb_large_noncustom_y": "200", "submission_right_thumb_huge_noncustom_x": "102", "submission_right_thumb_huge_noncustom_y": "300" }, { "pool_id": "45372", "name": "Random whatevers", "description": "Things that don't really have a home, but I want a pool to keep them together so, if I do make a pool, I can find them.", "count": "39", "submission_left_submission_id": "1587503", "submission_left_file_name": "2257621_misterpickleman_exploit.png", "submission_left_thumbnail_url_huge_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2257/2257621_misterpickleman_exploit.jpg", "submission_left_thumbnail_url_large_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2257/2257621_misterpickleman_exploit_noncustom.jpg", "submission_left_thumbnail_url_medium_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2257/2257621_misterpickleman_exploit_noncustom.jpg", "submission_left_thumb_medium_noncustom_x": "41", "submission_left_thumb_medium_noncustom_y": "120", "submission_left_thumb_large_noncustom_x": "68", "submission_left_thumb_large_noncustom_y": "200", "submission_left_thumb_huge_noncustom_x": "102", "submission_left_thumb_huge_noncustom_y": "300", "submission_right_submission_id": "1630697", "submission_right_file_name": "2326582_misterpickleman_1.png", "submission_right_thumbnail_url_huge_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/files/preview/2326/2326582_misterpickleman_1.jpg", "submission_right_thumbnail_url_large_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/large/2326/2326582_misterpickleman_1_noncustom.jpg", "submission_right_thumbnail_url_medium_noncustom": "https://nl1.ib.metapix.net/thumbnails/medium/2326/2326582_misterpickleman_1_noncustom.jpg", "submission_right_thumb_medium_noncustom_x": "120", "submission_right_thumb_medium_noncustom_y": "120", "submission_right_thumb_large_noncustom_x": "200", "submission_right_thumb_large_noncustom_y": "200", "submission_right_thumb_huge_noncustom_x": "300", "submission_right_thumb_huge_noncustom_y": "300" } ], "description": "I was feeling pretty down last night. Unmotivated, aggravated, frustrated... (Some other kinds of -ated, I'm sure.) So I just talked with @ishkee for a good chunk of the night. I've heard this message before, but for some reason it really sank in last night. So I reflected on my own motivations and aspirations and think I've finally started to feel comfortable with my artistic expression. I need to stop comparing my art to others and improve at my own pace.\n\nI also need to stop rolling my eyes when I say, \"my art.\" What I make IS art. And I don't need to qualify that in my head with statements like, \"if you consider comics art\" or, \"sketches are technically art.\"", "description_bbcode_parsed": "I was feeling pretty down last night. Unmotivated, aggravated, frustrated... (Some other kinds of -ated, I'm sure.) So I just talked with \r\n\t\t\t\t\t\r\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\r\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\r\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\r\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\r\n\t\t\t\t\t\t
\r\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t
\r\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tishkee\r\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t
\r\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t		\r\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\tishkee\r\n\t\t\t\t\t\t\t
for a good chunk of the night. I've heard this message before, but for some reason it really sank in last night. So I reflected on my own motivations and aspirations and think I've finally started to feel comfortable with my artistic expression. I need to stop comparing my art to others and improve at my own pace.

I also need to stop rolling my eyes when I say, "my art." What I make IS art. And I don't need to qualify that in my head with statements like, "if you consider comics art" or, "sketches are technically art."", "writing": "", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "", "pools_count": 3, "title": "Self appreciation", "deleted": "f", "public": "t", "mimetype": "image/png", "pagecount": "1", "rating_id": "0", "rating_name": "General", "ratings": [], "submission_type_id": "1", "type_name": "Picture/Pinup", "guest_block": "f", "friends_only": "f", "comments_count": "88", "views": "2426" }