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He missed curling up on his mom’s lap as she watched late night TV with a beer and a smoke. He'd fall asleep there and wake up in the middle of the night beside her in bed, the gentle rise and lowering on her back signaling she was fast asleep. The TV was almost never shut off, so the hum of infomercials echoed through the hall as Bee looked around the room sleepily before laying on his mom's back.
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Alone together.
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