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This story contains some dark themes, including depression and suicide. I'm fine, by the way.", "writing": "The only sounds around the small lake in the forest were the chirping of birds, and the rustling of leaves as the wind blew through them. As they almost always were, its waters were perfectly still, undisturbed for a fair amount of time. Then, there was a new sound, though not an unfamiliar one: Footsteps. The creator of said sound didn't remain hidden for long, a bipedal lizard emerging onto the shoreline from the plants surrounding it.\n\nFor the first time in a while, he smiled, undressing and tossing his clothing aside. He always came to this place every now and then to relax and get away from the endless frustrations of his life, never having seen anyone else here. Talking to insufferable people, working at his dull job, even the issues at his own home... Much like his clothes as he waded into the water, they were left behind. His trips here had become more frequent of late; once every couple weeks, then once a week, then multiple times. At this point, he could hardly bear to leave...\n\nWith a deep breath, he dove underwater, returning to his home-away-from-home at last, expertly swimming into the depths. He wasn't alone down here, coming across several fish, but through all the times he'd come here he'd grown accustomed to them, and they with him, such that neither bothered the other any more. His record of staying below the surface at a solid 10 minutes, the lizard had plenty of time to stay with the lake's aquatic life.\n\nAnd, stay he did. For roughly 5 minutes at a time, he'd happily swim about below the surface, enjoying the feeling of the lake water against his bare scales. Occasionally he'd walk instead, having a nude stroll under several dozen feet of water with only the air in his well-trained lungs. There was a particular place on the bottom he was heading toward...\n\nJust after returning to the bottom again, he found it: A small forest of aquatic plants. His best friend lived in here somewhere, and he wanted to see them again, wandering about in search of them. After about a minute, the lizard felt movement next to him, and smiled as a familiar eel wrapped about one of his arms, as was its usual greeting. \"Hbley, Noblodlble.\", the lizard bubbled.\n\nNoodle was [i]shockingly[/i] intelligent for a wild animal, seeming to understand the lizard's speech and even be capable of emoting. They'd met the very first time the lizard had come to the lake, and pretty quickly become friends. The lizard always wondered if Noodle may have even been sapient...\n\n\"Anblythbling inblterblestbling hblappblen whblile Ibl wabls goblne?\" Noodle shook their head; not only had the lizard never seen another person at the lake, Noodle seemingly hadn't either. \"Goblod... Nblo neblws ibls goblod neblws, afblter albl.\"\n\nThe lizard sat down in the mud, petting Noodle as they wrapped themselves around him. \"Ibl'm glblad [i]yoblu[/i] liblke mble, ablt leblast...\" It wasn't just that the eel was his best friend; he believed them to be his [i]only[/i] friend. Everyone else he knew was just faking it, or annoying, or... Well, too many things to list. But not Noodle; they were always willing to listen to the lizard, despite not being able to speak themselves, and the lizard could tell they truly enjoyed being with him.\n\nFor another minute or so, he vented his frustrations to the eel, strings of bubbles following each of his words... Then, he stopped and covered his mouth with a hand for a moment, realizing he's talked out the majority of his air. He got up and jumped from the muddy bottom, beginning to swim up for a breath. Along the way, he wondered whether he'd really mind if he didn't make it...\n\nJust before he'd surface, the lizard heard a slight water current next to him as Noodle drew a deep breath of their own. For better or for worse, the lizard breached the surface with a gasp, while Noodle was now the one to be holding their breath, their cheeks bulging out with held water.\n\nThe lizard smiled down at Noodle. \"You're always so cute like this...\" Noodle smiled back, though was already looking a bit uncomfortable, their aquatic body not being at all suited to not being in water. Not wanting them to have to put up with this for long, the lizard prepared once more and dove under again, the eel exhaling once he does.\n\nThe two stayed together for roughly an hour, going up and back down so the lizard can breathe while he talked to Noodle. Then, the lizard knew it was time to part ways with them once again; a wild animal couldn't relax for long, always needing to be looking for more food. \"Ibl wiblsh wble cobluld stblay toblgetblher loblngeblr...\" He hugged Noodle, and they nuzzle his face, clearly thinking the same thing, before they unwrapped from around him and went off on their own again. As much as the lizard wanted to be able to keep Noodle at home, he couldn't afford that. Besides, he'd once brought it up to them as an option, and they'd refused.\n\nAfter swimming on his own for a while more, the lizard felt like pushing himself, as he often did on these lake visits. Thus, with another deep breath, he dove back down, returning to the bottom for a much longer stroll. As always, the thought of not going up for air right when he needed it started getting him aroused, and soon his erection was bobbing in the water with each step he took.\n\nThe minutes ticked by as the lizard wandered the lakebed. He held his breath firmly, hardly even having any bubbles leaving his nostrils, but this couldn't keep up forever. Over time, his lungs began to ask for a fresh breath, but as he very much enjoyed, he refused them, simply continuing to walk. 5 minutes in, he started masturbating, letting out a quiet bubbly moan at the feeling. This was practically the only way he could get off; deep underwater and holding his breath.\n\nAs he continued, the request from his lungs slowly turned to a demand. Bubbles began leaving the lizard's nostrils following heaves of his aching chest, and his cheeks puffed a little bit bigger, but he remained on the bottom regardless, even as he hit the 8 minute mark. Grunts and groans were audible from the increasingly breathless lizard, and he soon pressed his free hand to his mouth as the green scales on his cheeks began to gain a purple discoloration.\n\nAnother minute and a half, and his demanding lungs were pleading with him now. His burning chest was constantly heaving, forcing out stale bubbles despite both hands now being on his mouth. Even without stimulation, the lizard was growing more aroused from his breathless state alone... But, the exertion of walking had taken its toll, his blush now turning blue as his body shivered...\n\nA cloud of bubbles left the lizard's mouth as he exhaled, all his used up air floating away. But, he kept standing on the lakebed, a bit stunned. He'd never pushed himself this far before... Was he drowning? It didn't feel like he was. If he was, though, and this was how it felt, then maybe...\n\nHis chest heaved the hardest yet, and his lips briefly parted to suck in. Swallowing the water before it could reach his lungs, the lizard jolted back to his senses and began scrambling for the surface. It was painfully slow, despite not being that much slower than normal, and along the way he took another couple desperate gulps, trying to keep his lungs dry despite them being ready to accept anything at this point...\n\nThe lizard surfaced with a desperate gasp, coughing and spitting up water. The colors of his face gradually returned to normal, and he smiled a little. That [i]had[/i] at least been a little nice. The drinking, as well, was hot to him... But he couldn't risk getting sick by drinking more.\n\nAfter swimming on the surface for some time while he caught his breath, the lizard dove back under, this time with empty lungs. He always liked challenging himself like this... His descent is hastened by the lack of buoyancy, and he quickly finds himself back on the bottom, ready to resume his stroll. He's anchored more firmly to the bottom now, letting him do a slow jog instead of simply walking.\n\nJust seconds in, he came to a large indent in the bottom; the deepest part of the lake. The out of place but familiar lizard stood at its edge for a moment, thinking. He was already about 50 feet down, and with almost no air in him; he'd be tripling that depth if he went down there, and his lungs were already just starting to get a little uncomfortable. But, the thought of going down anyway despite the danger made his cock throb in arousal... With a smile, the lizard forcefully jumped forward and began diving deeper.\n\nAs the depth grew, so did his arousal. A third of the way down, his chest already heaved for the first time... Two thirds, his cock was aching from intense arousal that was just getting stronger, throbbing in sync with his pounding heart as adrenaline rushed through him... Then, he was just above the bottom, and flipped himself around to sink onto his feet on the bottom. Despite currently very much being thrillseeking, anything more than a brief stay here would be a bad idea, so he only gave himself a few seconds. The airless lizard looked around as a tingly burning started forming in his chest. There was that cave, as always... Going in there now would be STUPID.\n\nEven in the seconds he was there, his arousal was rapidly increasing, [i]everything[/i] incredibly hot. The depth, the emptiness in his chest, the pressure... And, looking up and hardly being able to see the surface? All combined together, he couldn't take it. The lizard tightly shut his eyes and clenched his fists as his arousal surged one more time and he had a powerful hands-free orgasm! His legs wobbled and he gave a strained smile as he refused to masturbate, letting the situation alone drive his heavy spurts of cum.\n\nBut, he couldn't stay, even with his climax ongoing. He needed air, right away. He jumped from the bottom and scrambled upward, his cock still pumping out cum and leaving a trail below him as he got a purple blush, then a blue one. Only halfway up, he hit his limit... Or at least, what [i]would[/i] have been his limit. The immense amount of adrenaline rushing through him gave him the mental strength to force himself to not inhale, and he continued holding himself shut. On this last stretch, the tips of his fingers, toes, and tail all started to tingle, going numb from the lack of oxygen while his blue blush spread across his face. He started feeling dizzy, his vision blurring and even slightly dimming...\n\nAs his willpower started to falter, the lizard finally surfaced, gasping loudly and desperately, sucking in a little water in the process. Going into a coughing fit, he floundered in the water as he gasped between his coughs, not noticing his orgasm coming to a stop. Soon, he regained enough composure to start swimming again, going to a nearby shore to rest his overworked lungs.\n\nHe laid down, panting and tired, but smiling. That was the best orgasm he'd ever had... But, his smile faded as it occurred to him it'd never feel that good again, now that he knew for sure he could surface from that depth in that situation. Just like every other good thing in his life, it couldn't last long. The lizard started to cry a little, knowing there was nothing he could do to end this hell.\n\n...Well, there was [i]one[/i] option...\n\nHe sat up to think about it. Like always, he was going to have to leave the lake soon - it was getting a bit late. But, this time, he couldn't bear to go back to his life... It was time. Getting back up, he walked to an overhang that was about 7 feet above the deep section he'd been in, and rummaged around in a bush, finding his escape method before long: A boulder, so heavy he almost couldn't lift it, and a rope that was partly tied around it. His life couldn't be improved - he'd tried. So, there was nothing else for it.\n\nThe lizard hauled the boulder to the edge and carefully set it down, making sure it wouldn't roll off, then tied the rope around his foot. Then... He stood there crying, thinking about the fact that he would absolutely, 100% [i]not[/i] be coming back from what he was about to do. But, all the annoying people, all the annoying chores... How could he step back from this when he knew that was what awaited him if he left here? No. This was where it would end.\n\nWith a deep breath, he pushed the boulder off the edge. Just a moment later, he was yanked off with it, narrowly avoiding hitting his head before he went underwater, rapidly sinking. Deeper and deeper he was pulled, with a nervous smile... And just 10 seconds in, there was a dull thud as the boulder hit the bottom, the lizard sinking to stand next to it as he looked back up. It was... Oddly freeing, looking at the surface and knowing he'll never be going there again. But, he wasn't going to just stand around and wait to drown - he was going to make use of the time he had left.\n\nPicking up the boulder - the water making that much easier - the willingly doomed lizard trudged along the bottom to the cave. He'd never had the courage to explore it before, making it the one part of the lake he hadn't seen, but now, what did he have to lose? With confidence he'd never had before, he strode into the cave without hesitation. Early into it, the passage widened into a fairly large chamber. This would've been a nice place to hang out, sunlight still getting in... Well, too late now. The passage continued ahead, and so did the lizard.\n\nOver a few minutes, he wandered the endless tunnels. Occasionally there was a branch, and he picked one at random, uncaring of remembering the way out. He was hopelessly lost, and he knew it, his cock becoming fully erect again and bobbing with his steps. Just able to hold the boulder with one hand, he started jacking off once more with the other, letting out a bubbly moan. As he did that, it occurred to him there was something he could do consequence-free now...\n\nThe lizard left his mouth open, letting it flood before he gulped. Pleasantly cool lake water flowed down into his belly, and it felt quite good to let it in like this. Now uncaring if it'd potentially make him sick, he took a few more drinks, before starting to simply chug the water around him.\n\nEventually, his lungs began to strain, and he smiled. There was no going back now, for sure... Could the lizard get to the cave's deepest point before he'd drown? It was worth a shot. Bubbles leaked away more and more often as he kept walking, this last dive reaching 6 minutes, 7, 8... A purple blush returned to his face and little whines were being let out into the water now, his lungs just beginning to burn. His drinking continued regardless, but with difficulty, a tightness forming in his now bloated belly that looked as if he'd swallowed a beach ball. Not wanting to have a stomachache in this last little while, he stopped drinking, pressing his lips to the boulder to try to help hold his mouth shut.\n\n9 minutes, 9 and a half... Bubbles constantly streamed from the lizard as he fought to hold his breath, blush turning blue as his lungs intensely burned. He stopped walking to focus on holding back drowning, dropping the boulder and covering his mouth with both hands. So low on breath, he was getting more aroused despite not masturbating, his cock visibly throbbing in the water just like earlier. Bubbling and whimpering, he kept trying not to breathe despite his body yelling at him to do so, the column of air turning to a trickle, then stopping entirely as his lungs completely emptied.\n\nHis eyes went wide as his chest convulsed - this was it. There was no surfacing this time, no air coming, only water. With one last heave of his chest, the lizard sucked in, once again reflexively gulping the water. His taut stomach was no object; each instinctual attempt to breathe was interrupted by a swallow, until...\n\n\"Glg, gl...Gk, GK! G-GHUUUAAA!\" His belly refused to accept more water, making him briefly choke, before the water rushed in anyway - directly to his lungs, filling them to the brim! Then, he held it in as he froze up, both hands on his neck. Inhaling water had sent so many feelings through his body that it had stunned him, and he simply felt nothing. Not the searing pain in his lungs, not the fear of being in the process of drowning, not even the pleasure of the orgasm that had started when he'd gasped.\n\nHe held this aquatic breath for about 10 seconds before his mind caught up to what was happening and forced him to panic. Hacking up the water before sucking in more, the lizard frantically tried to swim up, the boulder still tied to him keeping him from bumping the ceiling. As much as he wanted to drown, his instincts were forcing him to do this, desperately gargling and choking as he continued spurting cum all over in his struggles.\n\nAfter 20 seconds of water breathing, the lizard was able to forcibly override his instincts, swimming back down and hefting up the boulder while keeping one hand on his neck, before he started running through the cave. Drowning be damned, he was going to find at least a dead end before he died! Loud, desperate coughs and gasps echoed through the tunnels as he pressed on, his fitful breaths prolonging his orgasm.\n\nA full minute into drowning, an intense dizziness was forming in the lizard's head, his body weakening as it became harder to hold up the boulder... But, finally, something different was up ahead. A dead end, at last... Was this the deepest point? Whether it was or not, it was the deepest the lizard was going to go. He placed a hand against the far wall, smiling, before he slumped to the cave floor, looking back out the way he came.\n\nHis choking had calmed to slow breathing by now, and the lizard had a dopey smile on his blue face as he hiccupped out the last bubbles in him. He looked down at himself, noticing his whole body was gradually tinting blue, his cock already purple, throbbing again with the arousal from drowning... And he reached over to start jacking off one last time.\n\nFor another minute, he'd occasionally hiccup or shudder a little, very slowly turning more blue as his thoughts slowed. Still though, he was thinking, about all the things he'd never have to worry about again: Talking to annoying people, going to his boring job... Hanging out with his eel friend...\n\nThat last thought gave him pause. What was Noodle going to think when they found him? He knew the answer to that was going to be different from anyone else: They'd be sad. If they ever even found him... He could only hope the eel had no interest in the cave, which was at least likely, they knew he couldn't survive underwater. But, leaving his only friend behind...\n\nThe lizard's train of thought was interrupted by an orgasm, having not realized he hadn't stopped masturbating. A gurgled moan echoed around him as he came into the water once more, though with substantially less cum than earlier. Once he came down from the pleasure, he went limp, almost no energy left in him. This was the end.\n\nHe very slowly took a few more breaths despite his entire body now being a deep blue, and he smiled just a little. His energy was quickly leaving him, his vision fading... Just before he would've closed his eyes for the last time, he felt something brush against his belly. Focusing what little he still could, the lizard saw... Noodle. They seemed concerned, looking up at him.\n\n\"...S...ssorrry...Nnooodle...\" The lizard just barely managed to wheeze out a couple words. Noodle gave him a look of understanding, hugging him as everything faded away...\n\nThe lizard's drowned body lay on the bottom, untouched even by Noodle - he'd hallucinated them in his last moments. Indeed, they never did find him, and assumed he'd simply left and decided not to return. It was months before he was even found at all, and while his reasons were never known, the lizard wouldn't have cared.\n\nIt was over, after all.", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "The only sounds around the small lake in the forest were the chirping of birds, and the rustling of leaves as the wind blew through them. As they almost always were, its waters were perfectly still, undisturbed for a fair amount of time. Then, there was a new sound, though not an unfamiliar one: Footsteps. The creator of said sound didn't remain hidden for long, a bipedal lizard emerging onto the shoreline from the plants surrounding it.

For the first time in a while, he smiled, undressing and tossing his clothing aside. He always came to this place every now and then to relax and get away from the endless frustrations of his life, never having seen anyone else here. Talking to insufferable people, working at his dull job, even the issues at his own home... Much like his clothes as he waded into the water, they were left behind. His trips here had become more frequent of late; once every couple weeks, then once a week, then multiple times. At this point, he could hardly bear to leave...

With a deep breath, he dove underwater, returning to his home-away-from-home at last, expertly swimming into the depths. He wasn't alone down here, coming across several fish, but through all the times he'd come here he'd grown accustomed to them, and they with him, such that neither bothered the other any more. His record of staying below the surface at a solid 10 minutes, the lizard had plenty of time to stay with the lake's aquatic life.

And, stay he did. For roughly 5 minutes at a time, he'd happily swim about below the surface, enjoying the feeling of the lake water against his bare scales. Occasionally he'd walk instead, having a nude stroll under several dozen feet of water with only the air in his well-trained lungs. There was a particular place on the bottom he was heading toward...

Just after returning to the bottom again, he found it: A small forest of aquatic plants. His best friend lived in here somewhere, and he wanted to see them again, wandering about in search of them. After about a minute, the lizard felt movement next to him, and smiled as a familiar eel wrapped about one of his arms, as was its usual greeting. "Hbley, Noblodlble.", the lizard bubbled.

Noodle was shockingly intelligent for a wild animal, seeming to understand the lizard's speech and even be capable of emoting. They'd met the very first time the lizard had come to the lake, and pretty quickly become friends. The lizard always wondered if Noodle may have even been sapient...

"Anblythbling inblterblestbling hblappblen whblile Ibl wabls goblne?" Noodle shook their head; not only had the lizard never seen another person at the lake, Noodle seemingly hadn't either. "Goblod... Nblo neblws ibls goblod neblws, afblter albl."

The lizard sat down in the mud, petting Noodle as they wrapped themselves around him. "Ibl'm glblad yoblu liblke mble, ablt leblast..." It wasn't just that the eel was his best friend; he believed them to be his only friend. Everyone else he knew was just faking it, or annoying, or... Well, too many things to list. But not Noodle; they were always willing to listen to the lizard, despite not being able to speak themselves, and the lizard could tell they truly enjoyed being with him.

For another minute or so, he vented his frustrations to the eel, strings of bubbles following each of his words... Then, he stopped and covered his mouth with a hand for a moment, realizing he's talked out the majority of his air. He got up and jumped from the muddy bottom, beginning to swim up for a breath. Along the way, he wondered whether he'd really mind if he didn't make it...

Just before he'd surface, the lizard heard a slight water current next to him as Noodle drew a deep breath of their own. For better or for worse, the lizard breached the surface with a gasp, while Noodle was now the one to be holding their breath, their cheeks bulging out with held water.

The lizard smiled down at Noodle. "You're always so cute like this..." Noodle smiled back, though was already looking a bit uncomfortable, their aquatic body not being at all suited to not being in water. Not wanting them to have to put up with this for long, the lizard prepared once more and dove under again, the eel exhaling once he does.

The two stayed together for roughly an hour, going up and back down so the lizard can breathe while he talked to Noodle. Then, the lizard knew it was time to part ways with them once again; a wild animal couldn't relax for long, always needing to be looking for more food. "Ibl wiblsh wble cobluld stblay toblgetblher loblngeblr..." He hugged Noodle, and they nuzzle his face, clearly thinking the same thing, before they unwrapped from around him and went off on their own again. As much as the lizard wanted to be able to keep Noodle at home, he couldn't afford that. Besides, he'd once brought it up to them as an option, and they'd refused.

After swimming on his own for a while more, the lizard felt like pushing himself, as he often did on these lake visits. Thus, with another deep breath, he dove back down, returning to the bottom for a much longer stroll. As always, the thought of not going up for air right when he needed it started getting him aroused, and soon his erection was bobbing in the water with each step he took.

The minutes ticked by as the lizard wandered the lakebed. He held his breath firmly, hardly even having any bubbles leaving his nostrils, but this couldn't keep up forever. Over time, his lungs began to ask for a fresh breath, but as he very much enjoyed, he refused them, simply continuing to walk. 5 minutes in, he started masturbating, letting out a quiet bubbly moan at the feeling. This was practically the only way he could get off; deep underwater and holding his breath.

As he continued, the request from his lungs slowly turned to a demand. Bubbles began leaving the lizard's nostrils following heaves of his aching chest, and his cheeks puffed a little bit bigger, but he remained on the bottom regardless, even as he hit the 8 minute mark. Grunts and groans were audible from the increasingly breathless lizard, and he soon pressed his free hand to his mouth as the green scales on his cheeks began to gain a purple discoloration.

Another minute and a half, and his demanding lungs were pleading with him now. His burning chest was constantly heaving, forcing out stale bubbles despite both hands now being on his mouth. Even without stimulation, the lizard was growing more aroused from his breathless state alone... But, the exertion of walking had taken its toll, his blush now turning blue as his body shivered...

A cloud of bubbles left the lizard's mouth as he exhaled, all his used up air floating away. But, he kept standing on the lakebed, a bit stunned. He'd never pushed himself this far before... Was he drowning? It didn't feel like he was. If he was, though, and this was how it felt, then maybe...

His chest heaved the hardest yet, and his lips briefly parted to suck in. Swallowing the water before it could reach his lungs, the lizard jolted back to his senses and began scrambling for the surface. It was painfully slow, despite not being that much slower than normal, and along the way he took another couple desperate gulps, trying to keep his lungs dry despite them being ready to accept anything at this point...

The lizard surfaced with a desperate gasp, coughing and spitting up water. The colors of his face gradually returned to normal, and he smiled a little. That had at least been a little nice. The drinking, as well, was hot to him... But he couldn't risk getting sick by drinking more.

After swimming on the surface for some time while he caught his breath, the lizard dove back under, this time with empty lungs. He always liked challenging himself like this... His descent is hastened by the lack of buoyancy, and he quickly finds himself back on the bottom, ready to resume his stroll. He's anchored more firmly to the bottom now, letting him do a slow jog instead of simply walking.

Just seconds in, he came to a large indent in the bottom; the deepest part of the lake. The out of place but familiar lizard stood at its edge for a moment, thinking. He was already about 50 feet down, and with almost no air in him; he'd be tripling that depth if he went down there, and his lungs were already just starting to get a little uncomfortable. But, the thought of going down anyway despite the danger made his cock throb in arousal... With a smile, the lizard forcefully jumped forward and began diving deeper.

As the depth grew, so did his arousal. A third of the way down, his chest already heaved for the first time... Two thirds, his cock was aching from intense arousal that was just getting stronger, throbbing in sync with his pounding heart as adrenaline rushed through him... Then, he was just above the bottom, and flipped himself around to sink onto his feet on the bottom. Despite currently very much being thrillseeking, anything more than a brief stay here would be a bad idea, so he only gave himself a few seconds. The airless lizard looked around as a tingly burning started forming in his chest. There was that cave, as always... Going in there now would be STUPID.

Even in the seconds he was there, his arousal was rapidly increasing, everything incredibly hot. The depth, the emptiness in his chest, the pressure... And, looking up and hardly being able to see the surface? All combined together, he couldn't take it. The lizard tightly shut his eyes and clenched his fists as his arousal surged one more time and he had a powerful hands-free orgasm! His legs wobbled and he gave a strained smile as he refused to masturbate, letting the situation alone drive his heavy spurts of cum.

But, he couldn't stay, even with his climax ongoing. He needed air, right away. He jumped from the bottom and scrambled upward, his cock still pumping out cum and leaving a trail below him as he got a purple blush, then a blue one. Only halfway up, he hit his limit... Or at least, what would have been his limit. The immense amount of adrenaline rushing through him gave him the mental strength to force himself to not inhale, and he continued holding himself shut. On this last stretch, the tips of his fingers, toes, and tail all started to tingle, going numb from the lack of oxygen while his blue blush spread across his face. He started feeling dizzy, his vision blurring and even slightly dimming...

As his willpower started to falter, the lizard finally surfaced, gasping loudly and desperately, sucking in a little water in the process. Going into a coughing fit, he floundered in the water as he gasped between his coughs, not noticing his orgasm coming to a stop. Soon, he regained enough composure to start swimming again, going to a nearby shore to rest his overworked lungs.

He laid down, panting and tired, but smiling. That was the best orgasm he'd ever had... But, his smile faded as it occurred to him it'd never feel that good again, now that he knew for sure he could surface from that depth in that situation. Just like every other good thing in his life, it couldn't last long. The lizard started to cry a little, knowing there was nothing he could do to end this hell.

...Well, there was one option...

He sat up to think about it. Like always, he was going to have to leave the lake soon - it was getting a bit late. But, this time, he couldn't bear to go back to his life... It was time. Getting back up, he walked to an overhang that was about 7 feet above the deep section he'd been in, and rummaged around in a bush, finding his escape method before long: A boulder, so heavy he almost couldn't lift it, and a rope that was partly tied around it. His life couldn't be improved - he'd tried. So, there was nothing else for it.

The lizard hauled the boulder to the edge and carefully set it down, making sure it wouldn't roll off, then tied the rope around his foot. Then... He stood there crying, thinking about the fact that he would absolutely, 100% not be coming back from what he was about to do. But, all the annoying people, all the annoying chores... How could he step back from this when he knew that was what awaited him if he left here? No. This was where it would end.

With a deep breath, he pushed the boulder off the edge. Just a moment later, he was yanked off with it, narrowly avoiding hitting his head before he went underwater, rapidly sinking. Deeper and deeper he was pulled, with a nervous smile... And just 10 seconds in, there was a dull thud as the boulder hit the bottom, the lizard sinking to stand next to it as he looked back up. It was... Oddly freeing, looking at the surface and knowing he'll never be going there again. But, he wasn't going to just stand around and wait to drown - he was going to make use of the time he had left.

Picking up the boulder - the water making that much easier - the willingly doomed lizard trudged along the bottom to the cave. He'd never had the courage to explore it before, making it the one part of the lake he hadn't seen, but now, what did he have to lose? With confidence he'd never had before, he strode into the cave without hesitation. Early into it, the passage widened into a fairly large chamber. This would've been a nice place to hang out, sunlight still getting in... Well, too late now. The passage continued ahead, and so did the lizard.

Over a few minutes, he wandered the endless tunnels. Occasionally there was a branch, and he picked one at random, uncaring of remembering the way out. He was hopelessly lost, and he knew it, his cock becoming fully erect again and bobbing with his steps. Just able to hold the boulder with one hand, he started jacking off once more with the other, letting out a bubbly moan. As he did that, it occurred to him there was something he could do consequence-free now...

The lizard left his mouth open, letting it flood before he gulped. Pleasantly cool lake water flowed down into his belly, and it felt quite good to let it in like this. Now uncaring if it'd potentially make him sick, he took a few more drinks, before starting to simply chug the water around him.

Eventually, his lungs began to strain, and he smiled. There was no going back now, for sure... Could the lizard get to the cave's deepest point before he'd drown? It was worth a shot. Bubbles leaked away more and more often as he kept walking, this last dive reaching 6 minutes, 7, 8... A purple blush returned to his face and little whines were being let out into the water now, his lungs just beginning to burn. His drinking continued regardless, but with difficulty, a tightness forming in his now bloated belly that looked as if he'd swallowed a beach ball. Not wanting to have a stomachache in this last little while, he stopped drinking, pressing his lips to the boulder to try to help hold his mouth shut.

9 minutes, 9 and a half... Bubbles constantly streamed from the lizard as he fought to hold his breath, blush turning blue as his lungs intensely burned. He stopped walking to focus on holding back drowning, dropping the boulder and covering his mouth with both hands. So low on breath, he was getting more aroused despite not masturbating, his cock visibly throbbing in the water just like earlier. Bubbling and whimpering, he kept trying not to breathe despite his body yelling at him to do so, the column of air turning to a trickle, then stopping entirely as his lungs completely emptied.

His eyes went wide as his chest convulsed - this was it. There was no surfacing this time, no air coming, only water. With one last heave of his chest, the lizard sucked in, once again reflexively gulping the water. His taut stomach was no object; each instinctual attempt to breathe was interrupted by a swallow, until...

"Glg, gl...Gk, GK! G-GHUUUAAA!" His belly refused to accept more water, making him briefly choke, before the water rushed in anyway - directly to his lungs, filling them to the brim! Then, he held it in as he froze up, both hands on his neck. Inhaling water had sent so many feelings through his body that it had stunned him, and he simply felt nothing. Not the searing pain in his lungs, not the fear of being in the process of drowning, not even the pleasure of the orgasm that had started when he'd gasped.

He held this aquatic breath for about 10 seconds before his mind caught up to what was happening and forced him to panic. Hacking up the water before sucking in more, the lizard frantically tried to swim up, the boulder still tied to him keeping him from bumping the ceiling. As much as he wanted to drown, his instincts were forcing him to do this, desperately gargling and choking as he continued spurting cum all over in his struggles.

After 20 seconds of water breathing, the lizard was able to forcibly override his instincts, swimming back down and hefting up the boulder while keeping one hand on his neck, before he started running through the cave. Drowning be damned, he was going to find at least a dead end before he died! Loud, desperate coughs and gasps echoed through the tunnels as he pressed on, his fitful breaths prolonging his orgasm.

A full minute into drowning, an intense dizziness was forming in the lizard's head, his body weakening as it became harder to hold up the boulder... But, finally, something different was up ahead. A dead end, at last... Was this the deepest point? Whether it was or not, it was the deepest the lizard was going to go. He placed a hand against the far wall, smiling, before he slumped to the cave floor, looking back out the way he came.

His choking had calmed to slow breathing by now, and the lizard had a dopey smile on his blue face as he hiccupped out the last bubbles in him. He looked down at himself, noticing his whole body was gradually tinting blue, his cock already purple, throbbing again with the arousal from drowning... And he reached over to start jacking off one last time.

For another minute, he'd occasionally hiccup or shudder a little, very slowly turning more blue as his thoughts slowed. Still though, he was thinking, about all the things he'd never have to worry about again: Talking to annoying people, going to his boring job... Hanging out with his eel friend...

That last thought gave him pause. What was Noodle going to think when they found him? He knew the answer to that was going to be different from anyone else: They'd be sad. If they ever even found him... He could only hope the eel had no interest in the cave, which was at least likely, they knew he couldn't survive underwater. But, leaving his only friend behind...

The lizard's train of thought was interrupted by an orgasm, having not realized he hadn't stopped masturbating. A gurgled moan echoed around him as he came into the water once more, though with substantially less cum than earlier. Once he came down from the pleasure, he went limp, almost no energy left in him. This was the end.

He very slowly took a few more breaths despite his entire body now being a deep blue, and he smiled just a little. His energy was quickly leaving him, his vision fading... Just before he would've closed his eyes for the last time, he felt something brush against his belly. Focusing what little he still could, the lizard saw... Noodle. They seemed concerned, looking up at him.

"...S...ssorrry...Nnooodle..." The lizard just barely managed to wheeze out a couple words. Noodle gave him a look of understanding, hugging him as everything faded away...

The lizard's drowned body lay on the bottom, untouched even by Noodle - he'd hallucinated them in his last moments. Indeed, they never did find him, and assumed he'd simply left and decided not to return. It was months before he was even found at all, and while his reasons were never known, the lizard wouldn't have cared.

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