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It also said our names on the outside, Tyler and Christian. \n\n“Wha…w…Why?” I mumbled in awe of his amazing gift.\n\n“I just wanted to let you know how much I loved you.” He stated while gazing into my eyes.\n\n“Of course I know that!” I retorted giddily, “I love you too.” I continued, putting my paw onto his.\n\nHis love for me has never spontaneously gotten me such an amazing and precious gift before. I couldn’t help wonder what was going on. But now was a happy moment, I didn’t want to risk spoiling it. Maybe if I had, I wouldn’t be where I am now. \n\nWe had been dating for about a year and a half. Neither of us were openly gay at school, only at home and with close friends. But recently one of my friends told one of hers, and so on. We denied it at first, but then embraced it. This enraged some people. Both of us lost friends, heartless, horrible friends. But we also gained many. All girls accept for a few boyfriends of theirs who got to know us, and obviously had no fear of us taking “their girls” away.\n\nAt lunch, we always hang out with the girls. They don’t judge us. In fact they seemed really intrigued by us, which I find hilarious. Tyler on the other hand gets quite offended.\n\n“So do you guys like….” Lisa, a friend of a friend, asked.\n\n“Have sex? Why yes.” I interrupted playfully. “Do you?” I continued.\n\nThis made Lisa nervous. My goal of shutting her up was a success. I turned to give Tyler a grin. He took my paw in his and gave me a stern look. The look he gave me said “Don’t talk about that.” Which utterly confused me. I gave him a nod of assurance anyways. \n\nSara, one of our longest friends, also the only person who knew that we were gay before we came out a month ago, shot me a similar look. I now understood. Lisa was raped by her boyfriend and I completely forgot. My eyes widened and I looked over at Lisa who was now on the verge of crying.\n\n“Oh my goodness!” I exclaimed. “I am so sorry.” I said while getting up to give her a hug.\n\nLittle bits of drama like this happen all the time. One of the main reasons people don’t like me isn’t because I’m gay, but because I really just can’t learn to keep my mouth shut.\n\nLater, at my house, Tyler and I were getting busy. My parents had left for a trip and wouldn’t be back for a few days. Ty loved my house, and was enthralled when I told him that he would be able to stay while my parents were gone. \n\n“Come here Chris.” He demanded while stepping out of my bathroom completely naked.\n\nI ran across my room to him. Into his arms. He kissed me passionately, his eyes staring deep into mine, like when he gave me the locket I wear now. He nuzzled on my neck softly which drove me wild. I reached down and grabbed him by his meat. He twitched at my touch. As I pawed him, still standing by the door to my bathroom, he worked my clothes off me.\n\n“Let’s get you to bed.” He said while picking me up, continuing to kiss me. \n\nI loved when he carried me. He was by far stronger than me, which made him the dominant one. His favorite thing to do was play the dominant part with me. When he put me down, I knew what to do. I worked my way down to his throbbing member. I worked it in and out of my mouth, making sure to lick every last detail. As I sucked him off, I stroked his balls, which produced loud and passionate moans.\n\n“You like that?” I asked teasingly.\n\n“Ya, don’t stop.” He demanded.\n\nTo that, I did. This made him give me a look of surprise and a small bit of disappointment. I crawled up to him, gave him another kiss, then sat up. I slowly lowered myself onto his sheath. He grunted in pleasure while I grunted in pain as I rode him. He was huge, and it felt so good. He flipped me over so he was on top. He then slowly, but powerfully shoved his knot into me. And just like that, we were tied. He shot jet after jet of his seed into me, just as I did.\n\n“That was great” He whispered into my ear while starting to gently nibble on it.\n\nAs he slowly waited for his knot to go down, Tyler kissed me all over. He was very romantic, but this was getting a tad out of the ordinary, but maybe he was just cherishing the moments. We fell asleep, and got ready for school the next morning.\n\nThe next day at school was like any other. Same boring old routine. During second period, I sat in one of the science rooms working on… well, nothing. Suddenly, I heard a loud yelp. I never heard anybody make that noise, but I recognized the voice. My first instinct was to run to it, so I went with that. I made it to the hallway that I heard it come from. As I arrived, I noticed a crowd was forming around him. Around Tyler. \n\nHis muzzle was covered in blood, from his nose and from his mouth. I felt like screaming at this sight. Who would do this? Why would they? Did he provoke someone?\n\n“Don’t just stand there, go get some help!” I yelled at the students who were crowding around and staring at him, lying there. \n\nI got down on my knees and held him in my arms.\n\n“What happened?” I asked, very afraid of the answer.\n\n“Sara’s boyfriend.” He responded quietly.\n\nI felt a spark of rage fly through me. I quickly stood up and looked around the crowd for Darren, Sara’s boyfriend who I refer to as “Ignorant idiot” behind his back of course. I didn’t see him, and didn’t really care at the moment. All I cared about was the fact that Tyler was safe for now.\n\nAt the end of the day, I approached my locker knowing he would be there waiting. He was, like he always was. But now he had a massive bruise on his left eye. He was holding an envelope which I didn’t pay much attention to.\n\n“I don’t think I’m going to come over tonight.” He stated sternly. 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The ring of the bell sent chills down my spine. This is when he would show up at my locker. He would give me a big smile, and greet me with a kiss. I can’t have that anymore.

********3 Months earlier*********

I sat in the library, pretending to do work as usual. Students still constantly stared at me. I don’t know what it is, but when something (or in this case someone) is different, it’s just weird. To them at least. I wasn’t afraid of them, their stares, or their words. But I could tell he was.

“Working hard?” he asked with a subtle amount of sarcasm.

I hated it when he snuck up on me. I may not be afraid of words or stares, but I sure as hell do not want to get beaten to a pulp. The bullies here are savages. I know that they’ll hit me, cause I’m different.

“Oh, always.” I replied with a huge grin across my muzzle.
He greeted me with a kiss, knowing it would cause the other students to whisper and babble on about the two “fags” in the middle of the library.

“I brought you something.” Tyler mentioned as he took the empty seat next to mine.

“What is it?” I inquired, now trying to remember if today was a special occasion. It wasn’t.

Tyler reached into his bag and pulled out a jewellery box. He then placed it in front of me. Excited, I opened it up to find a locket which contained a picture of the two of us. It also said our names on the outside, Tyler and Christian.

“Wha…w…Why?” I mumbled in awe of his amazing gift.

“I just wanted to let you know how much I loved you.” He stated while gazing into my eyes.

“Of course I know that!” I retorted giddily, “I love you too.” I continued, putting my paw onto his.

His love for me has never spontaneously gotten me such an amazing and precious gift before. I couldn’t help wonder what was going on. But now was a happy moment, I didn’t want to risk spoiling it. Maybe if I had, I wouldn’t be where I am now.

We had been dating for about a year and a half. Neither of us were openly gay at school, only at home and with close friends. But recently one of my friends told one of hers, and so on. We denied it at first, but then embraced it. This enraged some people. Both of us lost friends, heartless, horrible friends. But we also gained many. All girls accept for a few boyfriends of theirs who got to know us, and obviously had no fear of us taking “their girls” away.

At lunch, we always hang out with the girls. They don’t judge us. In fact they seemed really intrigued by us, which I find hilarious. Tyler on the other hand gets quite offended.

“So do you guys like….” Lisa, a friend of a friend, asked.

“Have sex? Why yes.” I interrupted playfully. “Do you?” I continued.

This made Lisa nervous. My goal of shutting her up was a success. I turned to give Tyler a grin. He took my paw in his and gave me a stern look. The look he gave me said “Don’t talk about that.” Which utterly confused me. I gave him a nod of assurance anyways.

Sara, one of our longest friends, also the only person who knew that we were gay before we came out a month ago, shot me a similar look. I now understood. Lisa was raped by her boyfriend and I completely forgot. My eyes widened and I looked over at Lisa who was now on the verge of crying.

“Oh my goodness!” I exclaimed. “I am so sorry.” I said while getting up to give her a hug.

Little bits of drama like this happen all the time. One of the main reasons people don’t like me isn’t because I’m gay, but because I really just can’t learn to keep my mouth shut.

Later, at my house, Tyler and I were getting busy. My parents had left for a trip and wouldn’t be back for a few days. Ty loved my house, and was enthralled when I told him that he would be able to stay while my parents were gone.

“Come here Chris.” He demanded while stepping out of my bathroom completely naked.

I ran across my room to him. Into his arms. He kissed me passionately, his eyes staring deep into mine, like when he gave me the locket I wear now. He nuzzled on my neck softly which drove me wild. I reached down and grabbed him by his meat. He twitched at my touch. As I pawed him, still standing by the door to my bathroom, he worked my clothes off me.

“Let’s get you to bed.” He said while picking me up, continuing to kiss me.

I loved when he carried me. He was by far stronger than me, which made him the dominant one. His favorite thing to do was play the dominant part with me. When he put me down, I knew what to do. I worked my way down to his throbbing member. I worked it in and out of my mouth, making sure to lick every last detail. As I sucked him off, I stroked his balls, which produced loud and passionate moans.

“You like that?” I asked teasingly.

“Ya, don’t stop.” He demanded.

To that, I did. This made him give me a look of surprise and a small bit of disappointment. I crawled up to him, gave him another kiss, then sat up. I slowly lowered myself onto his sheath. He grunted in pleasure while I grunted in pain as I rode him. He was huge, and it felt so good. He flipped me over so he was on top. He then slowly, but powerfully shoved his knot into me. And just like that, we were tied. He shot jet after jet of his seed into me, just as I did.

“That was great” He whispered into my ear while starting to gently nibble on it.

As he slowly waited for his knot to go down, Tyler kissed me all over. He was very romantic, but this was getting a tad out of the ordinary, but maybe he was just cherishing the moments. We fell asleep, and got ready for school the next morning.

The next day at school was like any other. Same boring old routine. During second period, I sat in one of the science rooms working on… well, nothing. Suddenly, I heard a loud yelp. I never heard anybody make that noise, but I recognized the voice. My first instinct was to run to it, so I went with that. I made it to the hallway that I heard it come from. As I arrived, I noticed a crowd was forming around him. Around Tyler.

His muzzle was covered in blood, from his nose and from his mouth. I felt like screaming at this sight. Who would do this? Why would they? Did he provoke someone?

“Don’t just stand there, go get some help!” I yelled at the students who were crowding around and staring at him, lying there.

I got down on my knees and held him in my arms.

“What happened?” I asked, very afraid of the answer.

“Sara’s boyfriend.” He responded quietly.

I felt a spark of rage fly through me. I quickly stood up and looked around the crowd for Darren, Sara’s boyfriend who I refer to as “Ignorant idiot” behind his back of course. I didn’t see him, and didn’t really care at the moment. All I cared about was the fact that Tyler was safe for now.

At the end of the day, I approached my locker knowing he would be there waiting. He was, like he always was. But now he had a massive bruise on his left eye. He was holding an envelope which I didn’t pay much attention to.

“I don’t think I’m going to come over tonight.” He stated sternly. This made me feel like he was blaming me for what had happened. I knew that wasn’t the case.

“Ok, I’ll… see you tomorrow.” I replied, with a frown strung across my muzzle.

He didn’t say a word. I walked outside to the parking lot, without him. That was the last time I spoke to him. That was the last time I saw him alive.

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