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Observation Log, Post-procedure Day 2 (Day)
** 7:43 AM
Finally got to sleep but woke up just now to drink water and take off the panties. They finally had to go, way too tight as I slept. Now I'm totally nude and transforming; this is the full experience!
I feel really hot, mostly in my chest but at base of neck, like I just drank tea that was too hot. It's not painful, just annoying to try to get back to sleep through. I know this heat is just all part of the process and I can ask for a sleeping aid but I think I can manage for now.
My fingers are getting sooo spongy when trying touch the keyboard, eeeverything has a different feel to it right now. There's a point at the middle of each of my fingers that has a peculiar sensitivity, a little divot is forming. Pretty sure that's the eurethre, one for each finger! I can't describe how weird it feels. This is starting to become a common trend in that this feels mostly just very weird, not in a directly good way per se but also with some imagination this feeling can really get me off.
I've been mostly too nervous to really 'enjoy myself' with all these budding additions because I feel like there's at least a handful of people watching me around the clock. This type of transformation therapy doesn't come cheap if you're lucky enough to be able to buy one after all.
** 7:55 AM
Alright going to try to sleep in a little more, nurse says Dr. Natt will be an hour late so I don't need to be awake yay.
I feel like I'm radiating heat, hopefully the hot phase finishes when I wake up.
** 10:47 AM
I'm watching a huge throbbing vein grow underneath the fur on my left thigh, it's just snaking through. I can't really feel it happening but it's fascinating to watch. I'm trying not to compare it to those videos you see of parasites moving in people's bodies, but that's the only other thing I can compare it to. But it's not a parasite, that's me! Moving around inside of... me!
There aren't many words to describe what's happening to me. The sensations, the colors, the random muscle jerks, my fur moving on its own very subtly out of the corner of my eye. It's kinda scary when I think about it that way, that this experience I'm having is extremely new, brought about by the bleeding edge of science.
There's not really much for me to do right now, I think I've gotten all the sleep I can. All I can do is watch all the little things changing on my body and log about the more interesting changes.
** 11:12 AM
More breasts are coming in! My stomach started tingling and after a minute or so these new smaller breast buds started filling in.
My original pair are feeling a lot bigger too, so much happening so suddenly!
I'm noticing the beginnings of ball sacs all along my chest and shoulders. I thought I was watching them all, and not much was happening with them. Now it all seems like they're growing out, and I can feel them all.
Aside from the tingly feelings, this has started feeling rather nice, I think I'll enjoy this 'changing' feeling for a bit.
** 12:01 PM
Alright so Im starting to have a really interesting problem.
My finger tips are so sensitive and if I type very very carefully, it feels really good in a weird way. But if I get clumsy or careless and the tip of my finger pinches between the keys, the pain is quite exquisite! Let's not do that again!
I'm trying to type very slowly now so that I don't hit any keys the wrong way. But again, the way it feels just makes me careless, it feels good so I just try to rub by fingers on the keys, but that just ends in a ton of pain yay!
Nothing I didn't prepare for.
** 1:24 PM
Alright these little "disks" that I'm sliding around to type on my laptop are starting to get a little difficult to move about. I tried a different cover for the disks and it improved the friction, but I think the problem I'm having is with my articulation. The new muscles are trouble enough to try to use, and I'm sure my clarity coach will be able to help me improve function, but at this point I'm feeling like there just aren't enough muscles anymore for me to be able to do what I want.
And so the realization that my days of using a computer are numbered is setting in. Man, I've really come so far. Things have already changed for me so much.
My clothes are sitting neatly on the armchair here in my room. Folded up neatly as if I'm going to need to put them back on again after I'm done here. Not even the panties fit me anymore. I think it's time to discard them.
** 3:30 PM
I tried to get up out of bed, man that was a mistake.
I fell down almost right away, waaaay too sensitive!
Luckily the nurse came by after a few minutes and helped me back onto the bed.
So this entry needs to be a bit short, but just to sum it up:
Her hands were all over, my head is on fire with the most stimulation I have ever had in my life.
Gonna take a sec to calm down.
** 4:53 PM
OK, since my last entry, I did not, in fact, calm down. At least not immediately, but I do feel much better now, if not exhausted.
I'm also just now realizing that it's been 2 hours.
I'm trying to recollect what exactly happened, the nurse grabbed me by the arm, tenderly but firmly. Then she lifted my leg and laid me on the bed, then she left and I started trying to journal again. But the thought of where she touched me lingered, I could feel myself getting hard all over, and man it was hot. Not like fire hot, but like, sexy hot? I was just swimming in this sexy hot feeling, and couldn't hold a solid thought in my head, only *vivid* fantasization. Man, that was... whew!
There's not really a moment that I remember that I can really write down! It was all just a blur of fantasy and surreal daydreaming. The best way I can describe it was that concepts were coming up in my head, abstract concepts, like "curves", "mouth", "rub". And the orgasm, it should have crushed my bones. Perhaps I should say orgasms? There was a burst of pleasure, on my shoulder, it echoed around in my body a bit, then another, then another. Ooooof.
The nurse came back in at some point, I made a growling noise at her as an apology I think. She cleaned me up, not that I made that much of a mess, but it felt like it should have. And I have never smoked a cigar in my life but damn do I need one right now. I'm pretty sure I'm having some post-nut clarity and somehow I think a cigar is supposed to complement that.
If my little psuedo-penises are capable of knocking me flat like that-
I have some "research" to do later!
** 5:18 PM
There's so much happening right now that I must not have journalled this earlier, but this morning as I looked in the mirror, I could see my fur pushed up in places. But now I'm sure, there are shafts and balls all over my face!
Some are more developed than others, but the development is undeniably genitalia. Just watching them grow and twitch is mesmerizing!
** 5:34 PM
Nurse just came in to get a blood sample. Maybe I could ask her if
Nope nope, let's just calm down.
** 6:55 PM
Ok, it's taking a lot more mental effort than normal to focus on my computer.
Anyway, that nurse came in to get a sample for an updated gene forecast, just to see if we can push the render further along since we have my updated genome.
** 10:08 PM
Probably nothing to be alarmed about, but my vision is really blurry, I can see what I'm typing but I can't watch videos that's for sure.
I'll chalk it up to being a sign that it's time to go to sleep for now.
** 10:40 PM
The armband thing I'm wearing started beeping, then a nurse came in and told me to follow a light with my eyes. I didn't even have to tell them I was having vision problems!
Oh, great I really am having eye problems...I guess it's not just me being tired.
Nurse told me not to worry about it, says it could be a number of things but they need to wait for the gene forcast to render.
Either way, the quick adrenaline rush just now must have got my vision back to somewhat normal. I'm going to relax and watch videos until I fall asleep.
Observation Log, Post-procedure Day 2 (night)
** 4:02 AM
Ugh, why is the screen so bright.
Ok, so a nurse just left the room, the penis nipple therapy is now targeting my eyes.
My heart is pounding, I should have guessed something like this would happen. If the transformation continues I will lose the ability to see. Trying not to panic and be level-headed but I'm still waking up and processing.
This is what I wanted this whole time, I just need to deal with the reality. Feels a bit scarier than I expected but there's still time to back out, so that's something to roll around about.
** 4:33 AM
I've sat here for a good while now and I can't think. I must have woken up in the middle of a sleep cycle or something because I just can't process a decision or what's even happening right now.
The nurse is asking if I want to start the reversion therapy; she even brought in the vial. She can just stop it right now if I tell her to. She just kept asking and I'm just staring at her I finally just snapped and told her to go away and give me a minute. What kind of bedside manner is that? Is she new? Damn.
Ugh, I feel bad. Need to remember to apologize...
If I can remember what she looked like.
My head is just empty right now, and I'm just grumpy. I want to sleep but at the same time I'm wide awake.
** 4:42 AM
I told the nurse I need to sleep on it. She asked if I wanted to call Dr. Natt or Olafson, but I don't really know if talking to them will help. I'd rather not bug them this early in the morning.
** 4:58 AM
Well I guess the nurse went and found Dr. Natt anyway, I guess she's still here at this hour. Says she'll come talk to me after she finishes whatever she's doing.
I said to wake me up when she got here, Might as well try to sleep while I wait.
** 5:51 AM
Alright, can't sleep, going to watch Blue Giant while I can still see it.
** 6:28 AM
I feel a bit silly for thinking talking to Dr. Natt wouldn't help. We just had a chat and I feel like I'm ready to continue.
She must have been leaving for the day or something, because she was just wearing normal clothes, not the white coat and scrubs I'm used to seeing her in. I guess she pulled an all-nighter?
** 6:38 AM INTERNAL USE ONLY - Dr. Aparna Natt
Spoke with Ms. Wittier on my way out for the evening.
Gale expressed concerns over Pragmir's willingness to care for her after transformation unexpectedly causing loss of vision. Worries that cost of assisted living and healthcare due to loss would be expensive, possibly a drain on company resources.
Was honest with her; her value to Pragmir as a pioneering study contractor is inestimable. Even if Pragmir would cease to be a company tomorrow, any of the other bio-energy giants would offer sizeable contracts.
Assured Gale that cost of healthcare should she choose to go forward with transformation is a non-issue.
Gale seems to be more comfortable with prospect of project. Told her to have a nurse call me immediately should she decide to terminate the therapy, there is still some time before therapy redline.
** 7:18 AM
Just had trouble reaching the keyboard, had to scoot my bedside table closer and I realized; my arms were not this short a few hours ago.
Getting pretty difficult to type, but I think I'll manage!
** 7:38 AM
Alright, the sun is now up, a new day has started and I have not slept.
But I've made my decision! I'm not halting the therapy. I already knew that I was going to go through some pretty difficult changes to get to my real body, and I've already come to terms with some of them. I can't even see where my knees are anymore, my kneecaps dissolved, poof! So I won't be walking anymore, I was ready for that! Because now I’ve got two massive cocks where my legs used to be!
So I'm losing my vision, but by choosing to keep going, I do it willingly. I can feel these sacks filling up on my cheeks, the shafts forming in my ears, throbbing, warming, so so full…
I'm not thinking about what I'll be losing next, but what I'll be gaining.
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