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  "description_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>When Asriel returns to Hometown as Flowey, it&#039;s a shock to literally no one.<br /><br />...<br /><br />Except for Pizzapants, the friend she failed to tell.<br /><br />Commissions for Casca, many thanks to them for helping bring this piece to life!<br /><br /><a href=\"https://discord.gg/GddZvgqXgd\" rel=\"nofollow\">Hey, y&#039;all should join my Discord! It&#039;s multifandom and queer as fuck (Please be 18+ though).</a><br /><br /><a href=\"https://kimberlyeab.carrd.co/\" rel=\"nofollow\">Visit my website to see where else you can find my work, follow my socials, or support me on Patreon!</a></span>",
  "writing": "Chapter Four\n\nFlowey bleated, gasping as her anatomy twitched inside Dess' ass. It felt divine as her balls clenched and core shuddered. A strand of her fertility flew forth, painting the inside of her girlfriend's hole. It wasn't much but it stayed trapped inside as her knot flared, filling her girlfriend and keeping her locked in place.\n\n``Fuck,'' Flowey whispered, panting for breath. ``That felt good.''\n\nDess smirked and wiggled her backside, grinding back against her. ``Seems that you still got it.''\n\n``When I need to,'' Flowey replied, kissing the top of her head. ``Thanks for that.''\n\nShe wrapped her arms around Dess, holding her tight. It felt good to be the big spoon, clinging to Dess and feeding off of her warmth.\n\n``Seems that you enjoyed it too,'' Flowey commented, touching a hand to her girlfriend's crotch. It felt like a river was flowing down there, her juices soaking into the fuzzy tips of her fingers.\n\nWho didn't love getting definitive proof that they'd done a good job?\n\nDess purred. ``I mean who doesn't like getting dicked by her girlfriend's fat hog?'' She placed her hand over Flowey's and gave it a comforting squeeze. ``Shame that HRT didn't uh... lessen the effects of...'' She attempted to pull away but the knot kept her pinned in place.\n\n``What?'' Flowey teased. ``Don't you like getting knotted?''\n\n``Most of the time,'' Dess replied. ``But sometimes it can be really inconvenient.''\n\n``Fair enough,'' Flowey replied.\n\nThe two of them fell into a silence, cradling and holding onto one another. It was nice to snuggle after something like that. It was honestly kind of amazing to feel Dess' presence and enjoy the softness of her fur against Flowey's own.\n\nEven better to breathe in and smell her, taking in that alluring spiciness of the masculine body wash that she liked to use.\n\n``So...'' Dess began, out of the blue.\n\n``So...'' Flowey replied.\n\nDess smirked and interlaced her fingers with Flowey?s. ``How does it feel to be back in town?''\n\n``Honestly...'' Flowey smiled. ``I wasn't expecting everyone to be so cool about my transition. Maybe it's because my dad is the chief of police or something but everyone has been pretty respectful about it so far.''\n\n``Helps that you're smoking hot,'' Dess teased.\n\nFlowey's cheeks warmed as she scratched at the scruff of her chin. ``Shush.''\n\n``I'll do no such thing,'' Dess said, wiggling her hips and certainly not helping with getting that knot to soften anytime soon. ``Not until you admit that you're smoking hot.''\n\n``I'm smoking hot,'' Flowey replied, curt and to the point.\n\nDess hummed. ``Sorry but that didn't sound sincere enough.''\n\n``Well, the only reason that I can't be sincere is that you're an outlier,'' Flowey explained. ``Your mere existence makes the median hotness of the average monster go off of the charts. How can anyone hope to compete with that?''\n\n``Well, Dess Hot-as-fuck Holiday is an outlier and shouldn't be included in your sample,'' Dess teased.\n\nFlowey rolled her eyes. ``Yes, she should.''\n\n``That's not how outliers work!'' Dess stated, thrusting her head backwards and bonking Flowey's chest with it. ``You never include them.''\n\n``You include them sometimes,'' Flowey replied, scoffing.\n\n``No, you don't,'' Dess shot back.\n\nFlowey squeezed her a bit tighter. ``You do when they're statistically relevant. And you are very statistically relevant, dear.''\n\n``Are you flirting with me?'' Dess teased, snickering.\n\nFlowey chuckled. ``Is it working?''\n\n``Yes,'' Dess said.\n\nShe then let the matter drop. Though there was something about her which felt a little off. Flowey had never been the best at reading monsters but Dess was the closest she got to understanding how another being ticked. And that experience was telling her that something was amiss.\n\n``Something the matter?'' Flowey asked.\n\nDess sighed. ``Just thinking about Pizzapants.''\n\nFlowey winced. ``Yeah...''\n\n``Do you really think that we left him behind?'' Dess asked, working her jaw. ``Because I can kind of see where he's coming from.''\n\nFlowey nodded. ``Kind of hard to feel like you're part of the group when you only see the group two or three weeks of the year.'' She sighed and shook her head. ``I really wish that he'd get his shit sorted and start with college. I don't want to leave him behind but we also can't be expected to just like... put our lives on hold while he's working through his shit.''\n\nShe thought about what she'd just said, lingering on it for a moment.\n\n``Does that sound harsh?'' Flowey then followed up.\n\nDess sighed. ``A little but you're not wrong.''\n\nFlowey squeezed Dess a little tighter. She played out that confrontation in her head, going over the chain of events and trying to figure out what had happened. Maybe it was just not letting him in on the whole transition but she couldn't help but think that there might've been something more to it than just that.\n\nShe could remember the way he looked at her, the confusion and anger that seemed painted upon his face. Was he upset that she transitioned in the first place? She hoped that wasn't the case. She didn't want to lose a friend over something like this.\n\n``Do you think that Felix is transphobic?'' Flowey asked.\n\nDess paused and shook her head, snickering as she did so. Though this didn't last long as it soon devolved into a proper fit of laughter. \n\nFlowey certainly didn't know what was so funny about that. The dude had a blow up just yesterday about being left behind in life and had spent the greater part of two days staring at her like she was some sort of alien freak.\n\n``Babe,'' Dess said. ``Felix reminds me a lot of you.''\n\n``What do you mean?'' Flowey asked.\n\nDess squeezed Flowey's hand. ``Do you remember when we'd go to the beach in high school and you'd wear a pair of swim trunks and a t-shirt even though it was like thirty degrees outside?''\n\n``Well yeah... but that's only because seeing my chest made me dysphoric,'' Flowey said. She then paused and really thought about what she had just said. ``Oh Angel.''\n\n``And there we go!'' Dess teased, snickering. ``And what game did Pizzapants tell us that he was playing?''\n\nFlowey shrugged. ``Monster Celeste... which I admit is a game that a lot of trans girls like to play. But he also used to play shooters and stuff back in high school. We both used to talk about Fallout: Monster Vegas in class. I still remember him playing this girl with all of her stats in strength. It was a pretty funny build.''\n\nDess lifted a brow. Flowey couldn't see it but she could certainly feel it, hearing it as her girlfriend spoke in that incredulous tone she liked to use. ``Babe...''\n\n``Yes?'' Flowey asked. There was obviously something that she was supposed to be picking up but was failing miserably in doing so.\n\n``Don't you think that you might've done a couple of secretly trans girl things back in high school?'' Dess asked, tilting her head to the side. ``Maybe even gave your friend some weird and borderline creepy looks because you...''\n\n``Secretly wanted to be her?'' Flowey asked. He lingered on that for a moment before groaning. ``Okay, okay, I'm starting to see what you're getting at here. But like... why doesn't he bring it up with us and try to talk about it?''\n\n``You mean like you totally brought it up with him?'' Dess then asked.\n\nFlowey sighed. ``I'm a bad friend.''\n\n``No, you're not,'' Dess said, nuzzling against her chest. ``You're a young trans girl who needed some space to really figure herself out. Felix might be a little upset right now but I'm sure that if you explain yourself to her then she would be receptive.'' She scoffed. ``Even more so if you help her finally crack open that freaking egg she's stuck in.''\n\n``She?'' Flowey smirked. ``You're really certain of this, huh?''\n\n``I am,'' Dess answered. ``Just like I was certain about you.'' She looked up and kissed the underside of Flowey's snout. ``And hey, would you look at that, I was totally and absolutely right with that assessment, now wasn't I?''\n\nFlowey sighed. ``Yeah.''\n\n``Look I'm not saying that you have to do it right this second but if I'm right then I'm sure that Felix would enjoy having someone to talk to about this sort of stuff,'' Dess explained, gesturing with her free hand. ``Someone who she could look at and go: `oh fuck, I could totally pull this off if I'm serious about this'. You know what I mean?''\n\nFlowey nodded slowly. ``Yeah, I get you.'' Though she paused. ``And if you're wrong and he's just secretly transphobic.''\n\n``She won't be,'' Dess said. ``The worst thing that could happen is that she stays in the closet just a little longer.''\n\n``You know pushing someone like this might not be the safest thing,'' Flowey added, kissing the top of her head. Her nose curled at the latent scent of tobacco which clung to her girlfriend's fur. ``Not every egg wants to be cracked.''\n\n``I'm not always the safest girl,'' Dess teased.\n\nFlowey scoffed. ``That, you most certainly are not.'' She grinned and nipped at her ear. ``But that's okay, I like dangerous girls.''\n\n``Oh yeah?'' Dess whispered, grinning. ``How much do you like dangerous girls?''\n\nFlowey purred, letting out this deep note of mirth right into Dess' ear. It must've done something right as she could feel her girlfriend tense, shivering as the heat of Flowey's eagerness lapped at her cartilage as she exhaled. Honestly, it felt kind of powerful to elicit that sort of reaction from a mere breath alone.\n\nShe couldn't help but smile, flashing those incredibly sharp monster teeth of hers. Even if Dess didn't have the proper angle to actually see them.\n\n``I like them so much that I might want to fuck them again once my knot has gone down,'' Flowey quipped, purring. ``Maybe in the pussy...'' She made sure to really let some feral animalism creep into her voice. ``Unprotected.''\n\nDess grinned. ``That sounds nice but...''\n\nFlowey paused, reaching around and squeezing her breast. She played with the little nipple piercing that was embedded within her teat, tweaking it between her forefinger and thumb. \n\n``But?'' She rolled it a couple of times. ``Use your words, doe.''\n\nDess shivered, cooing at the sensation. ``But maybe a certain someone should take a shower first.'' She snickered. ``You know... since her cock is literally still crammed in my ass and I would prefer if it was cleaned off first.''\n\n``I...'' Flowey blinked. ``Okay yeah, that's a fair point.''\n\nShe eased back a little, allowing that predatory and slightly domineering edge to pass. Still, that didn't stop her from playing with the nipple piercing. It was just so much fun to toy with, rolling that little barbell back and forth.\n\nHonestly, it made for an amazing stim toy.\n\nIt kind of made her want a pair of her own though she did have distinct memories of how badly Dess screamed at getting hers. And then complained relentlessly about them for the next two weeks whenever she had to put on a shirt.\n\n``So, you really think Felix is trans, huh?'' Flowey asked.\n\nDess nodded. ``I really do.''\n\n``Man... I feel like even more of an asshole for not letting her know about this then,'' Flowey grumbled, shaking her head. She didn't know if she was supposed to use female pronouns but it felt right. It wasn't like anyone was around to scold her if she was making a mistake. ``Maybe it could've helped her figure her shit out sooner.''\n\n``Babe...'' Dess squeezed her hand. ``No one is entitled to that information. I'm sure Felix will understand once you explain it to her. You two used to be best friends.''\n\n``I'd like to think that we still are,'' Flowey whispered.\n\nDess nodded. ``So, see if you can maybe find her after work tomorrow or something and just talk to her about this. Maybe bring her some of that beer that she likes. She's not the hardiest person in the world to bribe.''\n\nFlowey cringed. ``But it's gross.''\n\n``Tough it out then,'' Dess teased, squirming and eagerly rubbing her body against her girlfriend's. ``Trust me, a little bit of understanding will go a long way.''\n\nFlowey closed her eyes but nodded. ``Can it wait until tomorrow?'' She smirked. ``It's really comfortable staying crammed inside your ass.''\n\nDess cackled. ``Yeah, you can wait until tomorrow. Though I'm going to stay on your ass about this for the entire day. Just so you're aware.''\n\n``Thank you for helping me work around my chronic `forgetful bitch' disease,'' Flowey chided, rolling her eyes.\n\nDess smirked. ``What else are girlfriends for?''\n\n``I can think of something else,'' Flowey teased, idly rocking her hips and working that knot around inside of her. ``A few things in fact.''\n\n``Pervert,'' Dess chided.\n\nFlowey grinned. ``You love it.''\n\n",
  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>Chapter Four<br /><br />Flowey bleated, gasping as her anatomy twitched inside Dess&#039; ass. It felt divine as her balls clenched and core shuddered. A strand of her fertility flew forth, painting the inside of her girlfriend&#039;s hole. It wasn&#039;t much but it stayed trapped inside as her knot flared, filling her girlfriend and keeping her locked in place.<br /><br />``Fuck,&#039;&#039; Flowey whispered, panting for breath. ``That felt good.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Dess smirked and wiggled her backside, grinding back against her. ``Seems that you still got it.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``When I need to,&#039;&#039; Flowey replied, kissing the top of her head. ``Thanks for that.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />She wrapped her arms around Dess, holding her tight. 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It felt like a river was flowing down there, her juices soaking into the fuzzy tips of her fingers.<br /><br />Who didn&#039;t love getting definitive proof that they&#039;d done a good job?<br /><br />Dess purred. ``I mean who doesn&#039;t like getting dicked by her girlfriend&#039;s fat hog?&#039;&#039; She placed her hand over Flowey&#039;s and gave it a comforting squeeze. ``Shame that HRT didn&#039;t uh... lessen the effects of...&#039;&#039; She attempted to pull away but the knot kept her pinned in place.<br /><br />``What?&#039;&#039; Flowey teased. ``Don&#039;t you like getting knotted?&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Most of the time,&#039;&#039; Dess replied. ``But sometimes it can be really inconvenient.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Fair enough,&#039;&#039; Flowey replied.<br /><br />The two of them fell into a silence, cradling and holding onto one another. It was nice to snuggle after something like that. It was honestly kind of amazing to feel Dess&#039; presence and enjoy the softness of her fur against Flowey&#039;s own.<br /><br />Even better to breathe in and smell her, taking in that alluring spiciness of the masculine body wash that she liked to use.<br /><br />``So...&#039;&#039; Dess began, out of the blue.<br /><br />``So...&#039;&#039; Flowey replied.<br /><br />Dess smirked and interlaced her fingers with Flowey?s. ``How does it feel to be back in town?&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Honestly...&#039;&#039; Flowey smiled. ``I wasn&#039;t expecting everyone to be so cool about my transition. Maybe it&#039;s because my dad is the chief of police or something but everyone has been pretty respectful about it so far.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Helps that you&#039;re smoking hot,&#039;&#039; Dess teased.<br /><br />Flowey&#039;s cheeks warmed as she scratched at the scruff of her chin. ``Shush.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``I&#039;ll do no such thing,&#039;&#039; Dess said, wiggling her hips and certainly not helping with getting that knot to soften anytime soon. ``Not until you admit that you&#039;re smoking hot.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``I&#039;m smoking hot,&#039;&#039; Flowey replied, curt and to the point.<br /><br />Dess hummed. ``Sorry but that didn&#039;t sound sincere enough.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Well, the only reason that I can&#039;t be sincere is that you&#039;re an outlier,&#039;&#039; Flowey explained. ``Your mere existence makes the median hotness of the average monster go off of the charts. How can anyone hope to compete with that?&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Well, Dess Hot-as-fuck Holiday is an outlier and shouldn&#039;t be included in your sample,&#039;&#039; Dess teased.<br /><br />Flowey rolled her eyes. ``Yes, she should.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``That&#039;s not how outliers work!&#039;&#039; Dess stated, thrusting her head backwards and bonking Flowey&#039;s chest with it. ``You never include them.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``You include them sometimes,&#039;&#039; Flowey replied, scoffing.<br /><br />``No, you don&#039;t,&#039;&#039; Dess shot back.<br /><br />Flowey squeezed her a bit tighter. ``You do when they&#039;re statistically relevant. And you are very statistically relevant, dear.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Are you flirting with me?&#039;&#039; Dess teased, snickering.<br /><br />Flowey chuckled. ``Is it working?&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Yes,&#039;&#039; Dess said.<br /><br />She then let the matter drop. Though there was something about her which felt a little off. Flowey had never been the best at reading monsters but Dess was the closest she got to understanding how another being ticked. And that experience was telling her that something was amiss.<br /><br />``Something the matter?&#039;&#039; Flowey asked.<br /><br />Dess sighed. ``Just thinking about Pizzapants.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Flowey winced. ``Yeah...&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Do you really think that we left him behind?&#039;&#039; Dess asked, working her jaw. ``Because I can kind of see where he&#039;s coming from.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Flowey nodded. ``Kind of hard to feel like you&#039;re part of the group when you only see the group two or three weeks of the year.&#039;&#039; She sighed and shook her head. ``I really wish that he&#039;d get his shit sorted and start with college. I don&#039;t want to leave him behind but we also can&#039;t be expected to just like... put our lives on hold while he&#039;s working through his shit.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />She thought about what she&#039;d just said, lingering on it for a moment.<br /><br />``Does that sound harsh?&#039;&#039; Flowey then followed up.<br /><br />Dess sighed. ``A little but you&#039;re not wrong.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Flowey squeezed Dess a little tighter. She played out that confrontation in her head, going over the chain of events and trying to figure out what had happened. Maybe it was just not letting him in on the whole transition but she couldn&#039;t help but think that there might&#039;ve been something more to it than just that.<br /><br />She could remember the way he looked at her, the confusion and anger that seemed painted upon his face. Was he upset that she transitioned in the first place? She hoped that wasn&#039;t the case. She didn&#039;t want to lose a friend over something like this.<br /><br />``Do you think that Felix is transphobic?&#039;&#039; Flowey asked.<br /><br />Dess paused and shook her head, snickering as she did so. Though this didn&#039;t last long as it soon devolved into a proper fit of laughter. <br /><br />Flowey certainly didn&#039;t know what was so funny about that. The dude had a blow up just yesterday about being left behind in life and had spent the greater part of two days staring at her like she was some sort of alien freak.<br /><br />``Babe,&#039;&#039; Dess said. ``Felix reminds me a lot of you.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``What do you mean?&#039;&#039; Flowey asked.<br /><br />Dess squeezed Flowey&#039;s hand. ``Do you remember when we&#039;d go to the beach in high school and you&#039;d wear a pair of swim trunks and a t-shirt even though it was like thirty degrees outside?&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Well yeah... but that&#039;s only because seeing my chest made me dysphoric,&#039;&#039; Flowey said. She then paused and really thought about what she had just said. ``Oh Angel.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``And there we go!&#039;&#039; Dess teased, snickering. ``And what game did Pizzapants tell us that he was playing?&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Flowey shrugged. ``Monster Celeste... which I admit is a game that a lot of trans girls like to play. But he also used to play shooters and stuff back in high school. We both used to talk about Fallout: Monster Vegas in class. I still remember him playing this girl with all of her stats in strength. It was a pretty funny build.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Dess lifted a brow. Flowey couldn&#039;t see it but she could certainly feel it, hearing it as her girlfriend spoke in that incredulous tone she liked to use. ``Babe...&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Yes?&#039;&#039; Flowey asked. There was obviously something that she was supposed to be picking up but was failing miserably in doing so.<br /><br />``Don&#039;t you think that you might&#039;ve done a couple of secretly trans girl things back in high school?&#039;&#039; Dess asked, tilting her head to the side. ``Maybe even gave your friend some weird and borderline creepy looks because you...&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Secretly wanted to be her?&#039;&#039; Flowey asked. He lingered on that for a moment before groaning. ``Okay, okay, I&#039;m starting to see what you&#039;re getting at here. But like... why doesn&#039;t he bring it up with us and try to talk about it?&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``You mean like you totally brought it up with him?&#039;&#039; Dess then asked.<br /><br />Flowey sighed. ``I&#039;m a bad friend.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``No, you&#039;re not,&#039;&#039; Dess said, nuzzling against her chest. ``You&#039;re a young trans girl who needed some space to really figure herself out. Felix might be a little upset right now but I&#039;m sure that if you explain yourself to her then she would be receptive.&#039;&#039; She scoffed. ``Even more so if you help her finally crack open that freaking egg she&#039;s stuck in.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``She?&#039;&#039; Flowey smirked. ``You&#039;re really certain of this, huh?&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``I am,&#039;&#039; Dess answered. ``Just like I was certain about you.&#039;&#039; She looked up and kissed the underside of Flowey&#039;s snout. ``And hey, would you look at that, I was totally and absolutely right with that assessment, now wasn&#039;t I?&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Flowey sighed. ``Yeah.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Look I&#039;m not saying that you have to do it right this second but if I&#039;m right then I&#039;m sure that Felix would enjoy having someone to talk to about this sort of stuff,&#039;&#039; Dess explained, gesturing with her free hand. ``Someone who she could look at and go: `oh fuck, I could totally pull this off if I&#039;m serious about this&#039;. You know what I mean?&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Flowey nodded slowly. ``Yeah, I get you.&#039;&#039; Though she paused. ``And if you&#039;re wrong and he&#039;s just secretly transphobic.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``She won&#039;t be,&#039;&#039; Dess said. ``The worst thing that could happen is that she stays in the closet just a little longer.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``You know pushing someone like this might not be the safest thing,&#039;&#039; Flowey added, kissing the top of her head. Her nose curled at the latent scent of tobacco which clung to her girlfriend&#039;s fur. ``Not every egg wants to be cracked.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``I&#039;m not always the safest girl,&#039;&#039; Dess teased.<br /><br />Flowey scoffed. ``That, you most certainly are not.&#039;&#039; She grinned and nipped at her ear. ``But that&#039;s okay, I like dangerous girls.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Oh yeah?&#039;&#039; Dess whispered, grinning. ``How much do you like dangerous girls?&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Flowey purred, letting out this deep note of mirth right into Dess&#039; ear. It must&#039;ve done something right as she could feel her girlfriend tense, shivering as the heat of Flowey&#039;s eagerness lapped at her cartilage as she exhaled. Honestly, it felt kind of powerful to elicit that sort of reaction from a mere breath alone.<br /><br />She couldn&#039;t help but smile, flashing those incredibly sharp monster teeth of hers. Even if Dess didn&#039;t have the proper angle to actually see them.<br /><br />``I like them so much that I might want to fuck them again once my knot has gone down,&#039;&#039; Flowey quipped, purring. ``Maybe in the pussy...&#039;&#039; She made sure to really let some feral animalism creep into her voice. ``Unprotected.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Dess grinned. ``That sounds nice but...&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Flowey paused, reaching around and squeezing her breast. She played with the little nipple piercing that was embedded within her teat, tweaking it between her forefinger and thumb. <br /><br />``But?&#039;&#039; She rolled it a couple of times. ``Use your words, doe.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Dess shivered, cooing at the sensation. ``But maybe a certain someone should take a shower first.&#039;&#039; She snickered. ``You know... since her cock is literally still crammed in my ass and I would prefer if it was cleaned off first.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``I...&#039;&#039; Flowey blinked. ``Okay yeah, that&#039;s a fair point.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />She eased back a little, allowing that predatory and slightly domineering edge to pass. Still, that didn&#039;t stop her from playing with the nipple piercing. It was just so much fun to toy with, rolling that little barbell back and forth.<br /><br />Honestly, it made for an amazing stim toy.<br /><br />It kind of made her want a pair of her own though she did have distinct memories of how badly Dess screamed at getting hers. And then complained relentlessly about them for the next two weeks whenever she had to put on a shirt.<br /><br />``So, you really think Felix is trans, huh?&#039;&#039; Flowey asked.<br /><br />Dess nodded. ``I really do.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Man... I feel like even more of an asshole for not letting her know about this then,&#039;&#039; Flowey grumbled, shaking her head. She didn&#039;t know if she was supposed to use female pronouns but it felt right. It wasn&#039;t like anyone was around to scold her if she was making a mistake. ``Maybe it could&#039;ve helped her figure her shit out sooner.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Babe...&#039;&#039; Dess squeezed her hand. ``No one is entitled to that information. I&#039;m sure Felix will understand once you explain it to her. You two used to be best friends.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``I&#039;d like to think that we still are,&#039;&#039; Flowey whispered.<br /><br />Dess nodded. ``So, see if you can maybe find her after work tomorrow or something and just talk to her about this. Maybe bring her some of that beer that she likes. She&#039;s not the hardiest person in the world to bribe.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Flowey cringed. ``But it&#039;s gross.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Tough it out then,&#039;&#039; Dess teased, squirming and eagerly rubbing her body against her girlfriend&#039;s. ``Trust me, a little bit of understanding will go a long way.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Flowey closed her eyes but nodded. ``Can it wait until tomorrow?&#039;&#039; She smirked. ``It&#039;s really comfortable staying crammed inside your ass.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />Dess cackled. ``Yeah, you can wait until tomorrow. Though I&#039;m going to stay on your ass about this for the entire day. Just so you&#039;re aware.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Thank you for helping me work around my chronic `forgetful bitch&#039; disease,&#039;&#039; Flowey chided, rolling her eyes.<br /><br />Dess smirked. ``What else are girlfriends for?&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``I can think of something else,&#039;&#039; Flowey teased, idly rocking her hips and working that knot around inside of her. ``A few things in fact.&#039;&#039;<br /><br />``Pervert,&#039;&#039; Dess chided.<br /><br />Flowey grinned. ``You love it.&#039;&#039;<br /><br /></span>",
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