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  "writing": "Seperation to Sorrow\n\nI know I've been bad\nDone things that have pushed you away\nThings I truly regret\n\nI see the dark clouds rising\nLonliness asunder\nas my dreams shatter\nfrom my own actions\n\nI cry out to the heavens\nBeg for mercy\nAs I feel what seperation\nHas begun to do\n\nThen I curl up\nMissing what I have\nTaken for granted\n\nMissing the love of another\nThat warm tender touch\nThe smiles we shared\n\nI cry out again\nI am truly sorry!\nI regret what I've done\n\nAnd just as the darkness closes in\nEnglufing around my enpty soul\nYou come up behind me\nAnd pull me into your lap\n\nYou breathe life into me\nRestore light within me\nThen you pick me up\nAnd carry my home\n\nYou who I pushed away\nReturned to save my life\nTo take me in as yours\nAnd keep me forver.\n\nYou refuse to let me go\nYour love for me burns strong\nAnd mine is stronger still\nAll thanks to you\n\nI will always be yours\nI cannot live without you\nI love you more than I know",
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