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  "writing": "[i][b]Content Notice[/b][/i]\nFamilial transphobia, alcohol, incest, cub and age difference.\n\nIt was 1 in the morning. Jenny had finally managed to doze off after trying and failing to for hours, by employing her classic trick of finding boring documentaries to doze off to in the living room. Just as soon as she starts dreaming, she hears a loud knock at her door. It startles her awake, causing her to knock the remote to the ground, and scaring her frozen. Has she done something wrong again? Did she attract the attention of her parents? They probably know where she lives by now! Millions of thoughts race through her mind, only being interrupted when the doorbell goes off.\nThis is enough to jolt Jenny up out of her couch, and she approaches the window next to the door to try to take a peak. The near total darkness, combined with the torrential storm made it virtually impossible to see anything, other than a dark figure that’s barely lit by the nearby street lights. Jenny figures if it’s someone looking to get her, they’ll just force their way in and make things miserable. She slowly unlocks the door, and cautiously cracks the door open to peak out.\nInitially she doesn’t see anything, but as she opens the door more, she sees a very cold, wet, and scared looking mouse outside her door. Confused, she opens her mouth to ask a question, just to be cut off with a sudden “Jenny? Is t-that you?” from the mouse. Jenny takes a closer look at the mouse, trying to discern if this is someone she knows. Green hair, grayish fur, white circles on her cheeks, a red bow ribbon in their hair, and a well worn out pink shirt that seems familiar. Clearly a teenager that’s in high school...no, could this be?\n“Oh my god. It can’t be… that’s you isn’t it, [ [i]REDACTED[/i] ]?” Jenny asks with near full confidence.\n“Yeah, it’s… it’s me, yeah. I really, really need your help.” replies the mouse, shaken by the cold and intense amount of stress.\nJenny quickly opens the door all the way and ushers them in. After locking up the door, she rushes down the hall to grab towels, coming back in with them in tow, and begins patting down the mouse dry.\n“T-thanks, Jenny.” they reply timidly, “I um… I go by Ky these days, I hope you don’t mind.”\n“Oh, sorry! I um, yeah! Ky!” she replies awkwardly. “That’s, that’s a cute name honestly.”\nKy smirks at the compliment, and grabs one of the towels Jenny brought in. She begins drying other places on her body, dealing with soaked fur she’s had for the past hour. She specifically focuses on her legs, which has gone multiple hours just walking here, with the only solace they received being a 20 minute bus trip.\n“So um, I’m guessing you got kicked out, huh?” Jenny slowly asks.\n“Yep. Same reason you got kicked out, sis. Being transgender.” Ky says while looking defeated. “They caught me taking puberty blockers behind their back, and without second thought, kicked me out.” She takes a deep breath and sighs. “I had to push them out of my way to force my way into my room to grab my things. It’s a miracle I was able to lock my door in time to grab my things.”\nJenny nods, finishing up drying Ky’s face the best she can, moving on to her arms. As she does so, she notices a lot of deep cuts on her left arm in particular, with her knowing exactly what transpired. She shivers a tiny bit.\n“I don’t have a spare room you can stay in, but 100% I’m letting you stay here. Our parents are just… they just…” Jenny trails off, just staring at her sisters arm.\n“Yeah. They’re just awful.” Ky quietly responds, too busy drying herself to noticing her sister staring. “I um, I’m very grateful you want to take me in on such short notice.” She sheepishly says, her head tilting down.\n“No no, it’s no problem! Um, I’ve felt like… really lonely around here lately, so, another soul being here just livens the place up.” Jenny says, gently holding a paw under her sister’s chin and lifting it up.\nKy shyly rubs her left arm, and smiles back at Jenny. “Thank you, thank you so so much Jenny, I… thank you.” Ky felt an overwhelming sense of… something, from Jenny softly lifting up her chin.\n\nAfter a few more minutes of cooperative drying off, Jenny tosses the towels near the washer, and just grabs her sister and holds her tight.\n“Man, I just… you’ve been going through a lot lately, haven’t you?” Jenny says in a quiet and soothing voice.\n“Yeah… I need something to take my mind off things, real bad” says Ky, taking another sigh as she fully accepts her sister’s embrace.\nJenny pauses for a moment, and thinks about how she coped with this exact situation when their parents kicked her out at around the same age. It’s something that she’s not quite sure is a great idea, but man, she’d do anything to help her sister out.\nJenny just blurts out without thinking “I have some beer you can have.” Immediately Jenny regrets what she said, but it’s kind of too late to go back on what she said, unless she wanted to let her sister down.\nKy’s eyes light up brightly. “W-whoa, you sure I can have that? Like, I’m a minor and all, but like… can I?” she asks with much anticipation.\nJenny takes a deep breath and goes “Yeah, yeah sure. I offered because um, that’s how I dealt with all this when I was first kicked out myself. You’ll... definitely need the help.”\nJenny gets up, and she swings around the couch, walking towards the fridge. The dread kicks in as she quietly mummers “Oh god, this is happening. I’m giving alcohol to a minor, I’m not sure I’m making the problem better. Oh god, this is a bad idea.” Ky heard her and couldn’t really understand what she said, but she can tell it’s probably not good.\nJenny opens the fridge, swipes a couple bottles, and closes the fridge. She grabs the bottle opener that’s attached to the fridge, and already opens up her bottles. She takes a swig before she’s got back to the couch. She passes the bottle and opener to Ky, and gets comfortable on the couch.\nKy takes the bottle and opener, and just, stares at both in awe for several seconds. Jenny peaks over. “You just gonna have a starin’ contest with the bottle?”, she says while jabbing at her sister’s shoulder. Ky cracks open the bottle, and with almost no hesitation, downs a sip. She makes a very strained face, not knowing just how weird and bitter it tastes. Jenny lets out a soft chuckle, pretty much expecting this to happen, as Ky eventually gulps it down.\n“When I first did this, it really helped me numb down the pain of being kicked out.”, Jenny says holding up her bottle and taking another big swig.\n“Y-yeah, that’s what I want to do right now, yeah.” Ky says sheepishly, swirling the bottle around a little before she goes in for another sip. The next one somehow tastes worse than the first! So much so that she nearly spits it out, but with nowhere obvious to spit to, she just chooses not to do that, and just submits to swallowing.\nJenny chuckles at the reaction, and leans in closer to Ky, with their shoulders rubbing together. “You’ll get used to the taste over time, don’t worry.” Jenny says, pausing right after to look at Ky. “So um, when did you find out you were trans hun?”\n“Well um, I think I’ve had this impending sense I was trans since I was like… 11? But I finally accepted it just a month after my 14th birthday, so like… 4 months ago I think?” Ky says, taking another swig from the bottle, handling the taste with a little more grace. “Time’s become a blur for me at this point, honestly.”\nJenny raises up her bottle next to Ky, saying “Oh I hear you on that one, welcome to the club. The club of uh… not knowing the day, or something.” They both softly chuckle, with Ky raising her bottle next to Jenny’s.\n“Cheers, to not knowing what day it is!” Ky chuckles some more.\n“Hell yeah, cheers to that!” Jenny exclaims, clinking their bottles together as they both take another big sip.\n“Phew… I usually don’t have this much beer in a single sitting anymore, but golly do we need it.” Jenny says, glancing over to Ky. “Hope you’re holding in alright with this, if things start spinning that’s the point we gotta stop I think.” Ky nods softly, as she slowly shifts her head back to the bottle, and begins tapping her nails on it. Jenny looks across to her bottle, and asks “Something up dear?”\n“Mmm… I’m not so sure if I’m like, really trans y’know? Like… I mean, I am, but… also am I? Or am I--” Jenny interrupts her with “Naw hun, let’s not go there. You’re definitely a real girl. I mean, you got caught with blockers ‘n junk you somehow hid from our parents, like, how’d you even find that?”\nKy lets out a soft giggle. “Oh y’know, there are places on the internet that’ll sell anything, you just gotta find the right places on the internet. And know to uh, use a friend’s mailbox to deliver to.” They both giggle a lil bit more, as Ky lets out another soft sigh. “I guess I am trans. Though, part of me thinks I’m still a boy, like… is that even possible?”\nJenny straightens herself up from the slump she was forming, and she nodded her head. “Yeah totally, you could be non-binary. Like, nothing’s stopping you from saying you’re both a boy and a girl. Or you sometimes feel like a girl, and sometimes a boy. Or heck, maybe you’re neither, that’s cool too!” Ky looked at her sister in the eyes and something sparks in her mind. Maybe this is what she is!\n“Oh, I see! So like… I could be both a boy and a girl, at the same time?”\n“Yeah definitely! I used to have a friend who was like that, so totally!” Jenny says, shortly before taking a small sip from her bottle, it being just over half empty now.\nKy stared down her bottle as she ruminated over this revelation. The pieces finally fit together, and all it took was the help of her big sister to tell her about this. She’s both a boy, and a girl. “I’ve always been a boy and a girl I think. Like, it all adds up, at least I think.” she says in a whisper.\nJenny grabs Ky’s free paw and looks into her eyes. “If you think that’s who you are, then I’m proud of you for accepting this about you. Gender’s confusing, and I wanna be there for you every step of the way you discover yourself.” They both hold up their bottles again, do another clink, and both down another big shot.\nSomething in Ky’s heart fluttered when her big sister held her paw. She felt very weird, very confusing feels. She also starts thinking about how Jenny intimately lifted up her chin, and suddenly starts blushing, with her tail slightly twitching from the sudden flurry of emotions. Jenny looks over and notices the sudden blushing.\n“The beer already getting to ya that quickly, sis?” Jenny chuckles, not knowing what’s going on in her sister’s mind.\n“Oh um yeah, maybe? I think? Ye-ah?” Ky stammers out, with her emotions fighting her ability to speak. She quickly moved her paw over to her crotch to hide the sudden boner that formed.\nJenny tilts her head a little bit, but shortly after just goes in for another sip, thinking nothing of it. She just starts tuning into the rain storm that’s going on outside. “Say sis… how’d you manage to find me? I moved for my new job here just a few months ago.” Jenny says disconcertingly. \nKy took another swig and explained “My mom and dad found out where you moved to, somehow. I don’t know how they did, but they wrote your address down on a note that was just left out in the open. I copied it down for safe-keeping, because I had a feeling it’d come to this.”\n“Sheesh, figures they’d continue to stalk me. How long have they known this?”, Jenny asks, after which she also takes a drink.\n“Since a few weeks ago, I think. Again, dunno why... I hope they don’t plan on anything.” Ky says, with Jenny slightly shuddering at the thought of that. Ky instinctively reaches her paw over to Jenny’s, holding it softly.\nJenny looks at the grabbed paw, and softly goes “Aw, you’re so sweet hun.” She puts down her bottle and uses her freed paw to rub her sister’s paw. Once again, Ky starts blushing and feeling many things. Jenny, not knowing about her blushing sister, glances at her clothes and finally realizes how destroyed they are.\n\n“Oh um, your clothes are definitely not in great shape, sis. Hm… I thiiink I still happen to have my clothes I got for myself around your age, if you wanna try them on.” Jenny says, with Ky’s eyes widening, along with a great smile on her face.\n“Oh gosh yes please! I-I-I-I’ve always wanted to like, wear actual girl clothes!” Ky says gleefully while immediately hopping off the couch, with her legs acting out of whack from finally starting to heal from the multiple-hours walk, causing her to just fall back down onto the couch.\nJenny giggles and says “Here let me help ya out so you don’t trip, silly.” She gets up more slowly, and walks over to her sister to grab her paw. Once again, the weird feelings return for Ky, and her smile just widens as the intense blush comes back on in full force. As they both walk down the hall, Ky starts wondering why she’s feeling this way. Does she… have feelings for her own sister? “Nah that can’t be it,” Ky thinks to herself. “She’s my sister, that’s like, wrong, right?”\nThey now enter Jenny’s room, which is somehow messy and clean at the same time. Everything’s organized, there’s not much on the floor, but also… the floor shows serious signs of something bad happening at some point. Almost like mold, but, it’s not mold somehow.\n“Excuse me for the ugly floor, not much I can do about it sis, sorry.” Jenny says solemnly. Ky nods her head, saying “It’s fine!”\nJenny opens her closet, and begins scavenging through the mess of clothes that are at the bottom. Ky begins to idly think more things to herself about those… feelings. A stray thought pops into her mind. “What if I have to undress in front of Jenny? Oh that’d be amazing, like, she’d get to see…wait um, that’s… wrong right?”\nHer thoughts are interrupted with an “ah-ha!” from Jenny. She scoops up some of the clothes and flings it out onto the bed, showing her sister the clothing choices she has. “I know this isn’t really that much, I’ve never been like, the one to understand fashion all that much, but, I have stuff like skirts and thigh-highs! I bet you’ll really enjoy those.”\nKy eagerly nods her head, noting the black short skirt that almost too conveniently is at the very top, along with the many choices of thigh-highs. “Oh my gosh I so can’t wait to try these all on!” Ky says excitedly.\nJenny giggles happily, and approaches the door. “I’ll leave it to you hun. Lemme know if you need help with anything!”, she says as she then leaves and closes the door all the way shut. Ky begins undressing, and tosses most of her old clothes to the back, except her current shirt, placing it on the floor next to the bed. “Being completely nude in my sister’s room sure is something…” she quietly says to herself, as she sits down onto the bed, and starts trying on clothes.\n\nSeveral minutes pass, and Ky’s found the perfect combination of clothes that she loves. A black mini-skirt, black panties, black thigh-highs with heart patterns, and some fishnet arm sleeves that she decided to take from the drawers. The only thing missing now is a shirt, but she hasn’t really found one that she vibes with. As she thinks about what shirt to wear, she hears footsteps coming down the hall, a slight panic happens and she tries moving herself. Unfortunately both of her feet are on top of the shirt she put next to the bed, and she ends up slipping on it, simultaneously making her fall onto the bed suddenly, and splitting the worn out shirt! The top half of the shirt somehow got snagged on her paw, so she just grabs it up from her foot and quickly puts it on.\nJenny walks into the room, both bottles in tow, and sees the new outfit Ky is wearing. She smiles warmly and goes “Picked your clothes I take it? Interesting choice for the shirt I gotta say, showing your belly and all.” She giggles softly, as Ky blushes immensely.\n“T-th-thanks sis! I kinda… ripped my shirt by accident, but, I think I like this vibe, y’know?” Ky says shyly, looking a little bit down. “I think it fits you like a glove.” Jenny says, as she walks up to her and teasingly ruffles her hair. The both of them giggle and they just share a warm smile with each other.\n“By the way, how’s the beer been treating you?” Jenny inquires, putting both bottles down on the floor.\n“It’s um, it’s… weird, it’s been making me think kinda weird things.” Ky says thoughtlessly. Almost immediately after saying it though, she realizes she’s slipped up, with a sharp inhale following. That isn’t even true, she’s had these thoughts before the beer set in!\n“Oh yeah? Like um, what kind of things, hun?” Jenny asks curiously.\n“Um! Um um um, the um…” Ky starts stammering like wild, unable to even think of a convincing lie. “Like, you and u-um!!!” Ky realizes she’s really slipped up now, and her tail shoots straight up.\n“Thoughts about me? Like, what thoughts?” Jenny again tilts her head, not sure what to make of this.\n“T-that’s not… I mean, like, yes but like…” Ky’s face is redder than a tomato, and she covers it up with her paws, sitting back down onto the bed defeated. “I’ve… had um… um…” She tries to speak, but isn’t able to finish. Jenny sits closer to her on the bed, wrapping an arm around the unintelligible sister.\n“Hey, whatever it is sis, I’m sure I can handle it. Don’t worry about it, trust me. There’s not much you could say that’d hurt.” Jenny says in a very soft and comforting voice.\n“Um… okay, i-if you say so, sis…” Ky says, taking in and letting out a set of 3 deep breaths. “I’ve… had lewd t-thoughts about…” she trails off, pushing down her skirt in an attempt to hide the growing boner that she’s had going.\nJenny looks a bit shocked at first, but she eventually pulls her sister in closer, and whispers into her ear “That’s okay, sis. It’s understandable having these weird thoughts, especially since you’re intoxicated. No doubt your brains acting all funny experiencing this for the first time.”\nKy knows she’s had these feelings before the intoxication truly set in, but doesn’t speak out about it. She just nods her head softly, slowly moving her arms towards her sister to hug her back.\n\n“I-I’m sorry sis! I--” She gets interrupted by Jenny again, with a kiss on her forehead. “It’s okay, Ky. I promise it’s okay.” Ky whimpers softly, as she huddles up closer with her sister.\n“Y-you sure, sis? Like, that’s not a normal thing right? Like… right?”\n“Honestly, I know this sounds weird but, I’m okay with that.” She says. Ky’s eyes widen a bit from shock. “D-dang, really sis? T-thanks for not being judgemental…” Ky says, her tail softly swishing back and forth.\n“At first I came in here to see if you were ready for me to help you put your makeup on, but wow, did this sure escalate fast!” Jenny says, chuckling softly after. Ky’s eyes light up as she talks about the makeup.\n“M-makeup? Oh gosh yes please, I'd love help with that! I haven’t been able to practice much myself, cause y’know, our parents…” She says, anticipation beaming from her face, as she looks back into her sister’s eyes.\nJenny nods, and gets up, helping Ky get up too. The beer is really starting to kick in for Ky, as she’s unable to properly keep her balance. 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  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'><em><strong>Content Notice</strong></em><br />Familial transphobia, alcohol, incest, cub and age difference.<br /><br />It was 1 in the morning. Jenny had finally managed to doze off after trying and failing to for hours, by employing her classic trick of finding boring documentaries to doze off to in the living room. Just as soon as she starts dreaming, she hears a loud knock at her door. It startles her awake, causing her to knock the remote to the ground, and scaring her frozen. Has she done something wrong again? Did she attract the attention of her parents? They probably know where she lives by now! Millions of thoughts race through her mind, only being interrupted when the doorbell goes off.<br />This is enough to jolt Jenny up out of her couch, and she approaches the window next to the door to try to take a peak. The near total darkness, combined with the torrential storm made it virtually impossible to see anything, other than a dark figure that&rsquo;s barely lit by the nearby street lights. Jenny figures if it&rsquo;s someone looking to get her, they&rsquo;ll just force their way in and make things miserable. She slowly unlocks the door, and cautiously cracks the door open to peak out.<br />Initially she doesn&rsquo;t see anything, but as she opens the door more, she sees a very cold, wet, and scared looking mouse outside her door. Confused, she opens her mouth to ask a question, just to be cut off with a sudden &ldquo;Jenny? Is t-that you?&rdquo; from the mouse. Jenny takes a closer look at the mouse, trying to discern if this is someone she knows. Green hair, grayish fur, white circles on her cheeks, a red bow ribbon in their hair, and a well worn out pink shirt that seems familiar. Clearly a teenager that&rsquo;s in high school...no, could this be?<br />&ldquo;Oh my god. It can&rsquo;t be&hellip; that&rsquo;s you isn&rsquo;t it, [ <em>REDACTED</em> ]?&rdquo; Jenny asks with near full confidence.<br />&ldquo;Yeah, it&rsquo;s&hellip; it&rsquo;s me, yeah. I really, really need your help.&rdquo; replies the mouse, shaken by the cold and intense amount of stress.<br />Jenny quickly opens the door all the way and ushers them in. After locking up the door, she rushes down the hall to grab towels, coming back in with them in tow, and begins patting down the mouse dry.<br />&ldquo;T-thanks, Jenny.&rdquo; they reply timidly, &ldquo;I um&hellip; I go by Ky these days, I hope you don&rsquo;t mind.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Oh, sorry! I um, yeah! Ky!&rdquo; she replies awkwardly. &ldquo;That&rsquo;s, that&rsquo;s a cute name honestly.&rdquo;<br />Ky smirks at the compliment, and grabs one of the towels Jenny brought in. She begins drying other places on her body, dealing with soaked fur she&rsquo;s had for the past hour. She specifically focuses on her legs, which has gone multiple hours just walking here, with the only solace they received being a 20 minute bus trip.<br />&ldquo;So um, I&rsquo;m guessing you got kicked out, huh?&rdquo; Jenny slowly asks.<br />&ldquo;Yep. Same reason you got kicked out, sis. Being transgender.&rdquo; Ky says while looking defeated. &ldquo;They caught me taking puberty blockers behind their back, and without second thought, kicked me out.&rdquo; She takes a deep breath and sighs. &ldquo;I had to push them out of my way to force my way into my room to grab my things. It&rsquo;s a miracle I was able to lock my door in time to grab my things.&rdquo;<br />Jenny nods, finishing up drying Ky&rsquo;s face the best she can, moving on to her arms. As she does so, she notices a lot of deep cuts on her left arm in particular, with her knowing exactly what transpired. She shivers a tiny bit.<br />&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t have a spare room you can stay in, but 100% I&rsquo;m letting you stay here. Our parents are just&hellip; they just&hellip;&rdquo; Jenny trails off, just staring at her sisters arm.<br />&ldquo;Yeah. They&rsquo;re just awful.&rdquo; Ky quietly responds, too busy drying herself to noticing her sister staring. &ldquo;I um, I&rsquo;m very grateful you want to take me in on such short notice.&rdquo; She sheepishly says, her head tilting down.<br />&ldquo;No no, it&rsquo;s no problem! Um, I&rsquo;ve felt like&hellip; really lonely around here lately, so, another soul being here just livens the place up.&rdquo; Jenny says, gently holding a paw under her sister&rsquo;s chin and lifting it up.<br />Ky shyly rubs her left arm, and smiles back at Jenny. &ldquo;Thank you, thank you so so much Jenny, I&hellip; thank you.&rdquo; Ky felt an overwhelming sense of&hellip; something, from Jenny softly lifting up her chin.<br /><br />After a few more minutes of cooperative drying off, Jenny tosses the towels near the washer, and just grabs her sister and holds her tight.<br />&ldquo;Man, I just&hellip; you&rsquo;ve been going through a lot lately, haven&rsquo;t you?&rdquo; Jenny says in a quiet and soothing voice.<br />&ldquo;Yeah&hellip; I need something to take my mind off things, real bad&rdquo; says Ky, taking another sigh as she fully accepts her sister&rsquo;s embrace.<br />Jenny pauses for a moment, and thinks about how she coped with this exact situation when their parents kicked her out at around the same age. It&rsquo;s something that she&rsquo;s not quite sure is a great idea, but man, she&rsquo;d do anything to help her sister out.<br />Jenny just blurts out without thinking &ldquo;I have some beer you can have.&rdquo; Immediately Jenny regrets what she said, but it&rsquo;s kind of too late to go back on what she said, unless she wanted to let her sister down.<br />Ky&rsquo;s eyes light up brightly. &ldquo;W-whoa, you sure I can have that? Like, I&rsquo;m a minor and all, but like&hellip; can I?&rdquo; she asks with much anticipation.<br />Jenny takes a deep breath and goes &ldquo;Yeah, yeah sure. I offered because um, that&rsquo;s how I dealt with all this when I was first kicked out myself. You&rsquo;ll... definitely need the help.&rdquo;<br />Jenny gets up, and she swings around the couch, walking towards the fridge. The dread kicks in as she quietly mummers &ldquo;Oh god, this is happening. I&rsquo;m giving alcohol to a minor, I&rsquo;m not sure I&rsquo;m making the problem better. Oh god, this is a bad idea.&rdquo; Ky heard her and couldn&rsquo;t really understand what she said, but she can tell it&rsquo;s probably not good.<br />Jenny opens the fridge, swipes a couple bottles, and closes the fridge. She grabs the bottle opener that&rsquo;s attached to the fridge, and already opens up her bottles. She takes a swig before she&rsquo;s got back to the couch. She passes the bottle and opener to Ky, and gets comfortable on the couch.<br />Ky takes the bottle and opener, and just, stares at both in awe for several seconds. Jenny peaks over. &ldquo;You just gonna have a starin&rsquo; contest with the bottle?&rdquo;, she says while jabbing at her sister&rsquo;s shoulder. Ky cracks open the bottle, and with almost no hesitation, downs a sip. She makes a very strained face, not knowing just how weird and bitter it tastes. Jenny lets out a soft chuckle, pretty much expecting this to happen, as Ky eventually gulps it down.<br />&ldquo;When I first did this, it really helped me numb down the pain of being kicked out.&rdquo;, Jenny says holding up her bottle and taking another big swig.<br />&ldquo;Y-yeah, that&rsquo;s what I want to do right now, yeah.&rdquo; Ky says sheepishly, swirling the bottle around a little before she goes in for another sip. The next one somehow tastes worse than the first! So much so that she nearly spits it out, but with nowhere obvious to spit to, she just chooses not to do that, and just submits to swallowing.<br />Jenny chuckles at the reaction, and leans in closer to Ky, with their shoulders rubbing together. &ldquo;You&rsquo;ll get used to the taste over time, don&rsquo;t worry.&rdquo; Jenny says, pausing right after to look at Ky. &ldquo;So um, when did you find out you were trans hun?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Well um, I think I&rsquo;ve had this impending sense I was trans since I was like&hellip; 11? But I finally accepted it just a month after my 14th birthday, so like&hellip; 4 months ago I think?&rdquo; Ky says, taking another swig from the bottle, handling the taste with a little more grace. &ldquo;Time&rsquo;s become a blur for me at this point, honestly.&rdquo;<br />Jenny raises up her bottle next to Ky, saying &ldquo;Oh I hear you on that one, welcome to the club. The club of uh&hellip; not knowing the day, or something.&rdquo; They both softly chuckle, with Ky raising her bottle next to Jenny&rsquo;s.<br />&ldquo;Cheers, to not knowing what day it is!&rdquo; Ky chuckles some more.<br />&ldquo;Hell yeah, cheers to that!&rdquo; Jenny exclaims, clinking their bottles together as they both take another big sip.<br />&ldquo;Phew&hellip; I usually don&rsquo;t have this much beer in a single sitting anymore, but golly do we need it.&rdquo; Jenny says, glancing over to Ky. &ldquo;Hope you&rsquo;re holding in alright with this, if things start spinning that&rsquo;s the point we gotta stop I think.&rdquo; Ky nods softly, as she slowly shifts her head back to the bottle, and begins tapping her nails on it. Jenny looks across to her bottle, and asks &ldquo;Something up dear?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Mmm&hellip; I&rsquo;m not so sure if I&rsquo;m like, really trans y&rsquo;know? Like&hellip; I mean, I am, but&hellip; also am I? Or am I--&rdquo; Jenny interrupts her with &ldquo;Naw hun, let&rsquo;s not go there. You&rsquo;re definitely a real girl. I mean, you got caught with blockers &lsquo;n junk you somehow hid from our parents, like, how&rsquo;d you even find that?&rdquo;<br />Ky lets out a soft giggle. &ldquo;Oh y&rsquo;know, there are places on the internet that&rsquo;ll sell anything, you just gotta find the right places on the internet. And know to uh, use a friend&rsquo;s mailbox to deliver to.&rdquo; They both giggle a lil bit more, as Ky lets out another soft sigh. &ldquo;I guess I am trans. Though, part of me thinks I&rsquo;m still a boy, like&hellip; is that even possible?&rdquo;<br />Jenny straightens herself up from the slump she was forming, and she nodded her head. &ldquo;Yeah totally, you could be non-binary. Like, nothing&rsquo;s stopping you from saying you&rsquo;re both a boy and a girl. Or you sometimes feel like a girl, and sometimes a boy. Or heck, maybe you&rsquo;re neither, that&rsquo;s cool too!&rdquo; Ky looked at her sister in the eyes and something sparks in her mind. Maybe this is what she is!<br />&ldquo;Oh, I see! So like&hellip; I could be both a boy and a girl, at the same time?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Yeah definitely! I used to have a friend who was like that, so totally!&rdquo; Jenny says, shortly before taking a small sip from her bottle, it being just over half empty now.<br />Ky stared down her bottle as she ruminated over this revelation. The pieces finally fit together, and all it took was the help of her big sister to tell her about this. She&rsquo;s both a boy, and a girl. &ldquo;I&rsquo;ve always been a boy and a girl I think. Like, it all adds up, at least I think.&rdquo; she says in a whisper.<br />Jenny grabs Ky&rsquo;s free paw and looks into her eyes. &ldquo;If you think that&rsquo;s who you are, then I&rsquo;m proud of you for accepting this about you. Gender&rsquo;s confusing, and I wanna be there for you every step of the way you discover yourself.&rdquo; They both hold up their bottles again, do another clink, and both down another big shot.<br />Something in Ky&rsquo;s heart fluttered when her big sister held her paw. She felt very weird, very confusing feels. She also starts thinking about how Jenny intimately lifted up her chin, and suddenly starts blushing, with her tail slightly twitching from the sudden flurry of emotions. Jenny looks over and notices the sudden blushing.<br />&ldquo;The beer already getting to ya that quickly, sis?&rdquo; Jenny chuckles, not knowing what&rsquo;s going on in her sister&rsquo;s mind.<br />&ldquo;Oh um yeah, maybe? I think? Ye-ah?&rdquo; Ky stammers out, with her emotions fighting her ability to speak. She quickly moved her paw over to her crotch to hide the sudden boner that formed.<br />Jenny tilts her head a little bit, but shortly after just goes in for another sip, thinking nothing of it. She just starts tuning into the rain storm that&rsquo;s going on outside. &ldquo;Say sis&hellip; how&rsquo;d you manage to find me? I moved for my new job here just a few months ago.&rdquo; Jenny says disconcertingly. <br />Ky took another swig and explained &ldquo;My mom and dad found out where you moved to, somehow. I don&rsquo;t know how they did, but they wrote your address down on a note that was just left out in the open. I copied it down for safe-keeping, because I had a feeling it&rsquo;d come to this.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Sheesh, figures they&rsquo;d continue to stalk me. How long have they known this?&rdquo;, Jenny asks, after which she also takes a drink.<br />&ldquo;Since a few weeks ago, I think. Again, dunno why... I hope they don&rsquo;t plan on anything.&rdquo; Ky says, with Jenny slightly shuddering at the thought of that. Ky instinctively reaches her paw over to Jenny&rsquo;s, holding it softly.<br />Jenny looks at the grabbed paw, and softly goes &ldquo;Aw, you&rsquo;re so sweet hun.&rdquo; She puts down her bottle and uses her freed paw to rub her sister&rsquo;s paw. Once again, Ky starts blushing and feeling many things. Jenny, not knowing about her blushing sister, glances at her clothes and finally realizes how destroyed they are.<br /><br />&ldquo;Oh um, your clothes are definitely not in great shape, sis. Hm&hellip; I thiiink I still happen to have my clothes I got for myself around your age, if you wanna try them on.&rdquo; Jenny says, with Ky&rsquo;s eyes widening, along with a great smile on her face.<br />&ldquo;Oh gosh yes please! I-I-I-I&rsquo;ve always wanted to like, wear actual girl clothes!&rdquo; Ky says gleefully while immediately hopping off the couch, with her legs acting out of whack from finally starting to heal from the multiple-hours walk, causing her to just fall back down onto the couch.<br />Jenny giggles and says &ldquo;Here let me help ya out so you don&rsquo;t trip, silly.&rdquo; She gets up more slowly, and walks over to her sister to grab her paw. Once again, the weird feelings return for Ky, and her smile just widens as the intense blush comes back on in full force. As they both walk down the hall, Ky starts wondering why she&rsquo;s feeling this way. Does she&hellip; have feelings for her own sister? &ldquo;Nah that can&rsquo;t be it,&rdquo; Ky thinks to herself. &ldquo;She&rsquo;s my sister, that&rsquo;s like, wrong, right?&rdquo;<br />They now enter Jenny&rsquo;s room, which is somehow messy and clean at the same time. Everything&rsquo;s organized, there&rsquo;s not much on the floor, but also&hellip; the floor shows serious signs of something bad happening at some point. Almost like mold, but, it&rsquo;s not mold somehow.<br />&ldquo;Excuse me for the ugly floor, not much I can do about it sis, sorry.&rdquo; Jenny says solemnly. Ky nods her head, saying &ldquo;It&rsquo;s fine!&rdquo;<br />Jenny opens her closet, and begins scavenging through the mess of clothes that are at the bottom. Ky begins to idly think more things to herself about those&hellip; feelings. A stray thought pops into her mind. &ldquo;What if I have to undress in front of Jenny? Oh that&rsquo;d be amazing, like, she&rsquo;d get to see&hellip;wait um, that&rsquo;s&hellip; wrong right?&rdquo;<br />Her thoughts are interrupted with an &ldquo;ah-ha!&rdquo; from Jenny. She scoops up some of the clothes and flings it out onto the bed, showing her sister the clothing choices she has. &ldquo;I know this isn&rsquo;t really that much, I&rsquo;ve never been like, the one to understand fashion all that much, but, I have stuff like skirts and thigh-highs! I bet you&rsquo;ll really enjoy those.&rdquo;<br />Ky eagerly nods her head, noting the black short skirt that almost too conveniently is at the very top, along with the many choices of thigh-highs. &ldquo;Oh my gosh I so can&rsquo;t wait to try these all on!&rdquo; Ky says excitedly.<br />Jenny giggles happily, and approaches the door. &ldquo;I&rsquo;ll leave it to you hun. Lemme know if you need help with anything!&rdquo;, she says as she then leaves and closes the door all the way shut. Ky begins undressing, and tosses most of her old clothes to the back, except her current shirt, placing it on the floor next to the bed. &ldquo;Being completely nude in my sister&rsquo;s room sure is something&hellip;&rdquo; she quietly says to herself, as she sits down onto the bed, and starts trying on clothes.<br /><br />Several minutes pass, and Ky&rsquo;s found the perfect combination of clothes that she loves. A black mini-skirt, black panties, black thigh-highs with heart patterns, and some fishnet arm sleeves that she decided to take from the drawers. The only thing missing now is a shirt, but she hasn&rsquo;t really found one that she vibes with. As she thinks about what shirt to wear, she hears footsteps coming down the hall, a slight panic happens and she tries moving herself. Unfortunately both of her feet are on top of the shirt she put next to the bed, and she ends up slipping on it, simultaneously making her fall onto the bed suddenly, and splitting the worn out shirt! The top half of the shirt somehow got snagged on her paw, so she just grabs it up from her foot and quickly puts it on.<br />Jenny walks into the room, both bottles in tow, and sees the new outfit Ky is wearing. She smiles warmly and goes &ldquo;Picked your clothes I take it? Interesting choice for the shirt I gotta say, showing your belly and all.&rdquo; She giggles softly, as Ky blushes immensely.<br />&ldquo;T-th-thanks sis! I kinda&hellip; ripped my shirt by accident, but, I think I like this vibe, y&rsquo;know?&rdquo; Ky says shyly, looking a little bit down. &ldquo;I think it fits you like a glove.&rdquo; Jenny says, as she walks up to her and teasingly ruffles her hair. The both of them giggle and they just share a warm smile with each other.<br />&ldquo;By the way, how&rsquo;s the beer been treating you?&rdquo; Jenny inquires, putting both bottles down on the floor.<br />&ldquo;It&rsquo;s um, it&rsquo;s&hellip; weird, it&rsquo;s been making me think kinda weird things.&rdquo; Ky says thoughtlessly. Almost immediately after saying it though, she realizes she&rsquo;s slipped up, with a sharp inhale following. That isn&rsquo;t even true, she&rsquo;s had these thoughts before the beer set in!<br />&ldquo;Oh yeah? Like um, what kind of things, hun?&rdquo; Jenny asks curiously.<br />&ldquo;Um! Um um um, the um&hellip;&rdquo; Ky starts stammering like wild, unable to even think of a convincing lie. &ldquo;Like, you and u-um!!!&rdquo; Ky realizes she&rsquo;s really slipped up now, and her tail shoots straight up.<br />&ldquo;Thoughts about me? Like, what thoughts?&rdquo; Jenny again tilts her head, not sure what to make of this.<br />&ldquo;T-that&rsquo;s not&hellip; I mean, like, yes but like&hellip;&rdquo; Ky&rsquo;s face is redder than a tomato, and she covers it up with her paws, sitting back down onto the bed defeated. &ldquo;I&rsquo;ve&hellip; had um&hellip; um&hellip;&rdquo; She tries to speak, but isn&rsquo;t able to finish. Jenny sits closer to her on the bed, wrapping an arm around the unintelligible sister.<br />&ldquo;Hey, whatever it is sis, I&rsquo;m sure I can handle it. Don&rsquo;t worry about it, trust me. There&rsquo;s not much you could say that&rsquo;d hurt.&rdquo; Jenny says in a very soft and comforting voice.<br />&ldquo;Um&hellip; okay, i-if you say so, sis&hellip;&rdquo; Ky says, taking in and letting out a set of 3 deep breaths. &ldquo;I&rsquo;ve&hellip; had lewd t-thoughts about&hellip;&rdquo; she trails off, pushing down her skirt in an attempt to hide the growing boner that she&rsquo;s had going.<br />Jenny looks a bit shocked at first, but she eventually pulls her sister in closer, and whispers into her ear &ldquo;That&rsquo;s okay, sis. It&rsquo;s understandable having these weird thoughts, especially since you&rsquo;re intoxicated. No doubt your brains acting all funny experiencing this for the first time.&rdquo;<br />Ky knows she&rsquo;s had these feelings before the intoxication truly set in, but doesn&rsquo;t speak out about it. She just nods her head softly, slowly moving her arms towards her sister to hug her back.<br /><br />&ldquo;I-I&rsquo;m sorry sis! I--&rdquo; She gets interrupted by Jenny again, with a kiss on her forehead. &ldquo;It&rsquo;s okay, Ky. I promise it&rsquo;s okay.&rdquo; Ky whimpers softly, as she huddles up closer with her sister.<br />&ldquo;Y-you sure, sis? Like, that&rsquo;s not a normal thing right? Like&hellip; right?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Honestly, I know this sounds weird but, I&rsquo;m okay with that.&rdquo; She says. Ky&rsquo;s eyes widen a bit from shock. &ldquo;D-dang, really sis? T-thanks for not being judgemental&hellip;&rdquo; Ky says, her tail softly swishing back and forth.<br />&ldquo;At first I came in here to see if you were ready for me to help you put your makeup on, but wow, did this sure escalate fast!&rdquo; Jenny says, chuckling softly after. Ky&rsquo;s eyes light up as she talks about the makeup.<br />&ldquo;M-makeup? Oh gosh yes please, I&#039;d love help with that! I haven&rsquo;t been able to practice much myself, cause y&rsquo;know, our parents&hellip;&rdquo; She says, anticipation beaming from her face, as she looks back into her sister&rsquo;s eyes.<br />Jenny nods, and gets up, helping Ky get up too. The beer is really starting to kick in for Ky, as she&rsquo;s unable to properly keep her balance. Jenny&rsquo;s regret for that continues to sink in, but she thinks that ultimately it&rsquo;s for the best to help drown out her emotions. They both head towards the dresser, having a mirror plenty big for two people to huddle around. Jenny pulls out the top-right drawer slowly, revealing the makeup she stores in there, with Ky scanning over it all in serious anticipation.</span>",
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