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Word Count part 19: 3,840 multi-chapter 2k3
Summary: Donatello is known as the 'go-to Turtle', the guy who can fix all sorts of things.  His role in the family takes an unexpected turn when his brothers decide to expand on his job description.
Ratings per chapter vary - R to NC-17
~~This amazing preview image was created by the incomparable @Sherenelle


!!~~Winner in the Universal TMNT Fanfiction Competition 2016: (Erotica Ballot) Sexiest Donatello 1st Place; Most Turtle-Tastic T-Cest 1st Place  
", "writing": "\tFor a time, Leonardo stayed silent. Donatello watched him, surprised to see his usually stoic brother fighting with an array of emotions.\n\n\tAs upset as Don was with what Leo had practically ordered him to do earlier, it was hard to maintain that level of anger. Still, frustration with the entire situation made Don impatient.\n\n\t``You had something you wanted to say to me?'' Don asked.\n\n\tLeo's brow furrowed, his pained expression clear. ``I sometimes wish I could be more like Mikey.''\n\n\tThough it wasn't the lead in that he expected, it made Don curious. ``How so?'' he asked.\n\n\t``Able to express myself,'' Leo said. He grimaced. ``My feelings. He has a gift.''\n\n\t``It isn't that difficult,'' Don said. ``The words are there. You just have to allow them to come out.''\n\n\tLeo shook his head. ``I've spent my whole life training to be as detached as possible,'' he said. ``I can't allow my enemies to get past my guard because doing so would put me at their mercy. Showing emotion is like showing weakness.''\n\n\t``You shouldn't be afraid to show your true self to your family, Leo. We aren't going to take advantage of you. If there's anyone in this world you can trust, it's us,'' Don said. ``It's not a sign of weakness to change the way you think about something. My perception of physical pleasure has certainly changed.''\n\n\tDon kept his eyes on Leo, who seemed to be studying him. Finally Leo said, ``I've had a hard time believing that, but now I'm starting to see the truth of it. Up to this point, I've had it in my head that you were being coerced. That's not the case anymore, is it?''\n\n\t``No Leo, it's not,'' Don answered.\n\n\t``When I made that demand of you earlier, telling you to kiss Raph, that's exactly what I had been warning you to avoid with he and Mikey. I was seeing a sex act as yet another chore on your list of things to do. I need to apologize for that. It was very wrong of me,'' Leo said.\n\n\t``I don't see the love I share with Raph and Mikey as sex acts,'' Don said, correcting him. ``That's the difference, Leo. It's an intimacy, one I never realized that I needed. Or that they needed.''\n\n\t``You are no longer the sex proxy that I was once concerned that you'd become,'' Leo said.\n\n\t``I don't think I ever was,'' Don said. ``If that was all I thought they needed, I think I would have put an end to things pretty quickly. It was what I sensed from them that kept me in their beds. For both of them the connection wasn't just physical. Sex answered a deeper need, something they had difficulty articulating. That's why it took me so long to understand; I didn't have that same sexual attraction for them that they felt for me and because they couldn't describe in words what they were feeling, I didn't comprehend.''\n\n\t``Is that sexual attraction there now?'' Leo asked.\n\n\t``It is, but not in the way you think,'' Don said, standing up. \n\nHe could spend an hour bandying words with Leo, or he could act. He'd needed Raph and Mikey to be the aggressors in relaying their desires; maybe Leo needed for Don to do the same for him. It was the best way to show Leo that he really wanted something intimate with his oldest brother.\n\n\t``Tell me,'' Leo said, watching Don intently.\n\n\t``My body responds [i]after [/i]I begin to physically interact with Raph and Mikey,'' Don explained. ``They touch me, I react. The same isn't true when I'm near you. Just the thought of an intimacy with you excites me.''\n\n\tLeo took a deep breath and released it slowly. ``We can't move forward until we fix this. We can't fix this if I'm not honest with you. I've desired you for a long time, Donny.''\n\n\tHe stopped speaking, as though some internal mechanism was fighting to keep him silent.\n\n\tDon knew his brother needed to get the words out. Perhaps continuing to prompt him would help. ``I understand myself now,'' he said. ``I understand Raph and Mikey better too. I love that we have something we can share and I love how easy it is for them, how natural it is. They don't have a physical attraction to each other, but still this has brought them closer too. I want that for all of us.''\n\n\t``I sometimes envy how the three of you are allowed to express your feelings,'' Leo said, halting again with a frown.\n\n\tIt was the second time Leo had said something about the inability to show his mental state, only this time he'd used a word that caught Don's attention.\n\n\t``Allowed? What do you mean we're allowed to have emotions?'' Don asked, watching Leo closely. ``Why wouldn't you be allowed to have them too? What's stopping you?''\n\n\tLeo hesitated, but he could tell from the intense look Don had aimed at him that he'd have to answer. ``I didn't mean it that way. I was only talking about how I've trained myself.''\n\n\t``No,'' Don said adamantly, taking a step closer to his brother. ``That's not good enough. You're trying to deflect away from something important and I want to know what it is. I deserve to know what it is. You're the one that goes on about balance and unity, so you have to know that now it's you who is hindering our stability. Three of us are on the same page, Leo.''\n\n\t``And I'm not,'' Leo said with a short laugh. ``Don't you think I realize that now?''\n\n\t``Then what are you holding back?'' Don asked.\n\n\t``Do you know that I held Raph's hand until he fell asleep and that he let me?'' Leo replied with some wonderment. ``I asked him to take a sedative and he let me give that to him too. We talked until it kicked in. Just talked. No bitterness or reprisals. We haven't done that in a long time.''\n\n\tDon said nothing for a couple of minutes, letting that information sink in for both of them. Something gnawed at the edges of his consciousness, some clue that was at the core of Leo's difficulties. Leo couldn't say it, or didn't make the connection to it, and whatever it was needed to be excised.\n\n\t``Anger slips through,'' Don said softly. ``You don't want it to, but it does. It's too strong at times. Other emotions would balance that out if you let them, Leo.''\n\n\tLeo had been looking down, as though seeing inside himself, and when his eyes lifted, Don could see a film of moisture had covered them. ``I could have killed Raph. I could have killed all of you with that one bad decision at the warehouse.''\n\n\t``That wasn't a bad decision,'' Don said, slightly exasperated, ``it was just a decision. It's easy to judge in hindsight. If you can't tell me right now what's going to happen in the next five minutes, then how could you possibly have known we were walking into an ambush then?''\n\n\t``My amazing Donatello, always so logical,'' Leo said with a laugh, though the tears remained in his eyes. ``Always ready to tell me what I need to hear. There's a lot you could teach me.''\n\n\t``I will if you'll let me,'' Don responded. [i]Teach[/i]. That was it, the clue that Don had been grasping for. It brought back memories from when they were younger.\n\n\t``It's Master Splinter, isn't it?'' Don asked. ``When we were kids. I remember how he'd encourage us, especially Raph, to share our feelings. To open up about them. He did that with Raph, with Mikey, and with me. But I don't recall him doing the same with you.''\n\n\t``He told me that I couldn't,'' Leo said, and then looked as if he should have kept his mouth shut.\n\n\t``When you and Raph were fighting, Master Splinter wouldn't allow me to stop you,'' Don said. ``He said that was how the two of you communicated. Master Splinter taught you to contain your emotions, didn't he? He's the one who told you that showing emotion was a weakness.''\n\n\t``An enemy looks for anything they can use against you,'' Leo said, as though repeating a lecture.\n\n\t``I think he regrets that now,'' Don said. ``I'm sure that's why he's remained so much in the background as we've tried to work through this. He's even hinted to me about the emotions you try to repress, Leo. If he wanted you to remain aloof towards me, wouldn't he have made that demand of you? He hasn't though, has he?''\n\n\t``No, he hasn't,'' Leo admitted.\n\n\t``Master Splinter did what he thought was best in raising us,'' Don said. ``He focused on the dangers we'd face and knew that we'd be stronger if he taught us to be a team. But it wasn't like he had a manual he could follow; he could only trust his instincts. I think in the last year he's come to realize that our being warriors isn't enough.''\n\n\t``I've been a selfish ass,'' Leo said suddenly, surprising Don with the rough terminology. ``Keeping you away from Raph and Mikey has been all I could think of. Constantly questioning what you were doing with them was adding even more pressure to an already awkward situation.''\n\n\t``You aren't selfish,'' Don told him. ``Maybe that possessive streak is because you've never been allowed to have anything for yourself.''\n\n\tDon was determined to keep Leo focused on his own emotions. The three younger turtles had spent many hours reviewing and experiencing their feelings, but Leo never had. It was something that needed to happen if they were going to break this stalemate in their relationship.\n\n\t``I don't want any of you to think that I resent you for being allowed the freedom of showing your emotions,'' Leo said.\n\n\t``That was out of your control and it was in the past,'' Don said. ``What's important now is that you look inside yourself and decide what you want the future to be. Allow yourself to be happy, Leo.''\n\n\t``I'm content when our family isn't at odds with each other,'' Leo said. ``What Raph said earlier about giving you up? I won't hold him to that. I told him so when we were talking. That would make him miserable and I'd never do that to him.''\n\n\t``None of us wants you to be miserable either Leo,'' Don said. ``Tell me what you're feeling.''\n\n\t``I love you guys,'' Leo said, the truth of it in his eyes as he looked at Don. ``I want you all to be happy. That's more important to me than anything.''\n\n\t``It's the same for all of us. The difference is that Raph, Mikey, and I take something for ourselves to make that happiness occur. You have to do that as well,'' Don said. ``I'm here to help you do that.''\n\n\t``I'm coming to finally understand that I don't need to be possessive,'' Leo said. ``I think most of that stemmed from my fear of losing you and that's not going to happen, is it Donny?''\n\n\t``Of course not,'' Don said. Recalling what Master Splinter had said about vulnerability, he added, ``I give you my word that I'll never abandon or forsake you, Leo. Everything we are together will be ours and ours alone. I'll never do anything to harm you.''\n\n\t``I believe you,'' Leo said. ``I trust you. I always have. I've been so jealous and angry that Raph made the first move on you that I haven't been thinking clearly. There's an . . . emptiness in me, a . . . hollow feeling. Like something is missing.''\n\n\tDon took the few steps necessary to be able to touch Leo. Placing a hand on his cheek, Don said, ``You don't always have to try to hold it together, not around me. Let me in Leo, let me hold you and offer comfort. We all need that from time to time, even you.''\n\n\tVery lightly, Don kissed Leo's lips. Pulling back slightly, he saw that Leo's eyes had closed and once their mouths were no longer connected, his lids fluttered open.\n\n\tThey looked into each other's eyes for a moment and then Leo initiated a kiss, pressing in to deepen it. Don groaned, sliding his hand from Leo's face so that he could wrap his arm around his brother's neck. 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Holding the ends, he waited for Leo to catch hold of the sash that held his sheaths in place, and then let go so his brother could carefully lower his weapons to the floor.\n\n\tLifting his hands, Don reached behind Leo's head and worked loose the knot on his mask. Removing the blue strip of fabric from Leo's face, Don released it so that it fluttered down to rest atop Leo's katana.\n\n\tTaking Leo's hand, Don led him to the bed where they both sat down together. Leo remained compliant, allowing Don to guide him. It was very much a change from the position Don usually found himself in and having that control flamed his passion even more.\n\n\tThey shared another kiss as Don removed Leo's elbow guards and wrist wraps. When Don went to take that same gear off himself, Leo stopped him so that he could strip those items from Don's body.\n\n\tBefore Leo could reach for Don's belt, the younger turtle slipped to his knees in front of his brother. Passing his fingertips over Leo's thigh, Don took hold of his knee guard and slid it down, removing it when Leo lifted his foot.\n\n\tDon repeated the maneuver with the second knee guard, watching as Leo closed his eyes when the genius once more caressed his thigh. While his brother wasn't looking, Don swiftly took the bottle of lubricant from his belt and hid it under the bed. There was a certain spontaneity to the moment that Don didn't want to ruin with a hint of preplanning on his part.\n\n\tOnce Leo's knee guards were gone, Don stood in front of him and slowly removed his belt, making a show of it. Placing a foot on the bed next to Leo, Don slid his own knee guard off, inhaling sharply when Leo stroked his calf. Skin tingling, Don repeated the maneuver with the other leg, his heart thumping as Leo pressed a kiss to the side of his knee.\n\n\tLeo had seemed tentative at first, but was now clearly captivated with the idea of making love to Donatello. Just seeing the hunger in Leo's expression was enough to make Don's cock begin to harden.\n\n\tSetting a knee on the mattress to one side of Leo, Don pushed on his brother's shoulders, urging him to lie back. Moving down with him, Don made certain that the lower halves of their bodies were pressed tightly together.\n\n\tAs their mouths connected again, Don rested his weight atop Leo and used both hands to fondle his brother's hips. He could feel the bulge in Leo's plastron pressing against his own and his pulse quickened.\n\n\tWith a speed that was his hallmark, Leo caught hold of Don's shoulders and flipped him over onto his carapace. Gasping at the unexpectedness of that maneuver, Don stared up at his brother.\n\n\tThere was a certain reverence in Leo's eyes as he looked down at Don. Straddling the younger turtle, Leo played his fingers over Don's jawline, following the line of it down to the curve of Don's neck.\n\n\tLeo's light touch as he explored Don's collarbones and then moved his hands over his brother's plastron was erotic. Leaving no expanse of skin or shell untouched, Leo examined Don's body with his hands, his movements both slow and loving.\n\n\tBy the time Leo had run his hands over his brother's feet and begun to move up his body again, Don was painfully aroused. He churred as a warning, lifting his hips so that Leo would understand, and then his cock dropped into the open air.\n\n\tLeo approached Don's erection with the same slow exploration, grasping and caressing its length. Shaking with need, Don watched Leo through hooded eyes, needing more but not wanting to break the spell they were both under.\n\n\tSetting his hands on Leo's thighs, Don stroked upwards, pressing his thumbs into the crease where thigh met groin. Leo churred in response, looking up at Don just before his penis made its appearance.\n\n\tTilting his head back and to one side, Don said, ``Mark me, Leo. I need you to do it.''\n\n\tNeeding no additional encouragement, Leo surged forward and placed his lips against Don's neck. Sucking hard, he drew Don's skin into his mouth and then bit down.\n\n\tEvery nerve in Don's body lit up. His dick bounced in reaction, precum dripping down his shaft as an almost unbearable heat pooled in his gut.\n\n\tThe air stung Don's skin at the bite mark when Leo lifted his mouth. There was a hint of blood on Leo's lips and Don grasped the back of Leo's head, pulling him down for a kiss whilst tasting the coppery tang.\n\n\t``Don, Donny,'' Leo husked, a note of desperation in his voice. ``I need you so badly.''\n\n\t``Make love to me Leo,'' Don said. ``I don't want to wait any longer.''\n\n\t``How . . . how do I not hurt you?'' Leo asked.\n\n\t``There should be lube under the bed,'' Don said.\n\n\tHe was glad that Leo didn't question why it was there, he just crawled off of Don in order to retrieve it. Don spread his legs, lowered his tail, and tilted back on his carapace to open himself fully to Leo.\n\n\tDon heard Leo inhale sharply at the sight of his brother displaying himself so wantonly. Feeling a hint of pride at drawing such a sound from Leo, Don grasped the insides of his thighs and lifted them higher.\n\n\tHe was gratified to see Leo's hands shake as he pried the top from the bottle of lubricant. Don thought he might have to tell Leo what to do, but the basic concept was clearly obvious to him as he spread the liquid liberally onto his fingers.\n\n\tWith the same infinite care that Leo used in cleaning his swords, he applied the lubricant to Donatello's anus. Leo was generous with the lube, using enough so that Don barely felt a sting as he was fully breached by Leo's finger.\n\n\t``Two fingers now, Leo. You need to stretch me,'' Don instructed, not sure that Leo knew there was more to it than just slicking his anal passage.\n\n\tLeo nodded, a beautifully concentrated look on his face. It was the exact expression he wore when perfecting a kata, one that always thrilled Don to his core.\n\n\tDon had imagined that Leo would bring the same focus he showed with ninjitsu into the bedroom. The intensity of it left Don breathless and he licked his lips, reminding himself this was Leo's first time. Reminding himself to be patient.\n\n\tStill, there was only so much Don could take. His cock was twitching and small pulses like electrical charges were moving up and down his spine. The feeling of Leo's fingers inside of him were a tease; Don needed something more solid.\n\n\t``That's good, Leo. Now . . . .'' Don paused to take a shuddering breath. ``Now you. Spread the lube on your cock.''\n\n\tLeo added lube to the palm of his hand, carefully closing the bottle and setting it aside. It was easy to see that precum had already slicked Leo's cock and Don was amazed at the willpower his brother displayed as he took the time to thoroughly lubricate his entire shaft.\n\n\tOn his knees between Don's legs, Leo glanced up at Don, as though asking permission.\n\n\tDon whimpered. He meant to speak, but he was too needy to form words. A smile twitched at the corners of Leo's mouth. Holding his cock, Leo braced himself one handed and eased his erection into Donatello.\n\n\tLeo pushed in slowly, seeming to relish the feeling of Don's ass swallowing every inch of him. Once his cock was completely sheathed inside his brother, Leo paused.\n\n\t``You feel amazing,'' Leo whispered.\n\n\tIn response, Don churred. He wanted to tell Leo to fuck him, to use him, to drench him in his cum and his scent. The words wouldn't come out, only a desperate whining noise. Fortunately, Leo understood.\n\n\tLeo began to thrust, carefully at first, then with increasing speed. Soon he was rutting into Donatello, who shamelessly began to stroke his own cock, matching Leo's rhythm as he strove to bring himself off.\n\n\t``Donny,'' Leo murmured, moving faster. ``So tight.''\n\n\tHe lifted a hand, curving it around Don's, and helped to jack him off. Leo's thick, hard cock was jabbing against the sensitive nerve bundle inside his ass and Don tensed suddenly, wailing unashamedly as his orgasm hit.\n\n\t``Yes, oh yes,'' Leo muttered as Don's interior walls began to spasm around his cock.\n\n\tLeo came with a low keening groan, choking slightly as his breath caught in his throat. He buried himself completely inside Don, his hips jerking from the strength of his orgasm.\n\n\tDespite breathing heavily, Leo lowered his weight onto his forearms and kissed Don. He came up for air, panted rapidly, and then pressed in for another kiss.\n\n\tDon's tongue flicked at Leo's when they next separated. Leo's cock had slipped out of him and Don was already missing the feeling of having some part of his brother inside of him.\n\n\tRolling over, Leo lay next to Don, who turned and curled into his brother.\n\n\tHolding tightly onto Don, Leo whispered, ``Mine. You're mine, Donny. I love you so much.''\n\n\t``I love you too, Leo,'' Don said softly.\n\n\tHe heard Leo sigh with contentment and then his breathing evened out. In moments he was asleep.\n\n\tAs Don drifted into a sated slumber, he barely registered that the word `mine' had certain proprietary connotations.\n\nTBC................\n\n", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "\tFor a time, Leonardo stayed silent.  Donatello watched him, surprised to see his usually stoic brother fighting with an array of emotions.

\tAs upset as Don was with what Leo had practically ordered him to do earlier, it was hard to maintain that level of anger.  Still, frustration with the entire situation made Don impatient.

\t``You had something you wanted to say to me?'' Don asked.

\tLeo's brow furrowed, his pained expression clear.  ``I sometimes wish I could be more like Mikey.''

\tThough it wasn't the lead in that he expected, it made Don curious.  ``How so?'' he asked.

\t``Able to express myself,'' Leo said.  He grimaced.  ``My feelings.  He has a gift.''

\t``It isn't that difficult,'' Don said.  ``The words are there.  You just have to allow them to come out.''

\tLeo shook his head.  ``I've spent my whole life training to be as detached as possible,'' he said.  ``I can't allow my enemies to get past my guard because doing so would put me at their mercy.  Showing emotion is like showing weakness.''

\t``You shouldn't be afraid to show your true self to your family, Leo.  We aren't going to take advantage of you.  If there's anyone in this world you can trust, it's us,'' Don said.  ``It's not a sign of weakness to change the way you think about something.  My perception of physical pleasure has certainly changed.''

\tDon kept his eyes on Leo, who seemed to be studying him.  Finally Leo said, ``I've had a hard time believing that, but now I'm starting to see the truth of it.  Up to this point, I've had it in my head that you were being coerced.  That's not the case anymore, is it?''

\t``No Leo, it's not,'' Don answered.

\t``When I made that demand of you earlier, telling you to kiss Raph, that's exactly what I had been warning you to avoid with he and Mikey.  I was seeing a sex act as yet another chore on your list of things to do.  I need to apologize for that.  It was very wrong of me,'' Leo said.

\t``I don't see the love I share with Raph and Mikey as sex acts,'' Don said, correcting him.  ``That's the difference, Leo.  It's an intimacy, one I never realized that I needed.  Or that they needed.''

\t``You are no longer the sex proxy that I was once concerned that you'd become,'' Leo said.

\t``I don't think I ever was,'' Don said.  ``If that was all I thought they needed, I think I would have put an end to things pretty quickly.  It was what I sensed from them that kept me in their beds.  For both of them the connection wasn't just physical.  Sex answered a deeper need, something they had difficulty articulating.  That's why it took me so long to understand; I didn't have that same sexual attraction for them that they felt for me and because they couldn't describe in words what they were feeling, I didn't comprehend.''

\t``Is that sexual attraction there now?'' Leo asked.

\t``It is, but not in the way you think,'' Don said, standing up.

He could spend an hour bandying words with Leo, or he could act.  He'd needed Raph and Mikey to be the aggressors in relaying their desires; maybe Leo needed for Don to do the same for him.  It was the best way to show Leo that he really wanted something intimate with his oldest brother.

\t``Tell me,'' Leo said, watching Don intently.

\t``My body responds after I begin to physically interact with Raph and Mikey,'' Don explained.  ``They touch me, I react.  The same isn't true when I'm near you.  Just the thought of an intimacy with you excites me.''

\tLeo took a deep breath and released it slowly.  ``We can't move forward until we fix this.  We can't fix this if I'm not honest with you.  I've desired you for a long time, Donny.''

\tHe stopped speaking, as though some internal mechanism was fighting to keep him silent.

\tDon knew his brother needed to get the words out.  Perhaps continuing to prompt him would help.  ``I understand myself now,'' he said.  ``I understand Raph and Mikey better too.  I love that we have something we can share and I love how easy it is for them, how natural it is.  They don't have a physical attraction to each other, but still this has brought them closer too.  I want that for all of us.''

\t``I sometimes envy how the three of you are allowed to express your feelings,'' Leo said, halting again with a frown.

\tIt was the second time Leo had said something about the inability to show his mental state, only this time he'd used a word that caught Don's attention.

\t``Allowed?  What do you mean we're allowed to have emotions?'' Don asked, watching Leo closely.  ``Why wouldn't you be allowed to have them too?  What's stopping you?''

\tLeo hesitated, but he could tell from the intense look Don had aimed at him that he'd have to answer.  ``I didn't mean it that way.  I was only talking about how I've trained myself.''

\t``No,'' Don said adamantly, taking a step closer to his brother.  ``That's not good enough.  You're trying to deflect away from something important and I want to know what it is.  I deserve to know what it is.  You're the one that goes on about balance and unity, so you have to know that now it's you who is hindering our stability.  Three of us are on the same page, Leo.''

\t``And I'm not,'' Leo said with a short laugh.  ``Don't you think I realize that now?''

\t``Then what are you holding back?'' Don asked.

\t``Do you know that I held Raph's hand until he fell asleep and that he let me?'' Leo replied with some wonderment.  ``I asked him to take a sedative and he let me give that to him too.  We talked until it kicked in.  Just talked.  No bitterness or reprisals.  We haven't done that in a long time.''

\tDon said nothing for a couple of minutes, letting that information sink in for both of them.  Something gnawed at the edges of his consciousness, some clue that was at the core of Leo's difficulties.  Leo couldn't say it, or didn't make the connection to it, and whatever it was needed to be excised.

\t``Anger slips through,'' Don said softly.  ``You don't want it to, but it does.  It's too strong at times.  Other emotions would balance that out if you let them, Leo.''

\tLeo had been looking down, as though seeing inside himself, and when his eyes lifted, Don could see a film of moisture had covered them.  ``I could have killed Raph.  I could have killed all of you with that one bad decision at the warehouse.''

\t``That wasn't a bad decision,'' Don said, slightly exasperated, ``it was just a decision.  It's easy to judge in hindsight.  If you can't tell me right now what's going to happen in the next five minutes, then how could you possibly have known we were walking into an ambush then?''

\t``My amazing Donatello, always so logical,'' Leo said with a laugh, though the tears remained in his eyes.  ``Always ready to tell me what I need to hear.  There's a lot you could teach me.''

\t``I will if you'll let me,'' Don responded.  Teach.  That was it, the clue that Don had been grasping for.  It brought back memories from when they were younger.

\t``It's Master Splinter, isn't it?'' Don asked.  ``When we were kids.  I remember how he'd encourage us, especially Raph, to share our feelings.  To open up about them.  He did that with Raph, with Mikey, and with me.  But I don't recall him doing the same with you.''

\t``He told me that I couldn't,'' Leo said, and then looked as if he should have kept his mouth shut.

\t``When you and Raph were fighting, Master Splinter wouldn't allow me to stop you,'' Don said.  ``He said that was how the two of you communicated.  Master Splinter taught you to contain your emotions, didn't he?  He's the one who told you that showing emotion was a weakness.''

\t``An enemy looks for anything they can use against you,'' Leo said, as though repeating a lecture.

\t``I think he regrets that now,'' Don said.  ``I'm sure that's why he's remained so much in the background as we've tried to work through this.  He's even hinted to me about the emotions you try to repress, Leo.  If he wanted you to remain aloof towards me, wouldn't he have made that demand of you?  He hasn't though, has he?''

\t``No, he hasn't,'' Leo admitted.

\t``Master Splinter did what he thought was best in raising us,'' Don said.  ``He focused on the dangers we'd face and knew that we'd be stronger if he taught us to be a team.  But it wasn't like he had a manual he could follow; he could only trust his instincts.  I think in the last year he's come to realize that our being warriors isn't enough.''

\t``I've been a selfish ass,'' Leo said suddenly, surprising Don with the rough terminology.  ``Keeping you away from Raph and Mikey has been all I could think of.  Constantly questioning what you were doing with them was adding even more pressure to an already awkward situation.''

\t``You aren't selfish,'' Don told him.  ``Maybe that possessive streak is because you've never been allowed to have anything for yourself.''

\tDon was determined to keep Leo focused on his own emotions.  The three younger turtles had spent many hours reviewing and experiencing their feelings, but Leo never had.  It was something that needed to happen if they were going to break this stalemate in their relationship.

\t``I don't want any of you to think that I resent you for being allowed the freedom of showing your emotions,'' Leo said.

\t``That was out of your control and it was in the past,'' Don said.  ``What's important now is that you look inside yourself and decide what you want the future to be.  Allow yourself to be happy, Leo.''

\t``I'm content when our family isn't at odds with each other,'' Leo said.  ``What Raph said earlier about giving you up?  I won't hold him to that.  I told him so when we were talking.  That would make him miserable and I'd never do that to him.''

\t``None of us wants you to be miserable either Leo,'' Don said.  ``Tell me what you're feeling.''

\t``I love you guys,'' Leo said, the truth of it in his eyes as he looked at Don.  ``I want you all to be happy.  That's more important to me than anything.''

\t``It's the same for all of us.  The difference is that Raph, Mikey, and I take something for ourselves to make that happiness occur.  You have to do that as well,'' Don said.  ``I'm here to help you do that.''

\t``I'm coming to finally understand that I don't need to be possessive,'' Leo said.  ``I think most of that stemmed from my fear of losing you and that's not going to happen, is it Donny?''

\t``Of course not,'' Don said.  Recalling what Master Splinter had said about vulnerability, he added, ``I give you my word that I'll never abandon or forsake you, Leo.  Everything we are together will be ours and ours alone.  I'll never do anything to harm you.''

\t``I believe you,'' Leo said.  ``I trust you.  I always have.  I've been so jealous and angry that Raph made the first move on you that I haven't been thinking clearly.  There's an . . . emptiness in me, a . . . hollow feeling.  Like something is missing.''

\tDon took the few steps necessary to be able to touch Leo.  Placing a hand on his cheek, Don said, ``You don't always have to try to hold it together, not around me.  Let me in Leo, let me hold you and offer comfort.  We all need that from time to time, even you.''

\tVery lightly, Don kissed Leo's lips.  Pulling back slightly, he saw that Leo's eyes had closed and once their mouths were no longer connected, his lids fluttered open.

\tThey looked into each other's eyes for a moment and then Leo initiated a kiss, pressing in to deepen it.  Don groaned, sliding his hand from Leo's face so that he could wrap his arm around his brother's neck.  As Leo's arms moved to encircle him, Don clutched at the edge of Leo's shell with his free hand.

\tIt was all Don could do not to grind his hips against Leo's.  All of the desire he'd felt earlier when Don had been with his brother in Leo's room came flooding back, and this time he was determined to follow through with his needs.

\tContinuing to kiss his brother, Don shifted back a little so that he could move his hand between them.  When he began working the knot on Leo's belt, the older turtle broke their kiss and took hold of Don's arm to still him.

\t``I . . . I'm not sure . . . .'' Leo began.

\t``Shut up, Leo.  For once, follow your feelings.  Do what you want to do; do what your instincts are asking of you,'' Don whispered against his mouth.

\tHe waited until Leo nodded his approval and then used both hands to remove Leo's belt.  Holding the ends, he waited for Leo to catch hold of the sash that held his sheaths in place, and then let go so his brother could carefully lower his weapons to the floor.

\tLifting his hands, Don reached behind Leo's head and worked loose the knot on his mask.  Removing the blue strip of fabric from Leo's face, Don released it so that it fluttered down to rest atop Leo's katana.

\tTaking Leo's hand, Don led him to the bed where they both sat down together.  Leo remained compliant, allowing Don to guide him.  It was very much a change from the position Don usually found himself in and having that control flamed his passion even more.

\tThey shared another kiss as Don removed Leo's elbow guards and wrist wraps.  When Don went to take that same gear off himself, Leo stopped him so that he could strip those items from Don's body.

\tBefore Leo could reach for Don's belt, the younger turtle slipped to his knees in front of his brother.  Passing his fingertips over Leo's thigh, Don took hold of his knee guard and slid it down, removing it when Leo lifted his foot.

\tDon repeated the maneuver with the second knee guard, watching as Leo closed his eyes when the genius once more caressed his thigh.  While his brother wasn't looking, Don swiftly took the bottle of lubricant from his belt and hid it under the bed.  There was a certain spontaneity to the moment that Don didn't want to ruin with a hint of preplanning on his part.

\tOnce Leo's knee guards were gone, Don stood in front of him and slowly removed his belt, making a show of it.  Placing a foot on the bed next to Leo, Don slid his own knee guard off, inhaling sharply when Leo stroked his calf.  Skin tingling, Don repeated the maneuver with the other leg, his heart thumping as Leo pressed a kiss to the side of his knee.

\tLeo had seemed tentative at first, but was now clearly captivated with the idea of making love to Donatello.  Just seeing the hunger in Leo's expression was enough to make Don's cock begin to harden.

\tSetting a knee on the mattress to one side of Leo, Don pushed on his brother's shoulders, urging him to lie back.  Moving down with him, Don made certain that the lower halves of their bodies were pressed tightly together.

\tAs their mouths connected again, Don rested his weight atop Leo and used both hands to fondle his brother's hips.  He could feel the bulge in Leo's plastron pressing against his own and his pulse quickened.

\tWith a speed that was his hallmark, Leo caught hold of Don's shoulders and flipped him over onto his carapace.  Gasping at the unexpectedness of that maneuver, Don stared up at his brother.

\tThere was a certain reverence in Leo's eyes as he looked down at Don.  Straddling the younger turtle, Leo played his fingers over Don's jawline, following the line of it down to the curve of Don's neck.

\tLeo's light touch as he explored Don's collarbones and then moved his hands over his brother's plastron was erotic.  Leaving no expanse of skin or shell untouched, Leo examined Don's body with his hands, his movements both slow and loving.

\tBy the time Leo had run his hands over his brother's feet and begun to move up his body again, Don was painfully aroused.  He churred as a warning, lifting his hips so that Leo would understand, and then his cock dropped into the open air.

\tLeo approached Don's erection with the same slow exploration, grasping and caressing its length.  Shaking with need, Don watched Leo through hooded eyes, needing more but not wanting to break the spell they were both under.

\tSetting his hands on Leo's thighs, Don stroked upwards, pressing his thumbs into the crease where thigh met groin.  Leo churred in response, looking up at Don just before his penis made its appearance.

\tTilting his head back and to one side, Don said, ``Mark me, Leo.  I need you to do it.''

\tNeeding no additional encouragement, Leo surged forward and placed his lips against Don's neck.  Sucking hard, he drew Don's skin into his mouth and then bit down.

\tEvery nerve in Don's body lit up.  His dick bounced in reaction, precum dripping down his shaft as an almost unbearable heat pooled in his gut.

\tThe air stung Don's skin at the bite mark when Leo lifted his mouth.  There was a hint of blood on Leo's lips and Don grasped the back of Leo's head, pulling him down for a kiss whilst tasting the coppery tang.

\t``Don, Donny,'' Leo husked, a note of desperation in his voice.  ``I need you so badly.''

\t``Make love to me Leo,'' Don said.  ``I don't want to wait any longer.''

\t``How . . . how do I not hurt you?'' Leo asked.

\t``There should be lube under the bed,'' Don said.

\tHe was glad that Leo didn't question why it was there, he just crawled off of Don in order to retrieve it.  Don spread his legs, lowered his tail, and tilted back on his carapace to open himself fully to Leo.

\tDon heard Leo inhale sharply at the sight of his brother displaying himself so wantonly.  Feeling a hint of pride at drawing such a sound from Leo, Don grasped the insides of his thighs and lifted them higher.

\tHe was gratified to see Leo's hands shake as he pried the top from the bottle of lubricant.  Don thought he might have to tell Leo what to do, but the basic concept was clearly obvious to him as he spread the liquid liberally onto his fingers.

\tWith the same infinite care that Leo used in cleaning his swords, he applied the lubricant to Donatello's anus.  Leo was generous with the lube, using enough so that Don barely felt a sting as he was fully breached by Leo's finger.

\t``Two fingers now, Leo.  You need to stretch me,'' Don instructed, not sure that Leo knew there was more to it than just slicking his anal passage.

\tLeo nodded, a beautifully concentrated look on his face.  It was the exact expression he wore when perfecting a kata, one that always thrilled Don to his core.

\tDon had imagined that Leo would bring the same focus he showed with ninjitsu into the bedroom.  The intensity of it left Don breathless and he licked his lips, reminding himself this was Leo's first time.  Reminding himself to be patient.

\tStill, there was only so much Don could take.  His cock was twitching and small pulses like electrical charges were moving up and down his spine.  The feeling of Leo's fingers inside of him were a tease; Don needed something more solid.

\t``That's good, Leo.  Now . . . .'' Don paused to take a shuddering breath.  ``Now you.  Spread the lube on your cock.''

\tLeo added lube to the palm of his hand, carefully closing the bottle and setting it aside.  It was easy to see that precum had already slicked Leo's cock and Don was amazed at the willpower his brother displayed as he took the time to thoroughly lubricate his entire shaft.

\tOn his knees between Don's legs, Leo glanced up at Don, as though asking permission.

\tDon whimpered.  He meant to speak, but he was too needy to form words.  A smile twitched at the corners of Leo's mouth.  Holding his cock, Leo braced himself one handed and eased his erection into Donatello.

\tLeo pushed in slowly, seeming to relish the feeling of Don's ass swallowing every inch of him.  Once his cock was completely sheathed inside his brother, Leo paused.

\t``You feel amazing,'' Leo whispered.

\tIn response, Don churred.  He wanted to tell Leo to fuck him, to use him, to drench him in his cum and his scent.  The words wouldn't come out, only a desperate whining noise.  Fortunately, Leo understood.

\tLeo began to thrust, carefully at first, then with increasing speed.  Soon he was rutting into Donatello, who shamelessly began to stroke his own cock, matching Leo's rhythm as he strove to bring himself off.

\t``Donny,'' Leo murmured, moving faster.  ``So tight.''

\tHe lifted a hand, curving it around Don's, and helped to jack him off.  Leo's thick, hard cock was jabbing against the sensitive nerve bundle inside his ass and Don tensed suddenly, wailing unashamedly as his orgasm hit.

\t``Yes, oh yes,'' Leo muttered as Don's interior walls began to spasm around his cock.

\tLeo came with a low keening groan, choking slightly as his breath caught in his throat.  He buried himself completely inside Don, his hips jerking from the strength of his orgasm.

\tDespite breathing heavily, Leo lowered his weight onto his forearms and kissed Don.  He came up for air, panted rapidly, and then pressed in for another kiss.

\tDon's tongue flicked at Leo's when they next separated.  Leo's cock had slipped out of him and Don was already missing the feeling of having some part of his brother inside of him.

\tRolling over, Leo lay next to Don, who turned and curled into his brother.

\tHolding tightly onto Don, Leo whispered, ``Mine.  You're mine, Donny.  I love you so much.''

\t``I love you too, Leo,'' Don said softly.

\tHe heard Leo sigh with contentment and then his breathing evened out.  In moments he was asleep.

\tAs Don drifted into a sated slumber, he barely registered that the word `mine' had certain proprietary connotations.

TBC................

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