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Word Count part 10: 7,172 multi-chapter 2k3
Summary: Donatello is known as the 'go-to Turtle', the guy who can fix all sorts of things.  His role in the family takes an unexpected turn when his brothers decide to expand on his job description.
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", "writing": "\tWhat had felt like an eternity was actually only a brief moment which came to an abrupt end when Leonardo gently tugged his hand out of Donatello’s grasp.\n\n\tRather than pulling it away though, Leo flattened his palm against Don’s chest, just above his heart.\n\n\t“What I want . . . .” Leo said, pausing to flick his tongue across his lips. “What I want is that you don’t lose yourself to anyone else’s needs, Donny. No matter what happens, no matter what your brothers think that they need you to be, you stay true to yourself.”\n\n\tDon cleared his throat, trying to push down the emotions that kept him from speaking. “If I could add this physical component to my relationship with Raph and Mikey without surrendering myself to it, would that be a bad thing?”\n\n\tLeo searched his eyes, as though reading Don. “I’m not sure you can slide sex onto your work schedule as easily as you would making repairs to the Battle Shell,” he said. “Physical intimacy precludes detachment, Donny. For one thing, your body responds whether your emotions are wholly into the act. You either acknowledge that it’s bringing you some enjoyment, or you continue to try and justify an orgasm as a biological function, in which case you’re beating yourself up because you don’t really want someone doing that to you.”\n\n\t“I’m ambivalent,” Don admitted. He was surprised at how perceptive Leo was on the subject and relieved to have someone he could talk to about how [i]he [/i]was feeling. “Of course my body . . . responds. I mean, there’s nothing physically wrong with me so if properly stimulated it should respond, right?”\n\n\t“You’re male, so yes,” Leo said. “I believe it’s different for women because intimacy is as much a mental process as it is a physical one. Something to do with nature and reproduction that I’m sure you understand better than I do. Just because your body responds, it doesn’t mean that you want what’s happening to you.”\n\n\t“I know that,” Don replied quickly. “They aren’t raping me, Leo. I . . . I simply don’t have the same level of interest in sex that Raph and Mikey do, but it seems that they both want that from me.”\n\n\t“Not from each other,” Leo said, understanding. “It would solve everything if they did, wouldn’t it?”\n\n\t“Yes,” Don acknowledged, looking down at his hands again as Leo’s left his chest. “It’s more than just sex for them. There’s something about being that close to someone, something that’s visceral, that they seem to need. Something I apparently give them that can’t be satisfied by anyone else.”\n\n\t“It’s this, Donny. This gentle compassion that’s an inherent part of your nature,” Leo said. “Being emotionally vulnerable is the greatest vulnerability of all. It’s exposing your deepest self; the part of you that can be mortally wounded if shared with the wrong person. Raph and Mikey love each other, but if upset or angered, they would unintentionally use what they knew to wound one another. They are in essence fighters with a need to win. When you have to fight you do so very well, but that isn’t your basic nature. You would never use something they’d said or done against them; against any of us, even if you were upset. That’s an entirely different level of trust and it’s the kind necessary for a true intimacy to flourish.”\n\n\tDon stared at him with wide eyes. “But what you’re saying is that you know what Raph and Mikey want from me and that it isn’t just about sex.”\n\n\t“Sex is still a component in this,” Leo said. “If you are performing acts that you’ve been manipulated into doing, you’ll eventually resent them for it. That resentment could manifest itself in ways that aren’t healthy for you or for the family. They’ll feel it, Donny. Things could turn very bad for all of us and for you in particular.”\n\n\t“Leo, what should I do?” Don asked outright. “I’ve never thought about sex the way they do, the way they always have. I don’t hate it though and I think that I do enjoy what comes after, when they’re holding me like I’m important and sharing thoughts that I never imagined I’d get to hear. It’s kind of nice to sleep next to someone who you totally trust. It’s nice to have that warmth and companionship.”\n\n\tA corner of Leo’s mouth lifted. “I doubt they would be so invested in this if they didn’t feel those things as well.” The small smile faded. “Your rush to assure me that the sex you’re having with them isn’t rape tells me that it’s crossed your mind, or theirs, or both. Why don’t you elaborate on that? I know it isn’t a comfortable topic, but I can’t express an opinion about something I don’t understand.”\n\n\tThe subject was coming dangerously close to the arrangement Don had made with Raph and Mikey and he had to think hard about how to phrase his response. As much as Don, in that moment, wanted to tell Leo everything, he still had concerns about Leo’s state of mind.\n\n\t“There’s no [i]force [/i]involved,” Don said. “I could say no at any time. It just doesn’t excite me or even interest me beyond purely scientific curiosity. But it’s [i]them[/i]; what they say and how they act. Like with Mikey. He was well and truly depressed at the thought of being forever alone, at never experiencing the intimacy of love. I’ve never seen him like that. When he told me that we’ll never be as close to anyone as we are with each other, I realized how right he was.”\n\n\t“Because of our mutation,” Leo said wisely. “Not human; not animal. Somewhere between and the only ones of our kind.”\n\n\tDon shrugged. “I suppose those thoughts have crossed your mind too. It was his desperation, his need, which made me want to offer him something. I only meant to kiss him but I should have known that would escalate.”\n\n\t“How could you know when you don’t have a real interest in sex?” Leo asked, astute as always. “It went farther then you meant it to because Mikey got excited and you felt guilty for winding him up. Is that right?”\n\n\t“Yes,” Don admitted, his face feeling flushed. “Afterwards, the next morning, he said that he doesn’t understand why we don’t deserve to have what every other living thing gets to have. It made me think that just because it’s not a priority for me, I shouldn’t begrudge Mikey.”\n\n\t“Was that the morning he did so well at practice?” Leo asked.\n\n\t“It was. He surprised me as much as you, maybe more so,” Don said. “I mean, I’ve always known that Mikey has that potential in him, but to see it happen was breathtaking. Afterwards, when I thought that being with me had made him feel that complete, I couldn’t help experiencing a touch of pride.”\n\n\t“I can see that,” Leo said. “But Donny, you were distracted and not yourself during that same practice session. Your . . . coupling with Mikey may have had a positive effect on him, but at what price? The same applies to Raph. Sex may mellow him and you might take a certain measure of satisfaction from that, but now you’re sitting here on my bed looking confused and unhappy.”\n\n\t“They’re both at a point where they believe that this has become the new normal for us,” Don said, refraining from saying that it was partly due to their ‘arrangement’. “I think I can gain satisfaction from other components of the intimacy, enough to counter the lack of desire that I have for sex.\n\n“But . . . but I suppose my primary concern is you. I’d hate for you to worry about me, about what we’re doing. I’d hate for you to feel . . . left out or that our having sex is wrong. I suppose it’s weighing on my conscious that we might upset or hurt you in some way. I’d give anything to have this work for all of us, but not at your expense, Leo. If you want this to stop, then it will and Raph and Mikey will have to live with that.”\n\n\tOnce again Leo seemed to study him before speaking. “One of the first things that you said when you entered my room was that there was no way you could stop. You assured me that Raph and Mikey [i]need [/i]what you can give them. You’ve argued both sides of this debate, the pros and cons, and I’ve listened.\n\n\t“Now you tell me that if I want to put a stop to this, you’ll adhere to my wishes. What you’re asking of me is that I make the decision; that as the leader of our team, the onus is on me to say what action you’ll take.\n\n\t“Donny, while this could have repercussions on how we function as a team, it is more a problem of how this affects us as a family. There are certain considerations that have to be taken into account, one of which is the question of incest.”\n\n\t“I’ve thought hard about that,” Don said in a low voice. “I’ve pointed that out to both Raph and Mikey. Raph reminded me that at the core of it all, we’re turtles. Our basic instincts are that of turtles. Maybe that’s why they’ve come to me for sex. It’s what they’d do if we’d never mutated.”\n\n\t“I’ve thought hard about it too, ever since I first learned that Raph had made overtures,” Leo said. “I realized that my primary concern when you told me you’d helped Raph masturbate wasn’t about the fact that we’re brothers, that came later, but that you were being asked to do something that you didn’t want to do. That’s been my concern all along.”\n\n\tDon frowned, trying to understand what Leo was saying to him. “So the . . . [i]incest [/i]part of the equation doesn’t cause you problems?”\n\n\tRather than answer him directly, Leo said, “When I meditate, there are times that my mind goes deep into the most primitive parts of my nature. I see and feel what it is to be a turtle. It helps me to understand who I am at my center. Beyond the mutation, beyond Bushido and honor and duty, there resides the soul of a turtle. I had an epiphany that therein lies our conscience. We have to combine the moral sense that has been taught to us with who we are at our very foundation.”\n\n\t“Then turtle incest is not incest at all?” Don asked.\n\n\t“Incest applies to humans,” Leo said, looking meaningfully at Don. “We aren’t human.”\n\n\t“But what about Master Splinter? What will he think?” Don asked.\n\n\t“If you decide to continue to have intercourse with Raph and Mikey, you’ll have to inform him of it,” Leo answered.\n\n\t“If I decide . . . .” Don began and then stopped, not knowing how to continue.\n\n\t“I’m not going to make this decision for you,” Leo said. “What I will assure you of is that I will support to my fullest any choice you do make, with a caveat. That you make the decision of your own free will; that you do what you want to do without regard for what anyone else may want.”\n\n\t“Stay true to myself,” Don murmured, repeating what Leo had told him earlier.\n\n\tReaching out to grip Don’s shoulder, Leo added, “And that you make your decision without regard for how you think I might feel about the whole thing. Donny, if I know, truly [i]know[/i], that you are making choices of your own free will, then I won’t separate myself the way you seem to fear.”\n\n\t“Okay,” Don said in a small voice.\n\n\t“If the steps the three of you are taking now are a part of our evolution, then it should move seamlessly into our lives,” Leo said. “Raph will find a level of contentment, as we’ve already seen, Mikey will mature and gain focus, as he’s shown us, and you will find serenity in your actions. You won’t look as though you’re walking on hot coals all of the time, or be so preoccupied with private thoughts that you can’t fight. This cannot have a negative impact on our team.”\n\n\t“I understand,” Don said. “What about you?”\n\n\tLeo shook his head and squeezed Don’s shoulder. “Don’t trouble yourself over me. I’m not part of this equation.”\n\n\t“But you are,” Don argued. “You talked about getting in touch with your center. Wouldn’t that mean that you have primal needs that have to be met?”\n\n\tThe expression on Leo’s face smoothed out, until it was as enigmatic as it had been when Don had first entered the room. “Let’s not worry about what my needs may or may not be,” he said. “What I’ve been trying to express to you is that your fundamental concern should be focused inwards. I know that being needed is important to you. It shouldn’t be all that you are. I see you as so much more, what I want is for you see yourself that way as well.”\n\n\t“But Leo, being leader doesn’t mean you can’t have something for yourself,” Don said, not sure why he felt as though he wanted to offer himself to Leo. “You can’t always give without taking a little.”\n\n\tLeo removed his hand from Don’s shoulder. “Isn’t that what you’ve been doing? Let me worry about myself, Donatello. Right now, deciding what you want to do should be what is uppermost in your thoughts.”\n\n\tIt sounded very much like a dismissal and since Don couldn’t continue what was becoming a circular argument, he took it as such.\n\n\t“I guess I’ll go to my room and do some . . . meditating of my own,” Don said as he stood up. “I’m sorry to have burdened you with all of this. Maybe we [i]are [/i]simply evolving, in which case the weight of it shouldn’t fall on your shoulders.”\n\n\tAs Don headed for the door, he didn’t see Leo stand up, or hear him cross the room. A hand on his arm, turning him around, was the first indication that Leo had moved.\n\n\tLeo gripped Don’s biceps firmly, piercing Don with his gaze. His jaw shifted, as though Leo was clenching his teeth, perhaps trying to bite back words that he didn’t want to say.\n\n\t“Donny, you have to give me credit for knowing how much weight I can handle,” Leo finally said. “I know that you care. I’ve always known, and I . . . I cherish that. I cherish you. All I ask is that you revere yourself as much as I do. Can you do that for me?”\n\n\tFor the first time Don found himself actively wanting to hold one of his brothers, perhaps even to kiss one. He wouldn’t make that type of overture though; he still had no idea what Leo’s personal thoughts on that subject were.\n\n\tInstead, Don said softly, “I can do anything for you.”\n\n\tThe mask that Leo had lowered over his face lifted enough for him to display a small smile. He released Don and moved around him to open the door, closing it quietly once Don had exited the room.\n\n\tDon walked to his room as if in a daze. Messages from his senses reached him; the scent of food wafting up from the kitchen, the sound of the television and the faint murmur of his brother’s voices, and most strongly, the residual feeling of Leo’s hands against his skin.\n\n\tThough not as adept at deep meditation as his brother, Don was still an excellent practitioner. Whilst Leo tended to surround himself with candles, using their glow and the hiss as they burned as a focal point, Don preferred white noise as his background.\n\n\tTurning on the small machine that provided him with that sound, Don sat in the middle of his throw rug. Breathing deeply, he exhaled to release the turbulence from his mind and slowly closed his eyes.\n\n\tHe had no idea how long he’d been meditating when a light tap on his door pulled him from his trancelike state. Don had just opened his eyes when Mikey peeked into the room.\n\n\t“Hi! I was wondering where you’d disappeared to,” Mikey said as he entered.\n\n\tMikey was carrying a bundle of freshly dried bedding and that’s when Don remembered that he’d put his sheets into the wash earlier.\n\n\tStanding, Don reached over to turn the sound machine off and said, “Thanks Mikey. I completely forgot about those.”\n\n\t“No problem,” Mikey responded with a grin, going directly to the bed. Rather than depositing the bundle there for Don to deal with, Mikey began pulling the fitted sheet onto the mattress.\n\n\t“You don’t have to do that,” Don said hurriedly.\n\n\t“Don’t have to, but I want to,” Mikey said, smoothing the flat sheet atop the fitted one and then placing the blanket on top of that. As he stuffed a pillow into its case, he added, “You missed lunch and it’s getting close to dinner. I hope you weren’t planning to miss that too.”\n\n\tThere was the slight sound of a question in that statement, which is what Mikey had intended. “I might have if you hadn’t come in,” Don said truthfully. “I lost track of time.”\n\n\tTurning to face him, Mikey said, “That must have been some talk you had with Leo if it sent you into your room to meditate.”\n\n\tAgain there was an underlying question inherent in Mikey’s comment. “I suppose you can guess what the subject involved,” Don said.\n\n\t“Don’t have to guess,” Mikey said, taking a seat on the edge of Don’s bed. “Raph spends the night with you having sex, Leo already freaked out about that once, and then he goes even more silent than normal. Then Master Splinter is worried about him but sends you to talk to Leo instead of doing it himself. Afterwards, you ignore all those ten million projects you’re always fussing at me that you have to take care of to spend a few hours meditating. So what’s the verdict? Are we going celibate again?”\n\n\tLeave it to Mikey to shoot from the hip. With a sigh, Don propped himself against the edge of his desk and said, “No.”\n\n\tRather than looking relieved, Mikey pinned him with an intense blue stare. “Is that no because you [i]want [/i]to have sex with us or ‘cause you want us to treat Leo with kid gloves?”\n\n\tSometimes Mikey was too insightful for his own good. “Both,” Don conceded. “That’s why I decided to spend some time meditating. Leo said I need to be true to myself and to my nature. He saw in his meditation that at the very core of our being we’re turtles. That eased the question of incest to a non-factor for him and I needed to see that for myself.”\n\n\tMikey’s brow knit. “So if he doesn’t think that it’s incest, what’s bothering him?”\n\n\tDon pressed his lips together, knowing he was going to address a touchy subject. Biting the bullet, he said, “That I might be having sex with you guys against my will.”\n\n\tRather than reacting emotionally to that revelation, Mikey asked, “Are you?”\n\n\tIf Don couldn’t be completely honest with Leo, he could at least try with Mikey. “I was, at first. Sex has never interested me. To be truthful, it still doesn’t. But I’ve come to realize that I do enjoy how close I am to you and Raph afterwards. I care very deeply for both of you and sex seems to strengthen our bond. I very much want to preserve that feeling. Is that something you can accept?”\n\n\tMikey tilted his head to the side as he contemplated his answer. “We~ll, it would be nicer if you liked sex as much as I do, but the overall intimacy is what I want most and it sounds like you’re saying you want that too.”\n\n\t“I do,” Don said.\n\n\tHe watched as Mikey got up and moved over to him. Straightening, Don returned Mikey’s embrace and willingly offered his mouth when Mikey pressed in for a kiss.\n\n\t“That’s nice,” Mikey murmured against Don’s lips after a few minutes.\n\n\tSince Don hadn’t felt anything one way or the other, he replied, “Yes it was. But now isn’t the time for further exploration. I need to check Raph’s hand and . . . oh shell!”\n\n\tMikey released him and stepped back with a worried look. “What?”\n\n\t“Pharmacy,” Don answered, remembering his conversation with Raph. Having made the decision to continue having intercourse with his brothers, Don wanted to lay in supplies.\n\n\t“You need some stuff for Raph?” Mikey asked.\n\n\t“Yes, that and a few other items,” Don said, choosing not to elaborate. “Can you go with me later?”\n\n\t“You’d rather go with me than Leo? Need some stuff you don’t want him to see?” Mikey asked astutely.\n\n\t“Let’s say I don’t want to rub things in his face,” Don said.\n\n\tMikey chuckled. “I suppose if you don’t care for sex then you don’t know what a sexual innuendo is.”\n\n\tWhen Don realized what Mikey was alluding to, he blushed furiously. “You know what I meant.”\n\n\t“I do, but I like watching you change color,” Mikey said impishly. “Are you going to tell Leo we’re going shopping, or should I?”\n\n\t“I’ll do it,” Don said. “Has he been in his room all of this time?”\n\n\t“Nope,” Mikey answered, leading the way to the door. “He came out a short time after you went to your room. He talked to Master Splinter for a little while, then he invited Raph to spar.”\n\n\tDon stopped mid-step, which made him stumble slightly. “They [i]sparred[/i]?”\n\n\t“Yep. They kept it light and practiced with different weapons so it wouldn’t get too intense. Raph didn’t use his right hand at all,” Mikey said.\n\n\tIt was hard to know if he should feel relieved about that or not. Don told himself that at least Leo was interacting with his family again, though he had to wonder about the conversation he’d had with Master Splinter.\n\n\tThey parted company downstairs; Mikey off to the kitchen to perform some dinner magic, and Don to wrangle Raph. He found both Raph and Leo in the dojo, doing sit ups.\n\n\t“Can I borrow Raph?” Don asked, loathe to interrupt a tranquil moment between the pair. “I’d like to check that right hand before dinner.”\n\n\tRaph was already getting up as Leo said, “Not a problem. Is it healing okay?”\n\n\t“Better than I expected actually,” Don said. “It’s nearly good as new. I’m needing a few items again and thought I’d take Mikey with me on a pharmacy run. We can combine the trip with a stop at the market because I’m sure we’re running short of some things.”\n\n\tLeo gave him a knowing look before returning to his sit ups. “Don’t let Mikey run you all over town,” he warned. “Remember that the Foot are still out there searching for us.”\n\n\t“We’ll be careful,” Don said, glad that Raph hadn’t offered to join them.\n\n\tOnce they were in the infirmary, Raph said, “I didn’t ask to go with ya’ two because I knew Leo would think we had to make it a foursome.”\n\n\tGathering his medical supplies, Don said, “He would have. I know you’re stir crazy, but with that hand . . . .”\n\n\tRaph laughed. “Yeah, yeah. I know it word for word. Believe it or not, I’m doing good, Donny. Seeing Leo come out of his room after your talk and act like himself again helped. Seeing ya’ looking kinda peaceful helps more. Or maybe I’m reading something that ain’t there?”\n\n\tRemoving the light dressing he’d placed on Raph’s hand, Don began to examine his palm. “Funny, Mikey came up to ostensibly make my bed for me, when he really just wanted to know if Leo had changed my mind about having sex with you two,” he said bluntly. Looking up, Don continued, “He didn’t even try. All he asked is that I decide for myself what I want to do without regard for what others want. And before you ask, I’ve chosen to stick to our arrangement.”\n\n\tHe wasn’t sure if Raph wanted to explore that answer further because all his brother said was, “Cool.”\n\n\tRaph’s hand looked remarkably well and if Don hadn’t been used to the healing properties of their mutation, it would have amazed him knowing how severe the burn had been only twelve days earlier. Again he applied only a thin gauze covering, deciding that the next day he’d leave off the bandages altogether.\n\n\tDuring dinner Mikey monopolized the conversation, drawing Leo into his discussion as frequently as possible. For his part, Leo was genial and Don was hard pressed to see a hint of the brooding temperament he’d displayed earlier in the day.\n\n\tLeo offered to help Mikey clean up the dinner things, telling his younger brother to make a list of whatever he needed to stock up on. Since that was a good idea, Don went to the infirmary and did the same thing, though he didn’t write ‘anal lubricant’ on his list. It wasn’t as though he was going to forget that item, and it wasn’t something he wanted to see in his own handwriting.\n\n\tIt was after eleven p.m. before Don and Mikey left the lair. They had to wait for traffic to die down and for stores to be closed. On their way out Leo admonished them to keep their shell cells handy, to remain vigilant, and to not go far.\n\n\tUsually Mikey would have replied with something slightly mocking, or tease Leo about being a mother hen, to which Leo would frown and look even more worried. Mikey did none of those things, instead he listened attentively to Leo’s warnings and assured his brother they would be doubly careful.\n\n\tAs it turned out, Mikey hadn’t only said that to appease Leo; he’d meant it. Since the bodega they wanted to shop at closed before the pharmacy, they went there first. Don left money under the register while Mikey gathered the groceries he needed.\n\n\tBy the time they were finished the pharmacy had been closed for a quarter of an hour. Careful to check that none of the employees were still inside, Don disabled the alarm system and the pair entered through the back door.\n\n\tAlong with restocking his supply of gauze, wraps, and bandages, Don grabbed a large bottle of antibacterial body wash. Mikey eyed the item though he refrained from asking about it, but when Don approached the aisle containing condoms and lubricant, he became more verbal.\n\n\t“I knew that’s why you wanted to come here,” Mikey said triumphantly.\n\n\t“This is new to all of us, but some common sense has to come into play,” Don said, hoping that Mikey wouldn’t make a big deal out of it.\n\n\t“We should experiment,” Mikey said, picking up a bottle that claimed to be strawberry scented.\n\n\tDon took it from his hand and placed it back on the shelf. “That’s water based,” he told his brother. “Let’s stick with practical, shall we?”\n\n\tSince he didn’t know how much they’d need or when he’d get another chance to stock up, Don chose a brand that his research had assured him would be best for anal intercourse and got several bottles of it.\n\n\tWhile Don was making his choice, Mikey explored the shelves, taking down one product after another and extolling their virtues. Keeping all of those extra items out of his duffel bag took some effort on Don’s part, but since he was the one on the receiving end, he felt he should have the final say in what they bought.\n\n\tHe did give in to Mikey on a couple of things, just so his brother wouldn’t pout. On their way back to the lair, Don wondered just how sexually adventurous Mikey thought they were going to be. Don hadn’t let his thoughts roam beyond the basic type of intercourse he’d experienced with Raph. That type of daydreaming was usually done by someone who enjoyed sex, not by those who were apathetic on the subject.\n\n\tLeo was waiting up for them when they got home. Raph and Master Splinter had already turned in, so Don took his purchases to the infirmary to put them away, and Mikey took his to the kitchen to do likewise.\n\n\tOpening a cabinet, Don placed the lubricant on a high shelf behind some boxes. He did not want Master Splinter inadvertently stumbling across them or for those items to practically leap out at Leo if he needed something from the cabinet. Just because big brother hadn’t been adamant that it all end, it didn’t mean he wanted the reality shoved in his face.\n\n\tAfter he’d finished up, Don stood looking around the infirmary. Everything had started here, the room that they’d set aside specifically for their own medical care. Raph had come to him asking for some of that care, but it hadn’t been of a strictly medical nature.\n\n\tDon could almost laugh at himself now, remembering how naïve he’d been to believe it was a one-time deal and trying to tell himself it was a therapeutic necessity. Because sex didn’t interest him, he couldn’t know of its addictive qualities.\n\n\tHe hadn’t had any time to himself since he’d meditated; not time enough to analyze the choice he’d made. Or himself for that matter. Was he doing as Leo asked and staying true to himself by deciding to allow Raph and Mikey to continue to have access to his body? It felt like the right answer. He was making them extremely happy and though he got little from the sex act itself, Don achieved a special closeness to his brothers that was itself uplifting.\n\n\tNeither Leo nor Mikey were anywhere around when Don headed upstairs. Making a brief stop in the bathroom, Don left the bottle of body wash in the shower stall.\n\n\tWhen he reached his room, Don frowned upon seeing that his door was closed. Thinking he should have expected that, Don tried to open it only to discover that it was also locked.\n\n\tDon knew he hadn’t closed or locked the door himself. Just as he was turning towards Mikey’s room, the prankster’s door opened and he made an appearance, wearing nothing but a grin.\n\n\t“What’s the matter, soldier? Locked yourself out of your quarters? You’re welcome to bunk with me for the night,” Mikey chirped invitingly.\n\n\t“You’d better be able to get my door open in the morning,” Don said, walking over to his brother. “Without breaking the lock.”\n\n\t“No sweat,” Mikey said. “I have a key.”\n\n\tThat made Don remember something. “I, uh, need to go downstairs,” he said. “I forgot to bring any . . . .”\n\n\tBefore he could finish the sentence, Mikey brought his hand out from behind his back. In it he held a bottle of the anal lubricant Don had chosen.\n\n\t“Sleight of hand,” Mikey bragged. “The hand is quicker than the eye. Fast as lightening.”\n\n\t“Okay stop,” Don said, though he couldn’t help but chuckle. “Why didn’t I just come directly to your room after you found out what I needed to pick up from the pharmacy?”\n\n\t“I don’t know Donny,” Mikey said, stepping aside so Don could enter his room, after which he closed and locked the door. “You with that big brain of yours should definitely have anticipated me.”\n\n\tDon’s second surprise of the evening was how clean Mikey’s bed was; in fact, the entire area around the bed was free of clutter.\n\n\t“I know you like fresh sheets,” Mikey said, suddenly sounding a little shy. “Does everything look okay? I even brought up some bottled water in case you got thirsty.”\n\n\tAt a loss for words, Don could only clear his throat while smiling and nodding at his brother.\n\n\t“Okay, stay here a minute,” Mikey directed, darting back towards the door and turning off the overhead lights. Only the muted gleam of a small desk lamp illuminated the surroundings.\n\nFeeling nervous, Don pulled his bō staff free and leaned it against the wall. Before he could do more than that, Mikey was in front of him.\n\n\t“Let me help,” Mikey said in a low voice, his hands already working at the knot on Donatello’s belt.\n\n\tFlustered, Don simply stood there for a moment and then feeling foolish, reached up to remove his mask. Mikey gently tugged Don’s belt free, tossing it aside and then slowly sank to his knees, his blue eyes glinting up at his brother.\n\n\tSliding his hands over Don’s plastron, Mikey said, “I love your scutes bro’. They’re so smooth; not nicked up like the rest of ours. It’s one of the things that turn Raph and me on, did you know that?”\n\n\tDon didn’t know how to respond to that or even if he was supposed to, but he couldn’t stand there saying nothing. “N . . . no.”\n\n\t“Well it’s true,” Mikey said, leaning in to press a kiss to Don’s plastron. Because he was on his knees, his mouth made contact with the section of softer cartilage beneath which Don’s cock lay hidden.\n\n\tMikey’s lips lingered, his heated breath warming that private area of Don’s body. Trembling, Don quickly took off his elbow pads, hoping the movement would disengage Mikey’s mouth.\n\n\tWith a hint of a smile, Mikey tipped back from him and then squatted lower to divest Don of his knee pads. As Don stripped off his wrist guards, Mikey flattened the palms of his hands against the insides of his brother’s legs and stroked upwards until he encountered Don’s pelvis.\n\n\tDon gasped as Mikey began to massage the area, his fingers touching skin that the genius had never realized could be so sensitive. With surprising speed, Don’s cock began to harden.\n\n\tOnce more Mikey leaned forward, this time to touch his mouth to the growing bulge beneath Don’s plastron. Keeping one hand where it was, Mikey used the other to capture Don’s tail, squeezing and stroking it until his brother’s legs were stiff and his toes curling into the floor.\n\n\t“Do you like that?” Mikey asked, his lips brushing the widening gap in Don’s plastron.\n\n\tDon closed his eyes, squeezing them together hard enough to cause a little pain. It gave him something to focus on other than the sensations he was experiencing in his lower regions. That Mikey would coax him into the open was inevitable but Don didn’t want to be standing in the middle of the room with a hard on.\n\n\tReleasing Don’s tail, Mikey reached up to touch the back of his brother’s hand, which was clenched into a fist. “It’s okay, Donny. Relax. Come on, we’ll take it to the bed if that’ll make you feel more comfortable.”\n\n\tWhen Don’s hand loosened, Mikey twined their fingers together and then stood up to lead his brother to the bed. Crawling into the center of the mattress, Mikey gently drew Don down with him.\n\n\tAs Don lay back, Mikey rolled over to kiss him. One of Mikey’s hands pressed against Don’s hip but moved no more than that.\n\n\tThe kiss was deeply sensual and Don was finally able to do as Mikey asked and calm down. Once his body was no longer rigid, Mikey broke the kiss to look down at Don, his blue orbs shining with tenderness.\n\n\t“I know you don’t get the same excitement from this as I do,” Mikey whispered. “I just want you to feel good too, okay?”\n\n\tDon licked his lips and nodded. “Okay.”\n\n\tMikey nipped at the corner of Don’s mouth. “Do you know why Raph and I get so aroused by how smooth your plastron is?”\n\n\t“No.” Don’s voice came out in a breathy exhale.\n\n\t“It’s because the lack of scars makes us forget how crappy life has been to us at times,” Mikey said. “It makes us forget that we have enemies, or that survival is hard, or that we have to hide from everyone. It’s a smooth and beautiful landscape and we love to look at it.”\n\n\tPressing a kiss to Don’s chest, Mikey said, “And touch it.” Another kiss, this one lower. “And explore it.” Lower still. “And show our appreciation for it.”\n\n\tHis mouth once again hovered just above the slowly opening section of Don’s groin. With only his tongue, Mikey licked the portion of Don’s cock that was beginning to show through and the heat was enough to make Donny drop down.\n\n\tAll Don could do was groan as Mikey’s lips closed around the head of his dick and then churr when his brother’s tongue lapped at the tip. After a moment Mikey took all of Don’s cock into his mouth, gently sucking on it before licking his way back to the top.\n\n\tShuddering, Don resisted the urge to grasp the sides of Mikey’s head and force him to go faster. What his brother was doing to him made Don desperate for release.\n\n\tMikey suddenly let Don’s cock drop from his mouth with a final long lick. Don was panting as he watched Mikey pick up the bottle of lubricant from where he’d chucked it onto the bed.\n\n\tWhen Mikey sat back, Don could see that his brother’s cock was also out and very erect.\n\n\tA touch of dismay hit Don as he remembered that just the night before he’d engaged in intercourse for the first time.\n\n\t“M . . . Mikey,” Don stuttered, getting his brother’s attention. “Go s . . . slow please? I’m still sore from . . . from last night.”\n\n\tMikey’s grin was warm. “No worries, bro’. It’s not for you, it’s for me.”\n\n\tDon’s eyes widened in astonishment. He didn’t fully process what Mikey had said until his brother sprawled out on his back and opened his legs.\n\n\t“You . . . you want me to . . . ?” Don couldn’t finish the sentence as he rolled onto his hip to look at Mikey.\n\n\t“Please, Donny? I want to know what it feels like and you’re the only one I’d trust to treat me right,” Mikey said, holding the bottle up to Don.\n\n\tStaring at it, Don at last fully understood all of the ramifications that came with being his brother’s single sexual outlet. It wasn’t simply what they wanted to do to him, it’s what they wanted him to do [i]with [/i]them.\n\n\tHe also knew why Mikey had used his mouth to nearly bring Don to orgasm. The need for release was so strong that Don didn’t say a word as he took the lubricant from Mikey.\n\n\tPouring a generous amount onto two of his fingers, Don emulated what Raph had done to him and painted the area around Mikey’s opening before pushing a single finger partway inside his brother. The one difference was that he moved slower than Raph had, being more patient and very aware of the damage he could inflict if he weren’t careful.\n\n\tRather than the pained expression Don expected to see, Mikey’s mouth gaped open, his eyes partway shut in what appeared to be ecstasy.\n\n\t“Are you okay Mikey?” Don asked.\n\n\t“Dude! That’s feels amazing! Keep going,” Mikey urged.\n\n\tAs enthusiastic as Mikey was, Don wasn’t going to take chances. Applying more lubricant to his finger, Don slowly sank it up to the last knuckle inside Mikey. He turned it a few times, his eyes locked on Mikey’s face, before pumping it in and out of him.\n\n\tAt one point Mikey’s hips bucked and he gasped. Pre-cum spurted from his cock and one of Mikey’s hands twisted in the sheets while the other came up to wrap around the base of his dick.\n\n\t“More, give me more,” Mikey begged.\n\n\tTaking a breath, Don inserted two fingers, stretching Mikey even more. By now, Mikey was grinding his ass against Don’s hand and practically crushing his own cock.\n\n\t“Donny, fuck me now,” Mikey husked. “I’m gonna blow my load if you don’t hurry.”\n\n\tShaking slightly, Donatello spread lube onto his own cock and then positioned himself over his brother. As a way to rationalize what he was about to do, Don told himself that this was a good chance to perceive the mechanics of intercourse and then he penetrated Mikey.\n\n\tThe tightness that folded itself around the head of his cock was the first thing Don experienced. It was surprisingly enticing and encouraged Don to proceed.\n\n\tMikey’s churrs filled the room, growing in intensity as Don fully sheathed himself in his brother’s ass. For a moment Don didn’t move. Though titillated by the heat and the firm pressure on all sides of his cock, Don couldn’t quite come to grips with the fact that he was expected to screw his brother.\n\n\tSeeming to sense Don’s dilemma, Mikey bucked his hips again, this time as encouragement. The movement made Don’s cock slide partway back and the friction was enough to make the genius’ instincts kick in.\n\n\tThrusting into his brother, Don began to fuck Mikey in earnest, relinquishing his higher self for the more animalistic side of his nature. Mikey bent his knees, planting his heels into the mattress as he pushed into Don’s drives, simultaneously jerking on his own cock.\n\n\tLost to his senses, Don rutted into Mikey, seeking his orgasm. Mikey began to say Don’s name over and over, as though it were somehow now the only word he knew.\n\n\tWith a shout, Mikey abruptly climaxed, his cum splashing on his chest and stomach. The muscles in his ass clamped down around Don’s cock and began to spasm all along its length until the feeling sent Don over the edge.\n\n\tCumming inside Mikey, Don’s hips jerked a few times before he thrust them forward and held himself still. Due to the tightness around his dick, Don could feel his cock pumping out ejaculate, making the sensation much more profound.\n\n\tMikey’s feet slid along the sheets until his legs flopped down onto the bed. His hand fell away from his dick and he let out a sated sigh.\n\n\tAfter his release, Don’s brain came back online and he pulled out of his brother. Looking down, Don could see his cum dripping out of Mikey’s ass.\n\n\tSwallowing thickly, Don couldn’t seem to manage to look away. It was only when Mikey sat up and lifted Don’s chin that the older turtle could look at something else.\n\n\t“Thank you, Donny,” Mikey said softly, pressing a kiss to Don’s mouth. Embracing him, Mikey pulled Don down next to him and then grabbed the blanket to throw over both of them.\n\n\tIt was only after Mikey had fallen asleep, his warmth still enveloping his brother that Don’s trembling finally stopped.\n\nTBC………..\n\n", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "\tWhat had felt like an eternity was actually only a brief moment which came to an abrupt end when Leonardo gently tugged his hand out of Donatello’s grasp.

\tRather than pulling it away though, Leo flattened his palm against Don’s chest, just above his heart.

\t“What I want . . . .” Leo said, pausing to flick his tongue across his lips.  “What I want is that you don’t lose yourself to anyone else’s needs, Donny.  No matter what happens, no matter what your brothers think that they need you to be, you stay true to yourself.”

\tDon cleared his throat, trying to push down the emotions that kept him from speaking.  “If I could add this physical component to my relationship with Raph and Mikey without surrendering myself to it, would that be a bad thing?”

\tLeo searched his eyes, as though reading Don.  “I’m not sure you can slide sex onto your work schedule as easily as you would making repairs to the Battle Shell,” he said.  “Physical intimacy precludes detachment, Donny.  For one thing, your body responds whether your emotions are wholly into the act.  You either acknowledge that it’s bringing you some enjoyment, or you continue to try and justify an orgasm as a biological function, in which case you’re beating yourself up because you don’t really want someone doing that to you.”

\t“I’m ambivalent,” Don admitted.  He was surprised at how perceptive Leo was on the subject and relieved to have someone he could talk to about how he was feeling.  “Of course my body . . . responds.  I mean, there’s nothing physically wrong with me so if properly stimulated it should respond, right?”

\t“You’re male, so yes,” Leo said.  “I believe it’s different for women because intimacy is as much a mental process as it is a physical one.  Something to do with nature and reproduction that I’m sure you understand better than I do.  Just because your body responds, it doesn’t mean that you want what’s happening to you.”

\t“I know that,” Don replied quickly.  “They aren’t raping me, Leo.  I . . . I simply don’t have the same level of interest in sex that Raph and Mikey do, but it seems that they both want that from me.”

\t“Not from each other,” Leo said, understanding.  “It would solve everything if they did, wouldn’t it?”

\t“Yes,” Don acknowledged, looking down at his hands again as Leo’s left his chest.  “It’s more than just sex for them.  There’s something about being that close to someone, something that’s visceral, that they seem to need.  Something I apparently give them that can’t be satisfied by anyone else.”

\t“It’s this, Donny.  This gentle compassion that’s an inherent part of your nature,” Leo said.  “Being emotionally vulnerable is the greatest vulnerability of all.  It’s exposing your deepest self; the part of you that can be mortally wounded if shared with the wrong person.  Raph and Mikey love each other, but if upset or angered, they would unintentionally use what they knew to wound one another.  They are in essence fighters with a need to win.  When you have to fight you do so very well, but that isn’t your basic nature.  You would never use something they’d said or done against them; against any of us, even if you were upset.  That’s an entirely different level of trust and it’s the kind necessary for a true intimacy to flourish.”

\tDon stared at him with wide eyes.  “But what you’re saying is that you know what Raph and Mikey want from me and that it isn’t just about sex.”

\t“Sex is still a component in this,” Leo said.  “If you are performing acts that you’ve been manipulated into doing, you’ll eventually resent them for it.  That resentment could manifest itself in ways that aren’t healthy for you or for the family.  They’ll feel it, Donny.  Things could turn very bad for all of us and for you in particular.”

\t“Leo, what should I do?” Don asked outright.  “I’ve never thought about sex the way they do, the way they always have.  I don’t hate it though and I think that I do enjoy what comes after, when they’re holding me like I’m important and sharing thoughts that I never imagined I’d get to hear.  It’s kind of nice to sleep next to someone who you totally trust.  It’s nice to have that warmth and companionship.”

\tA corner of Leo’s mouth lifted.  “I doubt they would be so invested in this if they didn’t feel those things as well.”  The small smile faded.  “Your rush to assure me that the sex you’re having with them isn’t rape tells me that it’s crossed your mind, or theirs, or both.  Why don’t you elaborate on that?  I know it isn’t a comfortable topic, but I can’t express an opinion about something I don’t understand.”

\tThe subject was coming dangerously close to the arrangement Don had made with Raph and Mikey and he had to think hard about how to phrase his response.  As much as Don, in that moment, wanted to tell Leo everything, he still had concerns about Leo’s state of mind.

\t“There’s no force involved,” Don said.  “I could say no at any time.  It just doesn’t excite me or even interest me beyond purely scientific curiosity.  But it’s them; what they say and how they act.  Like with Mikey.  He was well and truly depressed at the thought of being forever alone, at never experiencing the intimacy of love.  I’ve never seen him like that.  When he told me that we’ll never be as close to anyone as we are with each other, I realized how right he was.”

\t“Because of our mutation,” Leo said wisely.  “Not human; not animal.  Somewhere between and the only ones of our kind.”

\tDon shrugged.  “I suppose those thoughts have crossed your mind too.  It was his desperation, his need, which made me want to offer him something.  I only meant to kiss him but I should have known that would escalate.”

\t“How could you know when you don’t have a real interest in sex?” Leo asked, astute as always.  “It went farther then you meant it to because Mikey got excited and you felt guilty for winding him up.  Is that right?”

\t“Yes,” Don admitted, his face feeling flushed.  “Afterwards, the next morning, he said that he doesn’t understand why we don’t deserve to have what every other living thing gets to have.  It made me think that just because it’s not a priority for me, I shouldn’t begrudge Mikey.”

\t“Was that the morning he did so well at practice?” Leo asked.

\t“It was.  He surprised me as much as you, maybe more so,” Don said.  “I mean, I’ve always known that Mikey has that potential in him, but to see it happen was breathtaking.  Afterwards, when I thought that being with me had made him feel that complete, I couldn’t help experiencing a touch of pride.”

\t“I can see that,” Leo said.  “But Donny, you were distracted and not yourself during that same practice session.  Your . . . coupling with Mikey may have had a positive effect on him, but at what price?  The same applies to Raph.  Sex may mellow him and you might take a certain measure of satisfaction from that, but now you’re sitting here on my bed looking confused and unhappy.”

\t“They’re both at a point where they believe that this has become the new normal for us,” Don said, refraining from saying that it was partly due to their ‘arrangement’.  “I think I can gain satisfaction from other components of the intimacy, enough to counter the lack of desire that I have for sex.

“But . . . but I suppose my primary concern is you.  I’d hate for you to worry about me, about what we’re doing.  I’d hate for you to feel . . . left out or that our having sex is wrong.  I suppose it’s weighing on my conscious that we might upset or hurt you in some way.  I’d give anything to have this work for all of us, but not at your expense, Leo.  If you want this to stop, then it will and Raph and Mikey will have to live with that.”

\tOnce again Leo seemed to study him before speaking.  “One of the first things that you said when you entered my room was that there was no way you could stop.  You assured me that Raph and Mikey need what you can give them.  You’ve argued both sides of this debate, the pros and cons, and I’ve listened.

\t“Now you tell me that if I want to put a stop to this, you’ll adhere to my wishes.  What you’re asking of me is that I make the decision; that as the leader of our team, the onus is on me to say what action you’ll take.

\t“Donny, while this could have repercussions on how we function as a team, it is more a problem of how this affects us as a family.  There are certain considerations that have to be taken into account, one of which is the question of incest.”

\t“I’ve thought hard about that,” Don said in a low voice.  “I’ve pointed that out to both Raph and Mikey.  Raph reminded me that at the core of it all, we’re turtles.  Our basic instincts are that of turtles.  Maybe that’s why they’ve come to me for sex.  It’s what they’d do if we’d never mutated.”

\t“I’ve thought hard about it too, ever since I first learned that Raph had made overtures,” Leo said.  “I realized that my primary concern when you told me you’d helped Raph masturbate wasn’t about the fact that we’re brothers, that came later, but that you were being asked to do something that you didn’t want to do.  That’s been my concern all along.”

\tDon frowned, trying to understand what Leo was saying to him.  “So the . . . incest part of the equation doesn’t cause you problems?”

\tRather than answer him directly, Leo said, “When I meditate, there are times that my mind goes deep into the most primitive parts of my nature.  I see and feel what it is to be a turtle.  It helps me to understand who I am at my center.  Beyond the mutation, beyond Bushido and honor and duty, there resides the soul of a turtle.  I had an epiphany that therein lies our conscience.  We have to combine the moral sense that has been taught to us with who we are at our very foundation.”

\t“Then turtle incest is not incest at all?” Don asked.

\t“Incest applies to humans,” Leo said, looking meaningfully at Don.  “We aren’t human.”

\t“But what about Master Splinter?  What will he think?” Don asked.

\t“If you decide to continue to have intercourse with Raph and Mikey, you’ll have to inform him of it,” Leo answered.

\t“If I decide . . . .” Don began and then stopped, not knowing how to continue.

\t“I’m not going to make this decision for you,” Leo said.  “What I will assure you of is that I will support to my fullest any choice you do make, with a caveat.  That you make the decision of your own free will; that you do what you want to do without regard for what anyone else may want.”

\t“Stay true to myself,” Don murmured, repeating what Leo had told him earlier.

\tReaching out to grip Don’s shoulder, Leo added, “And that you make your decision without regard for how you think I might feel about the whole thing.  Donny, if I know, truly know, that you are making choices of your own free will, then I won’t separate myself the way you seem to fear.”

\t“Okay,” Don said in a small voice.

\t“If the steps the three of you are taking now are a part of our evolution, then it should move seamlessly into our lives,” Leo said.  “Raph will find a level of contentment, as we’ve already seen, Mikey will mature and gain focus, as he’s shown us, and you will find serenity in your actions.  You won’t look as though you’re walking on hot coals all of the time, or be so preoccupied with private thoughts that you can’t fight.  This cannot have a negative impact on our team.”

\t“I understand,” Don said.  “What about you?”

\tLeo shook his head and squeezed Don’s shoulder.  “Don’t trouble yourself over me.  I’m not part of this equation.”

\t“But you are,” Don argued.  “You talked about getting in touch with your center.  Wouldn’t that mean that you have primal needs that have to be met?”

\tThe expression on Leo’s face smoothed out, until it was as enigmatic as it had been when Don had first entered the room.  “Let’s not worry about what my needs may or may not be,” he said.  “What I’ve been trying to express to you is that your fundamental concern should be focused inwards.  I know that being needed is important to you.  It shouldn’t be all that you are.  I see you as so much more, what I want is for you see yourself that way as well.”

\t“But Leo, being leader doesn’t mean you can’t have something for yourself,” Don said, not sure why he felt as though he wanted to offer himself to Leo.  “You can’t always give without taking a little.”

\tLeo removed his hand from Don’s shoulder.  “Isn’t that what you’ve been doing?  Let me worry about myself, Donatello.  Right now, deciding what you want to do should be what is uppermost in your thoughts.”

\tIt sounded very much like a dismissal and since Don couldn’t continue what was becoming a circular argument, he took it as such.

\t“I guess I’ll go to my room and do some . . . meditating of my own,” Don said as he stood up.  “I’m sorry to have burdened you with all of this.  Maybe we are simply evolving, in which case the weight of it shouldn’t fall on your shoulders.”

\tAs Don headed for the door, he didn’t see Leo stand up, or hear him cross the room.  A hand on his arm, turning him around, was the first indication that Leo had moved.

\tLeo gripped Don’s biceps firmly, piercing Don with his gaze.  His jaw shifted, as though Leo was clenching his teeth, perhaps trying to bite back words that he didn’t want to say.

\t“Donny, you have to give me credit for knowing how much weight I can handle,” Leo finally said.  “I know that you care.  I’ve always known, and I . . . I cherish that.  I cherish you.  All I ask is that you revere yourself as much as I do.  Can you do that for me?”

\tFor the first time Don found himself actively wanting to hold one of his brothers, perhaps even to kiss one.  He wouldn’t make that type of overture though; he still had no idea what Leo’s personal thoughts on that subject were.

\tInstead, Don said softly, “I can do anything for you.”

\tThe mask that Leo had lowered over his face lifted enough for him to display a small smile.  He released Don and moved around him to open the door, closing it quietly once Don had exited the room.

\tDon walked to his room as if in a daze.  Messages from his senses reached him; the scent of food wafting up from the kitchen, the sound of the television and the faint murmur of his brother’s voices, and most strongly, the residual feeling of Leo’s hands against his skin.

\tThough not as adept at deep meditation as his brother, Don was still an excellent practitioner.  Whilst Leo tended to surround himself with candles, using their glow and the hiss as they burned as a focal point, Don preferred white noise as his background.

\tTurning on the small machine that provided him with that sound, Don sat in the middle of his throw rug.  Breathing deeply, he exhaled to release the turbulence from his mind and slowly closed his eyes.

\tHe had no idea how long he’d been meditating when a light tap on his door pulled him from his trancelike state.  Don had just opened his eyes when Mikey peeked into the room.

\t“Hi!  I was wondering where you’d disappeared to,” Mikey said as he entered.

\tMikey was carrying a bundle of freshly dried bedding and that’s when Don remembered that he’d put his sheets into the wash earlier.

\tStanding, Don reached over to turn the sound machine off and said, “Thanks Mikey.  I completely forgot about those.”

\t“No problem,” Mikey responded with a grin, going directly to the bed.  Rather than depositing the bundle there for Don to deal with, Mikey began pulling the fitted sheet onto the mattress.

\t“You don’t have to do that,” Don said hurriedly.

\t“Don’t have to, but I want to,” Mikey said, smoothing the flat sheet atop the fitted one and then placing the blanket on top of that.  As he stuffed a pillow into its case, he added, “You missed lunch and it’s getting close to dinner.  I hope you weren’t planning to miss that too.”

\tThere was the slight sound of a question in that statement, which is what Mikey had intended.  “I might have if you hadn’t come in,” Don said truthfully.  “I lost track of time.”

\tTurning to face him, Mikey said, “That must have been some talk you had with Leo if it sent you into your room to meditate.”

\tAgain there was an underlying question inherent in Mikey’s comment.  “I suppose you can guess what the subject involved,” Don said.

\t“Don’t have to guess,” Mikey said, taking a seat on the edge of Don’s bed.  “Raph spends the night with you having sex, Leo already freaked out about that once, and then he goes even more silent than normal.  Then Master Splinter is worried about him but sends you to talk to Leo instead of doing it himself.  Afterwards, you ignore all those ten million projects you’re always fussing at me that you have to take care of to spend a few hours meditating.  So what’s the verdict?  Are we going celibate again?”

\tLeave it to Mikey to shoot from the hip.  With a sigh, Don propped himself against the edge of his desk and said, “No.”

\tRather than looking relieved, Mikey pinned him with an intense blue stare.  “Is that no because you want to have sex with us or ‘cause you want us to treat Leo with kid gloves?”

\tSometimes Mikey was too insightful for his own good.  “Both,” Don conceded.  “That’s why I decided to spend some time meditating.  Leo said I need to be true to myself and to my nature.  He saw in his meditation that at the very core of our being we’re turtles.  That eased the question of incest to a non-factor for him and I needed to see that for myself.”

\tMikey’s brow knit.  “So if he doesn’t think that it’s incest, what’s bothering him?”

\tDon pressed his lips together, knowing he was going to address a touchy subject.  Biting the bullet, he said, “That I might be having sex with you guys against my will.”

\tRather than reacting emotionally to that revelation, Mikey asked, “Are you?”

\tIf Don couldn’t be completely honest with Leo, he could at least try with Mikey.  “I was, at first.  Sex has never interested me.  To be truthful, it still doesn’t.  But I’ve come to realize that I do enjoy how close I am to you and Raph afterwards.  I care very deeply for both of you and sex seems to strengthen our bond.  I very much want to preserve that feeling.  Is that something you can accept?”

\tMikey tilted his head to the side as he contemplated his answer.  “We~ll, it would be nicer if you liked sex as much as I do, but the overall intimacy is what I want most and it sounds like you’re saying you want that too.”

\t“I do,” Don said.

\tHe watched as Mikey got up and moved over to him.  Straightening, Don returned Mikey’s embrace and willingly offered his mouth when Mikey pressed in for a kiss.

\t“That’s nice,” Mikey murmured against Don’s lips after a few minutes.

\tSince Don hadn’t felt anything one way or the other, he replied, “Yes it was.  But now isn’t the time for further exploration.  I need to check Raph’s hand and . . .  oh shell!”

\tMikey released him and stepped back with a worried look.  “What?”

\t“Pharmacy,” Don answered, remembering his conversation with Raph.  Having made the decision to continue having intercourse with his brothers, Don wanted to lay in supplies.

\t“You need some stuff for Raph?” Mikey asked.

\t“Yes, that and a few other items,” Don said, choosing not to elaborate.  “Can you go with me later?”

\t“You’d rather go with me than Leo?  Need some stuff you don’t want him to see?” Mikey asked astutely.

\t“Let’s say I don’t want to rub things in his face,” Don said.

\tMikey chuckled.  “I suppose if you don’t care for sex then you don’t know what a sexual innuendo is.”

\tWhen Don realized what Mikey was alluding to, he blushed furiously.  “You know what I meant.”

\t“I do, but I like watching you change color,” Mikey said impishly.  “Are you going to tell Leo we’re going shopping, or should I?”

\t“I’ll do it,” Don said.  “Has he been in his room all of this time?”

\t“Nope,” Mikey answered, leading the way to the door.  “He came out a short time after you went to your room.  He talked to Master Splinter for a little while, then he invited Raph to spar.”

\tDon stopped mid-step, which made him stumble slightly.  “They sparred?”

\t“Yep.  They kept it light and practiced with different weapons so it wouldn’t get too intense.  Raph didn’t use his right hand at all,” Mikey said.

\tIt was hard to know if he should feel relieved about that or not.  Don told himself that at least Leo was interacting with his family again, though he had to wonder about the conversation he’d had with Master Splinter.

\tThey parted company downstairs; Mikey off to the kitchen to perform some dinner magic, and Don to wrangle Raph.  He found both Raph and Leo in the dojo, doing sit ups.

\t“Can I borrow Raph?” Don asked, loathe to interrupt a tranquil moment between the pair.  “I’d like to check that right hand before dinner.”

\tRaph was already getting up as Leo said, “Not a problem.  Is it healing okay?”

\t“Better than I expected actually,” Don said.  “It’s nearly good as new.  I’m needing a few items again and thought I’d take Mikey with me on a pharmacy run.  We can combine the trip with a stop at the market because I’m sure we’re running short of some things.”

\tLeo gave him a knowing look before returning to his sit ups.  “Don’t let Mikey run you all over town,” he warned.  “Remember that the Foot are still out there searching for us.”

\t“We’ll be careful,” Don said, glad that Raph hadn’t offered to join them.

\tOnce they were in the infirmary, Raph said, “I didn’t ask to go with ya’ two because I knew Leo would think we had to make it a foursome.”

\tGathering his medical supplies, Don said, “He would have.  I know you’re stir crazy, but with that hand . . . .”

\tRaph laughed.  “Yeah, yeah.  I know it word for word.  Believe it or not, I’m doing good, Donny.  Seeing Leo come out of his room after your talk and act like himself again helped.  Seeing ya’ looking kinda peaceful helps more.  Or maybe I’m reading something that ain’t there?”

\tRemoving the light dressing he’d placed on Raph’s hand, Don began to examine his palm.  “Funny, Mikey came up to ostensibly make my bed for me, when he really just wanted to know if Leo had changed my mind about having sex with you two,” he said bluntly.  Looking up, Don continued, “He didn’t even try.  All he asked is that I decide for myself what I want to do without regard for what others want.  And before you ask, I’ve chosen to stick to our arrangement.”

\tHe wasn’t sure if Raph wanted to explore that answer further because all his brother said was, “Cool.”

\tRaph’s hand looked remarkably well and if Don hadn’t been used to the healing properties of their mutation, it would have amazed him knowing how severe the burn had been only twelve days earlier.  Again he applied only a thin gauze covering, deciding that the next day he’d leave off the bandages altogether.

\tDuring dinner Mikey monopolized the conversation, drawing Leo into his discussion as frequently as possible.  For his part, Leo was genial and Don was hard pressed to see a hint of the brooding temperament he’d displayed earlier in the day.

\tLeo offered to help Mikey clean up the dinner things, telling his younger brother to make a list of whatever he needed to stock up on.  Since that was a good idea, Don went to the infirmary and did the same thing, though he didn’t write ‘anal lubricant’ on his list.  It wasn’t as though he was going to forget that item, and it wasn’t something he wanted to see in his own handwriting.

\tIt was after eleven p.m. before Don and Mikey left the lair.  They had to wait for traffic to die down and for stores to be closed.  On their way out Leo admonished them to keep their shell cells handy, to remain vigilant, and to not go far.

\tUsually Mikey would have replied with something slightly mocking, or tease Leo about being a mother hen, to which Leo would frown and look even more worried.  Mikey did none of those things, instead he listened attentively to Leo’s warnings and assured his brother they would be doubly careful.

\tAs it turned out, Mikey hadn’t only said that to appease Leo; he’d meant it.  Since the bodega they wanted to shop at closed before the pharmacy, they went there first.  Don left money under the register while Mikey gathered the groceries he needed.

\tBy the time they were finished the pharmacy had been closed for a quarter of an hour.  Careful to check that none of the employees were still inside, Don disabled the alarm system and the pair entered through the back door.

\tAlong with restocking his supply of gauze, wraps, and bandages, Don grabbed a large bottle of antibacterial body wash.  Mikey eyed the item though he refrained from asking about it, but when Don approached the aisle containing condoms and lubricant, he became more verbal.

\t“I knew that’s why you wanted to come here,” Mikey said triumphantly.

\t“This is new to all of us, but some common sense has to come into play,” Don said, hoping that Mikey wouldn’t make a big deal out of it.

\t“We should experiment,” Mikey said, picking up a bottle that claimed to be strawberry scented.

\tDon took it from his hand and placed it back on the shelf.  “That’s water based,” he told his brother.  “Let’s stick with practical, shall we?”

\tSince he didn’t know how much they’d need or when he’d get another chance to stock up, Don chose a brand that his research had assured him would be best for anal intercourse and got several bottles of it.

\tWhile Don was making his choice, Mikey explored the shelves, taking down one product after another and extolling their virtues.  Keeping all of those extra items out of his duffel bag took some effort on Don’s part, but since he was the one on the receiving end, he felt he should have the final say in what they bought.

\tHe did give in to Mikey on a couple of things, just so his brother wouldn’t pout.  On their way back to the lair, Don wondered just how sexually adventurous Mikey thought they were going to be.  Don hadn’t let his thoughts roam beyond the basic type of intercourse he’d experienced with Raph.  That type of daydreaming was usually done by someone who enjoyed sex, not by those who were apathetic on the subject.

\tLeo was waiting up for them when they got home.  Raph and Master Splinter had already turned in, so Don took his purchases to the infirmary to put them away, and Mikey took his to the kitchen to do likewise.

\tOpening a cabinet, Don placed the lubricant on a high shelf behind some boxes.  He did not want Master Splinter inadvertently stumbling across them or for those items to practically leap out at Leo if he needed something from the cabinet.  Just because big brother hadn’t been adamant that it all end, it didn’t mean he wanted the reality shoved in his face.

\tAfter he’d finished up, Don stood looking around the infirmary.  Everything had started here, the room that they’d set aside specifically for their own medical care.  Raph had come to him asking for some of that care, but it hadn’t been of a strictly medical nature.

\tDon could almost laugh at himself now, remembering how naïve he’d been to believe it was a one-time deal and trying to tell himself it was a therapeutic necessity.  Because sex didn’t interest him, he couldn’t know of its addictive qualities.

\tHe hadn’t had any time to himself since he’d meditated; not time enough to analyze the choice he’d made.  Or himself for that matter.  Was he doing as Leo asked and staying true to himself by deciding to allow Raph and Mikey to continue to have access to his body?  It felt like the right answer.  He was making them extremely happy and though he got little from the sex act itself, Don achieved a special closeness to his brothers that was itself uplifting.

\tNeither Leo nor Mikey were anywhere around when Don headed upstairs.  Making a brief stop in the bathroom, Don left the bottle of body wash in the shower stall.

\tWhen he reached his room, Don frowned upon seeing that his door was closed.  Thinking he should have expected that, Don tried to open it only to discover that it was also locked.

\tDon knew he hadn’t closed or locked the door himself.  Just as he was turning towards Mikey’s room, the prankster’s door opened and he made an appearance, wearing nothing but a grin.

\t“What’s the matter, soldier?  Locked yourself out of your quarters?  You’re welcome to bunk with me for the night,” Mikey chirped invitingly.

\t“You’d better be able to get my door open in the morning,” Don said, walking over to his brother.  “Without breaking the lock.”

\t“No sweat,” Mikey said.  “I have a key.”

\tThat made Don remember something.  “I, uh, need to go downstairs,” he said.  “I forgot to bring any . . . .”

\tBefore he could finish the sentence, Mikey brought his hand out from behind his back.  In it he held a bottle of the anal lubricant Don had chosen.

\t“Sleight of hand,” Mikey bragged.  “The hand is quicker than the eye.  Fast as lightening.”

\t“Okay stop,” Don said, though he couldn’t help but chuckle.  “Why didn’t I just come directly to your room after you found out what I needed to pick up from the pharmacy?”

\t“I don’t know Donny,” Mikey said, stepping aside so Don could enter his room, after which he closed and locked the door.  “You with that big brain of yours should definitely have anticipated me.”

\tDon’s second surprise of the evening was how clean Mikey’s bed was; in fact, the entire area around the bed was free of clutter.

\t“I know you like fresh sheets,” Mikey said, suddenly sounding a little shy.  “Does everything look okay?  I even brought up some bottled water in case you got thirsty.”

\tAt a loss for words, Don could only clear his throat while smiling and nodding at his brother.

\t“Okay, stay here a minute,” Mikey directed, darting back towards the door and turning off the overhead lights.  Only the muted gleam of a small desk lamp illuminated the surroundings.

Feeling nervous, Don pulled his bō staff free and leaned it against the wall.  Before he could do more than that, Mikey was in front of him.

\t“Let me help,” Mikey said in a low voice, his hands already working at the knot on Donatello’s belt.

\tFlustered, Don simply stood there for a moment and then feeling foolish, reached up to remove his mask.  Mikey gently tugged Don’s belt free, tossing it aside and then slowly sank to his knees, his blue eyes glinting up at his brother.

\tSliding his hands over Don’s plastron, Mikey said, “I love your scutes bro’.  They’re so smooth; not nicked up like the rest of ours.  It’s one of the things that turn Raph and me on, did you know that?”

\tDon didn’t know how to respond to that or even if he was supposed to, but he couldn’t stand there saying nothing.  “N . . . no.”

\t“Well it’s true,” Mikey said, leaning in to press a kiss to Don’s plastron.  Because he was on his knees, his mouth made contact with the section of softer cartilage beneath which Don’s cock lay hidden.

\tMikey’s lips lingered, his heated breath warming that private area of Don’s body.  Trembling, Don quickly took off his elbow pads, hoping the movement would disengage Mikey’s mouth.

\tWith a hint of a smile, Mikey tipped back from him and then squatted lower to divest Don of his knee pads.  As Don stripped off his wrist guards, Mikey flattened the palms of his hands against the insides of his brother’s legs and stroked upwards until he encountered Don’s pelvis.

\tDon gasped as Mikey began to massage the area, his fingers touching skin that the genius had never realized could be so sensitive.  With surprising speed, Don’s cock began to harden.

\tOnce more Mikey leaned forward, this time to touch his mouth to the growing bulge beneath Don’s plastron.  Keeping one hand where it was, Mikey used the other to capture Don’s tail, squeezing and stroking it until his brother’s legs were stiff and his toes curling into the floor.

\t“Do you like that?” Mikey asked, his lips brushing the widening gap in Don’s plastron.

\tDon closed his eyes, squeezing them together hard enough to cause a little pain.  It gave him something to focus on other than the sensations he was experiencing in his lower regions.  That Mikey would coax him into the open was inevitable but Don didn’t want to be standing in the middle of the room with a hard on.

\tReleasing Don’s tail, Mikey reached up to touch the back of his brother’s hand, which was clenched into a fist.  “It’s okay, Donny.  Relax.  Come on, we’ll take it to the bed if that’ll make you feel more comfortable.”

\tWhen Don’s hand loosened, Mikey twined their fingers together and then stood up to lead his brother to the bed.  Crawling into the center of the mattress, Mikey gently drew Don down with him.

\tAs Don lay back, Mikey rolled over to kiss him.  One of Mikey’s hands pressed against Don’s hip but moved no more than that.

\tThe kiss was deeply sensual and Don was finally able to do as Mikey asked and calm down.  Once his body was no longer rigid, Mikey broke the kiss to look down at Don, his blue orbs shining with tenderness.

\t“I know you don’t get the same excitement from this as I do,” Mikey whispered.  “I just want you to feel good too, okay?”

\tDon licked his lips and nodded.  “Okay.”

\tMikey nipped at the corner of Don’s mouth.  “Do you know why Raph and I get so aroused by how smooth your plastron is?”

\t“No.”  Don’s voice came out in a breathy exhale.

\t“It’s because the lack of scars makes us forget how crappy life has been to us at times,” Mikey said.  “It makes us forget that we have enemies, or that survival is hard, or that we have to hide from everyone.  It’s a smooth and beautiful landscape and we love to look at it.”

\tPressing a kiss to Don’s chest, Mikey said, “And touch it.”  Another kiss, this one lower.  “And explore it.”  Lower still.  “And show our appreciation for it.”

\tHis mouth once again hovered just above the slowly opening section of Don’s groin.  With only his tongue, Mikey licked the portion of Don’s cock that was beginning to show through and the heat was enough to make Donny drop down.

\tAll Don could do was groan as Mikey’s lips closed around the head of his dick and then churr when his brother’s tongue lapped at the tip.  After a moment Mikey took all of Don’s cock into his mouth, gently sucking on it before licking his way back to the top.

\tShuddering, Don resisted the urge to grasp the sides of Mikey’s head and force him to go faster.  What his brother was doing to him made Don desperate for release.

\tMikey suddenly let Don’s cock drop from his mouth with a final long lick.  Don was panting as he watched Mikey pick up the bottle of lubricant from where he’d chucked it onto the bed.

\tWhen Mikey sat back, Don could see that his brother’s cock was also out and very erect.

\tA touch of dismay hit Don as he remembered that just the night before he’d engaged in intercourse for the first time.

\t“M . . . Mikey,” Don stuttered, getting his brother’s attention.  “Go s . . . slow please?  I’m still sore from . . . from last night.”

\tMikey’s grin was warm.  “No worries, bro’.  It’s not for you, it’s for me.”

\tDon’s eyes widened in astonishment.  He didn’t fully process what Mikey had said until his brother sprawled out on his back and opened his legs.

\t“You . . . you want me to . . . ?” Don couldn’t finish the sentence as he rolled onto his hip to look at Mikey.

\t“Please, Donny?  I want to know what it feels like and you’re the only one I’d trust to treat me right,” Mikey said, holding the bottle up to Don.

\tStaring at it, Don at last fully understood all of the ramifications that came with being his brother’s single sexual outlet.  It wasn’t simply what they wanted to do to him, it’s what they wanted him to do with them.

\tHe also knew why Mikey had used his mouth to nearly bring Don to orgasm.  The need for release was so strong that Don didn’t say a word as he took the lubricant from Mikey.

\tPouring a generous amount onto two of his fingers, Don emulated what Raph had done to him and painted the area around Mikey’s opening before pushing a single finger partway inside his brother.  The one difference was that he moved slower than Raph had, being more patient and very aware of the damage he could inflict if he weren’t careful.

\tRather than the pained expression Don expected to see, Mikey’s mouth gaped open, his eyes partway shut in what appeared to be ecstasy.

\t“Are you okay Mikey?” Don asked.

\t“Dude!  That’s feels amazing!  Keep going,” Mikey urged.

\tAs enthusiastic as Mikey was, Don wasn’t going to take chances.  Applying more lubricant to his finger, Don slowly sank it up to the last knuckle inside Mikey.  He turned it a few times, his eyes locked on Mikey’s face, before pumping it in and out of him.

\tAt one point Mikey’s hips bucked and he gasped.  Pre-cum spurted from his cock and one of Mikey’s hands twisted in the sheets while the other came up to wrap around the base of his dick.

\t“More, give me more,” Mikey begged.

\tTaking a breath, Don inserted two fingers, stretching Mikey even more.  By now, Mikey was grinding his ass against Don’s hand and practically crushing his own cock.

\t“Donny, fuck me now,” Mikey husked.  “I’m gonna blow my load if you don’t hurry.”

\tShaking slightly, Donatello spread lube onto his own cock and then positioned himself over his brother.  As a way to rationalize what he was about to do, Don told himself that this was a good chance to perceive the mechanics of intercourse and then he penetrated Mikey.

\tThe tightness that folded itself around the head of his cock was the first thing Don experienced.  It was surprisingly enticing and encouraged Don to proceed.

\tMikey’s churrs filled the room, growing in intensity as Don fully sheathed himself in his brother’s ass.  For a moment Don didn’t move.  Though titillated by the heat and the firm pressure on all sides of his cock, Don couldn’t quite come to grips with the fact that he was expected to screw his brother.

\tSeeming to sense Don’s dilemma, Mikey bucked his hips again, this time as encouragement.  The movement made Don’s cock slide partway back and the friction was enough to make the genius’ instincts kick in.

\tThrusting into his brother, Don began to fuck Mikey in earnest, relinquishing his higher self for the more animalistic side of his nature.  Mikey bent his knees, planting his heels into the mattress as he pushed into Don’s drives, simultaneously jerking on his own cock.

\tLost to his senses, Don rutted into Mikey, seeking his orgasm.  Mikey began to say Don’s name over and over, as though it were somehow now the only word he knew.

\tWith a shout, Mikey abruptly climaxed, his cum splashing on his chest and stomach.  The muscles in his ass clamped down around Don’s cock and began to spasm all along its length until the feeling sent Don over the edge.

\tCumming inside Mikey, Don’s hips jerked a few times before he thrust them forward and held himself still.  Due to the tightness around his dick, Don could feel his cock pumping out ejaculate, making the sensation much more profound.

\tMikey’s feet slid along the sheets until his legs flopped down onto the bed.  His hand fell away from his dick and he let out a sated sigh.

\tAfter his release, Don’s brain came back online and he pulled out of his brother.  Looking down, Don could see his cum dripping out of Mikey’s ass.

\tSwallowing thickly, Don couldn’t seem to manage to look away.  It was only when Mikey sat up and lifted Don’s chin that the older turtle could look at something else.

\t“Thank you, Donny,” Mikey said softly, pressing a kiss to Don’s mouth.  Embracing him, Mikey pulled Don down next to him and then grabbed the blanket to throw over both of them.

\tIt was only after Mikey had fallen asleep, his warmth still enveloping his brother that Don’s trembling finally stopped.

TBC………..

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