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  "writing": "My Crush \n\nI sit here alone in the cafeteria of my high school.  I have a few friends in this school and even fewer people out side of school I trust.  I look around the cafeteria, how many of this kids are gay.  I know of an otter on the swim team is and a fox on the track team as we have met in the gay help group.\n\nBut I am the only wolf in the group and I get some looks from the more passive species, they want me to date them more like just take charge.  I don’t want that, I want a person who can be with me for love not just to feel me under their tail then we go on our way.\n\nI never wanted to be gay, I haven’t even told my family.  I let out a breath and push the food around my plate.  Two more weeks then I am done with this school and hope that I get that job.  When I get it I will be done with this town and my family the ones who I know will hate me for being gay.\n\nI stand up having not eaten anything again today other then a few bites.  Mom fears that I am sick or something as I have lost ten pounds over the last few weeks and for me as skinny as I am that is bad.  But hay it is better then her knowing I am gay.\n\nI turn and see the lead running back for the football team, a tiger named Luke.  He is shorter then me but my god his body is perfect.  He is a nice guy has deafened me a few times from the rest of the kids.  I have to say I would let him under my tail anytime but I don’t think he would go for me.\n\nI lower my ears as I walk pass him.  I feel a paw on my shoulder I turn to see Luke looking at me with a smile.  I don’t know what he wants from me but where his paw is touching is sending jolts through my body.\n\n“You ok Jason?” He asks in a deep voice.\n“Yeah, just a lot of stress.”\n“Hay look I know we aren’t close but come by my house tonight.”\n“Where do you live?”\n“198 Rose Street.”\n“Too far sorry I don’t have a car.”  My ears go flat against my head now.\n“You free after school?”\n“Yeah I get off next period.”\n“Same here look meet me at my car I will give you a lift over.”\n“Thanks.”  My tail wags a bit.\n\nThe whole next class I can’t stop thinking about what Luke wants from me.  Why does he know I am gay and he wants to play a prank on me?  I mean I know the otter from the swim team had his clothes stolen and he had to practice nude and then he cried on my shoulder the next day about it.  I know he quit the team the next day and well he never has been the same.\n\nI walk out of my class and the hallways are filled with people of all sizes.  There is a cute fennec but I know he is taken, that lucky artic fox.  Also the fact he is not gay nor would he ever go with me.  I look over the crowd and Luke is looking at me.  I walk over with my ears down and to him.  I am a lot taller then him I am almost the tallest in the school a bear is the a bit taller.\n\nLuke leads me out to his car and I don’t know if I should trust him.  I mean I know how to fight and dad said to use my teeth if I need to.  But he opens the door for me and I get my phone in my paw.  I have my other one on my pepper spray just incase.  He gets in the car and starts to drive.\n\n“Jason I have to ask you something are you gay?”\n“Y… yes.”  I say holding the two things in my paws.\n“Well I am to.  You are the only person I have ever told.”\n“Why me?”  I let go of the two objects.\n“Because I wanted to go to the meetings but, I am a football player I can’t be gay.  I have to be strong and fuck a different girl each night.”\n“Luke who says that?”\n“My father I was going to tell him but.”\n“You were scared to say anything like me with my mother.”\n“Your mom?”\n“Yeah mom will be the first then dad, my sister knows but she is off at school.”\n“How did she take it?”\n“She said she knew I was gay by the time I was nine.  I figured it out when I was ten.”\n“Oh, you know why I am bringing you to my house right?”\n“No why?”\n“I have a crush on you Jason, I have since freshmen year.  Why do you think I stood up for you so much, I love you.”  I see him grip the wheel tighter.\n“I… I have a crush on you to Luke.”\n“I was hoping you did.”\n\nHe pulled into the driveway and there were no other cars.  He got out and then helped me out as well.  We walked to the door and then into the house.  I step in last then he closes the door and slams me into the wall and I tense up.  But then his nuzzle presses to mine; I just stand there unable to move as his tongue in my mouth.  I feel his paws moving over my body as I hold my bag tight to my chest.\n\nI pull back my first kiss my first kiss was with him.  Is he going to take it further then this? I feel a paw going down my side to my pants.  Should I let him just reach into my pants and feel my hard cock or do I push him away.  I want this more then any thing I have to have him behind me pressing into my hole with all his might.\n\nHis paw stops right at the belt of my pants.  “You want to go up stairs?”\n“Y…” I just nod to him as he undoes my belt and pulls my pants down.  I feel the cool air on my cock.  Then I hear a click sound and I look down and he has his phone out.  My eyes are wide and starting to tear up.  I knew it; it was all a trick.\n\n“Saving that for later when I don’t have my wolfy around.”\n“What?”\n“I took that so I can always see your dick hard and wanting.”\n“Please just….”\n“I know you are a bottom, right?”\n“Yeah.”\n“Good lets get to my room and stretch that hole of yours out.”  I nod to him fast then I wanted to.\n\nHe leads the way up to his room; I have to hold my pants up with my one paw as the other one holding my bag.  We get to his room and he throws me to the bed and I raise my tail to him.  I feel my boxers being pulled down and a tap of a bottle being opened.  I can’t stop moving as he works his finger into my tail hole with a cool gel on it.  My god just put it into me and fuck me damn it.\n\nThen I feel his hotness pressing at my hole.  I let out a gasp as he pushes into me.  Oh my god this is so much better then the toy I use.  The spines on his cock tickling my hole making my hips shake as he pounds away at my hole.  He doesn’t even need to touch me at this point as I am leaking like a garden hose.\n\nHis paw touches my cock and let loose, my climax hits me hard as I feel it shoots out of my cock.  I feel him press into me then shutters and the heat of what he just did hits me and I almost get pushed back over the edge again.  I then feel a gentle paw under my stomach.\n\n“You do not know how long I have wanted to do this?”\n“Is this it, like am I only a hole for you to fuck or.”    He pulls out of me and flips me over.  I can feel my seed on his bed press into my back.  He looks at me and I close my eyes thinking he wants to hit me but then, nothing.\n\nI open my eyes and he is looking down at me.  His golden eye looking over my body, his strips perfect against his orange and white fur.  His tail is flicking behind him like he wants to say something but can’t get the words out then.  A paw cups under my sack, his claws tracing over the sensitive skin.\n\n“These are mine now, no one else can drain them you hear me.”\n“What?”\n“I… don’t know how to say this, sorry still new to the whole gay love thing.” He moves his paw and sits next to me.\n“Love?” My ears peck up and a have to sit up.\n“Yes, I think Jason I am in love with you but I don’t”\n“You stupid tiger, you stupid fucking tiger.”\n“What.”\n“You said all you needed too.”  I feel him wipe under my eye.\n“You are crying.”\n“I know it is because I am happy, does this mean we are boyfriends?”\n“I think so.”\n\nI hear a car pull up and I start to get up but his large paw stops me.  He shakes his head and then I hear someone coming up the steps.  This is how he is going to tell them, with me a nude wolf sitting on the bed.  Then his mother opens the door and my eye could jump out of my head as our eyes met.\n\n“Luke what is this?”  He waves a paw at me.\n“Mom this is Jason my boyfriend.”  I felt time slow as he said those words.  Her face change as she looks up and down my body.\n“We will talk with him out of the room.”\n“No mom we talk now.”  Luke shut up and let me leave.\n“Ok why are you doing this now?”\n“What?”\n“Luke we know you are gay, you have left your porn open a lot, your father and I have come to terms with it but why now… is he ok?”  Was the last thing I heard before I blacked out.\n\n*** \n\nI wake up in my own bed.  I look around and fuck my head hurts.  My father is just looking at me with his arms crossed.  I look away from him, as I know he is upset about this.  Most likely getting a call from a tiger about his passed out son on her son’s bed, oh and nude with his own come on his back and his lover’s in him.\n\n“Dad I…” I can’t look him in the eyes.\n“Why?”  In his deep voice shaking my chest a bit.\n“I…”\n“Answer me.”  His voice stayed the same.\n“I’m… gay.”\n“I figured that, but why did you never tell us?”  His voice got deeper and angrier.\n“I feared what you would do, if you found out you had a gay son.”\n“I would love him all the same.”\n“What?”\n“Why would I hate you for what you are? You have been out for about three hours in that time I talked to Luke and his parents.  I understand you are the ‘bottom’ in the relationship but still as long as you are happy with this why would I say no.”\n“I don’t know what to say.”\n“Next time tell me what is.  I can say I do not understand the draw to males but you cannot know the draw to females.”  He was trying to be helpful.\n“Thanks dad but you know this means I can never give you a son.”\n“That is the last thing on my mind right now.  Did you get hurt at all?”\n“No, I’m just a bit sore is all.”\n\nHe looks at me unsure what to do so he stands and walks out.  I sit in my room alone and think now my family knows I am gay, not the way I wanted them to know either.  I hear the door open and see Luke.  He walks over and sits on the bed next to me and without thinking lean against him.\n\n“You okay now?”\n“I don’t know they know I am gay now, my life will change.”\n“Well I am in the same boat now, I wanted to ask you something?”\n“What?”\n“Come to the end of the year dance with me?”\n“I… don’t know, it is a yes but.”\n“You are scared right?”\n“More then you know I just think of Rex.”\n“Rex?”\n“He is a otter on the swim team or was on the team they found out he was gay and he had to quit the team because of how they treated him.”\n“Jason…”\n“He cried on my shoulder for hours about it, he is not the same.”\n“I will fight for him.”\n“What?”\n“What year is he?\n“Sophomore.”\n“I think me coming out will help him, showing people a gay person can play sports.”\n“But he was the best on the team by far he was the one winning the meets for the team.”\n“Oh he was that otter I never knew his name, I have to say he was cute but now he does look sad like all the time.”\n“Yeah is boyfriend is trying to help him.”\n“Well I will talk to him tomorrow, let him know I have his back and the football team does as well.”\n“Why them?”\n“Oh they know about me, that is why they stopped bugging you.”\n\nI hug him as I feel his muscles under his shirt and fur.  I feel him hug me tight I want to cry as all of this is starting to hit me.  People will know I am gay and it will be linked to me for life, the nerdy skinny wolf with the stronger tiger.  What will people think about us I mean I never wanted people to know till I left for collage if I ever left that is?\n\nI look up into those golden eyes; they can take my breath away.  His strong body against my weaker one his arms around me.  Luckily my family is not in the room to see this right after they found out I was gay and from well the guy that just was in me.  \n\n“So Luke, are we going out now?”\n“Yes Jason we are but look at me why are you so skinny?”\n“What do you mean?”\n“I mean at the start of the year you were heavier, I can feel your ribs.”\n“Oh stress of coming out.”\n“Well you are out now so.”\n“I know but still the kids at school they will be harsher on me now.”\n“Let them try and get to you.”  He kisses me.\n\n***\n\nMonday of the last week of school, he told me he would be here for me.  I look around and no tiger or anything.  I told someone on Friday I was gay and it spread like wildfire.  I was even being made fun of as I left on Friday last week and I cried when I got home over it.  \n\nI walk into the door of the school and I lower my ears then feel a push.  Then I hear a thud and look back and see Luke standing next to me, the buck that shoved me on the ground.  He was looking to me then to Luke.\n\n“Dude Luke why are you defending this fag?”\n“This wolf is my boyfriend.”  He kneels down to the buck. “Got a problem with that.”\n“Oh wait till the team hears of this they will.”\n“We will what, we have known for the last two years he was gay.”  The horse that spoke up was the kicker.\n“Fine he is safe for now.”  He stands and walks away from me with his middle finger up.\n\n“Jason you ok?”  He looks over me.\n“Yeah I was scared.”  I hug him.\n“Luke you were right this guy… well he does need protecting.”  The cheetah said, wide receiver I think.\n“Yeah he is my wolf.”  I blush knowing he has my back now.\n\nI move my muzzle close to his ear.  “I love you.”\n“Say it with pride Jason.”\n“I love you Luke.”\n“I love you too.”  I could never be happier then this moment, as our lips meet.\n\nThe End\n\n\n  \n \n",
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He asks in a deep voice.<br />&ldquo;Yeah, just a lot of stress.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Hay look I know we aren&rsquo;t close but come by my house tonight.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Where do you live?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;198 Rose Street.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Too far sorry I don&rsquo;t have a car.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;My ears go flat against my head now.<br />&ldquo;You free after school?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Yeah I get off next period.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Same here look meet me at my car I will give you a lift over.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Thanks.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;My tail wags a bit.<br /><br />The whole next class I can&rsquo;t stop thinking about what Luke wants from me.&nbsp;&nbsp;Why does he know I am gay and he wants to play a prank on me?&nbsp;&nbsp;I mean I know the otter from the swim team had his clothes stolen and he had to practice nude and then he cried on my shoulder the next day about it.&nbsp;&nbsp;I know he quit the team the next day and well he never has been the same.<br /><br />I walk out of my class and the hallways are filled with people of all sizes.&nbsp;&nbsp;There is a cute fennec but I know he is taken, that lucky artic fox.&nbsp;&nbsp;Also the fact he is not gay nor would he ever go with me.&nbsp;&nbsp;I look over the crowd and Luke is looking at me.&nbsp;&nbsp;I walk over with my ears down and to him.&nbsp;&nbsp;I am a lot taller then him I am almost the tallest in the school a bear is the a bit taller.<br /><br />Luke leads me out to his car and I don&rsquo;t know if I should trust him.&nbsp;&nbsp;I mean I know how to fight and dad said to use my teeth if I need to.&nbsp;&nbsp;But he opens the door for me and I get my phone in my paw.&nbsp;&nbsp;I have my other one on my pepper spray just incase.&nbsp;&nbsp;He gets in the car and starts to drive.<br /><br />&ldquo;Jason I have to ask you something are you gay?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Y&hellip; yes.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;I say holding the two things in my paws.<br />&ldquo;Well I am to.&nbsp;&nbsp;You are the only person I have ever told.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Why me?&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;I let go of the two objects.<br />&ldquo;Because I wanted to go to the meetings but, I am a football player I can&rsquo;t be gay.&nbsp;&nbsp;I have to be strong and fuck a different girl each night.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Luke who says that?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;My father I was going to tell him but.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;You were scared to say anything like me with my mother.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Your mom?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Yeah mom will be the first then dad, my sister knows but she is off at school.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;How did she take it?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;She said she knew I was gay by the time I was nine.&nbsp;&nbsp;I figured it out when I was ten.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Oh, you know why I am bringing you to my house right?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;No why?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I have a crush on you Jason, I have since freshmen year.&nbsp;&nbsp;Why do you think I stood up for you so much, I love you.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;I see him grip the wheel tighter.<br />&ldquo;I&hellip; I have a crush on you to Luke.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I was hoping you did.&rdquo;<br /><br />He pulled into the driveway and there were no other cars.&nbsp;&nbsp;He got out and then helped me out as well.&nbsp;&nbsp;We walked to the door and then into the house.&nbsp;&nbsp;I step in last then he closes the door and slams me into the wall and I tense up.&nbsp;&nbsp;But then his nuzzle presses to mine; I just stand there unable to move as his tongue in my mouth.&nbsp;&nbsp;I feel his paws moving over my body as I hold my bag tight to my chest.<br /><br />I pull back my first kiss my first kiss was with him.&nbsp;&nbsp;Is he going to take it further then this? I feel a paw going down my side to my pants.&nbsp;&nbsp;Should I let him just reach into my pants and feel my hard cock or do I push him away.&nbsp;&nbsp;I want this more then any thing I have to have him behind me pressing into my hole with all his might.<br /><br />His paw stops right at the belt of my pants.&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;You want to go up stairs?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Y&hellip;&rdquo; I just nod to him as he undoes my belt and pulls my pants down.&nbsp;&nbsp;I feel the cool air on my cock.&nbsp;&nbsp;Then I hear a click sound and I look down and he has his phone out.&nbsp;&nbsp;My eyes are wide and starting to tear up.&nbsp;&nbsp;I knew it; it was all a trick.<br /><br />&ldquo;Saving that for later when I don&rsquo;t have my wolfy around.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;What?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I took that so I can always see your dick hard and wanting.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Please just&hellip;.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I know you are a bottom, right?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Yeah.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Good lets get to my room and stretch that hole of yours out.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;I nod to him fast then I wanted to.<br /><br />He leads the way up to his room; I have to hold my pants up with my one paw as the other one holding my bag.&nbsp;&nbsp;We get to his room and he throws me to the bed and I raise my tail to him.&nbsp;&nbsp;I feel my boxers being pulled down and a tap of a bottle being opened.&nbsp;&nbsp;I can&rsquo;t stop moving as he works his finger into my tail hole with a cool gel on it.&nbsp;&nbsp;My god just put it into me and fuck me damn it.<br /><br />Then I feel his hotness pressing at my hole.&nbsp;&nbsp;I let out a gasp as he pushes into me.&nbsp;&nbsp;Oh my god this is so much better then the toy I use.&nbsp;&nbsp;The spines on his cock tickling my hole making my hips shake as he pounds away at my hole.&nbsp;&nbsp;He doesn&rsquo;t even need to touch me at this point as I am leaking like a garden hose.<br /><br />His paw touches my cock and let loose, my climax hits me hard as I feel it shoots out of my cock.&nbsp;&nbsp;I feel him press into me then shutters and the heat of what he just did hits me and I almost get pushed back over the edge again.&nbsp;&nbsp;I then feel a gentle paw under my stomach.<br /><br />&ldquo;You do not know how long I have wanted to do this?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Is this it, like am I only a hole for you to fuck or.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;&nbsp;He pulls out of me and flips me over.&nbsp;&nbsp;I can feel my seed on his bed press into my back.&nbsp;&nbsp;He looks at me and I close my eyes thinking he wants to hit me but then, nothing.<br /><br />I open my eyes and he is looking down at me.&nbsp;&nbsp;His golden eye looking over my body, his strips perfect against his orange and white fur.&nbsp;&nbsp;His tail is flicking behind him like he wants to say something but can&rsquo;t get the words out then.&nbsp;&nbsp;A paw cups under my sack, his claws tracing over the sensitive skin.<br /><br />&ldquo;These are mine now, no one else can drain them you hear me.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;What?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I&hellip; don&rsquo;t know how to say this, sorry still new to the whole gay love thing.&rdquo; He moves his paw and sits next to me.<br />&ldquo;Love?&rdquo; My ears peck up and a have to sit up.<br />&ldquo;Yes, I think Jason I am in love with you but I don&rsquo;t&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;You stupid tiger, you stupid fucking tiger.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;What.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;You said all you needed too.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;I feel him wipe under my eye.<br />&ldquo;You are crying.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I know it is because I am happy, does this mean we are boyfriends?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I think so.&rdquo;<br /><br />I hear a car pull up and I start to get up but his large paw stops me.&nbsp;&nbsp;He shakes his head and then I hear someone coming up the steps.&nbsp;&nbsp;This is how he is going to tell them, with me a nude wolf sitting on the bed.&nbsp;&nbsp;Then his mother opens the door and my eye could jump out of my head as our eyes met.<br /><br />&ldquo;Luke what is this?&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;He waves a paw at me.<br />&ldquo;Mom this is Jason my boyfriend.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;I felt time slow as he said those words.&nbsp;&nbsp;Her face change as she looks up and down my body.<br />&ldquo;We will talk with him out of the room.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;No mom we talk now.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;Luke shut up and let me leave.<br />&ldquo;Ok why are you doing this now?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;What?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Luke we know you are gay, you have left your porn open a lot, your father and I have come to terms with it but why now&hellip; is he ok?&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;Was the last thing I heard before I blacked out.<br /><br />*** <br /><br />I wake up in my own bed.&nbsp;&nbsp;I look around and fuck my head hurts.&nbsp;&nbsp;My father is just looking at me with his arms crossed.&nbsp;&nbsp;I look away from him, as I know he is upset about this.&nbsp;&nbsp;Most likely getting a call from a tiger about his passed out son on her son&rsquo;s bed, oh and nude with his own come on his back and his lover&rsquo;s in him.<br /><br />&ldquo;Dad I&hellip;&rdquo; I can&rsquo;t look him in the eyes.<br />&ldquo;Why?&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;In his deep voice shaking my chest a bit.<br />&ldquo;I&hellip;&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Answer me.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;His voice stayed the same.<br />&ldquo;I&rsquo;m&hellip; gay.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I figured that, but why did you never tell us?&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;His voice got deeper and angrier.<br />&ldquo;I feared what you would do, if you found out you had a gay son.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I would love him all the same.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;What?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Why would I hate you for what you are? You have been out for about three hours in that time I talked to Luke and his parents.&nbsp;&nbsp;I understand you are the &lsquo;bottom&rsquo; in the relationship but still as long as you are happy with this why would I say no.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know what to say.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Next time tell me what is.&nbsp;&nbsp;I can say I do not understand the draw to males but you cannot know the draw to females.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;He was trying to be helpful.<br />&ldquo;Thanks dad but you know this means I can never give you a son.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;That is the last thing on my mind right now.&nbsp;&nbsp;Did you get hurt at all?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;No, I&rsquo;m just a bit sore is all.&rdquo;<br /><br />He looks at me unsure what to do so he stands and walks out.&nbsp;&nbsp;I sit in my room alone and think now my family knows I am gay, not the way I wanted them to know either.&nbsp;&nbsp;I hear the door open and see Luke.&nbsp;&nbsp;He walks over and sits on the bed next to me and without thinking lean against him.<br /><br />&ldquo;You okay now?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I don&rsquo;t know they know I am gay now, my life will change.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Well I am in the same boat now, I wanted to ask you something?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;What?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Come to the end of the year dance with me?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I&hellip; don&rsquo;t know, it is a yes but.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;You are scared right?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;More then you know I just think of Rex.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Rex?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;He is a otter on the swim team or was on the team they found out he was gay and he had to quit the team because of how they treated him.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Jason&hellip;&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;He cried on my shoulder for hours about it, he is not the same.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I will fight for him.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;What?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;What year is he?<br />&ldquo;Sophomore.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I think me coming out will help him, showing people a gay person can play sports.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;But he was the best on the team by far he was the one winning the meets for the team.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Oh he was that otter I never knew his name, I have to say he was cute but now he does look sad like all the time.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Yeah is boyfriend is trying to help him.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Well I will talk to him tomorrow, let him know I have his back and the football team does as well.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Why them?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Oh they know about me, that is why they stopped bugging you.&rdquo;<br /><br />I hug him as I feel his muscles under his shirt and fur.&nbsp;&nbsp;I feel him hug me tight I want to cry as all of this is starting to hit me.&nbsp;&nbsp;People will know I am gay and it will be linked to me for life, the nerdy skinny wolf with the stronger tiger.&nbsp;&nbsp;What will people think about us I mean I never wanted people to know till I left for collage if I ever left that is?<br /><br />I look up into those golden eyes; they can take my breath away.&nbsp;&nbsp;His strong body against my weaker one his arms around me.&nbsp;&nbsp;Luckily my family is not in the room to see this right after they found out I was gay and from well the guy that just was in me.&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /><br />&ldquo;So Luke, are we going out now?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Yes Jason we are but look at me why are you so skinny?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;What do you mean?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I mean at the start of the year you were heavier, I can feel your ribs.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Oh stress of coming out.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Well you are out now so.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I know but still the kids at school they will be harsher on me now.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Let them try and get to you.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;He kisses me.<br /><br />***<br /><br />Monday of the last week of school, he told me he would be here for me.&nbsp;&nbsp;I look around and no tiger or anything.&nbsp;&nbsp;I told someone on Friday I was gay and it spread like wildfire.&nbsp;&nbsp;I was even being made fun of as I left on Friday last week and I cried when I got home over it.&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /><br />I walk into the door of the school and I lower my ears then feel a push.&nbsp;&nbsp;Then I hear a thud and look back and see Luke standing next to me, the buck that shoved me on the ground.&nbsp;&nbsp;He was looking to me then to Luke.<br /><br />&ldquo;Dude Luke why are you defending this fag?&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;This wolf is my boyfriend.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;He kneels down to the buck. &ldquo;Got a problem with that.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Oh wait till the team hears of this they will.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;We will what, we have known for the last two years he was gay.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;The horse that spoke up was the kicker.<br />&ldquo;Fine he is safe for now.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;He stands and walks away from me with his middle finger up.<br /><br />&ldquo;Jason you ok?&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;He looks over me.<br />&ldquo;Yeah I was scared.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;I hug him.<br />&ldquo;Luke you were right this guy&hellip; well he does need protecting.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;The cheetah said, wide receiver I think.<br />&ldquo;Yeah he is my wolf.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;I blush knowing he has my back now.<br /><br />I move my muzzle close to his ear.&nbsp;&nbsp;&ldquo;I love you.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;Say it with pride Jason.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I love you Luke.&rdquo;<br />&ldquo;I love you too.&rdquo;&nbsp;&nbsp;I could never be happier then this moment, as our lips meet.<br /><br />The End<br /><br /><br />&nbsp;&nbsp;<br />&nbsp;<br /></span>",
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