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Why? Why? I don’t get it, \nwhy must I fight for such a futile thing that is your love?\n\nWhy must I be teased by something that will not have me? \nI want you, I need you, \nI must have you, and yet you still say no.\n\nOpen your mind, open your heart, to the truth. \nI long for your eternal company, \nyour devotion, your love and soul.\nI long for you, I need you!\n\nWhy must everything that comes so naturally to me,\n be burned down and beaten to a pulp?\n\nMy heart beats for you like yours beats into your chest \nwith an empty purpose, \nnull and void. If you were to love me it would have a purpose, \nyou would feel more whole, in love.\n\nThud, thud, thud. I can hear your heart beating in my ear making me feel safe,\n but alas, this I have found to only be a dream, \na hope, an empty void.\n\nWont you fill this void for me? Be mine forever, please, I beg of you. \nNo matter how much I beg you turn me down. \nBecause, well because you are a fool. 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I don&rsquo;t get it, <br />why must I fight for such a futile thing that is your love?<br /><br />Why must I be teased by something that will not have me? <br />I want you, I need you, <br />I must have you, and yet you still say no.<br /><br />Open your mind, open your heart, to the truth. <br />I long for your eternal company, <br />your devotion, your love and soul.<br />I long for you, I need you!<br /><br />Why must everything that comes so naturally to me,<br />&nbsp;be burned down and beaten to a pulp?<br /><br />My heart beats for you like yours beats into your chest <br />with an empty purpose, <br />null and void. If you were to love me it would have a purpose, <br />you would feel more whole, in love.<br /><br />Thud, thud, thud. I can hear your heart beating in my ear making me feel safe,<br />&nbsp;but alas, this I have found to only be a dream, <br />a hope, an empty void.<br /><br />Wont you fill this void for me? Be mine forever, please, I beg of you. <br />No matter how much I beg you turn me down. <br />Because, well because you are a fool. Fall for me damn you, fall for me!<br /><br />16/3/2009<br />\t\t\t\t\t\t\t\t</span>","writing":"Void of love\n\nI poured my heart out to you, and I am repaid with a no. you had my heart and you ripped it to shreds.\n\nThe first person I ever open up to and I crash and burn. \n\nWhy? Why? Why? I don’t get it, \n\nwhy must I fight for such a futile thing that is your love?\n\nWhy must I be teased by something that will not have me? \n\nI want you, I need you, \n\nI must have you, and yet you still say no.\n\nOpen your mind, open your heart, to the truth. \n\nI long for your eternal company, \n\nyour devotion, your love and soul.\n\nI long for you, I need you!\n\nWhy must everything that comes so naturally to me,\n\n be burned down and beaten to a pulp?\n\nMy heart beats for you like yours beats into your chest \n\nwith an empty purpose, \n\nnull and void. If you were to love me it would have a purpose, \n\nyou would feel more whole, in love.\n\nThud, thud, thud. I can hear your heart beating in my ear making me feel safe,\n\n but alas, this I have found to only be a dream, \n\na hope, an empty void.\n\nWont you fill this void for me? Be mine forever, please, I beg of you. \n\nNo matter how much I beg you turn me down. \n\nBecause, well because you are a fool. Fall for me damn you, fall for me!\n\n16/3/2009\n\n","writing_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>Void of love<br /><br />I poured my heart out to you, and I am repaid with a no. you had my heart and you ripped it to shreds.<br /><br />The first person I ever open up to and I crash and burn. <br /><br />Why? Why? Why? I don&rsquo;t get it, <br /><br />why must I fight for such a futile thing that is your love?<br /><br />Why must I be teased by something that will not have me? <br /><br />I want you, I need you, <br /><br />I must have you, and yet you still say no.<br /><br />Open your mind, open your heart, to the truth. <br /><br />I long for your eternal company, <br /><br />your devotion, your love and soul.<br /><br />I long for you, I need you!<br /><br />Why must everything that comes so naturally to me,<br /><br />&nbsp;be burned down and beaten to a pulp?<br /><br />My heart beats for you like yours beats into your chest <br /><br />with an empty purpose, <br /><br />null and void. If you were to love me it would have a purpose, <br /><br />you would feel more whole, in love.<br /><br />Thud, thud, thud. 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