I kept thinking to myself that this was just to fast. Though we had been together for six months, I kept thinking that maybe it was just too soon for us to being doing this.
	Unlike me, Sonic didn't seemed to be embarrassed about the whole thing though. In fact, he was the one who suggested we try it. But it felt like we were rushing. It's not like I didn't want to be with him however. I was just too shy. 
	As I kept thinking to myself the bathroom door opened. I looked and and saw Sonic. He was wearing nothing but a towel, still looking wet. I tried my best to refrain from dirty thoughts. 
	“What a great shower.” He looked to me. “You sure you don't want one?” I quickly shook my head. Thinking about how Sonic would be in the same room as me as I showered wast too much. “Alrighty then.”
	He came over to me and sat down on the bed. Neither of us could look each other in the face. 
	“So,” Sonic said as he kept his eyes to the wall. “how do you wanna start this?”
	“I...um.....” My throat froze up. How I wish he didn't just blurt it out like that. 
	Just then I felt Sonic's hand on my leg. I quickly jumped up. “A-actually, I-I think I'll take shower!”
	“O-okay...” I could clearly hear the disappointment in his voice, but I just had to stall for some more time. 

	They say cold showers are best for calming yourself down, and that's exactly what I needed. Still, I couldn't completely relax. My heart was racing too much. “I-I can't do this...Not now....I-I'm not ready....”  I kept telling myself the same thing over and over again. Some ideas even popped into my mind about finding a way to leave. 
	But wait, this couldn't have been the real reason why I didn't want to make love to him. It was something else. As I thought back to how attractive Sonic looked all wet like that, I got my answer. 
	I was nowhere near his level of looks. For as long as I could remember, Sonic had always been a very handsome guy. He was very popular with girls and was the envy of many guys. Yet, despite his good looks, he always had a very friendly nature which was the main reason why people liked him so much.
	But me, I wasn't that good looking. Not with my big eyes and unruly fur. Also, I was shy of everyone and everything. It was amazing that I even got Sonic to say one word to me. 
	So when I confessed to him, why did he go with me? I knew he had many girls that told him how they felt, attractive girls at that, yet he never went with them. Why?”
	As the last of the water fell down the drain, I kept thinking the same thing to myself. It didn't help quell my insecurities about being with him though. In fact, it made me feel worse. 
	“....I guess I'll just got tell him how I feel...Will he think me for being weak if I do that?”
	“Silver,” he called. “You okay?”
	“Y-yes. I'll be right out.”

	When I finally got out of the bathroom I saw Sonic just looking up at the ceiling bored. When he saw me however, his face lit up with joy. “Ready?”
	“Actually Sonic....I-I think I'm going home....”
	“Why?” he asked. “Did I do something wrong?”
	“N-no...I-I'm just not r-ready for this....”
	He said nothing, but looked at me concernedly. He then stood up from the bed and came over to me. With him so close, I thought I'd collapse. 
	“W-what?” I asked. 
	“You're depressed.”
	“Huh?”
	“That look in your eyes....You only get it when you're sad. “ He put his hands over his head. “So what's up?”
	I put my head down. “N-Nothing.”
	“Don't lie to me.”
	I grabbed my arm. “I'm not sad. Just nervous.”
	“W-well so am I. I mean this is our first time so-”
	“Then we should wait. We shouldn't rush this.”
	Sonic was surprised by my sudden outburst. I didn't want him to see that I actually did want to make love with him but was just to scared to. 
	“Fine,” he said as he turned away. “We won't do it. But let my ask you something?”
	“Yes?”
	“I-is it because I'm not attractive enough?”
	My eyes widened. “What're you talking about Sonic?”
	He turned back to me, and I could've sworn that his eyes looked a bit watery. “It's me right? Y-you're not turned on by me.” My face flushed. “I mean since we've been dating, I've always felt a bit self-conscious with you. You're so beautiful and I'm...well I'm...just not even on par.” 
	“He's kidding right?”
	He smiled awkwardly. “I'm s-sorry for rushing you Silver. I thought you'd want to do it. But I guess I kind of forgot that you're the slow and steady type. But don't worry, I can wait.”
	I didn't know what to be more surprised about; the fact that Sonic didn't know how good looking he was, or the fact that he would wait for me.
	Suddenly I rushed into him and forced the both of us on the bed. “Silver?” he said surprised. “What's wrong?”
	“N-nothing, b-but for some reason I'm just really happy.”
	“But you're crying.”
	“Heh. I know. Funny isn't it?”
	Sonic lifted my chin and we gazed at each other deeply. 
	“Don't cry,” he said as he rubbed my head. “I don't like seeing you unhappy.”
	I gave him a gentle smile. He grinned at me, and I uncontrollably leaned into kiss him. He seemed hesitant for a moment, but soon I felt his arms wrap around me. They were so warm. 

	It was total shock that I actually wasn't too shy to be so close to Sonic's lower area. “You okay?” I asked
	“Y-yes...I-I just didn't think you'd take the insinuative to do it first.”
	“I'm surprised to. You seem more like the dominate one then I do.”
	Sonic's face grew redder. “I-I don't mind if you're the seme. It actually suits you.”
	I looked at him surprised, but then smiled. I then kissed his stomach softly. He let out a soft moan.
	I then slowly moved to the inner parts of his legs. I licked them softly, and didn't even realize how close I was to Sonic's manhood. 
	When I did I couldn't help but blush. He was much bigger then I thought he was. Intrigued by how it would feel, my hand slowly touching at the sides. “Ah...”
	“Good thing you took a shower. It's still wet.”
	Soon I began to trace my fingers up and down it. Sonic began to pant. He seemed more sensitive then I was.
	His member then began to grow a bit bigger. I don't know why, but it felt like it was putting me into a trance. Out of nowhere my hand held his cock and steadily massaged it. Sonic's panting turned into slow heavy breathing. Hearing him like that made me happy. 	
	Up and down his cock slid through my hand. It felt wonderful touching it and seeing him enjoy it so much. “S-silver. S-slow down a b-b-bit,” he pleaded. 
	“Why? Don't you like it?”
	“Y-yes, but....Ahh...”
	I began to move my hand faster. Sonic covered his mouth, clearly trying to prevent himself from moaning. How I didn't what that to happen.
	I didn't know if was between him begging me to stop, or myself beginning to get aroused, but my mouth was suddenly just above the tip. 
	“W-what are doing?”
	“I-I don't know.”
	Looking at it like it was a popsicle, I gently licked the tip of his cock. Sonic let out a gasp by my gesture. I didn't know why, but as I stared at it, a feeling took me over that I couldn't explain. I began to slowly lick the tip over and over, like a cat licking at it's fur. 	
	“S-silver....” Hearing him whisper my name like that just showed me how much he was enjoying it. Good. 
	After a few more licks, I brought his member a little deeper inside. It was hard though because I never had something like this in my mouth before. Still, I wanted to please him, so I did my best to handle it. 
	The more I licked it, the wetter it became. Sonic no longer had his hands to his mouth and was slowly becoming enticed into his own pleasure. 
	“Y-your mouth....F-feels so warm....Ahhh.....”
	I took more of it in slowly. It wasn't as hard to do once you got into it. 
	Sonic himself began to smell very good. The aroma he gave off got to me, and I felt myself becoming hard as well. I tried not to give into my arousal, but from the smell to his soft moaning, I couldn't control myself. 
	I reached down between my legs and began to rub my own cock just a bit in order to relieve myself. It was hard to focus though because Sonic began to slowly pump himself into my mouth. It didn't hurt, but at times he went too deep for me. 
	“S-so good...T-t-this feels s-s-so good! Ahhh.”
	Hearing him like that didn't help me come down. In fact, I got even harder. My hand began stroking my member faster and faster. I moaned softly around Sonic's cock. 
	“Nnnnn,” I said softly. I didn't think it would take that fast for me to cum.
	Sonic randomly stopped. I looked to him, and he was just staring at me.
	“W-what?”
	“Y-your face....I-It's too cute.”
	Suddenly, Sonic grabbed me and pulled me up to him. Our foreheads touched, and his eyes wouldn't leave mine. 
	“I-I wanna see it again,” he said softly. “T-that face. I have to see it.”
	Just then I felt the entrance to my hole against Sonic's cock. My face flushed furiously. “W-wait S-sonic...I-I can't...I-I won't be good e-enough for you.”
	He grinned. “This isn't for me Silver...It's for you.”
	Before I could even get what he was saying, Sonic quickly pinned me against the bed and was on top of me.
	For a moment I was scared, but when I saw such a caring look in his eyes, that fear disappeared as quickly as it came. 
	He then kissed me tenderly. I wrapped my arms around him, not wanting him to leave. 
	Then I felt an amazing sensation around my lower half. I looked down and saw that I was slowly entering Sonic. 
	“B-but it'll hurt you.”
	“I-it's okay...I-I'll be fine.”
	Before I could protest any further, Sonic slowly began moving his hips. 
	I had never felt something so wonderful in my life. He was so tight and, though it was hard to go into him, I couldn't help but enjoy it. 
	“Ahhhh...S-s-sonic....Y-your hole...I-it's too much....”
	“G-good. I want you to f-feel good.”
	He moved faster and I could barely control my own legs from going into him. 
	The both of us were in pure bliss. I closed my eyes to endure the tremendous amount of pleasure I was feeling, while Sonic kept his lips to mine. 
	“S-Silver...” he said as his lips parted fro me “T-this is so hot...I-I'm close...”
	“M-me to...”
	Our speed increased and I felt this strange heavy feeling in my chest. Seeing Sonic like this was amazing. I knew we were both on the verge of climaxing, yet I didn't want it to be just a feel-good-moment. 
	So, the minute Sonic tightened his grip on me and I myself began moaning louder, I pulled him closer to me and kissed him deeply. 
	We held each other tightly as we both had the most amazing climax in the world. I, however, was surprisingly more focused on our kiss. It had to be the most romantic kiss in my entire life. 

	Sonic sighed. “This is going to be extremely painful in the morning.”
	“S-sorry Sonic. I didn't think it would hurt you that much.”
	He looked to me and smiled. “Don't worry. It felt good. Most of it at least.”
	I buried my face into his chest. “I-I'm so sorry....”
	“Haha. Don't cry. I'm fine.”
	But my tears wouldn't stop. “I-I'm s-s-sorrry...”
	“Look, I'm fine. Really.”
	I looked up to him. He gave me that same grin which I could never fully read. “Y-you can be on the bottom next time if you want.”
	“His eyes widened. “Oh um...Y-you sure....”
	I smiled as his flushed face and hugged him. “Yes. After all, I love you.”