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look into your eyes\nOh I'm alive for the first time but my heart just started beating\nLike the first man who walked on the moon\n\nIt's crazy,\nHow every time you smile you make the world dissapear\nIt's crazy,\nHow every time you smile you make the world dissapear\n\nHow you change me, rearrange me\nYou're the only one that can save me\nIt's like I just started breathing frot the first time in my life\n\nI'm alive\n(every time I see you smile)\nI'm alive\nooohohohoh It's crazy\n(everytime I see you smile)\nIt's like I just started breathing for the first time in my life[/t]\n\n[url=https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=losFecXwPFg]Alive - Darren Hayes[/url]\n\n~\n\nI can't stop listening and singing this song because it perfectly describes my current feelings, so I had to draw a picture. I was afraid to admit it, but now I ain't afraid anymore. Never thought I could ever feel this way and even be romantic at all. Who would have thought?\n\nP.S.\nYes I used a lot of symbols in this drawing, colors, sketchy wings etc.\n\nP.P.S.\nGo listen to Darren Hayes because he is one of the best singers out there and he is so underrated and deserves more love!","description_bbcode_parsed":"It's been a long time coming
It's been a long road home
But in the darkness you are shining
It was the moment I knew I wasn't alone
It's been enough time wasted
I spent enough nights on my own
But you were right here waiting
And for the first time feels like I am coming home
Oh I never needed nobody
Now I never want to leave you alone
It's crazy,
How every time you smile you make the world dissapear
And baby
You light up my horizone
Like I just started breathing for the first time in my life
I'm alive
Ooohoh
And when I've lost all reason
And when I've lost all of my hope
You are someone to believe in
You took my heart of stone and turned it into gold
Oh I never needed nobody
But now I can't imagine living alone
It's crazy
How every time you smile you make the world dissapear
And baby
You light up my horizone
Like a just started breathing for the first time in my life
I'm alive when you kiss me
When you leave the room I miss you
I'm alive when I look into your eyes
Oh I'm alive for the first time but my heart just started beating
Like the first man who walked on the moon
It's crazy,
How every time you smile you make the world dissapear
It's crazy,
How every time you smile you make the world dissapear
How you change me, rearrange me
You're the only one that can save me
It's like I just started breathing frot the first time in my life
I'm alive
(every time I see you smile)
I'm alive
ooohohohoh It's crazy
(everytime I see you smile)
It's like I just started breathing for the first time in my life
Alive - Darren Hayes
~
I can't stop listening and singing this song because it perfectly describes my current feelings, so I had to draw a picture. I was afraid to admit it, but now I ain't afraid anymore. Never thought I could ever feel this way and even be romantic at all. Who would have thought?
P.S.
Yes I used a lot of symbols in this drawing, colors, sketchy wings etc.
P.P.S.
Go listen to Darren Hayes because he is one of the best singers out there and he is so underrated and deserves more love!","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"","pools_count":1,"title":"Alive","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"image/png","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"1","type_name":"Picture/Pinup","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"0","views":"85","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}