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But, there’s just this one thing. I’m not alone. In the distance I see someone else. They’re so far away… but, something tells me, they’re not okay.

I move forward. It’s weird. Everything’s so bright but… blank. There’s ripples in the water—is it water? It’s bright white just like everything else. But there’s ripples. Little black or gray lines going whoosh. Woosh. With each step.

Woah! I almost trip and fall hehe. But there’s nothing to fall… into? Aa I’m getting distracted. I get closer. And… he looks like… me…?

But that’s not right? I have bright sandy fur! And little dark brown markings, and a creamy undercoat. His is all um… gray. Gray and dark grey, and black and light gray.

“Are you okay?” I say. He’s sitting with his back turned to me. Hunched over a little bit. He’s small. Not like I’m small, but a different small.

He turns over to me. With a smile. A sleepy smile. A sad smile.

“What’s wrong?” I say.

“Nothings wrong,” he says back to me. But he almost falls over. I think. He’s just sitting there, but it feels like he’ll fall over any second. So I sit next to him.

His eyes follow me.

“You look sad!” I say. I tilt my head and my ears flop over. His are straight down.

He chuckles. “I’m not sad.” His eyes are red. They’re watering. His fur’s damp. He’s smiling.

“But, you’re crying, aren’t you?”

“I’m not crying.” He says. He smirks. He chuckles again. His eyes are half-closed practically.

I reach over and hug him. I pull him tight. I squeeze him to me.

I hear his voice tremble. I feel him shake.

And he screams, but his voice gives out. Like he’s never used it like that before. In a long time.

And then he’s crying. “I’m not crying,” he says, but his voice is shaking.

So I just hold him closer. I nuzzle his cheek. A grab the fur on the back of his head and give it a squeeze and a little pull. Then pet and stroke.

“I’m not crying,” he says, weaker this time. And my shoulder is soaked. And his breath is shaky.

“I’m not crying,” he says in a whisper, and he falls asleep in my arms.

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