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Like I’ve barely drawn anything aside from this doodle, and I don’t think I’ve been out at all other than to get pet food.\n\nSo I’ve decided I’m gonna be extending this break time just a bit. I’m gonna try and get back to drawing, and back to For fox Sakes as well.\n\nCommissions are gonna stay closed for a bit, not for too long since this is my job and all, but I just need some time to do “me things” with no restrictions. If you’ve been waiting to commission me. Sorry but I’d rather we wait a bit longer than I draw something with no heart and it looks half assed after you paid you’re honest money with it.\n\n\n\nThank you all for understanding and being awesome. I love you a bunch.","description_bbcode_parsed":"I’m feeling better! Kind of... My throat is still sore and I’m dealing with the effects of the antibiotics, but thats not all thats bothering me.
Truth be told I’m really depressed. I don’t normally like to lay this sort of thing down on you guys since it’s unprofessional and well you guys all have your own problems to deal with. But I feel like I kinda need to justify myself a bit this time.
When I get sick it’s easy for my depression to hit hard because..well i’m mostly just sitting around trying to feel better. I feel useless. I feel like I did during a not very good time of my life where my depression and anxiety literally consumed my being. Not a fun time to be sure.
This has been a trying time as a result, and while i’m mostly better now, the depression hasn;t “calmed down” really and it’s been hindering my drive and desire to really do anything. Like I’ve barely drawn anything aside from this doodle, and I don’t think I’ve been out at all other than to get pet food.
So I’ve decided I’m gonna be extending this break time just a bit. I’m gonna try and get back to drawing, and back to For fox Sakes as well.
Commissions are gonna stay closed for a bit, not for too long since this is my job and all, but I just need some time to do “me things” with no restrictions. If you’ve been waiting to commission me. Sorry but I’d rather we wait a bit longer than I draw something with no heart and it looks half assed after you paid you’re honest money with it.
Thank you all for understanding and being awesome. I love you a bunch.","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"","pools_count":0,"title":"Update *IMPORTANT*","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"image/png","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"1","type_name":"Picture/Pinup","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"2","views":"8","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}