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  "writing": "It's my life\n\nBy: Daorn\n\nChapter 2\n\nI wake up before the buzzer rings, according to the clock it's 6:45 am. This time change messes up with my sleep although luckily in this cases I tend to wake up earlier than I'm supposed to. A little disoriented still I get up and head to the kitchen to make me some breakfast.\n\n15 min later I hear my parents bedroom's buzzer ring and a couple of minutes after my mom goes out to wake me up but she stops when she sees me in the kitchen – You're already up? - Says\n\nYeah, a while ago. I've already ate breakfast -\n\nThat's good cause last night we forgot to prepare the stuff for the club -\n\nIt takes a couple of seconds for me to realize what's she is talking about. Of course! Today is Tuesday and I have P.E. And swimming class in a sports club as part of the curricular activities of the school. This fills me with excitement and immediately I go to prepare whatever is necessary for the club. This is one of the things I like most of this school, it has an arrangement with a sports club and every Tuesday and Thursday we will going to practice sports and swimming there. I love sports clubs, with fields for many sports, swimming pools, showers... Right at this moment my heart skips a beat, showers, with all the class... Showers + Nicolas, Ah! I'm going to see Nicolas in the showers!! I stand petrified again solely from the excitement, I'm going to be in a shared shower with the most beautiful panda I have ever seen in my whole life! \n\nImmediately the arousal runs trough my body and my penis quickly starts to get up, which takes me away from my dreaming, it would be really embarrassing if my mother see me like this. Right away I go to my room to get dressed and to see if I can make my cock to go soft again. After a few minutes I am fully dressed and prepared to go to the school.\n\nThe trip goes by without problems and at last, at 8:10 am I'm crossing the gates of the institute. On the way to the classroom I see some of my classmates who greet me. Finally we get to the classroom and I head to my seat but I see that not everyone sits at the same places than yesterday, some has changed seats and I notice that all of the new students are surprised by this like me, so I ask one of my table mates about this and he simply answers: - The seats are not definitive, you seat where you like -\n\nLittle by little all the students find a place to sit on the tables but I notice with disappointment that Nicolas is not here yet and then the paranoia hits me, Could it be that he's not coming back? Has something happened?\n\nAfter a couple of minutes walks in the first teacher of that day (English) and starts to take attendance and after that the class begins. I listen to her with my mind divided between the class and the down-heart from my favorite panda not showing up.\n\nAt 8:35 someone knocks on the door, the teacher opens it and there appears Nicolas\n\nSorry for being late again – He says with his sweet voice \n\nThere's no problem, I already knew this would happen – Says the teacher – Come in -\n\nAgain, Nicolas walks to the table of the middle, but this time his seat is taken so the only one left is one that gives me the back which takes me a bit down, but at least my beautiful panda is here and I get to enjoy of the spectacle of his big back and his great butt which makes me dream.\n\nThe class goes by pretty normally, I'm good with languages but I'm not the only one, being that a lot of the others went to bilingual schools they also handle English pretty well and luckily for me I have the opportunity to listen a lot of my favorite panda's soft voice, who's very good with languages too by the way.\n\nMinutes go by and I'm in ecstasy listening to Nicolas and also pretty excited cause the next class will be P.E. So we'll have to go to the club and finally will come the moment I've been waiting.\n\nAt last the recess bell rings, which, for us, means that we have to take our stuff of the club and go to wait for the hired bus that will be our transportation.\n\nQuickly we go out of the classroom and head towards the main gates where the bus is already waiting, though normally I would be one of the firsts to get onto the bus cause I like to choose my seat, this time I wait a little cause Diego asked me to sit together but he is taking too long so I let a couple of kids to enter and finally I go up hoping to find a seat for the two of us. Luckily I find a double seat free near the center of the bus, so I sit by the window waiting for Diego. Right then I see him and make signs telling him to get up, only that when I do that I see that Nicolas is right before him ready to enter the bus. Again I can't stop watching him and just a moment later I see that the panda is closing in and then he stops right in front of my seat, smiling he says: - Is this seat taken? -\n\nI freeze right there and see that Diego is making me signs just behind him, I start to stutter, completely blushed and say: - N...No - \n\nNicolas smiles again and sits while Diego looks at me first with surprise and then clearly offended and heads to the back of the bus. Of course that I give that little importance, not without feeling terrible for what I just did, but having my panda close just clouds my thoughts, and to have him so close too... The seats are kinda small, or at least they are small for a couple of chubbies like us. Nicolas moves a little, trying to accommodate and says in a jovial manner: - This seats are a little small right? -\n\nI'm simply in ecstasy, the closeness of the seats makes us to be so close that our arms and legs are totally in contact, his touch sends again electric shocks trough me like the first time I touched his paw, my heart is beating so hard that I'm afraid it might jump off my body and start to bounce around the bus. Softly, to myself I say: - It doesn't bother me at all -\n\nNicolas looks at me and says: - Me either - \n\nI want to die, he heard me! What did he understood of what I meant to say? I'm so clumsy... I don't want to ruin this so I keep my mouth shut.\n\nThe bus finally starts moving and we're on our way to the club, I'm so nervous that I don't say nothing for a while until Nicolas says: - So? What do you think of the school? It’s pretty different from the others right? -\n\nI only manage to say a shy – Yes -\n\nIt's a luck that my father have sent me here, I know that in another place I wouldn't have felt so comfortable -\n\nYeah, I'm lucky to be here too – I say, although I think I'm saying it for a totally different reason\n\nYou're not much of a talker uh? If I'm bothering you just tell me, sometimes I talk too much – Says Nicolas again giving me his beautiful smile\n\nNo!, You're not bothering me at all, it's just that I get a little shy when I'm nervous – I answer\n\nOh, you don't have nothing to be nervous about, you're among friends – Says while patting my shoulder with his paw\n\nAh... I think I'm going to faint, my heart is about to collapse, the amount of tenderness, arousal, and a special warmth in my chest caused by him is so great that I think my body isn't going to resist.\n\nThe journey continues and to not seem so clumsy I look to Nicolas and ask him: - You have green eyes, why is that? - \n\nOh no!... what a stupid question!, I want the earth to swallow me right there, probably he even found it offensive. But Nicolas just smiles again and says: - Yeah, I get that asked a lot. It's something that happens sometimes, I think it has to do with that in some moment, one of my ancestors bred with another species but the panda line stood, only that in some generations this happens. At least that's how my father has explained it to me - \n\nWhen he sees me shaking from the nerves, worried, the panda asks me: - What's happening? You're shaking! - \n\nS...Sorry, I'm nervous, I thought that you might be offended by what I said -\n\nNo, not at all, I know that you didn't say it with bad intentions – Suddenly he wraps his arm around my shoulders and says: - We're buddies right? -\n\nEnough!, I can't take it anymore, it's too much, I feel how my sight gets clouded and I start to shake very hard. Nicolas visibly worried says: - Are you okay? I can leave if you want -\n\nNo!!, sorry, it's the nerves – I manage to babble, slowly coming back to reality.\n\nWow, does this happens to you with everyone? - He asks\n\nNo... - I say low\n\n- Hehe, alright – Says he and sits straight again, pulling his arm from my shoulders – Don't want you to faint on me. Let's talk about something else - \n\nFor the first time I can smile at him, totally blushed and ashamed of the scene I just made.\n\n- Sorry, I'm not used to this kind of... confidence. You'll probably noticed that it's hard for me to make friends - \n\nArgh, how pathetic I sound, but at least I cease to be something like a jellyfish out of the water and slowly I regain my composure.\n\n- Hey, there's no problem at all. I understand completely, to me is not easy to make new friends either. I'm gonna tell you a secret: I look all confident but actually when I just meet someone I'm very scared, only that sometimes I just take a dive in cause after all, what's the worst that can happen, right? -\n\nYeah right, like I'm going to believe that... But at least he says that to make me feel better, although, what if it's true? Why does he tells me this? Can it be that, at least in a very small way, this spectacular panda feels something of what I feel for him? Bah... Even I'm not sure of what I feel for him...\n\nThe trip goes on and, with me a little more calmed, we keep talking. He tells me that he lives with his father, his mother divorced when he was 3 years old and since then it's just been he and his father on their house. His father works in the gastronomic area, first he worked as the head chef in a very important restaurant but recently he has opened his own place, which has him very busy and that's why Nicolas will be getting late to class at least for a few days. After the first commotion I find myself very at ease talking with Nicolas, he's very funny and likes to make a lot of jokes.\n\nOf course I feel like I'm in heaven and from time to time, I take advantage when the bus takes a corner to get closer to the panda, something that, or goes by unnoticed, or just doesn't bother him cause he doesn't say nothing about it.\n\nAt last the bus arrives at our destination and this wonderful journey meets it's end. I'm really sad at the fact that I'm not going to be able to stay seated next to my favorite panda, but on the other hand, the expectation of what's coming next serves me perfectly as consolation.  \n\nAll of us get down of the bus and enter to the club, it has a great hall, very well lighted with a big door that leads to the locker rooms, going trough there, the girls go down a stair towards their locker room while us boys continue walking down an hallway to ours.\n\nIt is a really big changing room and has a lot of smaller rooms filled with lockers. As we enter, some of the boys go right away to some of the nearest lockers but as I'm still choosing one I see that Nicolas rushes to the back of a line of lockers and picks the last one right next to the wall, something that seems a little odd to me, but in the end I find a locker not far from his but not too close so I wouldn't be so obvious about my intentions, from here I have a great view of my panda.\n\nI start to undress to change to the sports clothes, always alert, and looking out of the corner of my eyes, to everything that Nicolas does, and then I notice that he doesn't takes off his shoes to change his clothes, and looking more carefully I see that he already is wearing his sports pants. Hehe, smart panda. Right then he starts to unbutton his shirt and my heart starts to beat fast while he takes it off, giving me a great view of his torso. Ah... what a beautiful sight. In ecstasy I watch his big belly, soft and round but somehow firm and looking up I fix my eyes on his chest, it's so perfect! His nipples stand out on his great boyboobs, so round but a little pointy. That view fascinates me, but I don't want him to catch me staring, so quickly I look to my locker and continue changing my clothes with that spectacular sight still in my mind.\n\nSome minutes later we all head to the gym. There there's a big field that can be used for several sports, the teacher is already waiting for us there and after taking attendance he tells us that since this is our first day we're going to play a soccer game to get to know each other better. While the teacher goes to fetch a ball to play he tells us to split into two teams, being that the girls are in another field with another teacher we are only 14 boys so each team will be of 7. The captains of the teams are chosen and they're going to choose the rest of the teams which are going to be differentiated by a ribbon on each player's arm, red for one team and blue for the other.\n\nLittle by little the captains start to choose their players, Nicolas is one of the firsts to be chosen and goes with the red ribbon team, after a couple more of boys are chosen the excitement fills me when I see that the captain of the red team picks me. I couldn't have planned that better, first I get to travel next to my beautiful panda all the way here, and now I'm going to play in his team. After the picking ends, each team gathers to decide the positions for every player, the captain looks at Nicolas first and says: - You go to the goal keep -\n\n This bothers me a little, seeing that the classic stereotype of the fatty going to the keep repeat itself, but Nicolas just limits to say: - Perfect - With an almost malevolent grin on his face, which I find odd, at the end all positions are given and I stay as one of the defense players.\n\nAs we enter to the field I get close to our captain and gathering all my courage I ask him: - Why did you sent Nicolas to the goal keep without even asking him? - \n\nThe captain, a brown monkey, looks at me, almost evaluating me and just answers: - He loves it, you'll see -\n\nA bit taken aback for the whole situation I place myself at my position on the field and the game finally starts.\n\nAt first everybody is very cautious, being there so much new players the captains don't know for sure what to expect and of course they don't want to take unnecessary risks. After some minutes of evaluating the situation, one of our players starts a quick move and with the help of the captain reaches the rival keep and shoots, but the ball hits the goalpost and as response to the rebound one of the rival players takes it and starts to run towards our side of the field, evading the first defense and when he reaches me I try to block him but he's very fast and eludes me, still running fast towards the goal keep, I turn around just when he kicks the ball, which heads swiftly to one side of the keep. When I think it's going to be a sure goal I see how Nicolas, who was a the center of the keep, moves in the blink of an eye to the side and hits the ball with his fist, making it go outside of the field. I stand stunned, I would have never imagined that someone so big could move so fast and with such precise movements. The captain and the rest of the team cheers the feat, to what Nicolas responds just going back to the center of the keep, smiling. Now I see why the panda is our goalkeeper, he's good, more than just good at that.\n\nAfter this the game turns much more difficult as the players try more daring maneuvers to score a goal, but thanks to the ability of our front man, helped by the captain, and the unbeaten skills of Nicolas at our own keep, our teams stands with the victory.\n\nAt the end of the game I notice, to my surprise (being this a highly competitive game), that both teams applaud each other. With the game also ends the first hour of P.E. and it's time to go back to the changing room and get ready for the swimming class.\n\nThe excitement runs trough me as I trot happily towards the changing room, the moment I've been waiting is so much closer now.\n\nA big hustle takes over the changing room as we get there and all of us start to get ready for the pool, many of the boys are talking about the just played game but while I prepare, my attention concentrates in watching, surreptitiously, at Nicolas hoping to catch at least a quick glance of his beautiful body.\n\nQuickly I get naked and wrap a towel around my waist but I start to simulate I search something on my locker, waiting for Nicolas to undress, but then I notice that he does it with a little of zeal, always looking to the wall. Is he ashamed?\n\nAt last he only keeps his underwear on, a pair of blue boxers, and I enjoy every second of it. At that moment I see that Nicolas moves a little nervous and looks briefly around before starting to take the boxers off. The world seems to go mute to me as he lowers his underwear, leaving me with the sight of his really spectacular butt. Ah... Perfection exists and I have it's example right in front of me. With delight I watch the panda's bottom, perfectly round, firm and a little up warded, with his incredibly beautiful and juicy butt-cheeks that provokes me to get up in the act and get a handful of them. Sadly the moment doesn't last long cause Nicolas quickly wraps a towel around his waist, blocking that so beautiful sight, and what's worse, just then happens two things: Nicolas turns around towards me and just then I realize I've been staring at him all the time, with my jaw slightly opened, almost drooling...\n\nWhen I get back to reality I barely manage to turn to my locker, totally red from the embarrassment. What if he saw me staring? \n\nSuddenly I hear the panda's voice and my heart skips a beat as he says: - What a face you're making, are you just distracted or did you liked what you saw? -\n\nMy heart completely stops in the act and I get a lump in my throat. He did saw me staring! I want to die just there and compulsively start to go trough my locker faking not to have heard him. Then I feel that Nicolas gets closer to me and with a playful tone says: - Hey, nervous again? It's all right, really. Take it easy - \n\nI manage to get out a little of the panic state I was in and slowly raise my head to find the panda smiling at me. He's not horrified? He's not angry? Doesn't think I'm a freak?\n\nThe anguish starts to fade away slowly while I hear him say, pointing out towards the showers: - Are you ready? -\n\nRight then I realize of another fact that freezes me instantly, even with all the anguish and nerves I went trough, the sight of the beautiful panda's butt has made my penis to get really hard, so much that it almost hurts. Because I'm sitting in the bench and with a towel around my waist it's not noticeable from outside, but how am I supposed to walk to the showers with such a raging hard-on?\n\nAgain completely blushed I look at Nicolas and with a stutter say: - N...Not yet, I... Gotta put some things in order here, go ahead if you want -\n\nThe panda looks at me for a second and says: - Mm... okay, but don't take too much time, you don't wanna be late - \n\nIs it disappointment what I hear in his voice?\n\nNicolas slowly walks away and I keep pretending to go trough my locker while I wait for my penis to go soft again.\n\nA couple of minutes later I finally feel that I can go around without fear of making a fool out of myself and then I head to the showers. When I get there I notice that Nicolas is not there anymore, in fact I'm almost one of the last of my class in there so I quickly shower and after putting my swimsuit I head to the pool.\n\nArriving to the pool I see that some of the guys are already in it, waiting for the teacher to come. I walk towards some benches at one side of the pool where some of my classmates are sitting there talking. A couple of minutes later the teacher comes in, after  a little introduction she asks if any of us already know how to swim and then divides the class between the ones that already can swim and the ones who doesn't. After this she gives some exercises to do for the ones that already know how to swim while she teaches the others.\n\nI know I'm not the best swimmer in the world, but I really like to swim and I've been doing it without problems for a long time now. From time to time I check on Nicolas and see that he also moves pretty well in the water. After half an hour of exercises the teacher tells us that we have 10 min free to enjoy the pool, and suggests us to make a race, the rules are simple, we divide into 4 groups of 4 people each (in the pool we are again with the girls). Each swimmer has to go to the end of the pool and back, allowing the next swimmer to start the course, the team that finishes all the courses first wins. This time the teams are picked by the teacher according to the skills we have demonstrated during the class so that all the teams are at the same level, so this time I end up in a different team than Nicolas.\n\nLittle by little we get in the line readying ourselves for the race and when we're all set the teacher blows her whistle and the competition starts. I'm on the third place of my team so while I wait my turn I look towards Nicolas, who in that moment is just about to go into the water. What a magnificent sight, all his body is soaked giving him a very sexy look, not to mention how his swimsuit (a rather tight short), being wet, it marks perfectly the shape of his big bottom. A few seconds later, the swimmer of his team arrives and the panda dives into the pool and starts to swim pretty fast and nimbly. Just then my team mates wake me up from my daydreaming cause it's my turn to race, so I quickly dive into the pool and start to swim as fast as I can, going to the end of the pool and returning making that our last swimmer start right away which gives our team the victory.\n\nAfter all the teams finish their courses I see that again everybody applauds, not just to the winners but to the effort of all of the players.\n\nThis marks the end of this first swimming class, still a little exhausted from the race I head towards the showers with the others and on the way I see that Nicolas rushes to get there first. When I finally get there, with disappointment I see that all of the showers next to the panda are occupied and that he has chosen the one that's on the far end of the row against the corner of the wall, again I notice him nervous and I see that he always turns his back to the others. I find this a little odd but that doesn't prevent me from contemplating the spectacle that the panda is giving me, I see how the water falls over his broad shoulders and runs down his big back, passing trough his beautiful butt to his fat thighs. Again I'm taken away from my dreaming, this time by my own body as I feel my cock harden . Quickly I look for a free shower and now it's my turn to be against the wall trying to hide my erection. After some minutes of showering and when finally my penis goes again to it's normal state I go out of the shower room and head to my locker, when I get there I see that Nicolas has already dried himself and with his underwear on, although this time I try not to watch him so much to avoid an awkward moment like the one from earlier on.\n\nAs I finish to dry myself and start to get dressed I feel like someone is watching me, so I turn my head around and I see Nicolas who quickly turns his look away and continues dressing. Could it be that he was watching me on purpose?\n\nAgain I blush and continue to dress, acting like I didn't see nothing. Could it be that this beautiful panda is interested in me? The idea crosses my mind filling me with excitement but I discard it right away. No... How could someone so beautiful be interested in me? Yes, as you see I don't have a great self esteem. It's not for something in particular it's just that I'm used to go by unnoticed by the rest of the people.\n\nAt last I finish to get dressed and I'm ready to go and with the rest of the class we head towards the bus that will take us back to the school.\n\nWhen I get in I see Diego that makes signs for me to go to his seat, even when I find him to be nice guy I still have hopes that what happened on the way here could be repeated and that I can have the opportunity to sit next to Nicolas again, but at the end I decide that I can't reject Diego again after what I did earlier, so I head there and sit next to him.\n\n- I thought that you weren't going to come - Says Diego in a slightly hurt tone, but without anger in his voice.\n\n- Sorry about earlier - I answer - I don't know what happened to me -\n\n- Yeah, you acted pretty weirdly all the trip. Hehe, anyone would say that you have the hots for Nicolas - He says almost laughing\n\nI blush completely and get very nervous again. Was it that obvious? Did everyone noticed it?\n\nDiego sees I'm nervous and says - Easy, I'm just joking - \n\nAfter this the journey back to the school begins and ends without any setback, when we get there we all head back to the classroom to get ready for lunchtime that is just beginning. Like  yesterday, Diego and I lunch together in the schoolyard and later we go around the grounds talking. Soon the bell rings and we hurry again to the classroom.\n\nThe next class is Physics, something that in a way is pretty new to me cause in elementary we don't study this with so much detail, so I try to concentrate at full, even when the image of the panda in the shower seems to be fire branded on my mind. Every now and then I look towards where Nicolas is sitting, hoping that maybe he turns around to look at me, but I find him very concentrated in the class so I resign to continue studying.\n\nThe two hours of class go by and it comes to an end, many of the students, instead of getting outside just stay on their tables chatting, the tiredness of P.E. is showing although I don't feel particularly tired now, so I go out to the schoolyard and sit under the big tree to enjoy a soft breeze that has just began to blow.\n\nJust a couple of minutes later I suddenly notice that someone is standing by my side, a little jumpy I look up and see the big smile of Nicolas. How didn't I heard him?\n\n- May I seat with you? - Asks the panda\n\n- Of course - I say trying to smile back\n\n- You were amazing today at the pool - He says\n\nMe, Amazing? This beautiful panda thinks I'm amazing? Again the excitement and that special warmth invade my chest, blushing I say: - Thanks, you were pretty good too. And what you did on the soccer game, that was really amazing! - I know that the admiration can be heard in my voice.\n\nNicolas smiles again and this time he also blushes, this is the first time I see him doing it. He looks extremely cute, with his chubby cheeks all pinkish, his somewhat timid smile and his eyes so bright.\n\n- Thanks, I tried to do my best -\n\nI feel the incredibly strong impulse to hug him, to feel his fur against mine and his warmth while he holds me with his big and strong arms. It seems that my daydreaming is showing cause I hear Nicolas say: - Sometimes you look a little lost when we talk... -\n\n- Oh... Sorry I was... Thinking - I babble \n\n- Hehe, you think a lot then - He says amused - That's good but not always, you can miss some things if you think too much - \n\n- You're right, I'm sorry -\n\n- Ah, don't be apologizing all the time, all is good between us right buddy? - Says the panda almost laughing\n\nBuddy? We're buddies? My heart dances inside my chest at the sound of this words\n\n- Yeah, of course - I answer very excited\n\nAt that moment the bell rings telling us that recess is over and with a big smile Nicolas says: - Shall we go back inside? -\n\n- Okay - I say getting up a little clumsily from the excitement of feeling that my favorite panda considers me his buddy.\n\nWe enter the class and we both go to each other seats. The next class is Geography, another thing I dominate pretty well so the time flies and almost without noticing it the two hours are already gone and it's time to go home. Little by little we go outside of the classroom and on the stairs Nicolas passes by next to me and smiling says: - See you tomorrow - \n\nI waive my hand in response and watch him leave, wiggling that big and beautiful butt of his until he crosses the gates and gets out of my sight. I also go out of the school and head to the bus stop to go back home. When I get there I feel a little tired, both from the effort of P.E. that is just now kicking in and from all the emotions lived trough the day. Even if I already showered at the club I still decide to take another hot bath to relax myself. I undress on the way to the bathroom and enter immediately to the shower, the warm water comforts me and then I start to recall all that happened today. So many emotions and so stunning images... Remembering the sight of Nicolas in the shower makes the arousal to take over me right away and in just a few seconds my cock is rock hard and I feel the urgent need to jack off.\n\nWhen the body asks something like this, why deny it?\n\nSlowly I start to caress my penis while the hot water pours down on me. I start to masturbate remembering all of the images of my favorite panda that I have in my mind, first the one of his great torso, I imagine how it would be to rub his big belly while I do it with mine, then I remember the moment when he took off his underwear, his beautiful and round butt... The arousal grows at an accelerated rate inside me with all this images and it reaches it's peak when I remember how the water ran trough the back, the beautiful bottom and the big thighs of the panda in the shower. This pushes me to the climax and with a loud howl I reach the orgasm. After a few seconds of pure pleasure I let the hot water to run down my body while I still breathe heavily, exhausted from such an intense orgasm.\n\nI stay a few more minutes before leaving the shower and then I get dressed again and go to the kitchen to eat something hoping to recover some energy.\n\nThe rest of the day goes by normally and when I go to bed I think that my life is taking an unexpected course, one that I'm liking. Things are going to get definitely much more interesting from now on.\n\n",
  "writing_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>It&#039;s my life<br /><br />By: Daorn<br /><br />Chapter 2<br /><br />I wake up before the buzzer rings, according to the clock it&#039;s 6:45 am. This time change messes up with my sleep although luckily in this cases I tend to wake up earlier than I&#039;m supposed to. A little disoriented still I get up and head to the kitchen to make me some breakfast.<br /><br />15 min later I hear my parents bedroom&#039;s buzzer ring and a couple of minutes after my mom goes out to wake me up but she stops when she sees me in the kitchen &ndash; You&#039;re already up? - Says<br /><br />Yeah, a while ago. I&#039;ve already ate breakfast -<br /><br />That&#039;s good cause last night we forgot to prepare the stuff for the club -<br /><br />It takes a couple of seconds for me to realize what&#039;s she is talking about. Of course! Today is Tuesday and I have P.E. And swimming class in a sports club as part of the curricular activities of the school. This fills me with excitement and immediately I go to prepare whatever is necessary for the club. This is one of the things I like most of this school, it has an arrangement with a sports club and every Tuesday and Thursday we will going to practice sports and swimming there. I love sports clubs, with fields for many sports, swimming pools, showers... Right at this moment my heart skips a beat, showers, with all the class... Showers + Nicolas, Ah! I&#039;m going to see Nicolas in the showers!! I stand petrified again solely from the excitement, I&#039;m going to be in a shared shower with the most beautiful panda I have ever seen in my whole life! <br /><br />Immediately the arousal runs trough my body and my penis quickly starts to get up, which takes me away from my dreaming, it would be really embarrassing if my mother see me like this. Right away I go to my room to get dressed and to see if I can make my cock to go soft again. After a few minutes I am fully dressed and prepared to go to the school.<br /><br />The trip goes by without problems and at last, at 8:10 am I&#039;m crossing the gates of the institute. On the way to the classroom I see some of my classmates who greet me. Finally we get to the classroom and I head to my seat but I see that not everyone sits at the same places than yesterday, some has changed seats and I notice that all of the new students are surprised by this like me, so I ask one of my table mates about this and he simply answers: - The seats are not definitive, you seat where you like -<br /><br />Little by little all the students find a place to sit on the tables but I notice with disappointment that Nicolas is not here yet and then the paranoia hits me, Could it be that he&#039;s not coming back? Has something happened?<br /><br />After a couple of minutes walks in the first teacher of that day (English) and starts to take attendance and after that the class begins. I listen to her with my mind divided between the class and the down-heart from my favorite panda not showing up.<br /><br />At 8:35 someone knocks on the door, the teacher opens it and there appears Nicolas<br /><br />Sorry for being late again &ndash; He says with his sweet voice <br /><br />There&#039;s no problem, I already knew this would happen &ndash; Says the teacher &ndash; Come in -<br /><br />Again, Nicolas walks to the table of the middle, but this time his seat is taken so the only one left is one that gives me the back which takes me a bit down, but at least my beautiful panda is here and I get to enjoy of the spectacle of his big back and his great butt which makes me dream.<br /><br />The class goes by pretty normally, I&#039;m good with languages but I&#039;m not the only one, being that a lot of the others went to bilingual schools they also handle English pretty well and luckily for me I have the opportunity to listen a lot of my favorite panda&#039;s soft voice, who&#039;s very good with languages too by the way.<br /><br />Minutes go by and I&#039;m in ecstasy listening to Nicolas and also pretty excited cause the next class will be P.E. So we&#039;ll have to go to the club and finally will come the moment I&#039;ve been waiting.<br /><br />At last the recess bell rings, which, for us, means that we have to take our stuff of the club and go to wait for the hired bus that will be our transportation.<br /><br />Quickly we go out of the classroom and head towards the main gates where the bus is already waiting, though normally I would be one of the firsts to get onto the bus cause I like to choose my seat, this time I wait a little cause Diego asked me to sit together but he is taking too long so I let a couple of kids to enter and finally I go up hoping to find a seat for the two of us. Luckily I find a double seat free near the center of the bus, so I sit by the window waiting for Diego. Right then I see him and make signs telling him to get up, only that when I do that I see that Nicolas is right before him ready to enter the bus. Again I can&#039;t stop watching him and just a moment later I see that the panda is closing in and then he stops right in front of my seat, smiling he says: - Is this seat taken? -<br /><br />I freeze right there and see that Diego is making me signs just behind him, I start to stutter, completely blushed and say: - N...No - <br /><br />Nicolas smiles again and sits while Diego looks at me first with surprise and then clearly offended and heads to the back of the bus. Of course that I give that little importance, not without feeling terrible for what I just did, but having my panda close just clouds my thoughts, and to have him so close too... The seats are kinda small, or at least they are small for a couple of chubbies like us. Nicolas moves a little, trying to accommodate and says in a jovial manner: - This seats are a little small right? -<br /><br />I&#039;m simply in ecstasy, the closeness of the seats makes us to be so close that our arms and legs are totally in contact, his touch sends again electric shocks trough me like the first time I touched his paw, my heart is beating so hard that I&#039;m afraid it might jump off my body and start to bounce around the bus. Softly, to myself I say: - It doesn&#039;t bother me at all -<br /><br />Nicolas looks at me and says: - Me either - <br /><br />I want to die, he heard me! What did he understood of what I meant to say? I&#039;m so clumsy... I don&#039;t want to ruin this so I keep my mouth shut.<br /><br />The bus finally starts moving and we&#039;re on our way to the club, I&#039;m so nervous that I don&#039;t say nothing for a while until Nicolas says: - So? What do you think of the school? It&rsquo;s pretty different from the others right? -<br /><br />I only manage to say a shy &ndash; Yes -<br /><br />It&#039;s a luck that my father have sent me here, I know that in another place I wouldn&#039;t have felt so comfortable -<br /><br />Yeah, I&#039;m lucky to be here too &ndash; I say, although I think I&#039;m saying it for a totally different reason<br /><br />You&#039;re not much of a talker uh? If I&#039;m bothering you just tell me, sometimes I talk too much &ndash; Says Nicolas again giving me his beautiful smile<br /><br />No!, You&#039;re not bothering me at all, it&#039;s just that I get a little shy when I&#039;m nervous &ndash; I answer<br /><br />Oh, you don&#039;t have nothing to be nervous about, you&#039;re among friends &ndash; Says while patting my shoulder with his paw<br /><br />Ah... I think I&#039;m going to faint, my heart is about to collapse, the amount of tenderness, arousal, and a special warmth in my chest caused by him is so great that I think my body isn&#039;t going to resist.<br /><br />The journey continues and to not seem so clumsy I look to Nicolas and ask him: - You have green eyes, why is that? - <br /><br />Oh no!... what a stupid question!, I want the earth to swallow me right there, probably he even found it offensive. But Nicolas just smiles again and says: - Yeah, I get that asked a lot. It&#039;s something that happens sometimes, I think it has to do with that in some moment, one of my ancestors bred with another species but the panda line stood, only that in some generations this happens. At least that&#039;s how my father has explained it to me - <br /><br />When he sees me shaking from the nerves, worried, the panda asks me: - What&#039;s happening? You&#039;re shaking! - <br /><br />S...Sorry, I&#039;m nervous, I thought that you might be offended by what I said -<br /><br />No, not at all, I know that you didn&#039;t say it with bad intentions &ndash; Suddenly he wraps his arm around my shoulders and says: - We&#039;re buddies right? -<br /><br />Enough!, I can&#039;t take it anymore, it&#039;s too much, I feel how my sight gets clouded and I start to shake very hard. Nicolas visibly worried says: - Are you okay? I can leave if you want -<br /><br />No!!, sorry, it&#039;s the nerves &ndash; I manage to babble, slowly coming back to reality.<br /><br />Wow, does this happens to you with everyone? - He asks<br /><br />No... - I say low<br /><br />- Hehe, alright &ndash; Says he and sits straight again, pulling his arm from my shoulders &ndash; Don&#039;t want you to faint on me. Let&#039;s talk about something else - <br /><br />For the first time I can smile at him, totally blushed and ashamed of the scene I just made.<br /><br />- Sorry, I&#039;m not used to this kind of... confidence. You&#039;ll probably noticed that it&#039;s hard for me to make friends - <br /><br />Argh, how pathetic I sound, but at least I cease to be something like a jellyfish out of the water and slowly I regain my composure.<br /><br />- Hey, there&#039;s no problem at all. I understand completely, to me is not easy to make new friends either. I&#039;m gonna tell you a secret: I look all confident but actually when I just meet someone I&#039;m very scared, only that sometimes I just take a dive in cause after all, what&#039;s the worst that can happen, right? -<br /><br />Yeah right, like I&#039;m going to believe that... But at least he says that to make me feel better, although, what if it&#039;s true? Why does he tells me this? Can it be that, at least in a very small way, this spectacular panda feels something of what I feel for him? Bah... Even I&#039;m not sure of what I feel for him...<br /><br />The trip goes on and, with me a little more calmed, we keep talking. He tells me that he lives with his father, his mother divorced when he was 3 years old and since then it&#039;s just been he and his father on their house. His father works in the gastronomic area, first he worked as the head chef in a very important restaurant but recently he has opened his own place, which has him very busy and that&#039;s why Nicolas will be getting late to class at least for a few days. After the first commotion I find myself very at ease talking with Nicolas, he&#039;s very funny and likes to make a lot of jokes.<br /><br />Of course I feel like I&#039;m in heaven and from time to time, I take advantage when the bus takes a corner to get closer to the panda, something that, or goes by unnoticed, or just doesn&#039;t bother him cause he doesn&#039;t say nothing about it.<br /><br />At last the bus arrives at our destination and this wonderful journey meets it&#039;s end. I&#039;m really sad at the fact that I&#039;m not going to be able to stay seated next to my favorite panda, but on the other hand, the expectation of what&#039;s coming next serves me perfectly as consolation.&nbsp;&nbsp;<br /><br />All of us get down of the bus and enter to the club, it has a great hall, very well lighted with a big door that leads to the locker rooms, going trough there, the girls go down a stair towards their locker room while us boys continue walking down an hallway to ours.<br /><br />It is a really big changing room and has a lot of smaller rooms filled with lockers. As we enter, some of the boys go right away to some of the nearest lockers but as I&#039;m still choosing one I see that Nicolas rushes to the back of a line of lockers and picks the last one right next to the wall, something that seems a little odd to me, but in the end I find a locker not far from his but not too close so I wouldn&#039;t be so obvious about my intentions, from here I have a great view of my panda.<br /><br />I start to undress to change to the sports clothes, always alert, and looking out of the corner of my eyes, to everything that Nicolas does, and then I notice that he doesn&#039;t takes off his shoes to change his clothes, and looking more carefully I see that he already is wearing his sports pants. Hehe, smart panda. Right then he starts to unbutton his shirt and my heart starts to beat fast while he takes it off, giving me a great view of his torso. Ah... what a beautiful sight. In ecstasy I watch his big belly, soft and round but somehow firm and looking up I fix my eyes on his chest, it&#039;s so perfect! His nipples stand out on his great boyboobs, so round but a little pointy. That view fascinates me, but I don&#039;t want him to catch me staring, so quickly I look to my locker and continue changing my clothes with that spectacular sight still in my mind.<br /><br />Some minutes later we all head to the gym. There there&#039;s a big field that can be used for several sports, the teacher is already waiting for us there and after taking attendance he tells us that since this is our first day we&#039;re going to play a soccer game to get to know each other better. While the teacher goes to fetch a ball to play he tells us to split into two teams, being that the girls are in another field with another teacher we are only 14 boys so each team will be of 7. The captains of the teams are chosen and they&#039;re going to choose the rest of the teams which are going to be differentiated by a ribbon on each player&#039;s arm, red for one team and blue for the other.<br /><br />Little by little the captains start to choose their players, Nicolas is one of the firsts to be chosen and goes with the red ribbon team, after a couple more of boys are chosen the excitement fills me when I see that the captain of the red team picks me. I couldn&#039;t have planned that better, first I get to travel next to my beautiful panda all the way here, and now I&#039;m going to play in his team. After the picking ends, each team gathers to decide the positions for every player, the captain looks at Nicolas first and says: - You go to the goal keep -<br /><br />&nbsp;This bothers me a little, seeing that the classic stereotype of the fatty going to the keep repeat itself, but Nicolas just limits to say: - Perfect - With an almost malevolent grin on his face, which I find odd, at the end all positions are given and I stay as one of the defense players.<br /><br />As we enter to the field I get close to our captain and gathering all my courage I ask him: - Why did you sent Nicolas to the goal keep without even asking him? - <br /><br />The captain, a brown monkey, looks at me, almost evaluating me and just answers: - He loves it, you&#039;ll see -<br /><br />A bit taken aback for the whole situation I place myself at my position on the field and the game finally starts.<br /><br />At first everybody is very cautious, being there so much new players the captains don&#039;t know for sure what to expect and of course they don&#039;t want to take unnecessary risks. After some minutes of evaluating the situation, one of our players starts a quick move and with the help of the captain reaches the rival keep and shoots, but the ball hits the goalpost and as response to the rebound one of the rival players takes it and starts to run towards our side of the field, evading the first defense and when he reaches me I try to block him but he&#039;s very fast and eludes me, still running fast towards the goal keep, I turn around just when he kicks the ball, which heads swiftly to one side of the keep. When I think it&#039;s going to be a sure goal I see how Nicolas, who was a the center of the keep, moves in the blink of an eye to the side and hits the ball with his fist, making it go outside of the field. I stand stunned, I would have never imagined that someone so big could move so fast and with such precise movements. The captain and the rest of the team cheers the feat, to what Nicolas responds just going back to the center of the keep, smiling. Now I see why the panda is our goalkeeper, he&#039;s good, more than just good at that.<br /><br />After this the game turns much more difficult as the players try more daring maneuvers to score a goal, but thanks to the ability of our front man, helped by the captain, and the unbeaten skills of Nicolas at our own keep, our teams stands with the victory.<br /><br />At the end of the game I notice, to my surprise (being this a highly competitive game), that both teams applaud each other. With the game also ends the first hour of P.E. and it&#039;s time to go back to the changing room and get ready for the swimming class.<br /><br />The excitement runs trough me as I trot happily towards the changing room, the moment I&#039;ve been waiting is so much closer now.<br /><br />A big hustle takes over the changing room as we get there and all of us start to get ready for the pool, many of the boys are talking about the just played game but while I prepare, my attention concentrates in watching, surreptitiously, at Nicolas hoping to catch at least a quick glance of his beautiful body.<br /><br />Quickly I get naked and wrap a towel around my waist but I start to simulate I search something on my locker, waiting for Nicolas to undress, but then I notice that he does it with a little of zeal, always looking to the wall. Is he ashamed?<br /><br />At last he only keeps his underwear on, a pair of blue boxers, and I enjoy every second of it. At that moment I see that Nicolas moves a little nervous and looks briefly around before starting to take the boxers off. The world seems to go mute to me as he lowers his underwear, leaving me with the sight of his really spectacular butt. Ah... Perfection exists and I have it&#039;s example right in front of me. With delight I watch the panda&#039;s bottom, perfectly round, firm and a little up warded, with his incredibly beautiful and juicy butt-cheeks that provokes me to get up in the act and get a handful of them. Sadly the moment doesn&#039;t last long cause Nicolas quickly wraps a towel around his waist, blocking that so beautiful sight, and what&#039;s worse, just then happens two things: Nicolas turns around towards me and just then I realize I&#039;ve been staring at him all the time, with my jaw slightly opened, almost drooling...<br /><br />When I get back to reality I barely manage to turn to my locker, totally red from the embarrassment. What if he saw me staring? <br /><br />Suddenly I hear the panda&#039;s voice and my heart skips a beat as he says: - What a face you&#039;re making, are you just distracted or did you liked what you saw? -<br /><br />My heart completely stops in the act and I get a lump in my throat. He did saw me staring! I want to die just there and compulsively start to go trough my locker faking not to have heard him. Then I feel that Nicolas gets closer to me and with a playful tone says: - Hey, nervous again? It&#039;s all right, really. Take it easy - <br /><br />I manage to get out a little of the panic state I was in and slowly raise my head to find the panda smiling at me. He&#039;s not horrified? He&#039;s not angry? Doesn&#039;t think I&#039;m a freak?<br /><br />The anguish starts to fade away slowly while I hear him say, pointing out towards the showers: - Are you ready? -<br /><br />Right then I realize of another fact that freezes me instantly, even with all the anguish and nerves I went trough, the sight of the beautiful panda&#039;s butt has made my penis to get really hard, so much that it almost hurts. Because I&#039;m sitting in the bench and with a towel around my waist it&#039;s not noticeable from outside, but how am I supposed to walk to the showers with such a raging hard-on?<br /><br />Again completely blushed I look at Nicolas and with a stutter say: - N...Not yet, I... Gotta put some things in order here, go ahead if you want -<br /><br />The panda looks at me for a second and says: - Mm... okay, but don&#039;t take too much time, you don&#039;t wanna be late - <br /><br />Is it disappointment what I hear in his voice?<br /><br />Nicolas slowly walks away and I keep pretending to go trough my locker while I wait for my penis to go soft again.<br /><br />A couple of minutes later I finally feel that I can go around without fear of making a fool out of myself and then I head to the showers. When I get there I notice that Nicolas is not there anymore, in fact I&#039;m almost one of the last of my class in there so I quickly shower and after putting my swimsuit I head to the pool.<br /><br />Arriving to the pool I see that some of the guys are already in it, waiting for the teacher to come. I walk towards some benches at one side of the pool where some of my classmates are sitting there talking. A couple of minutes later the teacher comes in, after&nbsp;&nbsp;a little introduction she asks if any of us already know how to swim and then divides the class between the ones that already can swim and the ones who doesn&#039;t. After this she gives some exercises to do for the ones that already know how to swim while she teaches the others.<br /><br />I know I&#039;m not the best swimmer in the world, but I really like to swim and I&#039;ve been doing it without problems for a long time now. From time to time I check on Nicolas and see that he also moves pretty well in the water. After half an hour of exercises the teacher tells us that we have 10 min free to enjoy the pool, and suggests us to make a race, the rules are simple, we divide into 4 groups of 4 people each (in the pool we are again with the girls). Each swimmer has to go to the end of the pool and back, allowing the next swimmer to start the course, the team that finishes all the courses first wins. This time the teams are picked by the teacher according to the skills we have demonstrated during the class so that all the teams are at the same level, so this time I end up in a different team than Nicolas.<br /><br />Little by little we get in the line readying ourselves for the race and when we&#039;re all set the teacher blows her whistle and the competition starts. I&#039;m on the third place of my team so while I wait my turn I look towards Nicolas, who in that moment is just about to go into the water. What a magnificent sight, all his body is soaked giving him a very sexy look, not to mention how his swimsuit (a rather tight short), being wet, it marks perfectly the shape of his big bottom. A few seconds later, the swimmer of his team arrives and the panda dives into the pool and starts to swim pretty fast and nimbly. Just then my team mates wake me up from my daydreaming cause it&#039;s my turn to race, so I quickly dive into the pool and start to swim as fast as I can, going to the end of the pool and returning making that our last swimmer start right away which gives our team the victory.<br /><br />After all the teams finish their courses I see that again everybody applauds, not just to the winners but to the effort of all of the players.<br /><br />This marks the end of this first swimming class, still a little exhausted from the race I head towards the showers with the others and on the way I see that Nicolas rushes to get there first. When I finally get there, with disappointment I see that all of the showers next to the panda are occupied and that he has chosen the one that&#039;s on the far end of the row against the corner of the wall, again I notice him nervous and I see that he always turns his back to the others. I find this a little odd but that doesn&#039;t prevent me from contemplating the spectacle that the panda is giving me, I see how the water falls over his broad shoulders and runs down his big back, passing trough his beautiful butt to his fat thighs. Again I&#039;m taken away from my dreaming, this time by my own body as I feel my cock harden . Quickly I look for a free shower and now it&#039;s my turn to be against the wall trying to hide my erection. After some minutes of showering and when finally my penis goes again to it&#039;s normal state I go out of the shower room and head to my locker, when I get there I see that Nicolas has already dried himself and with his underwear on, although this time I try not to watch him so much to avoid an awkward moment like the one from earlier on.<br /><br />As I finish to dry myself and start to get dressed I feel like someone is watching me, so I turn my head around and I see Nicolas who quickly turns his look away and continues dressing. Could it be that he was watching me on purpose?<br /><br />Again I blush and continue to dress, acting like I didn&#039;t see nothing. Could it be that this beautiful panda is interested in me? The idea crosses my mind filling me with excitement but I discard it right away. No... How could someone so beautiful be interested in me? Yes, as you see I don&#039;t have a great self esteem. It&#039;s not for something in particular it&#039;s just that I&#039;m used to go by unnoticed by the rest of the people.<br /><br />At last I finish to get dressed and I&#039;m ready to go and with the rest of the class we head towards the bus that will take us back to the school.<br /><br />When I get in I see Diego that makes signs for me to go to his seat, even when I find him to be nice guy I still have hopes that what happened on the way here could be repeated and that I can have the opportunity to sit next to Nicolas again, but at the end I decide that I can&#039;t reject Diego again after what I did earlier, so I head there and sit next to him.<br /><br />- I thought that you weren&#039;t going to come - Says Diego in a slightly hurt tone, but without anger in his voice.<br /><br />- Sorry about earlier - I answer - I don&#039;t know what happened to me -<br /><br />- Yeah, you acted pretty weirdly all the trip. Hehe, anyone would say that you have the hots for Nicolas - He says almost laughing<br /><br />I blush completely and get very nervous again. Was it that obvious? Did everyone noticed it?<br /><br />Diego sees I&#039;m nervous and says - Easy, I&#039;m just joking - <br /><br />After this the journey back to the school begins and ends without any setback, when we get there we all head back to the classroom to get ready for lunchtime that is just beginning. Like&nbsp;&nbsp;yesterday, Diego and I lunch together in the schoolyard and later we go around the grounds talking. Soon the bell rings and we hurry again to the classroom.<br /><br />The next class is Physics, something that in a way is pretty new to me cause in elementary we don&#039;t study this with so much detail, so I try to concentrate at full, even when the image of the panda in the shower seems to be fire branded on my mind. Every now and then I look towards where Nicolas is sitting, hoping that maybe he turns around to look at me, but I find him very concentrated in the class so I resign to continue studying.<br /><br />The two hours of class go by and it comes to an end, many of the students, instead of getting outside just stay on their tables chatting, the tiredness of P.E. is showing although I don&#039;t feel particularly tired now, so I go out to the schoolyard and sit under the big tree to enjoy a soft breeze that has just began to blow.<br /><br />Just a couple of minutes later I suddenly notice that someone is standing by my side, a little jumpy I look up and see the big smile of Nicolas. How didn&#039;t I heard him?<br /><br />- May I seat with you? - Asks the panda<br /><br />- Of course - I say trying to smile back<br /><br />- You were amazing today at the pool - He says<br /><br />Me, Amazing? This beautiful panda thinks I&#039;m amazing? Again the excitement and that special warmth invade my chest, blushing I say: - Thanks, you were pretty good too. And what you did on the soccer game, that was really amazing! - I know that the admiration can be heard in my voice.<br /><br />Nicolas smiles again and this time he also blushes, this is the first time I see him doing it. He looks extremely cute, with his chubby cheeks all pinkish, his somewhat timid smile and his eyes so bright.<br /><br />- Thanks, I tried to do my best -<br /><br />I feel the incredibly strong impulse to hug him, to feel his fur against mine and his warmth while he holds me with his big and strong arms. It seems that my daydreaming is showing cause I hear Nicolas say: - Sometimes you look a little lost when we talk... -<br /><br />- Oh... Sorry I was... Thinking - I babble <br /><br />- Hehe, you think a lot then - He says amused - That&#039;s good but not always, you can miss some things if you think too much - <br /><br />- You&#039;re right, I&#039;m sorry -<br /><br />- Ah, don&#039;t be apologizing all the time, all is good between us right buddy? - Says the panda almost laughing<br /><br />Buddy? We&#039;re buddies? My heart dances inside my chest at the sound of this words<br /><br />- Yeah, of course - I answer very excited<br /><br />At that moment the bell rings telling us that recess is over and with a big smile Nicolas says: - Shall we go back inside? -<br /><br />- Okay - I say getting up a little clumsily from the excitement of feeling that my favorite panda considers me his buddy.<br /><br />We enter the class and we both go to each other seats. The next class is Geography, another thing I dominate pretty well so the time flies and almost without noticing it the two hours are already gone and it&#039;s time to go home. Little by little we go outside of the classroom and on the stairs Nicolas passes by next to me and smiling says: - See you tomorrow - <br /><br />I waive my hand in response and watch him leave, wiggling that big and beautiful butt of his until he crosses the gates and gets out of my sight. I also go out of the school and head to the bus stop to go back home. When I get there I feel a little tired, both from the effort of P.E. that is just now kicking in and from all the emotions lived trough the day. Even if I already showered at the club I still decide to take another hot bath to relax myself. I undress on the way to the bathroom and enter immediately to the shower, the warm water comforts me and then I start to recall all that happened today. So many emotions and so stunning images... Remembering the sight of Nicolas in the shower makes the arousal to take over me right away and in just a few seconds my cock is rock hard and I feel the urgent need to jack off.<br /><br />When the body asks something like this, why deny it?<br /><br />Slowly I start to caress my penis while the hot water pours down on me. I start to masturbate remembering all of the images of my favorite panda that I have in my mind, first the one of his great torso, I imagine how it would be to rub his big belly while I do it with mine, then I remember the moment when he took off his underwear, his beautiful and round butt... The arousal grows at an accelerated rate inside me with all this images and it reaches it&#039;s peak when I remember how the water ran trough the back, the beautiful bottom and the big thighs of the panda in the shower. This pushes me to the climax and with a loud howl I reach the orgasm. After a few seconds of pure pleasure I let the hot water to run down my body while I still breathe heavily, exhausted from such an intense orgasm.<br /><br />I stay a few more minutes before leaving the shower and then I get dressed again and go to the kitchen to eat something hoping to recover some energy.<br /><br />The rest of the day goes by normally and when I go to bed I think that my life is taking an unexpected course, one that I&#039;m liking. Things are going to get definitely much more interesting from now on.<br /><br /></span>",
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