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  "description_bbcode_parsed": "<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>Just the continuation of part 1: <a href=\"https://inkbunny.net/submissionview.php?id=1287650\" rel=\"nofollow\">https://inkbunny.net/submissionview.php?id=1287650</a><br /><br />Seb left those two little vixens in their house pretty late that night probably around 1 am luckly he get the green light signal from Nyx his now beloved and mind crush that was a thumb up text from her phone that means their parents still not arrive so they were safe and probably none would ever know what happend that day between them except for themselves the rocker young adult fox, the now charmed 13 years little vixen who have her first and probably most important crush in her life and her annoying lazy sister who really dont care about it.<br />Seb drive through the darkness streets that night with soft sad music in his radio to his flat in the downtown lower ring part, when he arrives something was wrong he felts something really really different from the other days he usally arrive with antoher kind of behavior this time he park his car and practically ignore his street mates who said hellow while they smoke and talk in those streets, he open his bulding door but fail with the right key like 3 times like his mind was out his body, he even fail his own floor insteed try in the 6th floor door he tried in the 5th one, which was embarassed cuz some neighbour could go out with a gun or something withsome trying to open the dorr around 2 am, he walks up one floor to his right door and open it, he take a glance of his own flat and life, he check Colleene&#039;s food was indeed eated in their little table, she probably watched toons or something in their old couch cuz it was full of chips and a pair of soda cans, she ven could try a cigarette cuz it was a soft smell of it in the air but Seb didnt care alot she was 15 and he knows she hates that habit but sometimes she is just curious and he left her the whole day alone there, as he removes his own tshirt reveling his firm mid 20&#039;s body pick up his GF random clothes like socks, tshirts, belts, panties and bras around, and take them to the little spce where they wash them, then he slowly walk to their little kitchen and take a bread slice and spread some Nutella on it but his body put too much on and it was pretty late when he noticed with just a small sight &quot;damn&quot;<br /><br />But he eated anyways, once he open their bedroom door he could noticed an amazing a beautyfull sight of his GF sleeping in their little bed just the way he left her, she was compleatly nude, rolled and curled by their covers with a milk glass next to her and his Play Station controller there too that means she probably played a little even when she is not a gamer girl, but a boring alone teen what could do if masturbation is boring cuz sex is way better and constant with her beloved and stron BF, Seb lean over the door frame and just join his eyebrows watching it, like he really didnt deserve that gift or something really inside him as torturating him and eating from inside, he just remove his seanckers and walk to their little bathroom without turn on the lights because she was deep inside her dreams the only pice of clothes he still had was his jeans that remove as turn on the hot water and his boxers that were a messy battlefield with all that action with that little vixen girl, he enter to the little shower and remian like that a long time watching the up and feeling each single drop of water that wash his fur and the lake water, it was a pleasant feeling but still something feels horrible inside him, his shower time was long but he didnt fap or please himself he just need to get tired with some hot water to sleep this night, after he end washing himself he dry his fur and and sit in thier bed edge where Colleene rest, she her breat was soft and calm, he just look down and caress her cheek, that makes her move a little but still her lazynes was too much to wake up, he just tap the bed a little with his finger tips and go nude to his bedside, resting face up still with his hair a little damp just watching the ceiling wondering lots of things but mainly: &quot;what means love&quot; &quot;why we belive on it?&quot; &quot;why we need it?&quot; &quot;why we suffer for it&quot; &quot;we deserve it&quot; his mind was a complex philosophy class now but his body ask for some rest so he just adopt his usuall way to sleep cuddling Colleene&#039;s body like a pillow, Colleene instinc approach her booty and back to his warmy body because they sleep that way since 3 years ago, but this day Seb heart races faster and the main thing annoys him was the red led watch just read 3:01 am then after he sink his face in Colleene&#039;s shoulder the damn clock read 3:56 am then he cover his eyes with her hair and soft vanillia scent but the damn thing read 4:38 am it was a fucking nightmare Seb have some kind of disroder or something, rarely insomnia attack him but this night he feels tired, so why the insomnia now...<br /><br />When the damn clock read about 5:30 am or so and the first sunrays light their little bedroom Colleene start waking up because two reaons one, Seb hug her body much softer than usuall and secons she could heard really soft sobs from him, without turn her body ask softly and still a little sleepy<br />&quot;Uh...ar...are you alright?&quot;<br />But he didnt answer he just slow down his sobs and Collenne try luck again<br />&quot;Seb...are you alright?&quot;<br />&quot;What I did to deserve you Colleene&quot;<br />This answer was compleatly out her mind even more this time and after 3 years of a great relationship this could mean alot she turns her body to face him as they both rest and she notice his couple face was extremly sad and probably cried alot.<br />&quot;Seb whats happening?&quot;<br />But again he didnt answer just hug her close pushing her little teeny boobs into his chest as keep crying, she knows it wasnt something about herself, it was something himslef so she keep silience and sometimes she whipe his tears with her thumbs waiting for&nbsp;&nbsp;the propper moment to chat, the scene was extremly cute, two bodies stick toghether, all nudes but one with 15 years and the other with 25 years and the mature and adult one was completly destroyed as the childish one whipe the tears of her beloved half.<br />&quot;Colleene&quot;<br />He finaly said.<br />&quot;Yes&quot;<br />She answer at the same time waiting for a word.<br />&quot;You hate me?&quot;<br />&quot;What?...its...insulting you ask me that Seb you know the answer for the rest of your life of that question why you even think that&quot;<br />&quot;I...I...think Im a bad person&quot;<br />Colleene feel a little cold at this point what he could do? killed someone? put a bomb somewhere? steal money?<br />&quot;Seb...whats the problem...&quot;<br />But again he keep in silience<br />&quot;Seb...I know this is eating you from inside just realese it&quot;<br />&quot;I get in love...with another girl...&quot;<br />Colleene keep in silience and this feel horrible to him because it could be the end of everything? after some horrible seconds feel like hours to him she just close her eyes and hug his body softly and remain that way, cruling her cute thin legs with his legs as he shaking hold her back.<br />&quot;Colleene&quot;<br />She remains that way like 10 minutes and his heart stop racing.<br />&quot;You dont hate me?&quot;<br />She answer as lean her head over his shoulder now semi cover by the blankets.<br />&quot;I dont&quot;<br />automatically his mind storm calm and hold her that way much more.<br />&quot;Its suppose we are in a open relationship arent we?&quot;<br />he said still hugging him.<br />&quot;Yes...but this is different&quot;<br />&quot;I know&quot;<br />&quot;It was my main affriad when we decide that Colleene...to fall in love with someone else&quot;<br />&quot;Seb&quot;<br />She sigh.<br />&quot;Its a girl...a 13 years girl&quot;<br />&quot;I understand&quot;<br />He start crying again as his grips hold her back but she resist cuz now understand why he feels the pain.<br />&quot;I...I charmed her little mind and now Im her first crush...and she is mine too&quot;<br />&quot;Its okey...&quot;<br />&quot;No...its horrible...&quot;<br />&quot;Seb lets be honest...you are a little bit predator its okey to me cuz you dont take them and waste them, or do nasty stuff on them or hurt them, you just want the stuff you like&quot;<br />&quot;Colleene...I...dont know what to say&quot;<br />&quot;Did you foreced her or something?&quot;<br />&quot;Nope, just the opposite&quot;<br />&quot;You are just hurted but I wont make you take a decission because I know what is in your mind&quot;<br />&quot;You will be always my answer Colleene&quot;<br />&quot;I know&quot;<br />She cried a little with him knowing she gets him.<br />&quot;Colleene you think its bad...I...I fuck with lolis?&quot;<br />&quot;You think its bad I fuck with adults?&quot;<br />&quot;No...I dont&quot;<br />&quot;Seb...if something stick us since the beginning its our odd likes...since I was a preteen I always get crazy for adults and mature people&quot;<br />&quot;Since I was your age I always wish teens like you&quot;<br />&quot;Then...why you care about it?&quot;<br />&quot;Because hurts when love tires to take your place&quot;<br />&quot;Its okey...you are an adult, your body and mind ask for sex, and reproduction, and beauty stuff and as long as I understand youth is synonymous of beauty&quot;<br />Seb get a little smile about how wise his GF was about sexual stuff, so open minded and so free from tabus, confirming this was his life&#039;s couple.<br />&quot;Colleene I love when you calm me&quot;<br />He caress her forehead showing her eyes out from her messy emo hairstyle.<br />&quot;I just think you dont do something really bad Seb...I think love is love and it dosent have borders like...stop it because ages or genders...sometimes I have crushes with cute girls then its bad because its what makes me happy?&quot;<br />&quot;Ofcourse not&quot;<br />&quot;Im just affriad you get in troubles Seb...parents and people&quot;<br />&quot;I know&quot;<br />&quot;But I know you love sex, pleasure and lolis and you will be the cunning sly fox you always are&quot;<br />He clean his tears over her fur.<br />&quot;Then you dont hate me because...I fall in love?&quot;<br />&quot;Its like hating you because you are a person Seb&quot;<br />&quot;I love you Colleene&quot;<br />He hugs her again tis time now siting in their bed as she sometimes whipe his tears out.<br />&quot;Dont feel bad about what people say Seb if I love you is because you dont care about stupid socity things&quot;<br />&quot;You do?&quot;<br />&quot;Sure, you should feel bad because people want to do what you are willing to do and they dont do?&quot;<br />&quot;Nope&quot;<br />&quot;Then stop crying Seb its Sunday, and I want to sleep with my boy the whole fucking day before school start&quot;<br />&quot;Forget it I will make love on you the whole night&quot;<br />She giggles and let him cuddle that way a little more while the day start and the stupid clock keep showing stupid times.<br /><br /><br />Artwork, concept, story, Colleene and Seb from my oddball wierd mind.</span>",
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