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As a matter of fact, along with Music, this is one of only very few of my early works that I am still quite proud of.
Anyway, a story about a man rejected by the woman he adores deciding to take matters into his own hands in less than usual manners, only to find that the reasons for his rejection were not quite as he thought, forcing a change of hearts upon him.","writing":"[u]Adoration[/u]\n\n\nI gazed through the dark night surrounding me. Only the stars provided a faint light. It was sufficient for my purpose. I could see all I needed to see.\n\nIn the park below leaves rustled as the branches bend in the breeze. A small pond glittered in the light of the street lamps. Down in the street the green eyes of a stray cat glowed. Far away a dog barked.\n\nAnd on the paths in the park she strolled. My goddess was here, so close to me, yet unreachable. The perfect girl walked just a few meters below me. Her yellow fur shone through the night, her golden hair flowed in the wind. Gracefully her lithe figure snuck through the darkness.\n\nI closed my eyes and remembered her face. Eyes of a blue more beautiful than the sky itself glowed softly. Golden wisps played around the gentle lines of her face. A radiant smile revealed white sharp teeth. She was the kind of girl that I would have never expected to see while I am awake.\n\nA howl startled me from my thoughts. So he was here too. Everything was just like it should be. I stared down to where the howl had come from. His white fur virtually gleamed through the night. It would make it all the easier.\n\nI watched him approach her. I watched her throw her arms around his neck. I watched him pressing his lips onto hers. I watched her wrapping her tail around his waist. I had watched it so many times, but still I could not bear it.\n\nMy hackles rose, my fur stood on end, my tail twitched, my hand tensed. How could she do that? How could she be together with someone like him? How could she be the girlfriend of a wolf?\n\nWhat was it that attracted her so much? His yipping and howling and barking made me sick. The way he wagged his tail was ridiculous. His movement lacked any grace. Those clumsy paws surely couldn’t be gentle.\n\nWhat did she see in him? How could she resist my attempts to win her? I was of her kind; was lithe and graceful like her, but still she preferred that dog. But that would be over tonight.\n\nMy gaze pierced the darkness and fixed him. Never again he should touch her. I would free her from his paws. My finger twitched nervously.\n\nBut the time hadn’t yet come. The right moment was of prime importance. He had to be in just the right spot. I did not want it to touch her. He turned and took a few steps away from her. Only a few more moments, then it would be over.\n\nWithin these few moments everything went to hell. For some reason I’ll never understand she pounced him. My arm quivered as I watched. She sat down on him, rubbed her crotch against his. I saw her paws trying to slip off his shirt, saw her make him touch her. I saw her licking over his chest and rubbing between his thighs.\n\nAll my muscles tensed. I had been wrong the whole time. Not he was the dog, she was. She was just a little bitch. Love was meaningless to her. She only wanted sex. No cat should act like that!\n\nMy finger twitched. A crack resounded through the night. Skin was pierced and bones were shattered. Flesh was torn and blood gushed forth. Eyes widened in terror and pain. White fur turned red, as did golden. A heart stopped, another skipped a beat. Tears rolled down cheeks. A body went limp.\n\nThen she slumped down and fell over. The wind ruffled her fur. She was still beautiful, but it was a frozen beauty now. Never again she would spoil her own beauty with foolish behaviour. She’d be perfect forevermore.\n\nBut still we cried, the wolf and me…\n\n","writing_bbcode_parsed":"Adoration
I gazed through the dark night surrounding me. Only the stars provided a faint light. It was sufficient for my purpose. I could see all I needed to see.
In the park below leaves rustled as the branches bend in the breeze. A small pond glittered in the light of the street lamps. Down in the street the green eyes of a stray cat glowed. Far away a dog barked.
And on the paths in the park she strolled. My goddess was here, so close to me, yet unreachable. The perfect girl walked just a few meters below me. Her yellow fur shone through the night, her golden hair flowed in the wind. Gracefully her lithe figure snuck through the darkness.
I closed my eyes and remembered her face. Eyes of a blue more beautiful than the sky itself glowed softly. Golden wisps played around the gentle lines of her face. A radiant smile revealed white sharp teeth. She was the kind of girl that I would have never expected to see while I am awake.
A howl startled me from my thoughts. So he was here too. Everything was just like it should be. I stared down to where the howl had come from. His white fur virtually gleamed through the night. It would make it all the easier.
I watched him approach her. I watched her throw her arms around his neck. I watched him pressing his lips onto hers. I watched her wrapping her tail around his waist. I had watched it so many times, but still I could not bear it.
My hackles rose, my fur stood on end, my tail twitched, my hand tensed. How could she do that? How could she be together with someone like him? How could she be the girlfriend of a wolf?
What was it that attracted her so much? His yipping and howling and barking made me sick. The way he wagged his tail was ridiculous. His movement lacked any grace. Those clumsy paws surely couldn’t be gentle.
What did she see in him? How could she resist my attempts to win her? I was of her kind; was lithe and graceful like her, but still she preferred that dog. But that would be over tonight.
My gaze pierced the darkness and fixed him. Never again he should touch her. I would free her from his paws. My finger twitched nervously.
But the time hadn’t yet come. The right moment was of prime importance. He had to be in just the right spot. I did not want it to touch her. He turned and took a few steps away from her. Only a few more moments, then it would be over.
Within these few moments everything went to hell. For some reason I’ll never understand she pounced him. My arm quivered as I watched. She sat down on him, rubbed her crotch against his. I saw her paws trying to slip off his shirt, saw her make him touch her. I saw her licking over his chest and rubbing between his thighs.
All my muscles tensed. I had been wrong the whole time. Not he was the dog, she was. She was just a little bitch. Love was meaningless to her. She only wanted sex. No cat should act like that!
My finger twitched. A crack resounded through the night. Skin was pierced and bones were shattered. Flesh was torn and blood gushed forth. Eyes widened in terror and pain. White fur turned red, as did golden. A heart stopped, another skipped a beat. Tears rolled down cheeks. A body went limp.
Then she slumped down and fell over. The wind ruffled her fur. She was still beautiful, but it was a frozen beauty now. Never again she would spoil her own beauty with foolish behaviour. She’d be perfect forevermore.
But still we cried, the wolf and me…
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