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You can be the hand for others all you wish and play the part
where the mind will wander no further than to please those that little care
Unhappiness is our own construction as well and you can make it there
to pave upon the safety of eyes that see little at all
You can be their cater, or you can further the gall
and remember the silent truth that little will see
You can always be more, you can be everything, everything your mind wants to be.
inspired by Billinski and the nothing master's " STBB #403 " which can be found here https://soundcloud.com/billinski/stbb-403-billinski-jtw...
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