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" I was..and she called me to join her in the air. So I reached out to her. I thought I could fly.

"But instead you fell..? "

" I did..I fell too far, so that when I landed, I broke my heart...  and watched as she flew on without me...I didn't know why. I couldn't feel why.."  

He began to kick against her hold, struggling and he couldn't stop.

"But I can feel it now...It feels awful..I can feel every crack left on my heart..please stop. I don't want to feel this! "

" But you must, Wren...deep down, you want your heart whole again. "

She held on tighter, and continued to fills the cracks.

"Why did she leave so easily?! Why did she let me fall?!"

The tears had crawled down his cheeks and he wished he could stop.

"Shh, shh..it's okay. "

"It's not...it's not okay...I miss her..I..miss her... "

"I know..I know. Be still..."

This always was the hardest part of her work...


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