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When the heart wishes to love, it can leave the body vulnerable, and the soul open. If the heart that wishes to love is hurting, then it is all the more open to acts both good and bad. It can become as paper, easily folded, even cut.
I have been more than happy to bring words of encouragement to you all, and have been rewarded to share my words of comfort, hope, and kindness. However there has been a toll in this.
Over time there has been a growing toxicity, and negative response to the works in multiple galleries. Some in private reception, others more openly and vocally. I admit with regret that it has brought myself great anxiety, depression, and a need for further thoughts.
Now especially do I wish I could be hopeful and high spirited but the truth is that I am worn down, and the words that have been spoken, or acts done, whether in seriousness or joviality, have done their damage. Now is a time that I must heal.
At this time my galleries shall be on silence. I wished to thank those of you who over the years have supported myself and been kind to join me for the many adventures we've had. This is not so much a goodbye as a see you later. Promise.
You take care out there, and good health be with you. ","writing":"","writing_bbcode_parsed":"","pools_count":0,"title":"Like Paper ( Gallery Shutdown )","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"image/png","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"0","rating_name":"General","ratings":[],"submission_type_id":"1","type_name":"Picture/Pinup","guest_block":"f","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"9","views":"76","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}