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This poem was something I decided to post because I thought it was beautiful, and it makes you feel exuberant pity and empathy with the character within the poem itself.","description_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'><strong>WARNING: Those who are sensitive to the topic of suicide should stay far away from this piece</strong><em></em><span class='underline'></span><span class='font_title'></span>.<br /><br />I was not suicidal in the time of creating this piece, nor am I currently suicidal. This poem was something I decided to post because I thought it was beautiful, and it makes you feel exuberant pity and empathy with the character within the poem itself.</span>","writing":"Who Am I?\n\nBalto_Husky 2012\n\nA song plays o'er my head.\nIt's one to dread.\nI look ever outside,\nStorms raging so wide.\n\nRain puts on a show,\nI see a tale I know.\nTears start to flow,\nImages form so slow.\n\nThe past is dead,\nAs for what's ahead.\nGrey skies fill with dread,\nAs I lay my head.\n\nFlowing emotion,\nNever a resloution.\nThunder roars,\nMy heart soars.\n\nThe story of \"who\",\nMakes me a fool.\n\"What\" matters no more,\nAs Death is my lore.\n\n*Gunshot is heard in the distance*","writing_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>Who Am I?<br /><br />Balto_Husky 2012<br /><br />A song plays o&#039;er my head.<br />It&#039;s one to dread.<br />I look ever outside,<br />Storms raging so wide.<br /><br />Rain puts on a show,<br />I see a tale I know.<br />Tears start to flow,<br />Images form so slow.<br /><br />The past is dead,<br />As for what&#039;s ahead.<br />Grey skies fill with dread,<br />As I lay my head.<br /><br />Flowing emotion,<br />Never a resloution.<br />Thunder roars,<br />My heart soars.<br /><br />The story of &quot;who&quot;,<br />Makes me a fool.<br />&quot;What&quot; matters no more,<br />As Death is my lore.<br /><br />*Gunshot is heard in the distance*</span>","pools_count":0,"title":"Who Am I?","deleted":"f","public":"t","mimetype":"text/plain","pagecount":"1","rating_id":"2","rating_name":"Adult","ratings":[{"content_tag_id":"5","name":"Strong Violence","description":"Strong violence, blood, serious injury or death","rating_id":"2"}],"submission_type_id":"12","type_name":"Writing - Document","guest_block":"t","friends_only":"f","comments_count":"0","views":"67","sales_description":null,"forsale":"f","digitalsales":"f","printsales":"f","digital_price":""}