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revenge,\nBut a facade I wear\nTo hide my false hope\nAnd the confusing pain\nThat streaks red tears.\n\nDesiring a lost soul,\nDancing with another.\nHe danced with me brief;\nFound another in the crowd.\nGot lost on his way did he,\nAnd his 'nother do stay.\n\nI am lost as now;\nA bird in a cage;\nClipped wings fly no more.\n\nBars of anguish\nHold my happiness\nOf finding One Love.\n\nFor him and I\nWould've danced eternity\nIf rekindling old spirits\nWere a mere pastime,\nAnd else nevermore.","writing_bbcode_parsed":"<span style='word-wrap: break-word;'>Him<br /><br />YoungSimbaPawSex 2017<br /><br />My mind races;<br />My heart paces.<br />Remembered faces;<br />Packed suitcases.<br /><br />I yearn for his voice,<br />His warmth,<br />His time,<br />His intelligence,<br />His perfect personality,<br />And his undying lust.<br /><br />Perfect as ying and yang,<br />Our hearts severed by another.<br /><br />Ying grows weak;<br />Yang does seek;<br />Tigers killing lions;<br />Lions must resist.<br /><br />Welcome to the masquerade!<br />That&#039;s just red paint<br />Splattered on my mask.<br />Illusion of the mind;<br />Time can not wait.<br /><br />Nay, not a story of revenge,<br />But a facade I wear<br />To hide my false hope<br />And the confusing pain<br />That streaks red tears.<br /><br />Desiring a lost soul,<br />Dancing with another.<br />He danced with me brief;<br />Found another in the crowd.<br />Got lost on his way did he,<br />And his &#039;nother do stay.<br /><br />I am lost as now;<br />A bird in a cage;<br />Clipped wings fly no more.<br /><br />Bars of anguish<br />Hold my happiness<br />Of finding One Love.<br /><br />For him and I<br />Would&#039;ve danced eternity<br />If rekindling old spirits<br />Were a mere pastime,<br />And else 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