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If you would like early access to my stories, weekly previews and updates, access to my private discord, chance to have your character become part of the lore, and other bonus content, please consider subscribing to my SubscribeStar", "writing": "[center][b]Urges[/b][/center]\n[center]By XP Author[/center]\n\n\"Take a deep breath. In through your nose, and hold it.\" He took a deep breath, in through his nose, and held it. \"And let it out through your mouth slowly.\" He let the air slowly blow out of his mouth. \"Once more. In through the nose, and out through the mouth.\" He repeated the step. \"Very good. Keep breathing like this, and keep your eyes closed.\" He kept his eyes closed. \"Picture a container in your mind. A glass, or box, or bucket. That container is full of something. Water. That water is all of your worries, your doubts, your fears, and your stress. Imagine it right in front of you.\" He got the image in his mind. A bucket, full of... well, it wasn't water, but it was a liquid. \"Now slowly tip the container, until the liquid starts flowing away.\" The bucket in his mind tilted, and red started to flow out of it. \"Let it flow out. Don't worry about it making a mess.\" He wanted it to make a mess. He imagined it spilling not onto the floor or down a drain, but onto him, coating his body.\n\n\"The container is now empty. Let it go.\" It was empty, but only because what was in it was now on him, covering him in red. Sticky, slightly metallic, and the best smell in the world. \"Now open your eyes slowly.\" He opened his eyes. \"Very good. Embrace this feeling of calm.\" Calm wasn't how he would describe himself right now. Aroused was more accurate. \"Keep this feeling inside of you. This is your being from now o-\" He hit a button on his keyboard to stop the calm voice playing through his headphones. With a sigh, he pulled them off and dropped them onto his desk.\n\nRyan looked down, seeing the raging erection between his crossed legs. \"Fuck.\" The rat put his head in his hands and leaned his elbows against the desk. \"Ah... fuck me.\" He let out a heavy sigh. He had been trying meditation to calm his mind. He had been trying a lot of things to keep himself under control. None of them ever really worked. Yoga, exercise, meditation, booze, weed, nothing helped. During yoga, all he could think about was jumping the instructor and fucking her shapely ass while strangling her. Exercise only made him want to work his muscles battering the nearest woman. Booze made him loose control, not gain it. Weed just made him dizzy and uncomfortable. And now meditation. Picturing things in his mind, but not what the soft-spoken rabbit in the video was talking about. He imagined slashing her throat open, fucking her neck, bathing in her blood. Hardly relaxing.\n\nWhile his immediate thought was to log onto D-Gen and see if there were any new videos up, he instead shut his computer down, deciding a walk might be good for him. He spent too much time jerking off to snuff and rape videos as it was. He didn't bother getting dressed into anything fancy, just a pair of black cargo shorts and a bland, dark blue t-shirt with the logo of a game on the front. They hardly matched with his dark red fur, but at least it didn't clash too badly. He didn't bother with underwear, since he almost never wore them anyway. He finished the look with a purple baseball cap, the logo that had been on it long faded away. For no reason other than aesthetics, he also grabbed one of his canes. He didn't need it to walk, he just liked having it. He picked the one with the black shaft and heavy, brass, ball-shaped head.\n\nHis attire complete, he headed out of the house and turned to walk in the direction of the park. Despite being evening, the sun was still up, only just starting to dip towards the horizon. It would still be light out for another hour or two, if dimming light. One of the perks of summer. Thankfully, it was a pretty mild one so far, so it was not too hot. A nice breeze was blowing, too. Perfect weather for a walk in the park. He didn't live very far from it, and thanks to taking a few off-road walking paths, he was there within only a half hour.\n\nHe took a deep breath as he strode down the path through the wooded section, taking in the scents of nature around him. It was more relaxing than the damned meditation had been, at least. Though the path was not so deep into the woods that he couldn't still hear the sounds form the park. A few people were making noise, children mostly. The distinct, metallic [b]clank[/b] of a metal baseball bat hitting a ball echoed around, followed by cheering. Must be a little league game going on. Though it was probably going to end soon, with the sun setting. The public pool would be closing soon, too. He could smell the chlorine in the air as he got close to it.\n\nThe walking path eventually ended at the parking lot, just on the other side of said pool. The great number of cars parked, more than usual, all but confirmed there was a minor league game happening. Though what caught his immediate eye was not the cars, but two people walking towards one. A young girl, he guessed around 7 or 8, and who he suspected was her mother. Both mice shared the off-white fur color and long, straight brown hair. Their hair was still slightly damp, and they were wearing bathing suits, clearly having just come from the pool. The mother's body was quite shapely, the purple and blue one-piece suit showing off her round hips and thin waist, which seemed to sway with her steps slightly. Her legs were slender and athletic, and completely uncovered. Only a pair of sandals adorned her feet.\n\nBefore he even knew what he was doing, he was half-way across the parking lot. No one else was out here right now, but he would need to hurry before someone came or the game ended. He moved with a casual swiftness to catch up with the pair. The mother had opened the back door to a black SUV, and was leaning in to help her daughter get into the back seat. It left her shapely rear almost presented to him, and he could see the crack of her ass through the thin, stretchy fabric as he got closer. He heard her speak up. \"There you go, all buckled in. Now how about s-\"\n\nHe cut her words off as he got close, suddenly beside her. He reached in and grabbed her head, slamming it against the inside of the door frame as hard as he could. She let out a grunt, only to go limp and slump forward. He heard the car keys hit the pavement as they fell from her hand. He swiftly shot is hand out and grabbed the little girl by the mouth before she could let out the scream she was about to. \"Don't scream, or I'll kill your mother right now, and hurt you very badly. Understand?\" She nodded quickly, tears in her eyes.\n\nHe tucked his cane under his arm, then reached into his pocket with his other hand, pulling out a soaked rag. He always kept one with him. Bringing it up, he quickly pulled his hand away from the girl's face, only to shove the rag against her and clamp his hand back where it was. She struggled, reaching up to grab him, but the chloroform worked quick enough on her. It always worked quicker on kids. It only took a minute, but she went limp as she passed out. It was still a minute longer than he would have liked to spend so exposed.\n\nTossing his cane through the gape in the seats into the front, he then reached down and gripped the mother's legs, shoving her into the back. He left her laying across the floor, and shut the door again. Picking up the keys she dropped, he quickly moved around to the driver's side and got in, starting the car and wincing at the annoying children's song that started blaring out of the radio. \"Ugh.\" He switched it off, then pulled out as calmly and carefully as he could, despite his heart racing in his chest. This was always the most risky part. The girl or the mother could potentially wake up and start causing a fuss. Or someone might see her in the back. Or he could get pulled over in a routine stop, and then he'd really be in trouble. But he still made sure to drive very carefully.\n\nHe got very lucky this time. The blow to the mother's head had left her unconscious for the whole trip, and the girl seemed particularly susceptible to the chloroform. It was probably a mouse thing, they always seemed to be out longer than most. Squirrels, shrews, and surprisingly, most deer were the same, at least in Ryan's experience. Thanks to that, or just pure luck, the two in the back stayed unconscious the whole trip. Though the mother's periodic groaning had him on edge the whole time. He drove them to one of his favorite spots, an old, abandoned movie theater. It was one of the small ones that only had three theaters. It had shut down in the early 2000's, and had remained abandoned ever since. He had actually worked there when he was still in high school, and it was pretty dead even then.\n\nHe had managed to scare off some of the homeless jerks that had tried to squat in the place, which had been a task. Beating one of them to death and leaving their corpse in the dumpster had been what finally convinced them to find safer places. Sometimes he still had to chase one off if they were strung out on something, but most of them spread the word to avoid the old theater if they valued their worthless lives at all. It had a knock-on effect of giving a rumor that the place was haunted, though. So every so often, some bold teenagers would attempt to prove their bravery by staying a night in the 'haunted' theater. Usually they just ended up having sex. He found it amusing, so he didn't do anything to stop it. He had debated setting up cameras to film them fucking, but he didn't want to risk anyone finding them.\n\nNow, the rooms had all been gutted, including the screens and the chairs. Though he wasn't planning on using them today. Instead, he dragged both the mice back to the old projector room. The floors and walls were bare concrete, though there were a few stains here and there he had never been able to fully scrub out, no matter how much he tried. He still worked quickly, tying the young girl up with some rope he had stashed in a locked closet. He also fit a muzzle over her mouth, to keep her from screaming once she woke up. He still had the key from when he worked at the theater, so it made a great place to hide things. He left the girl leaning against the wall in the corner. Then he crouched down and waited, tapping his cane against his leg.\n\nThe mother finally started to come around, groaning and lifting a hand to her head. Then she gasped and sat up, wincing as her head likely still hurt. He smiled as she looked around in a panic. \"Awake at last.\"\n\nShe gasped, her head snapping to look at him. It always surprised him how just crouching in a corner, even with the lights on, made people miss he was there so often. \"W-who are you?\" Her voice shook with fear as she pushed herself away from him. \"Where is my daughter?\" Well, that answered one of his questions.\n\nHe pointed with the head of his cane at the small girl. \"Right there.\"\n\nThe mother gasped, scrambling over to her daughter and grabbing her by the shoulders. \"W-what did you do to her!?\" The young girl made a groan as she started to finally wake up.\n\n\"Nothing. Don't worry, I only knocked her out with chloroform, and bound her hands and legs, but I haven't touched her otherwise. She will be fine.\" He stood up, the base of his cane clacking against the stone floor almost as a punctuation. \"Behave, and it will stay that way.\"\n\nShe looked at him with fury in her eyes. \"What do you want?\"\n\nRyan smirked. \"Oh, I'm sure you already know that. But fine, I'll spell it out. First, I'd like to know your name. And your daughter's name, while you're at it. Then, I want you to strip out of that sexy bathing suit, and then I'm going to fuck you.\"\n\nShe grit her teeth, slowly rising to her feet. \"The hell you are!\" She suddenly charged at him, not thinking clearly enough to notice he had very deliberately left her unbound. As soon as she was close enough, he stepped to the side, sliding his cane out to catch her foot. She stumbled, but managed not to topple over. As she turned, he slid his grip to the base of the cane, shoving the heavy head forward to jam it into her belly. As she grunted, he prodded her again. As she tried to grab it, he pulled it away and stepped forward, right past her attempt to grab him. She let out a cry as he smacked her back with the weighted head, sending her stumbling again.\n\nWhen she turned to face him, he swung it hard this time, once more catching her in the gut. She let out another grunt as the blow was heavier than she had expected, knocking the wind out of her and sending her to her knees, trying to gasp. He tapped under her chin with the brass ball, lifting her gaze up. \"Got that out of your system? Now let's try this again. Tell me your names. Or would you like me to beat you more?\" He glanced up as he heard a muffled attempt at speaking, the young girl now awake. She looked both confused and afraid, eyes wide and full of tears already. \"Or maybe I'll hurt her instead.\"\n\n\"NO!\" The mother cried out in a panic. \"P-please, I-I'll... I'll do w-what ever you say, just... don't hurt her!\"\n\nRyan gave her a sadistic, unfriendly smile. \"Good. Now start with telling me your names.\"\n\nThe mother's mouth twitched, not quite a snarl, but she did finally capitulate. \"Susan. My name is Susan.\"\n\n\"And your daughter?\"\n\nShe let out a soft sigh. \"Wynona.\"\n\n\"Interesting name. Now, start stripping yourself out of that sexy bathing suit for me, or I remove Wynona's teeth the hard way.\" He tapped Susan's chin with the head of the cane for emphasis. The woman whimpered, but nodded. She slowly slid back away from him and stood up. With shaky hands, she pulled the straps of her suit off of her shoulders and slid her arms out. When she hesitated, he tapped his cane on the floor. \"C'mon now. Show me what little you're hiding under there.\" She winced, but nodded. Pulling the suit down, she let her breasts slip free. They were a bit small, but quite perky. B-cup if he had to guess. Just how he liked them.\n\nThe suit slid farther down, revealing the athletic tone to her flat belly. She hesitated again, though another tap from his cane made her flinch and continue. Gripping the bunched up suit, she pulled it down farther, sliding it down her slender legs, and stepping out of it. She left it on the floor as she straightened up again, trying to somewhat cover herself with her arms. Though it didn't really work to hide anything. \"Good girl. Now get on your knees and crawl over here.\"\n\n\"W-why?\"\n\n\"Because I said so!\" She flinched as he shouted. She slowly lowered herself down onto hands and knees, slowly and awkwardly moving closer to him. \"That's it, keep that butt up in the air. Let your little girl get a good look at that slutty cunt she came out of.\"\n\nSusan whimpered, glancing over her shoulder at her daughter. The girl was crying openly, her sobs muffled by the muzzle clamped around her mouth. She looked back at the rat in front of her. \"Please, let her go. I-I'll do what you say. She doesn't... need to-\" She cried out as the base of his cane suddenly slapped across her face with a crack, leaving a red mark.\n\n\"I will decide when she gets to leave! Not you!\" He took a breath. \"Now, remove my shorts. Let my cock free so you can suck it like a good little whore.\" Susan whimpered again, tears starting to form in her own eyes now. She still obeyed, reaching up to the waist of his shorts. After opening the belt and fly, she pulled down the zipper. The shorts almost fell away on their own, and she flinched as his cock sprang free, throbbing in front of her face threateningly. \"Go on. It won't suck itself. And if I feel any teeth, I'll break your daughter's jaw.\"\n\nThe mouse hesitated again, but did nod and lean forward, opening her mouth. It was clear she didn't want to, but eventually did wrap her mouth around his shaft. He let out a soft moan as the warmth enveloped him, reaching down to grip her hair. The woman started to slowly move forward, taking a little more of the shaft into her mouth. The tears in her eyes were starting to flow down her cheeks. Ryan looked over at the little girl in the corner, who had her eyes squeezed shut. \"Keep watching your slutty mom, little one. Don't worry, I won't make you do this.\" He growled as he looked down at the woman in front of him. \"As long as you do a better job.\" He yanked her head closer, forcing more of his shaft into her mouth. \"C'mon, suck the fucking thing! It won't hurt you, but I sure as hell will!\"\n\nSusan let out a muffled sob, bobbing her head back and forth along the shaft faster. \"That's better. Run that tongue along it.\" He let out a breath. \"I noticed no ring on your fingers. Bet you're secretly a real slut, aren't you? Do you even know who your little girl's daddy is?\" He yanked her head back against him, her nose bumping his crotch. He was not so big that he could jam down her throat, the tip only just at the back of her mouth. But it was still enough to get her to flinch and instinctively pull away. \"Keep going!\"\n\nHe watched her doing what he suspected was not even close to her best, but she at least tried. She was careful to not scrape any teeth against him, and take as much of his shaft as she could each time she slid down the length. It still wasn't enough. It felt good, but it just wasn't enough. There was no way he could get off to this kind of lame blowjob. \"I said do fucking better!\" He grabbed her ear and yanked her head closer again, thrusting hard against her face. He started to pump his hips while jerking her head against him. \"C'mon... C'mon, you fucking bitch!\" His anger flared from nowhere as he really started to rape her mouth, making her have to grip at his hips to keep steady.\n\nIt still wasn't enough. His cock throbbed against her tongue, he could feel the pleasure, but it was like his own shaft was fighting against him, his balls refusing to even start building up to a release. He really hoped just raping the bitch's mouth would have done it for him, but this was just not enough to get him off. There was no way he would be able to cum from just a shitty blowjob like this, even if the woman was sobbing. He eventually gave up, yanking her head away by her ear and practically throwing her down. \"Enough of this shit! You fucking suck at this!\"\n\nShe sobbed from where she fell to the floor, looking up at him with tears flowing from her eyes. \"I-I'm sorry! I-I t-tried!\"\n\nHe grit his teeth and started to pace in a small circle. \"You tried... You didn't fucking try!\" He turned and glared at her. \"Get up!\" When she flinched away from him, he shouted. \"I said GET UP!\" Susan let out another sobbing whimper, but did start to get up onto her feet. \"I said get up you fucking bitch!\" Before she was even fully standing, he rammed the head of his cane into her gut, making her grunt and nearly topple over again. He let his anger take over now, even if the anger was more at himself. Pulling the cane away, he slammed it against her again, harder this time. \"You are fucking useless!\"\n\nSusan coughed as she stumbled back a step, clutching at her belly as something inside felt like it was twitching, preventing her getting a breath. \"I-I'm... s-sorry!\"\n\n\"You're sorry? You're fucking sorry!\" He swung the cane up, the head catching her jaw and smacking it shut hard. She flinched away as her brain felt rattled from the blow. Pain flared on her backside and wrists, and it was a moment before she realized she had fallen back, barely catching herself from completely collapsing. Her jaw ached and stung, and when she opened it, she felt a painful click that hadn't been there. She didn't have the chance to get any words out before the brass head cracked against her face, striking where the clicking had been. She felt something pop and crack, pain flaring worse than ever in her mouth. \"I'll fucking show you sorry!\"\n\nThe mouse was sent crashing to the floor now, blood splattering from her mouth, along with the chipped piece of several teeth. She panted heavily, tears streaming from her eyes as blood flowed from here now broken mouth. She trembled, trying to crawl away from him. \"Look at me!\" She just sobbed in pain. \"I said look at me! You stupid! Fucking! CUNT!\" She did turn to look at him, in time to see him winding up a swing with the cane. She raised a hand up, wanting to plead with him to stop, but he was already swinging at her with all his might, fueled by a fury that burned in his eyes.\n\nThe heavy head of the cane struck her head. His aim had been slightly off, and it hit the upper side, near her ear. It didn't crack her skull or sink into it. Instead, the blow was hard enough that the top part of her head burst, shattering the skull and sending pieces of it flying. Blood, bits of broken bone, and even a bit of brain splattered out as she slammed into the floor. The sudden explosion of gore knocked him out of his anger. He hadn't expected to knock the top of her head off like that. His eyes shifted to see the splatter of gore, smirking as he saw some had splashed onto the little girl in the corner. She stared at her mother with wide eyes, full of panic and tears, but she was no longer crying. She just stared in confused horror.\n\nLooking back at the woman, he grinned wider. Her body was not still, but started to convulse and seize, muscles not knowing what to do. Her hands gripped at nothing as her arms slapped against the floor. Her hips thrust and bucked as her legs kicked wildly, toes curling like they were trying to grip the ground. He chuckled as she started to piss herself, and not a little bit, either. A sudden spray splashed out from her cunt, squirting in heavy arcs as her body lost any control from the massive brain damage he inflicted. His cock throbbed as he watched, the sight of such a shameless lost of control, and the smell of blood turning him on more than any amount of raping her mouth ever could.\n\nHe dropped the cane to the ground, the metal clanking loud on the floor. He ripped his shirt off, throwing it to the side with his discarded shorts, and dropped to his knees. Reaching out, he gripped at her kicking legs, dragging her thrashing body up close. \"Fuck, that's what I need!\" He didn't bother with any kind of warm up or teasing. He just lined his raging cock up with her still sodden pussy and rammed inside. He let out a loud moan as he stuffed into the tunnel. \"AH... fuck yeah!\" Her inner walls were clenching around him as she continued to shiver and shudder, almost like they were trying to milk him already.\n\nHe started to thrust into her hard, not bothering to start slow or pace himself. \"Gods... yes! Fucking a dying cunt's cunt is the best fucking feeling!\" He took a deep breath through his nose, breathing in the scent of her blood and piss and fear and imminent death. It was the only thing that got him going anymore. And he was going, slamming himself into her quivering pussy as deep as he could. He yanked her back with each thrust to plunge as deep as he possibly could. Her body still thrashed and twitched, making her little tits wobble a bit on her chest.\n\nLeaning over to really start hammering down, he could see the look on her face. Her broken jaw flopped as she tried to babble something, but her eyes were glassy and vacant, one looking straight ahead, while the one on the side he had broken her skull was looking oddly up and to the side. The exposed part of her brain pulsed as it oozed blood, pieces of broken skull stabbed into the crushed fleshy mass. He wondered just how much of this she was actually feeling. Her cunt still seemed to clamp around him as he drilled down into her. It was hard to tell if it was her trying in vain to deny him, or her body instinctively feeling the pleasure from a hard fucking, or just the muscles seizing from aberrant signals from her broken brain.\n\nHe didn't much care, either. He grunted and huffed, panting as he finally felt the building pressure in his heavy balls. The slapped against her ass as her tail slapped against his thigh. His own thick tail was thrashing behind him as he raped her as hard as he could. \"Fuck... gonna fill your slutty cunt so full!\" He panted and whined as the pressure rose, his balls tightening as it built up more and more. He held back nothing, and soon leaned forward and cried out as he slammed himself into her. His cock jerked as he finally released, spraying his seed deep, splashing against her womb. At least he imagined it did. His hips jerked forward with every heavy blast, dumping a massive load into the still trembling woman's cunt. It felt like it lasted for a long time, and was definitely harder than anything he did just jerking off to videos. He always came the hardest raping someone dead or dying. He could barely cum anymore if they weren't. Nothing else did it for him but this.\n\nHe kept thrusting into her, even as the last few shots spurted out from his tip. He did slow his pace, panting heavily. Her pussy still clenched around him, pulling the last few strands of cum out of his shaft. He looked up at Susan's face again, the little muscles twitching in odd ways. The one eye that was staring straight ahead was almost trembling, tears still streaming from it. The other stared at nothing, but was getting bloodshot. He let her twitching legs go, her hips and feet hitting the floor with a heavy thump. His cock slid free as they did, only to rest against her quivering belly. He rubbed himself against her soft fur, smearing his cum into it.\n\nHe smiled, finally feeling satisfied... for now. The urges would start again soon. They were getting more and more demanding, and it was harder for him to control himself everyday. It was why he had been trying to find other ways to calm his mind, but only snuffing some bitch actually worked. It would be a problem... it already was a problem. Susan was his twenty ninth victim, including the homeless man he had beaten to death. He would get caught one of these days. Or one of his victims would finally win and put him down.\n\nBut not today. After catching his breath, he looked over at little Wynona. The girl was still staring, wide eyed. She wasn't sobbing, but she was panting as much as the muzzle would let her. \"Yeah, you're mom's fucking dying. Useless bitch. It's all she was good for.\" He grunted as he got to his feet. \"But don't you worry, little cuntling. I made her a promise, and I keep my word. I'm not going to hurt you.\" He grinned. \"In fact, I'm going to let you go.\" He went over to the storage closet, not having locked it earlier. He pulled out a clean rag and a bottle of chloroform, pouring a little onto the cloth.\n\nMoving back over to the girl, she didn't even look at him, just stare at her mother. She was probably in shock. \"I am going to have to knock you out again, though. Can't have you struggling.\" He put the rag against her face, and that seemed to finally get a reaction from her. She tried to flinch away, but he held it against her firm. Her struggles only lasted a minute before her eyes went hazy. She went limp soon after, and he held her shoulder, gently lowering her to the ground. He held the rag for another few moments, but did pull it away, tossing it to the side. He kissed her forehead gently. \"There you go. You just sleep.\"\n\nHe stood back up and looked at Susan again. She was still shivering, but the thrashing had mostly died down now. Cum drooled out of her pussy, which still seemed to be clenching at nothing. He smirked as he watched. \"I guess I should put you out of your misery, too.\" He stepped over, putting the heel of his foot against her neck. Then he stomped down hard, hearing a crack, her body jerking. He stumped again, getting another popping crunch, her body flinching again, but only slightly. A third stomp, and there was another crunch, but no flinch this time.\n\nRyan took a deep breath through his nose, held it for a second, and let it out through his mouth. In his mind, he heard the voice of the rabbit from the meditation video. He took another deep breath, held it, and let it out again. It did seem to help calm him back down. Maybe there was something to that after all. For now, he would get dressed, then deal with the two mice. He would take the girl back to the park he picked her up in. After untying her, he'd dump her there, even though it was the middle of the night. He didn't really care what happened to her after that.\n\nAs for Susan, he would dispose of her in his usual way. He knew a young shark girl that would probably love some mostly fresh meat. As for the stolen car, he'd drive it to the small cliff overlooking the ocean and let it roll off, into the ocean below. There was a pretty sheer drop at that part, nearly forty feet down under the water. There were also seven other cars down there. At least he'd put seven other cars down there, it was possible there were more.\n\nLooking back at Wynona, he smirked. The girl still had the splatter of blood on her from when he bashed her mother's brains out. He should probably clean her up a little first. He would be gentle with it. He was always gentle with kids. He never had an urge to hurt or kill them, or even rape them. He considered it a kind of cosmic balance. If the universe could create someone as messed up and evil as he was, it was only right to leave some innocence. Though he wondered how much innocence this little one had anymore. Maybe he added a little more corruption to the world today. Or maybe she would be his undoing. Either way, he didn't much care.\n\n[center]* * *[/center]", "writing_bbcode_parsed": "
Urges

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"Take a deep breath. In through your nose, and hold it." He took a deep breath, in through his nose, and held it. "And let it out through your mouth slowly." He let the air slowly blow out of his mouth. "Once more. In through the nose, and out through the mouth." He repeated the step. "Very good. Keep breathing like this, and keep your eyes closed." He kept his eyes closed. "Picture a container in your mind. A glass, or box, or bucket. That container is full of something. Water. That water is all of your worries, your doubts, your fears, and your stress. Imagine it right in front of you." He got the image in his mind. A bucket, full of... well, it wasn't water, but it was a liquid. "Now slowly tip the container, until the liquid starts flowing away." The bucket in his mind tilted, and red started to flow out of it. "Let it flow out. Don't worry about it making a mess." He wanted it to make a mess. He imagined it spilling not onto the floor or down a drain, but onto him, coating his body.

"The container is now empty. Let it go." It was empty, but only because what was in it was now on him, covering him in red. Sticky, slightly metallic, and the best smell in the world. "Now open your eyes slowly." He opened his eyes. "Very good. Embrace this feeling of calm." Calm wasn't how he would describe himself right now. Aroused was more accurate. "Keep this feeling inside of you. This is your being from now o-" He hit a button on his keyboard to stop the calm voice playing through his headphones. With a sigh, he pulled them off and dropped them onto his desk.

Ryan looked down, seeing the raging erection between his crossed legs. "Fuck." The rat put his head in his hands and leaned his elbows against the desk. "Ah... fuck me." He let out a heavy sigh. He had been trying meditation to calm his mind. He had been trying a lot of things to keep himself under control. None of them ever really worked. Yoga, exercise, meditation, booze, weed, nothing helped. During yoga, all he could think about was jumping the instructor and fucking her shapely ass while strangling her. Exercise only made him want to work his muscles battering the nearest woman. Booze made him loose control, not gain it. Weed just made him dizzy and uncomfortable. And now meditation. Picturing things in his mind, but not what the soft-spoken rabbit in the video was talking about. He imagined slashing her throat open, fucking her neck, bathing in her blood. Hardly relaxing.

While his immediate thought was to log onto D-Gen and see if there were any new videos up, he instead shut his computer down, deciding a walk might be good for him. He spent too much time jerking off to snuff and rape videos as it was. He didn't bother getting dressed into anything fancy, just a pair of black cargo shorts and a bland, dark blue t-shirt with the logo of a game on the front. They hardly matched with his dark red fur, but at least it didn't clash too badly. He didn't bother with underwear, since he almost never wore them anyway. He finished the look with a purple baseball cap, the logo that had been on it long faded away. For no reason other than aesthetics, he also grabbed one of his canes. He didn't need it to walk, he just liked having it. He picked the one with the black shaft and heavy, brass, ball-shaped head.

His attire complete, he headed out of the house and turned to walk in the direction of the park. Despite being evening, the sun was still up, only just starting to dip towards the horizon. It would still be light out for another hour or two, if dimming light. One of the perks of summer. Thankfully, it was a pretty mild one so far, so it was not too hot. A nice breeze was blowing, too. Perfect weather for a walk in the park. He didn't live very far from it, and thanks to taking a few off-road walking paths, he was there within only a half hour.

He took a deep breath as he strode down the path through the wooded section, taking in the scents of nature around him. It was more relaxing than the damned meditation had been, at least. Though the path was not so deep into the woods that he couldn't still hear the sounds form the park. A few people were making noise, children mostly. The distinct, metallic clank of a metal baseball bat hitting a ball echoed around, followed by cheering. Must be a little league game going on. Though it was probably going to end soon, with the sun setting. The public pool would be closing soon, too. He could smell the chlorine in the air as he got close to it.

The walking path eventually ended at the parking lot, just on the other side of said pool. The great number of cars parked, more than usual, all but confirmed there was a minor league game happening. Though what caught his immediate eye was not the cars, but two people walking towards one. A young girl, he guessed around 7 or 8, and who he suspected was her mother. Both mice shared the off-white fur color and long, straight brown hair. Their hair was still slightly damp, and they were wearing bathing suits, clearly having just come from the pool. The mother's body was quite shapely, the purple and blue one-piece suit showing off her round hips and thin waist, which seemed to sway with her steps slightly. Her legs were slender and athletic, and completely uncovered. Only a pair of sandals adorned her feet.

Before he even knew what he was doing, he was half-way across the parking lot. No one else was out here right now, but he would need to hurry before someone came or the game ended. He moved with a casual swiftness to catch up with the pair. The mother had opened the back door to a black SUV, and was leaning in to help her daughter get into the back seat. It left her shapely rear almost presented to him, and he could see the crack of her ass through the thin, stretchy fabric as he got closer. He heard her speak up. "There you go, all buckled in. Now how about s-"

He cut her words off as he got close, suddenly beside her. He reached in and grabbed her head, slamming it against the inside of the door frame as hard as he could. She let out a grunt, only to go limp and slump forward. He heard the car keys hit the pavement as they fell from her hand. He swiftly shot is hand out and grabbed the little girl by the mouth before she could let out the scream she was about to. "Don't scream, or I'll kill your mother right now, and hurt you very badly. Understand?" She nodded quickly, tears in her eyes.

He tucked his cane under his arm, then reached into his pocket with his other hand, pulling out a soaked rag. He always kept one with him. Bringing it up, he quickly pulled his hand away from the girl's face, only to shove the rag against her and clamp his hand back where it was. She struggled, reaching up to grab him, but the chloroform worked quick enough on her. It always worked quicker on kids. It only took a minute, but she went limp as she passed out. It was still a minute longer than he would have liked to spend so exposed.

Tossing his cane through the gape in the seats into the front, he then reached down and gripped the mother's legs, shoving her into the back. He left her laying across the floor, and shut the door again. Picking up the keys she dropped, he quickly moved around to the driver's side and got in, starting the car and wincing at the annoying children's song that started blaring out of the radio. "Ugh." He switched it off, then pulled out as calmly and carefully as he could, despite his heart racing in his chest. This was always the most risky part. The girl or the mother could potentially wake up and start causing a fuss. Or someone might see her in the back. Or he could get pulled over in a routine stop, and then he'd really be in trouble. But he still made sure to drive very carefully.

He got very lucky this time. The blow to the mother's head had left her unconscious for the whole trip, and the girl seemed particularly susceptible to the chloroform. It was probably a mouse thing, they always seemed to be out longer than most. Squirrels, shrews, and surprisingly, most deer were the same, at least in Ryan's experience. Thanks to that, or just pure luck, the two in the back stayed unconscious the whole trip. Though the mother's periodic groaning had him on edge the whole time. He drove them to one of his favorite spots, an old, abandoned movie theater. It was one of the small ones that only had three theaters. It had shut down in the early 2000's, and had remained abandoned ever since. He had actually worked there when he was still in high school, and it was pretty dead even then.

He had managed to scare off some of the homeless jerks that had tried to squat in the place, which had been a task. Beating one of them to death and leaving their corpse in the dumpster had been what finally convinced them to find safer places. Sometimes he still had to chase one off if they were strung out on something, but most of them spread the word to avoid the old theater if they valued their worthless lives at all. It had a knock-on effect of giving a rumor that the place was haunted, though. So every so often, some bold teenagers would attempt to prove their bravery by staying a night in the 'haunted' theater. Usually they just ended up having sex. He found it amusing, so he didn't do anything to stop it. He had debated setting up cameras to film them fucking, but he didn't want to risk anyone finding them.

Now, the rooms had all been gutted, including the screens and the chairs. Though he wasn't planning on using them today. Instead, he dragged both the mice back to the old projector room. The floors and walls were bare concrete, though there were a few stains here and there he had never been able to fully scrub out, no matter how much he tried. He still worked quickly, tying the young girl up with some rope he had stashed in a locked closet. He also fit a muzzle over her mouth, to keep her from screaming once she woke up. He still had the key from when he worked at the theater, so it made a great place to hide things. He left the girl leaning against the wall in the corner. Then he crouched down and waited, tapping his cane against his leg.

The mother finally started to come around, groaning and lifting a hand to her head. Then she gasped and sat up, wincing as her head likely still hurt. He smiled as she looked around in a panic. "Awake at last."

She gasped, her head snapping to look at him. It always surprised him how just crouching in a corner, even with the lights on, made people miss he was there so often. "W-who are you?" Her voice shook with fear as she pushed herself away from him. "Where is my daughter?" Well, that answered one of his questions.

He pointed with the head of his cane at the small girl. "Right there."

The mother gasped, scrambling over to her daughter and grabbing her by the shoulders. "W-what did you do to her!?" The young girl made a groan as she started to finally wake up.

"Nothing. Don't worry, I only knocked her out with chloroform, and bound her hands and legs, but I haven't touched her otherwise. She will be fine." He stood up, the base of his cane clacking against the stone floor almost as a punctuation. "Behave, and it will stay that way."

She looked at him with fury in her eyes. "What do you want?"

Ryan smirked. "Oh, I'm sure you already know that. But fine, I'll spell it out. First, I'd like to know your name. And your daughter's name, while you're at it. Then, I want you to strip out of that sexy bathing suit, and then I'm going to fuck you."

She grit her teeth, slowly rising to her feet. "The hell you are!" She suddenly charged at him, not thinking clearly enough to notice he had very deliberately left her unbound. As soon as she was close enough, he stepped to the side, sliding his cane out to catch her foot. She stumbled, but managed not to topple over. As she turned, he slid his grip to the base of the cane, shoving the heavy head forward to jam it into her belly. As she grunted, he prodded her again. As she tried to grab it, he pulled it away and stepped forward, right past her attempt to grab him. She let out a cry as he smacked her back with the weighted head, sending her stumbling again.

When she turned to face him, he swung it hard this time, once more catching her in the gut. She let out another grunt as the blow was heavier than she had expected, knocking the wind out of her and sending her to her knees, trying to gasp. He tapped under her chin with the brass ball, lifting her gaze up. "Got that out of your system? Now let's try this again. Tell me your names. Or would you like me to beat you more?" He glanced up as he heard a muffled attempt at speaking, the young girl now awake. She looked both confused and afraid, eyes wide and full of tears already. "Or maybe I'll hurt her instead."

"NO!" The mother cried out in a panic. "P-please, I-I'll... I'll do w-what ever you say, just... don't hurt her!"

Ryan gave her a sadistic, unfriendly smile. "Good. Now start with telling me your names."

The mother's mouth twitched, not quite a snarl, but she did finally capitulate. "Susan. My name is Susan."

"And your daughter?"

She let out a soft sigh. "Wynona."

"Interesting name. Now, start stripping yourself out of that sexy bathing suit for me, or I remove Wynona's teeth the hard way." He tapped Susan's chin with the head of the cane for emphasis. The woman whimpered, but nodded. She slowly slid back away from him and stood up. With shaky hands, she pulled the straps of her suit off of her shoulders and slid her arms out. When she hesitated, he tapped his cane on the floor. "C'mon now. Show me what little you're hiding under there." She winced, but nodded. Pulling the suit down, she let her breasts slip free. They were a bit small, but quite perky. B-cup if he had to guess. Just how he liked them.

The suit slid farther down, revealing the athletic tone to her flat belly. She hesitated again, though another tap from his cane made her flinch and continue. Gripping the bunched up suit, she pulled it down farther, sliding it down her slender legs, and stepping out of it. She left it on the floor as she straightened up again, trying to somewhat cover herself with her arms. Though it didn't really work to hide anything. "Good girl. Now get on your knees and crawl over here."

"W-why?"

"Because I said so!" She flinched as he shouted. She slowly lowered herself down onto hands and knees, slowly and awkwardly moving closer to him. "That's it, keep that butt up in the air. Let your little girl get a good look at that slutty cunt she came out of."

Susan whimpered, glancing over her shoulder at her daughter. The girl was crying openly, her sobs muffled by the muzzle clamped around her mouth. She looked back at the rat in front of her. "Please, let her go. I-I'll do what you say. She doesn't... need to-" She cried out as the base of his cane suddenly slapped across her face with a crack, leaving a red mark.

"I will decide when she gets to leave! Not you!" He took a breath. "Now, remove my shorts. Let my cock free so you can suck it like a good little whore." Susan whimpered again, tears starting to form in her own eyes now. She still obeyed, reaching up to the waist of his shorts. After opening the belt and fly, she pulled down the zipper. The shorts almost fell away on their own, and she flinched as his cock sprang free, throbbing in front of her face threateningly. "Go on. It won't suck itself. And if I feel any teeth, I'll break your daughter's jaw."

The mouse hesitated again, but did nod and lean forward, opening her mouth. It was clear she didn't want to, but eventually did wrap her mouth around his shaft. He let out a soft moan as the warmth enveloped him, reaching down to grip her hair. The woman started to slowly move forward, taking a little more of the shaft into her mouth. The tears in her eyes were starting to flow down her cheeks. Ryan looked over at the little girl in the corner, who had her eyes squeezed shut. "Keep watching your slutty mom, little one. Don't worry, I won't make you do this." He growled as he looked down at the woman in front of him. "As long as you do a better job." He yanked her head closer, forcing more of his shaft into her mouth. "C'mon, suck the fucking thing! It won't hurt you, but I sure as hell will!"

Susan let out a muffled sob, bobbing her head back and forth along the shaft faster. "That's better. Run that tongue along it." He let out a breath. "I noticed no ring on your fingers. Bet you're secretly a real slut, aren't you? Do you even know who your little girl's daddy is?" He yanked her head back against him, her nose bumping his crotch. He was not so big that he could jam down her throat, the tip only just at the back of her mouth. But it was still enough to get her to flinch and instinctively pull away. "Keep going!"

He watched her doing what he suspected was not even close to her best, but she at least tried. She was careful to not scrape any teeth against him, and take as much of his shaft as she could each time she slid down the length. It still wasn't enough. It felt good, but it just wasn't enough. There was no way he could get off to this kind of lame blowjob. "I said do fucking better!" He grabbed her ear and yanked her head closer again, thrusting hard against her face. He started to pump his hips while jerking her head against him. "C'mon... C'mon, you fucking bitch!" His anger flared from nowhere as he really started to rape her mouth, making her have to grip at his hips to keep steady.

It still wasn't enough. His cock throbbed against her tongue, he could feel the pleasure, but it was like his own shaft was fighting against him, his balls refusing to even start building up to a release. He really hoped just raping the bitch's mouth would have done it for him, but this was just not enough to get him off. There was no way he would be able to cum from just a shitty blowjob like this, even if the woman was sobbing. He eventually gave up, yanking her head away by her ear and practically throwing her down. "Enough of this shit! You fucking suck at this!"

She sobbed from where she fell to the floor, looking up at him with tears flowing from her eyes. "I-I'm sorry! I-I t-tried!"

He grit his teeth and started to pace in a small circle. "You tried... You didn't fucking try!" He turned and glared at her. "Get up!" When she flinched away from him, he shouted. "I said GET UP!" Susan let out another sobbing whimper, but did start to get up onto her feet. "I said get up you fucking bitch!" Before she was even fully standing, he rammed the head of his cane into her gut, making her grunt and nearly topple over again. He let his anger take over now, even if the anger was more at himself. Pulling the cane away, he slammed it against her again, harder this time. "You are fucking useless!"

Susan coughed as she stumbled back a step, clutching at her belly as something inside felt like it was twitching, preventing her getting a breath. "I-I'm... s-sorry!"

"You're sorry? You're fucking sorry!" He swung the cane up, the head catching her jaw and smacking it shut hard. She flinched away as her brain felt rattled from the blow. Pain flared on her backside and wrists, and it was a moment before she realized she had fallen back, barely catching herself from completely collapsing. Her jaw ached and stung, and when she opened it, she felt a painful click that hadn't been there. She didn't have the chance to get any words out before the brass head cracked against her face, striking where the clicking had been. She felt something pop and crack, pain flaring worse than ever in her mouth. "I'll fucking show you sorry!"

The mouse was sent crashing to the floor now, blood splattering from her mouth, along with the chipped piece of several teeth. She panted heavily, tears streaming from her eyes as blood flowed from here now broken mouth. She trembled, trying to crawl away from him. "Look at me!" She just sobbed in pain. "I said look at me! You stupid! Fucking! CUNT!" She did turn to look at him, in time to see him winding up a swing with the cane. She raised a hand up, wanting to plead with him to stop, but he was already swinging at her with all his might, fueled by a fury that burned in his eyes.

The heavy head of the cane struck her head. His aim had been slightly off, and it hit the upper side, near her ear. It didn't crack her skull or sink into it. Instead, the blow was hard enough that the top part of her head burst, shattering the skull and sending pieces of it flying. Blood, bits of broken bone, and even a bit of brain splattered out as she slammed into the floor. The sudden explosion of gore knocked him out of his anger. He hadn't expected to knock the top of her head off like that. His eyes shifted to see the splatter of gore, smirking as he saw some had splashed onto the little girl in the corner. She stared at her mother with wide eyes, full of panic and tears, but she was no longer crying. She just stared in confused horror.

Looking back at the woman, he grinned wider. Her body was not still, but started to convulse and seize, muscles not knowing what to do. Her hands gripped at nothing as her arms slapped against the floor. Her hips thrust and bucked as her legs kicked wildly, toes curling like they were trying to grip the ground. He chuckled as she started to piss herself, and not a little bit, either. A sudden spray splashed out from her cunt, squirting in heavy arcs as her body lost any control from the massive brain damage he inflicted. His cock throbbed as he watched, the sight of such a shameless lost of control, and the smell of blood turning him on more than any amount of raping her mouth ever could.

He dropped the cane to the ground, the metal clanking loud on the floor. He ripped his shirt off, throwing it to the side with his discarded shorts, and dropped to his knees. Reaching out, he gripped at her kicking legs, dragging her thrashing body up close. "Fuck, that's what I need!" He didn't bother with any kind of warm up or teasing. He just lined his raging cock up with her still sodden pussy and rammed inside. He let out a loud moan as he stuffed into the tunnel. "AH... fuck yeah!" Her inner walls were clenching around him as she continued to shiver and shudder, almost like they were trying to milk him already.

He started to thrust into her hard, not bothering to start slow or pace himself. "Gods... yes! Fucking a dying cunt's cunt is the best fucking feeling!" He took a deep breath through his nose, breathing in the scent of her blood and piss and fear and imminent death. It was the only thing that got him going anymore. And he was going, slamming himself into her quivering pussy as deep as he could. He yanked her back with each thrust to plunge as deep as he possibly could. Her body still thrashed and twitched, making her little tits wobble a bit on her chest.

Leaning over to really start hammering down, he could see the look on her face. Her broken jaw flopped as she tried to babble something, but her eyes were glassy and vacant, one looking straight ahead, while the one on the side he had broken her skull was looking oddly up and to the side. The exposed part of her brain pulsed as it oozed blood, pieces of broken skull stabbed into the crushed fleshy mass. He wondered just how much of this she was actually feeling. Her cunt still seemed to clamp around him as he drilled down into her. It was hard to tell if it was her trying in vain to deny him, or her body instinctively feeling the pleasure from a hard fucking, or just the muscles seizing from aberrant signals from her broken brain.

He didn't much care, either. He grunted and huffed, panting as he finally felt the building pressure in his heavy balls. The slapped against her ass as her tail slapped against his thigh. His own thick tail was thrashing behind him as he raped her as hard as he could. "Fuck... gonna fill your slutty cunt so full!" He panted and whined as the pressure rose, his balls tightening as it built up more and more. He held back nothing, and soon leaned forward and cried out as he slammed himself into her. His cock jerked as he finally released, spraying his seed deep, splashing against her womb. At least he imagined it did. His hips jerked forward with every heavy blast, dumping a massive load into the still trembling woman's cunt. It felt like it lasted for a long time, and was definitely harder than anything he did just jerking off to videos. He always came the hardest raping someone dead or dying. He could barely cum anymore if they weren't. Nothing else did it for him but this.

He kept thrusting into her, even as the last few shots spurted out from his tip. He did slow his pace, panting heavily. Her pussy still clenched around him, pulling the last few strands of cum out of his shaft. He looked up at Susan's face again, the little muscles twitching in odd ways. The one eye that was staring straight ahead was almost trembling, tears still streaming from it. The other stared at nothing, but was getting bloodshot. He let her twitching legs go, her hips and feet hitting the floor with a heavy thump. His cock slid free as they did, only to rest against her quivering belly. He rubbed himself against her soft fur, smearing his cum into it.

He smiled, finally feeling satisfied... for now. The urges would start again soon. They were getting more and more demanding, and it was harder for him to control himself everyday. It was why he had been trying to find other ways to calm his mind, but only snuffing some bitch actually worked. It would be a problem... it already was a problem. Susan was his twenty ninth victim, including the homeless man he had beaten to death. He would get caught one of these days. Or one of his victims would finally win and put him down.

But not today. After catching his breath, he looked over at little Wynona. The girl was still staring, wide eyed. She wasn't sobbing, but she was panting as much as the muzzle would let her. "Yeah, you're mom's fucking dying. Useless bitch. It's all she was good for." He grunted as he got to his feet. "But don't you worry, little cuntling. I made her a promise, and I keep my word. I'm not going to hurt you." He grinned. "In fact, I'm going to let you go." He went over to the storage closet, not having locked it earlier. He pulled out a clean rag and a bottle of chloroform, pouring a little onto the cloth.

Moving back over to the girl, she didn't even look at him, just stare at her mother. She was probably in shock. "I am going to have to knock you out again, though. Can't have you struggling." He put the rag against her face, and that seemed to finally get a reaction from her. She tried to flinch away, but he held it against her firm. Her struggles only lasted a minute before her eyes went hazy. She went limp soon after, and he held her shoulder, gently lowering her to the ground. He held the rag for another few moments, but did pull it away, tossing it to the side. He kissed her forehead gently. "There you go. You just sleep."

He stood back up and looked at Susan again. She was still shivering, but the thrashing had mostly died down now. Cum drooled out of her pussy, which still seemed to be clenching at nothing. He smirked as he watched. "I guess I should put you out of your misery, too." He stepped over, putting the heel of his foot against her neck. Then he stomped down hard, hearing a crack, her body jerking. He stumped again, getting another popping crunch, her body flinching again, but only slightly. A third stomp, and there was another crunch, but no flinch this time.

Ryan took a deep breath through his nose, held it for a second, and let it out through his mouth. In his mind, he heard the voice of the rabbit from the meditation video. He took another deep breath, held it, and let it out again. It did seem to help calm him back down. Maybe there was something to that after all. For now, he would get dressed, then deal with the two mice. He would take the girl back to the park he picked her up in. After untying her, he'd dump her there, even though it was the middle of the night. He didn't really care what happened to her after that.

As for Susan, he would dispose of her in his usual way. He knew a young shark girl that would probably love some mostly fresh meat. As for the stolen car, he'd drive it to the small cliff overlooking the ocean and let it roll off, into the ocean below. There was a pretty sheer drop at that part, nearly forty feet down under the water. There were also seven other cars down there. At least he'd put seven other cars down there, it was possible there were more.

Looking back at Wynona, he smirked. The girl still had the splatter of blood on her from when he bashed her mother's brains out. He should probably clean her up a little first. He would be gentle with it. He was always gentle with kids. He never had an urge to hurt or kill them, or even rape them. He considered it a kind of cosmic balance. If the universe could create someone as messed up and evil as he was, it was only right to leave some innocence. Though he wondered how much innocence this little one had anymore. Maybe he added a little more corruption to the world today. Or maybe she would be his undoing. Either way, he didn't much care.

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