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Today i had, again, a hard depression moment before i went to my work and still wile i was working. At my break i doodled this here and i will not nor is it my intention to work further on it since it shows what i try to show with it. i do call the picture *"the masquerade"* because it should show how hard it can be to really deal *and* live with depressions. I could go further now but than it would be a wall of text, *literally*, since this is not just a picture but also a story i have for an actual **comic** for like years now and this could "basically" its title picture. I still hope you enjoy.

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